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pls don't let this happen to me during gp

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hi lol

im alive. life isn't lifing but here i am.

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appreciation post

i love my class. i appreciate my classmates so much. the vibes are comfy and vibrant.

everyone's so chill it's unreal. we all laugh super hard at the stupidest of shit. we have a designated class clown who says the dumbest stuff, and takes the L for us. we have another guy who pretends to be dumb for fun, and also always takes the L for us (esp during econs). these people do stupid shit. idk if it's with the express purpose of laughing but they certainly make my day less shitty.

we all bond over our mutual hatred for our econs teacher, who is a bitch most of the time. we get scolded in solidarity for not doing our econs hw. it just makes me feel i'm not alone, you know?

every recess, there's always a ball flying around, ready to hit a chair or table or water bottle at moment's notice. some find it irritating, but the chaos makes my blood sing after being in a girls' school for four years with subpar entertainment in the form of gossip.

my male classmates make racist (with humorous intents only). they aren't malicious, just light hearted. and they always bring a smile to my face.

sure, i don't talk to that many people but even when we commiserate over unstudied stuff or undone hw, it feels right. we yell out roasts about our teachers like it's second nature, and then we laugh. and during pw, my groupmates sort of adopted me and are starting to teach me how to play brawlstars instead of us doing work. the boys offer to bring us snacks from the snack corner. and i have this friend, and she's really amazing and funny. she looks innocent, but talk to her and you'll realise she's the most devious person out there.

our form teachers don't give a shit about anything. attire check? i was panicked and taking off my earrings quickly, but my teacher didn't even check our attires. late for school? it's fine, just be there before 8:05 and i'll mark you as punctual. didn't watch lectures? my physics teacher is cool with that. just book a consultation and he'll give you a detailed summary of the topic.

sure some of our teachers suck, but we've got each other's backs. and im happy. no one's out to backstab anyone, we're just chill.

but seriously, guys out there, cut out the pda. it's gross. i don't need to see you straddling your guy friends or giving them piggy back rides. it's concerning. if you're gay, that's great no homo but please don't do this shit in the middle of class. i have no money. i can't afford bleach. please, and thank you.

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me checking this before i go for a nap

”fuck it im gonna have a nap” is always the beginning of an end

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RIGHT I HAVE HOMEWORK.

*sigh*

me every three seconds when i'm not in the mood for studying:

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my parents legit don't understand the concept of i'm in the middle of something here lol

sommetimes my parents will be on the sofa, and like four steps away from the fan switch. but they always get me to turn it on/off even when i'm at the other end of the living room where my study table is 🥲

Me *starting to focus while studying*

Mom : get up do that chore while I do the other thing

Me: 🤦🏻‍♀️

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relatable i'll be crying over a math qn and my mom will be like "go wash the dishes" 💀

Me *starting to focus while studying*

Mom : get up do that chore while I do the other thing

Me: 🤦🏻‍♀️

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List 5 things that make you happy, then put this in the askbox for the last 10 people who liked or reblogged something from you! Get to know your mutuals and followers :3 ✨✨

hey :D!

anime (especially spy x family and dark gathering)

cosy blankets

anything chocolately (i love hot chocolate)

hashbrows

hugs from people i like

i'm gna have to throw this back at you lol, since you've reblogged and liked a lot of my stuff

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there was the time my chemistry teacher told my class about how she had some cocaine (?) cookies in amsterdam. what is it with our teachers and drugs lol

Our professor is telling us about the time she got high accidentally Bec she smelled the Marijuana that her dormmate smoked.. She slept for 17 hrs. It's giving Richard from the secret history

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stop calling me out 💀

i just haven't found the right guy to obsess over.

the only guys ive talked to for the past few years is my dad and my uncle and my teachers.

and like primary school (until 12) was spent being bullied by guys.

now the only guys i talk to is those sitting around me, and the people in my pw (project work) group. and ofc, the ones that ask me what's the hw one minute before the next period starts and me being like "it's xxx, but i didn't do it too. haha let's die tgt bro".

i'm scared of guys - i'm not kidding.

so forgive if i've stayed off guys for this long 😭 (and will be until i'm at least 20)

some people live their lives without even being obsessed with some guy. if you call that living

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GODDDAMIT I GOT RICK ROLLED FOR THE THIRD TIME TODAY

but hey, it's fine. i like rick rolling (and getting rick rolled)

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that cat be acting like having a blocked nose and sneezing every two minutes and having your whole body ache is fun

yes guys, i'm still sick (a lot better than last week but no fully recovered)

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me want dog.

me will get dog.

dog will get me.

one day.

(yes im manifesting)

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me everyday after getting back from school 💀

me every day without fail: I'll do [chore] when I get home

me when I get home:

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yeah, i like the thought of not mentally being in school even though my ass is physically glued to my chair

“A lot of people tell me I’m a bit dreamy. But I like the idea of that. Of being somewhere else.”

— Alex Turner