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when i was a teenager it felt very revolutionary to be cruel to myself. like some kind of slow passive protest against how much everything hurt. i starved myself of sleep and food and tenderness because it felt right. it felt sharp and angry and radical and i wanted to be those things. adulthood is the realisation that the world is already working to cut into you well before you learn how to do it yourself. caring for yourself and others is the real protest

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BRO I'M STRAIGHT-UP SLEEPY!!!!!

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i wanna cook but my roommate left 3 fryers in the drying rack and im. out of room to wash dishes so

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so my dumb ass thought it’d be fun to set up a mod for Beat Saber that makes my computer bluescreen on any missed note.

and then my chat started throwing doritos at me

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I was diagnosed with ADD today which explains positively everything since I was a baby and now in a couple months I try a medication.

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do you ever sit with a group of people and not say anything for  the entire time so theres no reason for you to be there youre just awkwardly listening to people converse while doing your own thing and wondering how its so easy for them to just talk or why its so hard for you to say anything

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its little fuzzy sumbitch season

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every guy that wore this hat in high school is now in jail

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the goer of bed

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ALSO my chemistry class got cancelled today because my teacher's wife is having a baby!!!!!!!!!

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alao i had a dream last night that i was sitting at a booth in a restaurant with a friend but they ALSO had tardive dyskensia and it made me feel better

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still a little disturbed i got a youtube ad last week for an ILLNESS i have

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good morning i love my partner SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!