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the funnest part of reading books is telling people the plot like its hot gossip

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Commenting fanfiction is the easiest thing in the world once you start doing it. 

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Watch for 60 seconds, then you gonna like it!🔉

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Lately, I’ve been feeling pretty alone. The only thing I do with my time is go to work. I don’t want the job I have so work is only moderately satisfying. It also only makes up 40 hours of my week. I have free time and weekends. I have nothing to fill that time with. I read and watch movies/television. That doesn’t fill the lonely void. I have friends. I even keep in semi regular contact with them. But not one of my friends lives in the same city as me. And all of my friends have lives. I don’t have a life. I have work. So I feel like a burden when I reach out to my friends. And my friends don’t reach out first. They’re busy. They have lives. My solution to not feeling like a burden is to give vague updates through Snapchat that don’t require response. And the messages that do garner response aren’t about anything emotional. Instead, I keep how I’m feeling to myself. It’s best not to put pressure on people to change because I’m sad. That’s my problem. I need to find a way to get over it. My reality of being no ones first choice is not other people’s problem. It’s mine. I shouldn’t make someone else feel bad. They have other things happening. My petty sadness is not anyone else’s burden to bare. I shouldn’t put that on someone else. It’s not fair. I don’t know what else to do at this point. I know I can’t go on being sad and lonely all the time. But the thought of burdening someone else or making them feel bad because I’m sad??? I can’t do that

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(inspo)

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idk how anyone has the mental strength to preform at an olympic level I would simply cry 

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wilhelm + signs of anxiety

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casual fan? no sorry i only know how to invest my whole livelihood into something and spend every waking moment thinking about said thing

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wilhelm + his anxiety

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I like how we, as a fandom, have all collectively decided that Wilhelms body guards know exactly what’s up and simply don’t give a shit

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Wilhelm's bodyguard knows what's up. She put the pieces together. She definitely knows. She basically has no lines but I love her anyways.

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