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if you don't do anything else today,

Please have a moment of silence for the people who were killed instead of freed when news of emancipation finally reached the furthest corners of the american south.

have another moment for the ledgers, catalogs, and records that were burned and the homes that were destroyed to hide the presence of very much alive and still enslaved people on dozens of plantations and homesteads across the south for decades after emancipation.

and have a third moment for those who were hunted and killed while fleeing the south to find safety across the border, overseas, in the north and to the west.

black people. light a candle, write a note to those who have passed telling them what you have achieved in spite of the racist and intolerant conditions of this world, feel the warmth of the flame under your hand, say a prayer of rememberance if you are religious, place the note under the candle, and then blow it out.

if you have children, sit them down and tell them anything you know about the life of oldest black person you've ever met. it doesn't have to be your own family. tell them what you know about what life was like for us in the days, years, decades after emancipation. if you don't know much, look it up and learn about it together.

This is Juneteenth.

white people CAN interact with this post. share it, spread it.

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On conservation and survival

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This is my glasses perscription lmao

oh theyre not even even...

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@important-cat-pics

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A cat I met in the woods yesterday

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It's Juneteenth yall. And I'm not letting this day go unmarked.

Black people fight for everybody. We stand in solidarity with women, lgbt people, poor people all over the world of every skin color and background. Every religion and nationality.

Today, stand with us. Be with us. Tell a black person you love them. Hug a black person (with consent). Ask that hot black girl out today. Make a black person smile. Black lives matter to everybody and you matter to us.

Stand with us on Juneteenth like we stand with you all year round, and I hope a happy Pride month continues for all of us

💝

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Family Recipe

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HAPPY PRIDE

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Y’all I finally got my Meds refilled (fucking Walgreens) and I’m feeling super inspired. I’m gonna bedazzle a machete stay tuned

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by voices I mean internal monologue that won’t go away though sometimes I have like conversations with myself in my head like I am two versions of myself

like I can in my head split myself into two people have a conversation where the two mes bring up different conflicting points until they reach a consensus like in a conference room and then they all start being one monologue again

my brain is weird idk why i think like this

Prozac makes the monologue almost entirely go away though it’s weird

Also most of the time I feel like I am like a third person viewer of my own life and theny brain will just suddenly go ‘oh I’m real and here’ because most of the time it feels like I am outside of my body

idk if it’s derealisation or what man it’s weird

the Prozac also makes that feeling go away

Prozac basically fixed all my mental problems it’s wild I had no idea most of them weren’t normal

ALSO vyvanse like adderal is adhd médication btw

I feel like Alfred needs a large prescription of Prozac and at least 20 mg of vyvanse or adderal like me

I love Prozac it makes the voices go away (Prozac increases the effect of my other medications which is why it makes the voices go away it also makes the anxiety and depression quiet too)

Also I suggest Alfred try some weed instead of crack seems better for your heath than crack is. (My dad is a major stoner I don’t smoke tho cause asthma)

Okay… That is kinda concerning..

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This is the livery I was talking about!

OH MY GOD HETALIA PLANE

HETALIA PILOTS TOO

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hmmm I wonder why @tobes-is-confused asked what I would look like as a marketable plushie 🤔 surely no devious plans right?

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YES ABSOLUTELY THIS

I’m both of those at the same time lol They’re both insane and unhinged in their own way and that’s why they work together but ALSO I feel like alfred is more prone to do unhinged goblin behavior and Ivan has learned through being older than him that these behaviors will have consequences

Alfred would light a firework inside his house for fun

:3

they’re like unhinged little freaks but in opposite ways therefore they should kiss

I feel like alfred also has to be like ‘Ivan no’ sometimes but it’s less often lol

I like to think of it as Ivan is a freak in a way that makes people socially uncomfortable, Alfred is a freak in the way that puts himself and others in danger lol

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I’m both at the same time

See, There’s two types RusAme shippers.

There’s the;

Ivan: I hate you

Alfred: Aww I hate you too.;

Shippers, and then there’s the;

Ivan: Alfred, no.

Alfred: Alfred, yes.

Shippers.

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YESSS THE STAR SPANGLED MAN

America concepts I thought would be fun to see!

Just thought these would be fun to use in art of fanfics feel free to steal these concepts lol

Feel free to critique these/add your own concepts in the reblogs!! >:3

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So as a plane how do you watch hetalia? Also do the pilots have to give planes enrichments time?

I guess kinda like you, we watch it on a screen, and after the shift is done, the pilot and operator do give us enrichment, but if we want to watch a little longer, that usually happens within an A Check, which occurs every 400 to 600 flight hours, or every 200 to 300 flights, that way while they inspect us, we can watch something