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quite sickening to imagine the lord of garbage

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Is that a hard penis in your pants or is it something different than that? Also: do you hate me?

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i wish everything was good and nothing was bad

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drawing all these little details was kinda therapeutic idk

also a little speed paint under the cut, I’ve never really done this but I thought it be cool for this one

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Plug My Swag In

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I've literally wanted to look like this girl since before I even knew I was trans

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ordering a pup cup for my chikorita in lumiose

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everytime I see Betty Groff something in my head goes a LITTLE fucked up/foggy in some hard to place way and it's a liiittle concerning

an experiment

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i still think about that white transmasc person on twitter who called my art an "abomination that's forcing diversity" and decided to use art of two characters that are fat black trans men (Salem and Hitch) one of which is visibly disabled. the post had almost 3k likes.

my anger has calmed down from witnessing that from a month ago, but just seeing other trans people nonchalantly call other trans people who are less visible "abominations" is really horrific to me, especially black trans people, who systemically are having it the fucking worse rn.

it also makes me genuinely upset cuz even non black people who still resemble my characters are directly affected by that vile sentiment too(fat and disabled or just clocky trans people overall)

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dreams

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Billions Dead.

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it is so unbelievable that anyone can look at people with bodies shaped this way and say that they're inherently 'ugly' because of it. Some of the prettiest people I have ever met had bodies similar to these. In fact my current goal for what I want my body to look like in the future IS THIS; and if you'll excuse me ranting, I think the idea that people like me who find beauty in figures such as these are somehow only fueled by a 'fetish' for fat folks is incredibly reductive because it doesn't understand the nuance of beauty and slots it into only a few acceptable categories that are 'attractive' or only possibly attractive in the context of of a 'fetish'. Restrictive thinking like this upsets me not just because it is hurting real people's body images but also because it boxes beauty into only the acceptable or the unacceptably deviant which is not only restrictive but a tragic loss expression for society. Maybe I'm crawling too far up my own ass currently but I do legitimately mourn what amazing forms of art we would be able to see if societal expectations like these didn't exist. anywhoodles, TLDR; I find fat folks beautiful and I wish it was more of a widely accepted thing :(

Sketches 🕊️ °˖➴

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I promise I didn't disappear, I just don't have any impulse control and started several at once again haha