sdhs-enjolras

[sdhs-enjolras]

sdhs-jasondean‌:

Something dark flickered behind Jason Dean’s eyes for a fraction of a second, “I sure am darling, can I share that happiness with you?”

“I guess, yeah.” Enjolras picked up on the look in his eyes, but didn’t dare mention it.

[sdhs-enjolras]

sdhs-jasondean‌:

“About that… a lawyer I helped took my case, pro bono, says she’ll get my money back after that filing with the cops. You see, my aunt’s always hated my dad. I figured you could have some of the money,” and this isn’t a ploy to get Enjolras back. JD got out of the car, and smiled at Enjolras, hanging up the phone. He ran to Enjolras picked him up, took a few steps into the house and spun him, smiling even wider.

“You’re very sweet, but I don’t want your money.” Enj’s eyes widened a little when JD picked him up. “You’re in a good mood...”

[sdhs-enjolras]

sdhs-jasondean‌:

JD smiled, “I’ll be outside your house in a minute. And….. Enjolras… I’d be honored if you’d let me help with anyone of your protests.” He pulled up to Enjolras’s house, waiting for Enjolras to hang up and invite him in. In his head, he finished that sentence the way he wanted to. With an “I’m sorry, for everything, I love you.” With an, “I’m sorry I’ve let you down, I’ll fix it, and I’ll disappear and let you be.” In his head, he knew what to say and what to do, but he didn’t, because how could you fix a relationship like this?

“I’d love that, but it might be a while. We usually only have enough in our budget to do like, two a year. I think we’re going to stick to smaller projects, for now.” He saw his car pull up and opened the door.

[sdhs-enjolras]

sdhs-connormurphy‌:

Connor felt his entire body tense up. It still felt bad. All of it. But he couldn’t see insisting that to Enjolras doing any good. At all. So he sighed. “Hey…hey. I won’t get in the way of anything. I promise.” He fidgeted with the ends of his sleeves. “Do you…do you want to hang out or something soon? You can just come over to my house and we don’t have to talk about this at all.”

“That would be really nice...” Enjolras mumbled. Part of him was disappointed. He wanted Connor to get in the way. Desperately. But he couldn’t exactly say that. “If you don’t mind having me over, again. I know last time was...weird. Your parents probably hate me.”

We need to talk. Now.

[sdhs-enjolras]

sdhs-jasondean‌:

“Is this when I make a joke about overthrowing our shitty government but actually mean it?”

“You certainly could.”

[sdhs-enjolras]

sdhs-connormurphy‌:

Connor felt his stomach begin to turn. “Then he needs to get help from an adult. The police. A teacher. Anyone. Not you. All you need to do is tell a teacher, fuck, or something. You need to keep yourself safe…do you understand?” he asked, his voice falling to a barely-audible whisper.

For so long, Enjolras had always been willing to put himself at risk for the sake of others. Had he been completely honest with himself, he’d have had to admit that for a while, he had no intention of making it to the age of twenty. He had to go somehow, he figured, and with all the hurt in the world, there had to be sacrifices. But reality hit him hard at that protest. Recovery had been annoying at best, and hellish at worst. And that was just a concussion. What was going to come next? How much was he really willing to sacrifice?

Enjolras went quiet, his eyes darting to the floor and his arms wrapping around himself. 

We need to talk. Now.

[sdhs-enjolras]

sdhs-jasondean‌:

“I think it will be fun, but I’d prefer to do something you like as well darling, it won’t be fun if you don’t enjoy it,” JD smiled, the only activity he enjoyed that the other party didnt was robbery, not that Enjolras needed to open that can of worms.

“I’m up for anything. Seriously. I just want you to be okay. I don’t care what that takes.”

[sdhs-enjolras]

sdhs-jasondean‌:

“How about just at home? We could shit talk the government and paint our nails or whatever, honestly I don’t know what spas are like, but that sounds therapeutic,” JD’s voice sounded mushy and romantic, and he was practically looking at the road with heart eyes because of Enjolras.

“Whatever you want. Just say the word and we’ll do it.” At least he wasn’t asking to go to a real spa. Enjolras didn’t want strangers touching him. That would be unbearably uncomfortable.

[sdhs-enjolras]

sdhs-connormurphy‌:

Connor looked down at Enjolras, and for a moment the thought flashed through his mind that he was small as hell. If anyone wanted to fuck with him it would be too easy. He sighed. “I…well, I don’t believe you. At all. But if that’s the way you feel I can’t make you feel differently. But please be careful.”

It wasn’t the way he felt. Not really. He was terrified of JD. But, if he told Connor that, it would make everything so much more complicated. He’d made his bed, and he had to lay in it.

“JD’s been struggling a lot, at home. His dad is...well, he hasn’t given me any specifics, but I think he’s really fucking abusive. He needs help...”

We need to talk. Now.

[sdhs-enjolras]

sdhs-jasondean‌:

“Darling, they fit in a backpack, don’t worry. I promise I’ll work this all out.” All of it, then I’ll be out of your hair. “How about a spa day? It’s been stressful and I know pretending to have my shit together always helps, at least in a sense of therapy.” JD tried to joke around, but in reality, he just wanted to punch his dad and kiss Enjolras. He was a simple man with simple needs.

“What kind of spa day?” Enjolras asked, not realizing that he was joking. “Like, an at home do-it-yourself thing, or going to an actual spa?” Neither option sounded very pleasant to Enjolras. But, the way he figured, what JD wanted was more important.

[sdhs-enjolras]

sdhs-connormurphy‌:

Connor jumped back a little at the sudden hug. Then, he wrapped his arms around Enjolras. “I’m here for you too, though. And I want to be here for you now. I don’t know how to explain it but I have this really, really bad feeling about JD. Something’s really wrong with him…”

“He...he does seem different now than he did at first. Really different.” Slowly, Enjolras pulled out of the hug and looked up at him. “It’s like he flipped a switch and became another person. And...the knife thing was kind of terrifying, but...I don’t think I’m in danger with him, really.”

We need to talk. Now.

[sdhs-enjolras]

sdhs-jasondean‌:

“I… I snuck into my house and got somethings…. I know it was reckless but… I needed to,” he sighed, rubbing his eyes, “I’m fine and I’m on my way to your house… I just…” Every single thing that JD had had control over had been ripped away, how could he explain that to Enjolras? “I needed them… and I’ll be home soon darling… can we… can we do something? I can’t face what’s going on.”

“Yes, let’s...let’s do something. Anything. I need to not think for a while. Is there anything you have in mind?” Enjolras tried not to sound too stressed out. He didn’t want to make it worse for JD. He was suffering enough. “And do you need a way to transport all your things? I can drive over and meet you...”

[sdhs-enjolras]

sdhs-jasondean‌:

[text] the park, on a walk back from 7/11, got you a slushy too

[text] a few of your friends are here

[text] the drunk one, specifically, talked to him a few days ago

[text] not too bad

[text] please don’t judge me based on him

[text] he’s...something

[text from JD] Lover, am I allowed to smack Kurt and Ram? I swear they take being creepy to the next fucking level, no one should be looking at a girl like that, it’s disgusting. Darling, it’s absolutely fucking disgusting

[text] violence is never the answer

[text] besides, you don’t want to get on their bad sides

[text] take this from the veritable king of taking things too far for the sake of justice

[text] don’t do it

[sdhs-enjolras]

sdhs-jasondean‌:

[text] I’ll be careful

[text] don’t worry

[text] Ily

[text] where are you anyway?

[text from JD] Lover, am I allowed to smack Kurt and Ram? I swear they take being creepy to the next fucking level, no one should be looking at a girl like that, it’s disgusting. Darling, it’s absolutely fucking disgusting

[text] violence is never the answer

[text] besides, you don’t want to get on their bad sides

[text] take this from the veritable king of taking things too far for the sake of justice

[text] don’t do it

[sdhs-enjolras]

“JD? Where are you? I thought you’d be staying at my place again tonight.” Enjolras’ voice was rife with worry. He hadn’t slept the past night. He was a wreck. Nothing in his life up until now had prepared him for this, and it was all so wrong. He trusted that the authorities were doing the right thing. But until he knew more information, he couldn’t shake the feeling that he and JD were in real danger.

How Far Would You Go?

It had been a day since Enjolras had gotten Jason Dean to call the cops, and ever since then he’d been on edge. No response from the authorities, asking for an interview. His head been running with fears and worse case scenarios, plunging him further into the darkest reaches of his mind. The old phone he had felt heavy in his pocket, he pulled it out and dialed Enjolras, “lover….”

@sdhs-enjolras

[sdhs-enjolras]

sdhs-jasondean‌:

[text] I’m not letting a girl get assaulted because I’m scared of punishment

[text] I won’t be violent, I promise

[text] but I won’t hesitate to intervene

[text] they won’t assault her

[text] those guys are all bark and no bite

[text] obviously if i’m wrong you should intervene that goes without saying

[text] but please be careful

[text from JD] Lover, am I allowed to smack Kurt and Ram? I swear they take being creepy to the next fucking level, no one should be looking at a girl like that, it’s disgusting. Darling, it’s absolutely fucking disgusting

[text] violence is never the answer

[text] besides, you don’t want to get on their bad sides

[text] take this from the veritable king of taking things too far for the sake of justice

[text] don’t do it

[sdhs-enjolras]

sdhs-jasondean‌:

[text] okay….

[text] buy if they lay a hand on her I’m doing something

[text] ly

[text] jd

[text] please

[text] I don’t want any trouble

[text from JD] Lover, am I allowed to smack Kurt and Ram? I swear they take being creepy to the next fucking level, no one should be looking at a girl like that, it’s disgusting. Darling, it’s absolutely fucking disgusting

[text] violence is never the answer

[text] besides, you don’t want to get on their bad sides

[text] take this from the veritable king of taking things too far for the sake of justice

[text] don’t do it