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Also one of her epithets was Aphrodite Aria, Aphrodite the war like as in some places she was worshipped as a war goddess as well. We love a well rounded queen

Thinking about how one of Aphrodite’s epithets was Aphrodite Kallipygos which I’ve seen translated in two ways. Aphrodite of the beautiful buttocks, and Aphrodite the fat bottomed.

Anyway, if you have a fat ass you were blessed by the goddess of love, beauty, and sex herself.

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Thinking about how one of Aphrodite’s epithets was Aphrodite Kallipygos which I’ve seen translated in two ways. Aphrodite of the beautiful buttocks, and Aphrodite the fat bottomed.

Anyway, if you have a fat ass you were blessed by the goddess of love, beauty, and sex herself.

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I need to get my chest professionally measured because I’m not sure I’m doing this right. I keep measuring myself as a DD cup, my mother has double checked for me, and I still measure as DD, but I try one on, and it’s obviously too big for me, and a D fits, but just barely.

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Currently buffing with my dad because he’s trying to convince everyone that I have dwarfism because I’m only 4’11. He’s joking, but he keeps saying it to strangers that don’t know that so everyone laughs when I get mad because I’m tiered of the joke and I don’t have dwarfism. I’m just short because his mother was short.

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This is the ideal in my eyes, but all the places I’ve seen have it are either out of stock, or price gouged if they do have it

“No, I’m really not picky, I’m okay with whatever as long as I can afford it” I say as I look through makeup vanities looking for my perfect vintage style yet modern vanity that isn’t white or have huge bulb lights because I hate how they look.

As you can imagine. I’ve had no luck

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“No, I’m really not picky, I’m okay with whatever as long as I can afford it” I say as I look through makeup vanities looking for my perfect vintage style yet modern vanity that isn’t white or have huge bulb lights because I hate how they look.

As you can imagine. I’ve had no luck

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Washed my blanket nest today and has me thinking, do you think there’s speciality laundry products to make your nest smell more like your Alpha in omegaverse? Like you’re long distance and sure, it doesn’t have their pheromones, but now your nest smells like warm spices and a pinewood just like them.

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I feel like Kirishima would go feral for his girl in her little nightgown with a matching bonnet. I just feel it in my bones, something about her looking cute and comfy makes him want at minimum four kids like yesterday

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To be clear, it’s not any hybristophilia type interest, I think the real criminals behind acts like that should rot in hell and don’t understand why people would be attracted to that irl.

It’s more about the methodology behind it and the complex psychology of a killer that I’m fascinated with.

I am so super nervous to talk about my special interests sometimes because like, how do I in polite company, talk about murder in super normal not weird way?

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I am so super nervous to talk about my special interests sometimes because like, how do I in polite company, talk about murder in super normal not weird way?

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He’s an offensive bitter, goes for the throat whenever he gets in a brawl.

She’s a defensive bitter, only bites when she feels she’s being threatened.

They’re both legally required to wear muzzles

Thinking of bite risk Alpha Bakugou buying matching muzzles for him and his bite risk Omega

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Thinking of bite risk Alpha Bakugou buying matching muzzles for him and his bite risk Omega

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My control freak ways have bitten me in the ass for I fear I’ve fallen in love with a ring that I love but can’t have because I don’t want it just because I want it and I have no grantee will still be sold by the time I find someone who I’ll not only feel safe and comfortable enough with to marry but also deal with my bull and tell me to sit down and take a break when I start doing one too many things at a time again

I always thought I was a type B person, and then I spent a whole night looking at pink tourmaline engagement rings so I can tell my mom what I want and what to tell them to get for when a future wife proposes to me and I’m not even in a relationship

It has to be either platinum or silver, I don’t like how it looks with gold. Red leaning stones are preferred but not a hard requirement. It cannot be heart shaped and square is a very hard maybe. It doesn’t need to be antique, but I would love it to have an antique feel to it.

But I’m not type A

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A few examples I found online just to show you the vision

I always thought I was a type B person, and then I spent a whole night looking at pink tourmaline engagement rings so I can tell my mom what I want and what to tell them to get for when a future wife proposes to me and I’m not even in a relationship

It has to be either platinum or silver, I don’t like how it looks with gold. Red leaning stones are preferred but not a hard requirement. It cannot be heart shaped and square is a very hard maybe. It doesn’t need to be antique, but I would love it to have an antique feel to it.

But I’m not type A

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I always thought I was a type B person, and then I spent a whole night looking at pink tourmaline engagement rings so I can tell my mom what I want and what to tell them to get for when a future wife proposes to me and I’m not even in a relationship

It has to be either platinum or silver, I don’t like how it looks with gold. Red leaning stones are preferred but not a hard requirement. It cannot be heart shaped and square is a very hard maybe. It doesn’t need to be antique, but I would love it to have an antique feel to it.

But I’m not type A

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Oh, okay. Now we’re over analyzing the past again. Not in anxious spiral way, but in a trying to make sense of it way.

My feelings on what I consider the first of my big traumatic events is very very complex and that’s all I’m comfortable saying about it right now, but. Forgiveness feels too kind, blaming doesn’t feel quite right either, and it feels like there’s pieces to this I’m missing that I can’t find nor want to

PTSD is no fucking joke, but it’s such a joke of a disorder at the same time. What do you mean sometimes I’ll get unbearably angry and scared at the same time doing the dishes all because the inciting incidence started in a kitchen? This is fucked and stupid. I hate it

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Just remembered this time some white boy tried to correct the pronunciation of my name when a teacher said it the right way once. My given name is Natalia, pronounced as Na-tha-lia. I don’t correct anyone who says it without the th sound because it’s not a big difference between it other than an accent.

This teacher happened to be Latina so she knew it’s said with an accent on it, obviously I don’t correct her, for some reason he decides to do it for me and I have to explain that technically, he says it wrong not her. He then got upset at me that I didn’t correct him before.