selenophile-1

[selenophile-1]

i love silence. no talking. no noise. just shhh. shhhhhhhhhhh. love that.

[selenophile-1]

My life is falling apart

I can feel the walls slowly crushing me

Even being in my mind isn’t safe anymore

[selenophile-1]

I wish I looked good in a tank top

[selenophile-1]

I filled it out

Hey! I'm a grad student doing a research paper on the emotional complexity of self harm. I self harmed for a long, long time too (still really struggle with it), and so I want to try to reach out and support as many people as I can. Would you (or any of your followers) help me gather some info? It's 100% anonymous. It's a little form here. Thanks & I hope the world brightens for you. xoxo

Hey... 💕

Of course, I just finished it. ❤️

I'll post this in case someone wants to fill your form too. 😊

And I hope the world brightens for you as well ❤️❤️❤️

[selenophile-1]

When will I learn 2 shut my mouth

[selenophile-1]

The feminine urge to start a show and then immediately build an oc around it and constantly have scenarios running off it in my head.

[selenophile-1]

Romanticizing your own loneliness and turning it into a cool girl thing only works for like a few months and then it just becomes a throbbing black hole i think. Not that ive ever experienced anything like that

[selenophile-1]

Am I the only one who’s terrified to have to go and eat Christmas diner

I don’t want everyone to comment on how much I’m eating little or lots.

[selenophile-1]

Where I belong

[selenophile-1]

Baby bear catching snowflakes

[selenophile-1]

Just once I wanted to see my entire body covered in blood.

With scratches, bruises and cuts.

I wanted to be all pain on the outside too.

I guess I thought that maybe then I would finally be able to recognize my own reflection for once.

[selenophile-1]

i mean, isn’t that what most of us want in the end? to have someone not look away?

[selenophile-1]

how does it feel to be an active tumblr user in 2021

it feels like im mentally ill

[selenophile-1]

does it count as a relapse if i’m not trying to stay clean???

[selenophile-1]

I like art that depicts women not posing seductively or gracefully but simply existing as human beings.

[selenophile-1]

I remember when she asked if I was going to hurt her.

In the end it was she who hurt me.

[selenophile-1]

Period: I am here!

Me: Guess I need to lose more weight then.

Period: You already said that the last time.

Me: Guess I need to lose faster then.