I read/watch BL and write fanfic. FirstKhaotung enthusiast, Ray Pakorn loyalist. I post new chapters/fics weekly, usually on Sundays or Mondays. All of my current fics and WIPs are for FK or their various characters.
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Chapter 6 of This Tedious Misery, my Alan/Ray fic, is now posted! It's the second to last chapter and I'm still sad this one is ending even though it's much shorter than my usual chaptered fics! I hope you enjoy the ending for these two sad boys :)
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Chapter 5, Stay (for always) of my Alan/Ray fic, This Tedious Misery, is now posted!
Sorry this tumblr post is late, I had something to do directly after posting the chapter. I really love this chapter and I hope you all enjoy it too!
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Chapter 7 of my First/Khaotung fic Undeniable After All is now posted!
This fic is archive locked, so if the link doesn't work for you, you're probably not logged in. I hope you enjoy it! :)
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Chapter four of my Alan/Ray fic This Tedious Misery is now posted! It's titled, Change (for the future). I hope you enjoy it :)
Also, if you're waiting for an update on my First/Khaotung fic Undeniable After All, I finally finished the chapter seven rough draft, and I should be able to post it sometime this week, or next week at the very latest! I'm sorry it took so long <3
#alan x ray#firstkhaotung#only friends the series#moonlight chicken#alanray#first x khaotung#ao3 fanfic#semantics writes
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This Tedious Misery Chapter 3 is now posted :)
Relationship: Alan/Ray
Rating: Mature
Tags: Angst with a Happy Ending, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Strangers to Lovers, AU - Canon Divergence, Sand and Gaipa do not exist in this AU
Chapter 3 - Pain (for the present)
Reaching out to cup Ray’s cheek is a matter of instinct, a whispered desire that Alan has held back too long. He smooths a thumb over the cheekbone, looks into those wide, bright eyes, and loses. He loses the lies he’s been telling himself, loses the last shroud of Wen’s ghost, loses the last pitiful excuse for his actions. He loses and loses and as everything drains away, as the world sharpens and fades, as the rush of his pulse whites out every other sound, even the beautiful moans that fall from Ray’s lips, he knows— This has to be the last time
Read the rest of chapter 3 here!
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Love, Come Home
A new Kant/Bison fic for @scrumptiousstuffs based on this post requesting fk + cats! I hope you enjoy it :) Pairing: Kant/Bison
Rating: General
Words: 2,434
Summary:
Kant should have waited to get the second cat until Bison came home from prison. Two cats were too many for one person, especially when one of them couldn't seem to understand that no matter how he hissed and spat and caused trouble, his other dad wasn't coming home. Or: While Bison is away, Kant deals with the second cat he impulsively got to prove his dedication to his boyfriend.
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I have done the thing! (and by thing, I mean: wrote a 2k Kant/Bison fic about them with their cats, Love and Home). Enjoy! 💜 Also, I love your blog so much and I would literally know nothing about FK without it, so consider this a very partial repayment for all the joy your posts about them bring me!!

Sweet fanfic writers, when you have the time, energy and spark of creativity, may I please ask any of you to write a ficlet based on this photo? 🫣…as you can see, we (ok, me) - am desperate for Cat For Cash (I just want to see the boys cuddling with cats…)
And since it’s highly unlikely for them to start filming until at least September (this is me basing on the assumption that the boys say CFC is still in pre-planning stage during their recent TikTok live, plus our boys going for the whirlwind THK tour in July-August)…which means, at the earliest, we may get CFC early-mid next year?
The only token of appreciation I can offer you for all the writers out there is my diva Kitty showing her chubby cute face

29/05/2025
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Ahh it's amazing to be recced, especially alongside such illustrious company 💜 Thank you so much!
do you have any fic recs pretty please?
Sweet anon, you will have to specify more than this :) But I am assuming you are going to ask about FK-specific characters fanfiction (I do read other fanfics from other fandoms as well lmao)
I have answered in previous asks the fics that I love and keep re-reading:
Link 1
Link 2
But since then, I will add the below as well:
Teacher's Pet by the talented @firstkanaphans (it has lil Babe, Bison as a school teacher, Kant as a hot daddy and a CAT! what more can I ask?). Complete
This tedious misery by @semantics-error (a crossover cause we have Alan and Ray pairing - lmao, something that I didn't think will work, but I am intrigued to see how these 2 lonely souls connect to each other and try and heal the crack in their hearts). This is an ongoing fic.
Latte art by @katychan666 (sweet, fluffy Tiger/Lynx with more cats) - do I care we don't even have CFC yet to even call this canon? not really, cause you know - cats (I will happily read any fics with fluffy, cuddly cats) hehehe. Complete
Under the northern lights by @katychan666 - for those who wants to imagine Kant/Bison having their proposal in the Northern Lights (in my headcanon, they just stayed there and didn't come back to Thailand hehe)
Alan/Gaipa soulmate goose cinematic universe by @29daffodils - and yes, I know this sounds goofy, but it has the slowest burn, softest love story between Alan/Gaipa (aided by a honking goose lmao). 3 parts - so each part is complete, but the author has said it will be added on/expanded
Between the Silence and Sun by miao_wie (on AO3) - Single dad Sand, a recovering alcoholic Ray (who is super lonely) and a beautiful child name aptly as Sunny, who is the beam of light much needed for our 2 boys. This is an ongoing fic
Made bright by you by khaotunq (on AO3) - the soft moments between Sand/Ray in the early hours of the morning (so tender and sweet)
I hope this is enough Anon :D Tell me what you think! My ask box is always open
#and the fic isn't even fully out yet I hope you like the rest <3#chapter 3 will be out tomorrow!#alan x ray#alanray#ao3 fanfic
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This Tedious Misery
Relationship: Alan/Ray
Rating: Mature
Tags: Angst with a Happy Ending, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Strangers to Lovers, AU - Canon Divergence, Sand and Gaipa do not exist in this AU
Chapter 2 - Ghosts (for the past)
One time, and one time only before the end, Alan fucks up. He is out drinking again, at that seedy bar. Ray hasn’t texted in a few days, and he gets desperate, thinks that maybe this is it. Anxiety hums through his veins, ratcheting his heart rate up a notch for each day that Ray has left him alone. This is what he wants. He wants Ray to leave. He needs that cycle broken, that tedium of misery relieved. He needs the effect to have a cause. But he thought there would be more relief in it, more release of the pent-up frustration that he has already failed to take out on Ray’s body. It’s because the stupid boy didn’t tell me. Didn’t bother to end it properly. Just like Wen. He should have known.
Read the rest of chapter 2 here!
***I am trying to be a little more organized about my fic update posts... we'll see how long this lasts!***
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New Fic Posted
I've posted the first chapter of my Alan/Ray fic This Tedious Misery. I bet you can tell from the title - it's super upbeat and fluffy :D Ahaha... yeah no way Alan and Ray were going to be a super cheery match (at least, not yet :) ). If you are wary of crossovers due to the other half of the pairings, you may like to know that Sand and Gaipa are not present in this fic/this AU at all (and actually, they will get their own little crossover AU!)
I hope you enjoy it!
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I just posted the second and final chapter of my First/Khaotung fic In the Morning. Thank you all for waiting over the intervening days between the two chapters - I hope you enjoy the conclusion! <3
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nobody gets me, you do [ inspo: ★ ]
#y'all trying to kill me with the sandray feels today i see#good thing I'm writing a super angsty sandray fic right now and this is perfect fuel!!!#give me more#i sob through my tears#i can take it#or whatever I'm totally normal about them#thanks op for this bloodbath in my soul#sandray#ofts#ray pakorn
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GIFSET REQUEST: Times Ray could have done things by himself, but he'd rather have Sand do them for him.
FIRST KANAPHAN as SAND and KHAOTUNG THANAWAT as RAY PAKORN in ONLY FRIENDS
#look at my pretty pretty boy#and his pretty pretty utterly whipped future boyfriend#thank you for this op it's glorious#ofts#ray pakorn#sandray
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New Fic Posted - It's My Pleasure
It's My Pleasure - An ICNDY-verse oneshot that depicts what Khaotung and Gun might have talked about in their conversation during the outing.
Also, if you were reading UAA and wondering about the hints to Khaotung's past experiences - here's one possible explanation :)
Summary:
It’s the GMMTV 2024 outing and Khaotung is suffering due to the clumsy “professional” flirting of his well-meaning best friend First. He knows their relationship can never move beyond the platonic, but what he doesn’t know is that his perceptive senior Gun has seen his pain and resolved to do something about it. Gun’s strategy is one that Khaotung has never considered—but it just might save him from the crushing weight of his unrequited love for his best friend.
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Binged all of Semantic Error and I love this tall, red loser so much.
#ah my blorbo of all time#you have nailed him to a t#pathetic loser jang jaeyoung my beloved#this is beautiful op#just like him
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WIP Last Line Game
Thanks @kevin-the-bruyne and @29daffodils for the tags ^.^
Rules: Post the last line you wrote, then tag as many people as there are words.
Okay, so I've been in editing hell recently, what with all the short fics I'm posting that are already complete, like my Kant/Bison fic and the upcoming Alan/Ray. And I write out of order, and often work on multiple WIPs on the same day, so... I'm just saying I have no idea what the last line I wrote was, even though it was yesterday. And every line is subject to change anyway. But let's not let petty excuses ruin my very first (??) attempt at a tag game!
Here's what I believe is the most recent line from my Sand/Ray post-canon, exes-to-lovers, fake dating fic (and the fake dating isn't between Sand and Ray D:)
Instead, he got this—Sand’s dogged concern, no matter which way he turned.
I know I just finished a huge Sand/Ray fic and I do really want to provide some variety for my readers but ugh, I just can't leave them alone. Exes to lovers is such an interesting challenge, and I'm having so much fun with the banter in this one - it's coming out surprisingly lighthearted despite the angst I associate with the exes-to-lovers trope (there's a lot of Boston in this one, so that's probably why).
And here's what I think the last line of one of my FK WIPs is
"Sorry, Phi,” Khaotung put every ounce of sarcasm into the single syllable that he could muster. “He’s taken.”
This fic is also very typical for me T.T I promise I'm working on other fics with other pairings! I just haven't worked on them in a while, so I have no idea what the last line might be...
Anyway, I'm tagging um...
@namtantam even though I know you were already tagged - that's my privilege 💜
@kattyangel even though you've also already been tagged, because I'm a nosy bitch and I want to know what you sent nani 💜
And, hmm... everyone I can think of that I know is a writer has already been tagged...
Again, though, we can't let petty excuses prevent us from participating! So if you're reading this and you want to participate in a tag game and you haven't been tagged - or, like me, you can't think of anyone you would feel comfortable bothering with tag games - then consider this permission! Use me in either capacity if you like, or just post it without tagging anyone 💜
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All's Well That Ends Well
The Episode 12 fic for my THK series, Shakespeare in Love, is finally posted!
I hope you all enjoy Kant and Bison getting their BDSM happy ending after so much drama and five years of waiting. They deserve it <3 and so do you! (especially the BDSM. We were ROBBED!)
While most of the fics in these series function as stand alone (from each other, not the show), I do recommend at least reading the previous fic, Measure for Measure, as it sets up the premise of this fic's plot (such as it is).
Thank you to everyone who has read and enjoyed these fics, especially as the show was airing - it was exhausting to write one every week but also very fun. I'm sorry it took so long for me to finish this final one, but hopefully it's worth the wait <3
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