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so like, i made a uquiz a couple of days ago: choose some random things and get one of my kpop ults

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This is so cute!

Tagged by: @softbbyg0rl

I tag whoever thinks this looks like fun :) show me!

ᝰ ideal boyfriend tag ˎˊ˗

tagged: @ramenishi tysm, moca <3 this was fun!

rules: make your ideal type (i guess lmao) with this.

OH DEAR. HOUSTON WE HAVE A PROBLEM, THIS LOOKS A LOT LIKE— ahem. if you know, you know. anywhore, i find shy boys with fluffy hair and bushy eyebrows who seem cold at first but are actually pretty goofy once you get to know them attractive.

tagging: @iovewon @strawberryheeseung @fluffi @t-toodumbtocare @feyregels @choiwrld @softbbyg0rl + anyone else who wants to do this.

note: normally i say don't reblog, but reblogs are okay this time :3

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DAWN 💘 I love ya sm thank you for including my little felix fluff 🥺🥺🥺

hii! i reallyy love your works! i hope you are doing well 💕💕✨, i was wondering if you have any felix fic recs?

Hii! I hope you’re doing great too! <3333 I totally do! <333 here you go uwu

a cloud of dandelions (this one made me cry srsly a must read) and dull blood by @chaninfused and pporappippam and you’re the fire too

caged in this lullaby (another one that made me cry smh) and to my youth by @missinghan 

felix’s reaction to you telling him he’s beautiful by @etherealeeknow

get you to the moon by @lixiefe

light kisses and confidence by @seungminotes 

of secret rendezvous and fishnet tights by @scxrlettwxtches (suggestive!)

the osmosis blurb (that’s what i call it dhcwudy) by @navyhyuck

a faery’s wedding by @jeonginks

There’s so so many more that I can’t remember rn, so if I do remember I’ll add on! <333

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Have you listened to Unarmed3 yet? No? Go listen to it. Pretty please. I desperately need weve friends 😭

Here is a little simple wallpaper I made with its cover art

Idk what dimensions are , might make some more tho

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Hey so I disappeared again, but I will be back soon.

Recently I was rejected from every university I applied to and I am very depressed about it. I had planned on staying home for university anyway, but it still hurts.

This weekend I'll be updating broken noses and potted plants. Thank you for all the love!

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Um still working on my essay but I just wanna come here to scream and sob about jisung's nails AHHHHHHHHHH AND IT'S NOT AN EDIT ARE YOU KIDDING ME 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

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I have dome asks in my inbox about broken noses and potted plants and to be honest I had read them in class this morning and literally jumped in my seat! Ahhhh I'm so glad some of you liked part 1! I'll answer the asks asap btw!

Part 2 is coming soon hehe but it may posted Friday instead of Thursday because I may have forgotten about a huge essay on stocks I have due Friday! I have no idea how stocks work 🤠 so that may delay my posting until then!

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Ah that's so early 😞

when is Grammy again???

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TAKE 1 – LAUGH

TAKE 2 – LAUGH

TAKE 3 – LAUGH

TAKE 4 – HARUTO FORGOT HIS LINE

TAKE 5 – HARUTO'S BAG GOT STUCK

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I know it's this Sunday the 14th at 8 p.m est for me but I'm not sure about other time zones :(

when is Grammy again???

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ok yes he’s cute but honestly who eats a tangerine like that 🍊 

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have you ever considered that maybe some people dont like ggs because theyre straight?? we're not sexually attracted to girls so obviously we wont listen to their music

ur telling me that you listen to music solely because u want to the fuck the musician...?

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you're writing is so descriptive and cute! why don't you have more notes (╥﹏╥)

Thank you so much! Ahh that warms my heart.

My writing do be sort of flopping lately but eh it's okays. Asks like these mean more to me than any number of notes.

Have a wonderful day annonie!!!

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What if I write a follow up to Charming Your Worries Away 😶

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Broken Noses and Potted Plants (pt.1)

w.c. ~2k

warnings. some cursing I believe, gender neutral (please notify me if anything suggests otherwise!)

desc. high school au, love triangle w/ student body president! seungmin and reckless and lazy! jisung

a.n. hello! I am getting back into writing! this will be part of a series updated weekly, for now please enjoy part 1 and tell me if you're liking it? any and all feedback appreciated.

For someone as lonesome and timid as you, Kim Seungmin was what you'd call your savior.

Him being Class President and the longest standing place holder of the first rank of your grade, you would think he was the solitary and studious type of person. No one would think such a straightforward and driven student was so popular and well-liked as he was.

You being only second to him, knew it was difficult enough to balance academics with a few simple extracurriculars, imagine having a social life on top of that, it made your head spin.

And yet, somehow Seungmin managed to do it all. He was class president, captain of the baseball team, and on the officer committees of at least five clubs and honor societies. On top of all that, he was one of the most popular and well-known students in your year.

Sure, Seungmin had lots of friends and acquaintances, but some he would consider a lot closer than others. You weren't really one of those, let’s face it. You knew that much.

In fact, you and Seungmin were mostly just "friends" for the academic benefit of it all. You'd sat near him all year long, were his vice class president, and were also in numerous of the same honor societies. It just made sense that you'd be at least academically close, a lot more would get done that way.

For instance, you two would often study together at the school’s library after classes, specifically on Fridays, when no extracurriculars were occurring to keep you busy. Lunch time was strictly student government briefing for you two. And in the time between lessons, you’d regularly check each other’s classwork and homework for each other, catching any errors either of you made before it was time to submit, not that Seungmin made many errors anyway. To say that you two spent a lot of time together would be a bit of an understatement.

Despite all this time though, you could hardly say you really knew Seungmin, at least not on a personal level. You knew he always preferred chicken at lunch, and how math was undoubtedly his best subject, whereas he struggles a bit more with language. You knew he was an amazing leader and how his decisions were always very well rounded and well-received amongst the student body. You knew he was an exceptional baseball player.

But that was about it really. Yet you somehow still managed to develop some huge crush on this guy. This boy who would never feel the same towards you surely, because you two were merely classmates with similar goals and no intentions of building upon this acquaintance-like friendship.

Knowing this, you still sometimes tried to get closer to Seungmin, you really did, out of the sheer possibility that one day he may notice and you’d have an implicit agreement of friendship at the very least.

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One of these attempts was made with the founding of the club you’ve always wanted the school to have, but were sure hardly anyone would join unless prompted to do so.

The morning you had asked Seungmin to take into consideration a new club proposal, he had initially rejected it quite harshly.

“Who would join this?” he smiled. To be quite honest he had found the idea of a gardening club maintaining potted flowers and vegetables on the school’s old rundown rooftop greenhouse to be pretty wholesome, but did not think it held quite the right formality to be taken as seriously as other clubs if presented to the rest of the student government. Everyone was way too stressed and busy with exams to waste time playing with dirt.

He eyed the proposal form meticulously, looking for the student’s name, but to no avail.

“Who submitted this?” he asked, looking up from the table for the first time since lunch began.

“I just thought it’d be a nice stress reliever for everyone,” you replied, now feeling a lot less confident than when you had slid the piece of paper in front of him.

Your shy look told Seungmin he had probably hurt your pride just now, something that he would never mean to do on purpose of course, and now he felt the remorse creeping up on him. Perhaps the club wouldn’t be such a bad thing, he thought over. Maybe tweaking the name just a bit would make it sound more worthwhile to students.

He sighed.

“Put your name on it and change the name to an Environmental Awareness Club, something along those lines at least. We can present the idea at today's meeting.”

Headstrong and confident as always, Seungmin brought a smile to your face as you reached over into your bag to fish out a pen and correct the form.

Seungmin had always been this closed off and serious, never speaking informally to you, and never wasting his words, he was the most concise and careful speaker you had ever met. And for some reason this only drew you in. His big brain energy was just that attractive.

On the other side of the table, Seungmin took notice of your surge in mood and smiled to himself, relieved to have boosted your spirit.

-

The board hardly agreed to the proposal until Seungmin cut in and beautifully explained the benefits of gardening and plants on stress relief and the ideologies of being environmentally conscious at your age.

After that everyone was pretty much sold on the idea with just one condition. Miroh High’s new Environmental Awareness Club would have to be established in time for the annual club fair in two weeks. Meaning, recruitment of leading members, supplies and set up on the rooftop would have to be set by at least next week to be considered for the school’s extensive list of beneficial extracurricular activities for students.

The condition was enough to falter even Seungmin’s confidence. He was unsure if you’d manage to do all that on your own in just a week, especially with your rather quiet tendencies, he doubted you could recruit many students in such a small amount of time.

He looked over at you, almost as if asking for your approval, to which he caught your lingering gaze on him, a look he had never seen coming from you. You slightly nodded your head once in agreement to the ruling and Seungmin politely shook his head towards the rest of the government board members, bowing as he took his seat once again.

Seungmin had made your dream gardening club a hopeful reality, you just needed more people now, that was the only problem. Still, you imagined having Seungmin join and coming along to your gardening club, gently taking care of a flower. No, a vegetable, you decided. Seungmin would prefer a vegetable, it’d be more practical of him.

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The day following your ‘environmental awareness club” approval was a Friday. Your designated study session with Seungmin was as always to take place in the library after classes had ended, only today he had opted to stay behind a bit and insisted you meet there in thirty minutes instead.

“I’m helping Han with cleaning duty today, so I’ll meet you there,” he explained, before he stood up from his seat making way for the desk behind you.

Behind you, a certain Han Jisung had sat for the last 3 years of school in which somehow you two were always assigned the same classroom and the same seating order, you in front, him right behind you.

Today Jisung was dead asleep, as he usually was after a math lesson. The sight made you smile, Seungmin lightly shaking his friend awake as a very disoriented Jisung began to stretch and groan from his interruption.

Jisung was actually a very close friend of Seungmin’s. Very unexpected given their contrasting qualities. Sometimes opposites just attract huh. Seungmin could never sleep in class, for instance, while Jisung might as well have brought a pillow on the daily.

You knew Jisung wasn’t exactly the most driven student either, but his rank had miraculously never sunk below 10, he was just naturally smart that way. He also never bothered with extracurriculars much, claiming music was all he cared enough for to ever sign up for. Overall, Jisung was an unexpectedly exceptional student with lazy tendencies and not much academic ambition, a striking polar to Seungmin.

After watching the scene unfold, you stood up yourself and made your way towards the vending machine to pass the time waiting for Seungmin before heading to the library. You decided on a small bag of chips and two cookies. You also decided to save one for Seungmin, even though you weren’t supposed to eat in the library, you figured he could save it for afterwards or something.

Unbeknownst to you, Seungmin would later take this small offering in a different light.

Because you see, Seungmin had experienced a fair amount of admirers in his time and had been used to the small gifts given to him by more brazen ones before. In combination with the lingering gazes he felt you giving him both yesterday and now today, he was worried the same was occurring once again. Only this time he didn’t know to go about it. Usually he would simply refuse their gestures with a polite apology and it’d be enough to kindly reject them. But he was unsure this time. Not because he felt anything of the sort towards you, no, Seungmin was much too busy for romantic gestures and feelings to eat up his time, but rather because you were simply so close to him. Not in the personal sense, but in the academic proximity sense of closeness. If he were to “kindly reject you”, would you avoid him like his other past admirers often decide to do? That would make a lot of student government stuff difficult. He suddenly wondered if he could have led you on at all, had he been too kind towards you lately? His racing thoughts spiralling into a mess of ‘what ifs’ were fortunately cut short.

“Are you alright Seungmin? You haven’t finished the problem set yet.” you inquired. Seungmin was usually the one to finish long before you, especially if it was math.

He’d looked over at the fully scribbled page of your workbook, realizing his distraction.

“Sorry,” he mumbled.

“No problem,” you replied, glancing towards our watch briefly. It was just nearing the time the school’s library closed and you had planned to leave a bit earlier to make a quick trip to the plant nursery just a few minutes off your route home, you had thought your study session would have ended by now.

“Do you need to go,” Seungmin voiced, noticing a slight impatience in the bounce of your knee.

You thanked Seungmin’s impeccable attention, you couldn’t find it in you to excuse yourself when he still hadn’t finished.

“I’m heading to the nursery today for some supplies for the club,” you unconsciously checked the time once again.

“We can look over the answers Monday if you like? I got a little distracted today…” Seungmin trailed off.

It was unusual for Seungmin to trail off his sentences and get distracted and for a second you worried for him and wanted to ask if anything was bothering him.

Only, you stopped yourself. You didn’t know Seungmin like that. It would be inappropriate and insensitive to ask him something like that, right? You decided it was best to let it go, everyone has off days after all. Even the amazing Seungmin isn’t immune to them.

“I’ll leave first then,” you offered, bidding him a polite bow of the head before slinging your bag over our shoulder and making your way out of the library.

Seungmin watched you walk towards the door, unconsciously biting his inner cheek, he felt... worried, that was the best fitting word, he would say, only he wasn’t completely sure that was what the heavy weight in the pit of his stomach really was.

When you had disappeared down the hall, Seungmin slumped his head down onto the table heaving a deep sigh.

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a kiss won't make him love you ‣ [ hwang hyunjin ] ✧

— from spookybias' archive.

pairing: hwang hyunjin x gn! reader

genre: angst

synopsis: your confession to your classmate doesn't go as planned.

warning: a few harsh words.

word count: 672

for: @districtninewriters' writers room #23 - flowers.

note: i decided to rewrite this because tumblr refused to let me edit out the fonts and ugly mood board this blurb originally had. dnw's writing prompt also helped me add a bit more pizzazz to this.

Hyunjin's lips were just as soft as you imagined, and you had been imagining for quite some time.

His lips were smooth, plump, and tasted like sweet blackberries. The both of you were stiff. Your arms angled like the wings of a plane, getting ready to take flight as the nervousness set in and you realized that you were standing outside of your high school, planting one on your favorite classmate. Hyunjin stood still, fists clenched at his sides, contemplating on how to handle the situation.

You couldn’t remember when exactly you fell for your closest schoolmate, but it felt like decades had passed before you finally built up the courage to confess your feelings.

You had caught him on his way out of the building. It was his turn to stay behind and clean up the classroom. That gave you a good thirty minutes to go over the plan you had concocted the night before. You gave yourself a pep-talk, telling yourself that it was time to face your feelings, and figure out if Hyunjin felt the same way. You would wait for him to be alone after school, make up some excuse about why you’re still there, and ask him to walk you home because he often did. Outside your house, you would come clean about the way you felt towards him, and if all went up in flames, you could run inside and fall apart in your mother’s arms, wrapped in one of her cozy blankets that would always love you even if the boy you loved did not.

But as soon as you saw Hyunjin walk out, black blazer taken off to avoid the dusty classroom shelves and black hair messy (probably from shuffling around), you abandoned your fool-proof plan. You ran up to Hyunjin startling him a bit, and before he could say, “Hey, Y/N”, you pressed your lips onto his, just like you had seen all the people in the dramas do to their love interests.

You felt yourself relax into the kiss, and leaned in a little more to wrap your arms around his neck. Love-struck bursts went off inside of you, and you strongly believed that the feeling you were immersed in was enough to make every light bulb in the building behind you explode. They would explode in shades of pinks and reds and whites, the colors of blooming romance.

The realization of why Hyunjin wasn’t making a move to touch you or hold you didn’t cross your mind. You thought, you hoped, that he was just as into the kiss as you.

He wasn’t.

In fact, the kiss wasn’t even more than three seconds, but they were the longest and most beautiful seconds of your life. And then after those three seconds were up, your world came crashing down.

Hyunjin finally moved, and gripped your wrists to pull you off of him. “What are you doing?” The expression on his face was a mix of anger and embarrassment.

You noticed an origami flower crafted from yellow construction paper crumpled in Hyunjin's fist. Had he been holding that the whole time? Who was it for? Or who was it from? Was Hyunjin seeing someone? All these questions running through your mind made you panic.

You were dumbfounded. The realization of what you had done crept up on you like a monster creeping under a little girl’s bed. Heat went up your neck and face, as Hyunjin stared at you in disbelief.

“Why would you kiss me?”

“Hyunjin, I like you-” Your voice cracked, shame shattering the courage you once had.

“I don’t like you,” Hyunjin responded flatly. He let go of your wrists and stepped back. “I never once made it seem like I had feelings for you. The affection we have is platonic. Don’t assume that every guy being friendly towards you wants to date you.”

You bowed your head in shame. Hyunjin began walking off, but not before stating, “I would walk you home, but you just made everything so awkward.”

As tears slipped down your cheeks, your hand went up to touch your lips. You still tasted the sweet blackberries.

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