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The 7th chapter to be published, but the first chapter in the timeline! Featuring one chronically overthinking Hyuse Tamakoma-Cronin-Aftokrator as he attends his first day of Meeden high school.

Hilariously enough, my first post for this fic on Tumblr is the point where the chronology of it eats shit and hits the fan.

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When Hyuse had agreed to join the Meeden military in exchange for a way home, he’d been under the impression that he’d be dedicating all of his time to work at Border. He was, after all, a hostage soldier, and he had thought that the Meedenites would’ve been sensible enough to take full advantage of his knowledge and abilities.

He had not, unfortunately, factored in going to school.

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In Hindsight, It's Not So Bad is a collection of inter-connected one-shots in which Hyuse goes to school, makes friends and gets to do normal teenager stuff (mostly). It's inspired by the series Throw Me to the Wolves by transcendental_youth – it's a fantastic series, and if you enjoy this fic then I implore you to go check it out!

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"Capitalism breeds innovation" girl there are only five websites left and they all look the same

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Are you German and do you know "Dinner for One"?

German; watched it

German; heard of it

German; never heard of it

Not German; watched it

Not German; heard of it

Not German; never heard of it

(Context: "Dinner for One" is a british skit that is traditionally watched by Germans on New Years Eve and I'm curious how well known it actually is)

Note in ask :)

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Remember calming cat? Remember when tumblr was this color? If you don’t that’s fine. I just feel old and alone.

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Soukoku Fanfic Recs

Here are my favorite skk fics, I will be updating this as I read. Enjoy!

Masterpost

Do I Get My Worthless Reward Yet? by World_Ender22

canon-divergence

(40,986 words | Teen And Up Audiences | Chapters: 10/10)

Chuuya has always been certain of two things: he is going to die young, and it will be Corruption that kills him. So when the Boss orders him to use his Corrupted form without an out, he is neither surprised nor distressed. He simply does what he's told. When Dazai learns that the whole thing is a ploy to make him rejoin the Mafia, he plans to beat Mori at his own game... starting with convincing Chuuya to join the Armed Detective Agency. / Soukoku

hide the truth by writingfromtheshadows

canon-divergence

(24,611 words | Not Rated | Chapters: 1/1)

When Chuuya wakes up in the middle of an ongoing fight without any memory of how he got there or what happened to him, he ends up turning to someone saved as 'bandage-waster' in his phone. Somehow, it just feels like the right decision.

Willful Neglect by Anonymous

canon-divergence

(27,915 words | Mature | Chapters: 10/10)

"Dazai..." Chuuya's voice comes out too tight and small, unlikely to ever reach Dazai. His hand lifts shakily, in some dazed attempt to stop him. There is panic wild and fast in his chest, the beginnings of hyperventilation, his breaths shallow and quick.

Something's wrong, something's wrong—

This hurts too much, it's not supposed to be like this—

His vision is blurring, and his head is taut and aching with the stress and anxiety and so much anguish that he can barely comprehend it.

The last of Dazai's hazy form disappears, far in the distance. _______

Forced into a difficult situation, Dazai has to leave Chuuya behind post-Corruption without his usual thorough check-up. Only, he has no idea just what state Chuuya was in as he was walking away from him that night.

Grief is a good teacher on how to value those you love. When he gets Chuuya back, Dazai uses his lessons well.

I'll Always Come for Chuuya by Anonymous

PM skk era

(11,550 words | Not Rated | Chapters: 4/4)

A memory comes to him; in the dark as they lay in bed, a small whisper between their faces, a secret moment, Promise Chuuya won't ever use Corruption when I'm not there?

What if you're not there and I have no choice? Chuuya asked.

Chuuya has to wait for me. I don't care what's happening. Chuuya has to wait.

Chuuya stares down at his screen, hidden again behind some debri. There is still no response. His hand tightens around it, tremulous. He had to have seen it by now. Dazai's phone is always in his pocket.

Shit. Does he really not give a damn anymore?

He remembers a small smile, eyes gentle and deep and dark. I'll always come for Chuuya.

Liar.

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Dazai has been distant with Chuuya these days, seeming to have grown bored of him and has been spending more and more time with Oda Sakunosuke. This sudden rift has consequences, and Chuuya will be the one to bear it.

picking a flower that blooms on the heart for you by burgundytshirt

hanahaki AU

(44,643 words | Mature | Chapters: 9/9)

The question is obvious at this point.

To die, or to ask Dazai for help?

Chuuya is so choked by this question that his breakfast is lodged in his throat, unable to be swallowed.

(Or, Chuuya would much rather die than let Dazai find out he has hanahaki disease.)

it's easy, if it's you by lunarumbra

fake dating AU

(16,500 words | Teen And Up Audiences | Chapters: 1/1)

“And then you promised that you’d do anything I asked no matter what it is? We made a contract and everything!” Chuuya produces a laminated scrap of paper decorated with clumsy script and a couple of misspelled words and - yeah, there's no mistaking it. It’s definitely 10 year-old Dazai’s handwriting.

Or: Chuuya needs a date for a wedding in France.

teenage nightmares commit atrocities by forever_wandering

PM skk era

(107,063 words | Mature | Chapters: 22/22)

“Tsushima Shuuji,” Chuuya reads out loud. “A bright, optimistic young man with a pep in his step and a zest for life. Hang on–is this referring to you?” “Unfortunately,” Dazai laments, sighing dramatically. “You just got away with ‘science nerd’ and ‘soccer player,’ but I’m supposed to be an artist! I hate art! It’s useless!” “Shut the fuck up. That’s not the problem here. You? A ‘zest for life?’ Looking forward to each new morning? Hah! Rimbaud would sooner come back to life.” Dazai turns to Chuuya with the barest facsimile of a smile painted over his lips. “I,” he says sweetly, “am going to gut you open like a fish.”

Dazai and Chuuya are seasoned mafiosos at the ripe old age of almost-seventeen. They’ve fought gang wars, interrogated prisoners, and done all manner of unspeakable things. Now, they face their greatest challenge yet: going (undercover) to a real high school. With regular teens (who may or may not be desperately trying to get them to kiss). One thing’s for sure: this school is unprepared for the absolute calamity that is Double Black.

This is how it feels to take a fall by forest_raccoon

canon divergence, temporary MCD

(20,602 words | Mature | Chapters: 9/9)

Gazing down into those blank, empty blue eyes, Dazai felt something shatter inside him. And in the wake of the destruction, the emptiness, he was flooded by sudden, ice-cold clarity. It wasn't okay. But it would be. He would make it okay.

[Or, something unthinkable happens, and Dazai goes more than a little feral in his attempt to reverse it.]

Narrow Staircases by rutu14

time travel

(31,045 words | Teen And Up Audiences | Chapters: 1/1)

The last thing Chuuya expects while overseeing a routine shipment is for his sixteen year old self to appear out of thin air.

all my own by halfbloom (diphylleias)

PM skk era

(17,473 words | Teen And Up Audiences | Chapters: 1/1)

“A day off?” Chuuya echoes, blinking slowly. “Yes,” Mori repeats with a chuckle, but it sounds like an order this time. “A day off. Do with it as you please.” And right as Chuuya is opening his mouth to ask why, Mori perks up and says, “Ah, I instructed Dazai-kun to take the day off as well.” He smiles serenely. “So you two may spend it together, if you’d like.” Chuuya’s eye twitches.

In between carnival games and ice cream stands, Chuuya learns a thing or two at seventeen about normalcy, cotton candy, and hand-holding.

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As much as I want them to be safe in 108, I kinda wanna see Chuuya lose his shit after coming to his senses and seeing Dazai's lifeless body

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[video by tommcgovern27. original caption: this one's going out to anyone living in a studio apartment rn]

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ROUND FOUR:

GOODTIMESWITHSCAR (1)

nominated from Hermitcraft, Last Life, Create Mod Server, Third Life, Double Life, Among Us, The Crafting Dead, MCC

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TECHNOBLADE (16)

nominated from DSMP, SMPEarth, Cyberknife, 100 Mcyt VS Natural Disasters, Minecraft Mondays, Sir Billiam, Potato Wars, Hypixel Mayor, Sky Block, TFTSMP, MCC

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Denkt alle daran, wenn Hogwarts Legacy rauskommt:

Am besten nicht kaufen, nicht runterladen, nicht interagieren. Keine Let's Plays anschauen.

Je weniger das Spiel Beachtung bekommt, je weniger Klicks Onlineinhalte mit dem Spiel bekommen, desto weniger Geld und Aufmerksamkeit kommt transphoben und, vor allem in diesem Fall, antisemitischen Personen, Darstellungen und Zwecken zugute.

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cover art for of my podfic for "future starts slow", part 3 of "first rule of earth kingdom fight club..."

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Series: Part 3 of [PODFIC] first rule of earth kingdom fight club... Summary:

The point is, the deck is all icy and it’s not his fault—he’s trying to actually keep some semblance of a training regimen up out here even if the rest of the crew is hibernating for the winter. He hasn’t even really started yet, taking a few moments to breathe some warmth into his hands, get his fingers working a little better.

Uncle has always complained about him standing too close to the edge.

(three looks into life during exile)

Length: 29:36

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part three of froekfc is basically done, I just need to cut out one mistake I missed and post it