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sglossmin ¡ 4 days ago
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96.2%??!! Okay now ya'll whorin'
Don't worry (or worry) I'll try my best to write as good as my virgin ahh can:'>
Earlier... I was actually writing the confessing part... It really made me soft(?) I don't know if that's what ya'll would feel by the time u read it tho...
I'm writing bits by bits... Making sure the pacing is just right and not rushed.
It's been a while since I wrote the last (published) chap, and I was rethinking and going back to connect everything from the start for the ending.
If ya'll don't mind... Can I ask if you guys felt that Yoongi has feelings for Y/n? If so, since when?
Also, if you have questions that wants to be answered (for the last chap heh) just drop it in the comments:D
Thanksieee^^
MUSE | MYG
Since Muse is ending, I want to know if you want this. Y'all gave so much love for it even though it might be crappy since it's my first ff ʕ•ᴗ•ʔ
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sglossmin ¡ 7 days ago
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Bewitched | JJK
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In a world where magic pulsed quietly beneath the surface, he showed up. Too curious. Too kind. And maybe just a little too familiar. The closer he got, the harder I pushed him away. And in this place built on secrets, even the smallest spark can unravel everything. Maybe having him by my side isn’t that bad…
Pairing: Jungkook x Reader
Genre: WITCH!! Fluff(?) matured(?), fantasy, angst(?) slow burn, hate->?
This is a work of fiction. Events, characters, and depictions are entirely imagined and do not represent the real-life actions or personalities of any real individuals, including the idols mentioned.
A/N: Reader is MEANY MEAN at first (?) I like my oc's a girlboss hehe ^^
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“What do you mean I have to take care of… it? I’m not a babysitter, you know?” I huffed as I eyed the man—who is twice my size, if I must say. But knowing myself, no matter how big he is, it didn't matter. With a simple spell, he could be flying out of my house now. He had his bag on his shoulder, and the other two bigger bags on his hands. He really seemed like he planned to live here—as if I'd let him!
This place is my sanctuary, definitely not for someone like him.
“I'm 26 years old… not a baby,” he muttered, which made me roll my eyes. 
“Well, I’m 248 years old. Do I look like I care?,” I replied as I smiled at him mockingly. 
His eyes widened as he met my gaze in a snap. I raised a brow at him, analyzing why he would react like that. If my trusted ally brought him here, he wouldn’t have reacted like that.
Jin cleared his throat to get our attention. “I’m not asking you to babysit him. I’m telling you to let him stay here and teach him some of your spells. Just enough that he could protect himself,” he said calmly, but his tone had that authority I’ve always known.
His statement made me pause and think. Crossing my arms, I eyed the youngest again. “Are you sure he’s… a witch? I don’t sense any mana in him.”
“There’s more than meets the eye, Y/n,” he said with a deep chuckle, smirking briefly before it fades right away. “And he’s a half-blood.”
I let out a loud laugh upon hearing his last statement. “A half-blood? Which moron would fall for a trap and fall for a… human?” I uttered with pure disgust, especially on the last word.
Laughing like there’s no tomorrow, Jin cut me off by the name I made sure I won’t hear again. “Lyra. His mother is Lyra while his father is a man-”
“Who betrayed her. You know I know him.” My jaw clenched at the mention of them. Memories of my best friend suddenly flooded my mind, and as for the man… My blood boiled just by hearing about him again. “The great Jeon Hyunsoo… The only human who somehow tricked the leader and made her leave all of us. Turn her back as if we were nothing but old comrades.” I spat, disgusted by the words that were coming out of my own mouth. 
Never have I ever thought, after all these years, I would hear from them again. Moreover, seeing their… child.
No wonder he looks familiar...
“W-what do you mean? My dad loved my mom. He would never...” The youngest chimed in, looking at me like a lost sheep.
“Oh, really?” I said before laughing sarcastically. Laughing like a maniac that I had become. “He loved your mom? Hmm… interesting… He loved her enough to betray the clan of her lover…”
Smirking, I walked closer to him, leaving some space—enough that he’d feel my maddening mana. “Say… do you remember seeing me when you were around… eight, perhaps? No? Ever wonder why?” My tone and voice were laced with deadly poison—clinging to the sharp prick of my words.
“Y/n, that’s enough.” Jin said sternly from behind which I completely ignored.
The young half-blood looked at me with uncertainty, shock… with fear, just how I like it. Thousands of questions must be running in his head by now, and who am I to not give him the answers.
Smiling like a creep, I asked him, “Tell me, are you fond of necklaces?”
“N-no…” He breathed, afraid that if he stepped with the wrong foot, he’d vanish through the air.
My brows narrowed while I pouted in a mocking manner. “That’s… sad. Anyways, do you wanna know what my necklace is made of?” 
He didn’t utter nor did he breathe. The corners of my lips tugged upward, forming a sadistic smile. A normal human—or any witch who knows me—would have their knees trembling, and they would immediately kneel and bow, begging for my nonexistent mercy. 
Even with his fear, he stood still. He surely is the son of Lyra—both are amusingly stubborn. Not even death made her falter. I knew it, because I saw it.
“My necklace is made by hundreds of humans’ and witches' memories. Some asked me to do it so that the pain they felt would be gone, while some were… Let’s say I had no choice but to take a certain memory.”
I stepped back, my grin earlier also faltered. “But do you know the curse of having this ability? I can’t take mine, or else my memory would ruin the others and it will break the necklace. All of the memories will scatter and float around like ghosts. Someone has to keep it. Sometimes, out of boredom, I play those memories like a video—using my necklace as a projector.”
“So… you’re saying that you have a certain memory of mine?” He uttered in disbelief.
“Bingo!” I winked at him, mocking him even more. “You’re not that dumb after all, I guess.”
“Why?! What is it about?” His voice raised a bit. The earlier fearful gaze turned into… something. A flicker of defiance in his eyes as he stepped closer.
Did I see it right? No… It’s impossible. From what I know, I’m the only witch left who has that trait.
“It’ll be better, if you don’t know.” Jin chimed in, stepping to stand in between us.
“He’s right, kiddo. Even though I’d love to torment you with the memories—I can’t. I can’t make you watch it nor give back the memory itself to you.” I shrugged casually before walking away to plop myself on the couch.
“Why?” he asked in a stern tone.
I chuckled sarcastically as I turned on the TV. “I’ve never tried, and… I don’t wanna try. Who knows if the consequence is way worse.”
Sensing that he’d ask more, I murmured a simple spell so that he’d fall asleep. I closed my eyes as I vividly imagined his face before whispering, “Extovea…” (eks-to-vi-yah)
Soon, a loud thud echoed across the room that left me smirking. Changing channels as I couldn’t care less to bother to even check on him. Before I could find something to watch, Jin stepped in front—blocking the screen.
He’s gonna nag, isn’t he?
“Y/n? Really?” Jin groaned and snatched the remote in my hand. “Now I have to carry him to his room,” he said as he glared at me.
With a scoff, I raised a brow and stood up to meet his eyes that bore into me. “What room? I never agreed to let him stay here.” 
“Y/n, this is not up for discussion. He'll stay here,” he said sternly, his eyes throwing daggers at me. 
“Then why does he have to stay here? Why here?”
“Because you can protect him.”
I took a step back, not expecting him—out of all people— to ask me such a favor like this. “And what made you think that I'd protect his—their child?” I spat as I gritted my teeth.
“Because I know you. You won't let the past ruin the future,” he said, his voice remained neutral and calm. 
Hypocrite…
I scoffed, “Fine. Protect him from who exactly?”
I could see the hesitation in his eyes… But why? 
“I… I can't tell you yet.”
“Wha—No. Tell me or I'll feed him to the wild boars.”
“Oh, you wouldn't do that.”
I snorted and smirked at him—daring him to push my limits. “We'll see…”
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“He can shapeshift into any animal...? The young half-blood asked as he stared at my bruises.
We're sitting in the living room where the situation all started.
He had just woken up from his sweet little nap an hour ago. I told him that if he ever does something stupid, I'd turn him into a frog—good thing he's stupid enough to believe it. 
Then I asked him how he met Jin, and no wonder that dirty shapeshifter was away from me for weeks—he had been the kid's pet, a cat, to be exact. 
“Yeah… And this is all because of you! He turned into a bird and pecked me nonstop… Witches don't heal like humans do, you know?” I hissed when I dabbed the drenched cotton on the bruises. 
Of course he doesn't.
“Anyways, I didn't get your name.”
“Oh- I'm Jungkook…”
“Such an ugly name… I bet your father chose it, huh?” I snorted, trying to focus on my wounds.
His brows twitched before he calmly replied, “My mom did, actually…
Whatever.
I scoffed as I finished treating my wounds.
Jungkook just stared at me the whole time. I didn't know why, but even his breathing irked me so much.
Gritting my teeth, I turned to him and frowned. “What?”
“Aren't you… uh… a witch? Can't you make a potion and heal yourself instead?” he said with a rather genuine curiosity that annoyed me even more.
Patience, Y/n… Jin told you he'd do it again if you won't teach this kid a thing or two.
"Witches don't work like that." I rolled my eyes and sighed. “Okay, listen. Witches have different special traits. 
First, Florohex (flor-oh-hex). They're the nature witches. They take care of the balance of nature in this world. Since humans like to destroy anything that breathes. They make potions to plant, or in rare areas they make barriers.
“W-witches do that?” He stuttered as he hesitated—seeming like testing the waters.
I scoffed, annoyed by how much explaining I needed to do. “Humans portrayed us as the ones that destroy everything—the wicked. But, I think you're old enough to know that humans are, right?”
“Well… kinda…I mean, not all.”
“Yeah, whatever. Next is, Faunex (fow-nex). They guard and can communicate with animals. Some can even transform into them—like Jin. They also ensure ecological balance.
Next is the stereotype witch, Nocturex (noc-tuh-rex). They practice black magic.”
“Like, cursing people?”
“Exactly—cursing people. They are the last type of witches you'd want to meet. Don't you ever mess with them, got it?”
Even with fear in his eyes, he nodded—understanding the possible consequences.
“And the last one, is Sanohex (sah-no-hex). They're practically the healers. Can cure everything but can never revive the dead. But the thing is… it's probably the most useless one.”
Jungkook frowned and tilted his head. “Why is it useless?”
It's weird to see that face looking so… naive.
“Because that kind of witch can heal others but not themselves. It's a curse, I think. That's why some use Sanohex as their slaves—a lot have died from it.” I said bluntly as I put away the medicines that I had used. “But Sanohex can heal a fellow Sanohex too.”
“Then… What kind of witch are you?”
I smirked, turning my gaze to him. “Why don't we test my powers on you to know?”
He quickly looked away. It's kinda odd to see a grown man like him looking so scared… or flushed? 
As I let out a dark chuckle, I walked away to put the things in the small drawer next to the TV.
“Every witch is born with mana. It is the only way someone could practice these magics. Without mana, no matter how many times you chant a spell or do those ridiculous gestures you see on TV, it'll be useless.” I paused, looking back at him. “Thinking about it… I don't sense any mana in you…”
“How do you know if a person has mana?”
I walked back and sat close to him—where he quickly scooted away, making sure there was enough space for him to escape. I snorted, and got closer to him again. Before he could scoot away again, I forced him to look at me. Grasping his face with both of my hands as I leaned in closer.
“Stay still. Look at my eyes,” I said softly but still had that commanding edge. Jungkook did as he's told, then I asked him, “What do you see?”
“Uh… eyes?”
My patience was wearing thin with this kid. It took more than just courage to keep myself from rolling my eyes at him.
“What color are they?”
His eyes widened—probably because of the realization. “P-purple..?”
“Technically amethyst purple, but sure.” I shrugged before losing my hold onto him and leaning back. “Witches have different types of eye color, depending on their mana or what type they are. Other than that, you'll just feel it. Like… spider sense. Have you watched that movie? Excellent, if I must say.”
Regardless of my babbling, Jungkook remained still—as if looking so confused.
“We're the same,” he uttered.
“Wha-”
“Our eye color—it's the same.”
I snorted, waving him off dismissively. “It's impossible. Witches like me are rare.”
“No, wait,” he said before touching the inside of his eye.
“Oh fuck—What the heck? Why are you taking out your eyeball? Put it back! For fucksake, put it back!!” I snapped as I was too disgusted to even look at him.
He choked on his laugh, and handed me something, but I refused and remained looking away. “If that's your fucking eyeball, keep it.”
“It's not my eyeball. It's a contact lens.” 
I slowly turned my gaze to his hand, still frowning disgustingly. “A what?”
“A… contact lens..? You've been living for years and never tried to use one? How do you buy stuffs or go outside without people batting an eye on you?”
I huffed, staring at the thin plastic. “I never had to buy my stuffs, I ask Jin for it. And… I only hangout in safe places.”
“So you've never tried to hang out in crowded places?”
“Yeah, what's so good about it? Especially since there's a bunch of useless humans.”
This time, he didn't suppress it and let out  a chuckle, showing his bunny-like smile. He must've gotten comfortable. 
But that didn't last.
When my eyes met his, I suddenly felt the surrounding blur. He wasn't bluffing at all. It was true—his eyes are like mine. The only thing is… it's only the left eye, the other one remains black like the ones humans have. 
In a beat, I came closer to him—pushing him that made his back hit the backrest. I pinned him to the couch and leaned in closer, staring deeply in his eye. 
His laugh died out and his breathing hitched.
“Why are your eyes like that?” I asked sternly.
“I-I don't know… It's been like this since I was born,” he said softly, his eyes flickered to my lips.
“Impossible… Lyra is a florohex… Y-you can't…” My words faltered and my hold on him loosened. I stood up, pacing back and forth as I tried to think of every possible reason why I didn't sense it right away. 
I stopped my track, looking back at him. I met his innocent gaze—contrast to my icy glare. “Then why the fuck I don't sense your mana?! You've been walking around freely all this time when you're—UGH!”
Sensing my panic, he looked at me confused. “I'm what?”
“You're a Sanohex—like me.”
He gaped, nodding slightly before he replied. “So what?”
I scoffed, “ ‘So what?’ You don't know half of the ability us Sanohex have. If any human or Nocturex find out… You'd be dead—worse, slave.” I paused, only to see his reaction still looking at me with those big doe eyes. 
I despise how you got his eyes…
“And the fact that you're a child of Lyra…” I paused, feeling a tight knot in my chest. 
and Hyunsoo…
“..doesn't help at all. Is this why Jin brought you here? Because he knows you're a Sanohex?”
He nodded slowly, “M-maybe..? He never really told me why he brought me here.”
I snorted, finding how ironic it is. “What a good kid you are, huh? So you just follow random people?”
“I don't really have much going on in my life, and he said he'll bring me somewhere where I belong...” he uttered softly—still pouting like a sulky child.
“Well obviously, he's a fraud. You don't belong here. Not in my place at least.”
I sat on the couch once again—far from him. With crossed arms, I thought of all possible things that could happen if I kicked him out.
First and foremost, I'll have my peace. Second, I won't have to deal with him nor teach him. And lastly… I won't have to see the face of the constant reminder of where it all went wrong.
But all these excuses are nothing compared to the consequence of him living out there. Because one thing for sure, Nocturex will be out looking for him, and who knows what would they do as they use his limbs for potions—not that I care—or use his ability to do cruel things to other witches… 
It'll be like the Midnight Times again.
After a long dreadful silence, my train of thoughts were cut off when Jungkook spoke. “Just… let me stay. Please… Just for a month…”
His words were faint but audible enough to pull me from the abyss of contemplation.
With gritted teeth, I replied as I made up my mind. “Fine… But you'll do as you're told. No buts and especially—no complaining.”
His eyes lit up like a puppy seeing his owner. He nodded as he smiled. “Got it. Oh—by the way… what should I call you? Master?”
I frowned, feeling weird about someone calling me a ‘master’. “Just—just Y/n.”
“Okay… Y/n… Can I ask a question?”
Raising a brow, I replied, “Already?”
Jungkook rubbed his nape as he looked away. “You told me you're 248 years old, right?”
“Yeah? What about it?”
“You… weren't lying about it..?”
He believes that I'm a witch, but not about my age? Kids these days...
“Why would I lie about my age like some teenager wanting to watch porno?” I deadpanned.
“H-how come you look so… young?”
Ah… I see…
Instead of answering right away, I stood up and walked towards him. He watched my every move as I did so. When I'm right in front of him, he looked up at me with the same naive, wide-eyed doe eyes. I smirked as I crouched down—enough that our faces were inches apart.
“What? Are you…” I paused, leaning even closer that I saw how his eyes flickered to my lips then back to my eyes again. “attracted to me?”
His Adam's apple bobbed, and immediately looked away. “Wha—Why would I be attracted to a granny,” he said as he scoffed.
Did he just scoff at me? Called me granny?
Jungkook’s eyes widened—probably at the realization of what he did and called me, but my grin only widened. 
I traced his cheek down to his jaw with the back of my hand. “You know what?.. I think you're right. I'm starting to look like a granny again… Your skin is soft, by the way…Oh- Do you wanna know how I keep my youthful face?”
I knew how much my touch affected him and sent a shiver to his spine by how his breathing hitched. He hesitated but faced me anyway. “H-how..?” he asked, gulping once again, seemingly finding it hard to speak without stuttering. 
My hand went downwards toward his chin, tilting his head a bit. “With a cauldron… I heat up a lot of water…” My voice that was once soft went stern with my next words—wanting to scare and mock him more. “and boil the young half-bloods. Peel their skin after, then eat it.”
His eyes went wide. His body froze—eating my bullshit once again.
I leaned back, laughing out loud as I genuinely enjoyed his reaction. It might be the first time in a while someone made me laugh like this.
How can someone be so naive?
I clutched my stomach as it started to hurt from laughing so much. “You should've seen your face—wait—my stomach hurts.”
He frowned and stood up, “Then—were you lying about your age too?”
My laughter soon died out as I noticed how he easily towered over me. I sighed, looking at him deadpan. “Why are you so curious about my age—”
He cut me off before I could even finish my snarky reply. “Just— Earlier… you seemed like you know my parents a lot… So, I was wondering how you knew them that much when you look…like the same age as me. I've never seen you my whole life…”
“I really seem like I know a lot about them, don't I? I thought I knew them… I was wrong. Besides, it's in the past. I don't really care about them anymore.” I bluntly said as I shrugged, hoping he'd drop the topic.
Despite my flat reply, he remained unfazed and curious about it. Standing on his ground, he looked at me pleadingly—so eager to hear some answers.
“So, you knew them? Were you close? How come they never mentioned you once?”
If you only knew how much I want to sew your mouth… Be thankful to Jin, half-blood.
I snorted. “They didn't, huh? That… Well, I'm not really expecting anything from them. But yeah, let's say, we were friends… Also, I told you, we met once. I just erased your memory of it.”
“Why?”
I shrugged again—this time, in a mocking manner—as I grinned at him like a maniac.
“Give me a break, kid. You think you're the only one trying to adapt this new infos? Nuh-uh. What I feel right now is much worse. Some things are not meant to be answered.” 
As I was about to walk away, I couldn't help but answer his earlier question. “Oh—and, us—witches—don't get old. I stopped aging at the age of 25, and you seem like that too.” I paused, as I saw his lost innocent gaze at me. Him biting his lips a bit as he sulkily pouted. “248 years old sounds ancient, huh?… In human years, think of me as 24 years old…”
I huffed before turning my back at him and walked away—not giving him the chance to respond. I locked myself up in my room and threw myself on the bed.
“Why did I suddenly feel the need to empathize with him…” I mumbled, and before I knew it, I fell asleep.
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(Jungkook POV)
<1 month ago>
After I resigned from my shitty job, it's been a while and I've been applying for another—better—job everywhere but none of them accepted me. I guess this is what I get for becoming a college dropout. 
But was it really my fault? Or was it society's? 
I've been lost for a while now—too confused on which path I'd take. The only savings I have left is the only thing that kept me alive.
Walking on the sidewalk, soft light by the lamp post illuminates the dark street. Each step of mine felt heavy as I dragged myself toward the only thing that was left to me. The house that used to be lived in by the three most cheerful souls in the world—our family house. 
Actually, if I'd sell the house and lot, I'd get enough money to survive for three more years—but I won't. I promised my mom to keep this house and never leave my dad's side.
But not all promises are meant to be kept. As much as I love my dad, there's no fucking way I’d stay with him on his grave. I mean—of course I visit him and mom from time to time. Besides, why would he need me there when his grave is literally beside her.
That's why the house is the only thing I have that reminds me of them. 
When I was younger, they never liked to get us a picture. Even if we did, my mom would immediately burn it. She told me to never keep a picture of us three.
But did I listen? No. I kept at least one; stuck it in my journal to have at least a reminder of their faces—their existence.
As I neared my house, I saw a black cat on my way to it. It looks like it's shivering from the cold, but he also doesn't look like a street cat. His fur was shiny and smooth—as if he was taken care of by the royals.
Thinking about it, he might be lost… just like me.
I crouched down, petting its soft fur. The cat purred at my touch, leaning even more to it. I chuckled, feeling soft at the sight of the cat.
Wait—Aren't black cats considered bad luck? Well… Who am I to say that.. Between me and this cat, I’ve had so much bad luck, I might start producing it too.
“Are you cold, buddy?”
It seemed like he understood me, and jumped to me. I was surprised but caught him just on time. “You like me, don't you?” I chuckled, and stood up with him in my arms, starting to walk again.
I brought him inside the house, putting him down as I went to the kitchen. I took a container and filled it with water and let him drink. 
He only sniffed it, walking graciously back to me. “You don't like it? It's water. You can never go wrong with water.”
The cat looked up at me, looking at me dead in the eye. I pouted slightly as I lifted him up, and put him in my arms. “Okay, Mr Attitude… You're choosy for a stray cat, huh?”
I walked back to the living room as I plopped myself on the couch—the cat was still in my arms.
“Do you have a name?” 
The cat only stared at me.
“Right… That was stupid. Anyways, I should give you one!”
But can I even afford to take care of a cat? 
I shook off that thought. I certainly can't just let him stay there freezing.
“Hmm… Let's see… I'm Jeon Jungkook… I should name you after a food—Kimchi! So, it'll be Kimchijeon, get it?” I laughed loudly, and the cat slapped me.
HE SLAPPED ME??  
Not even scratch or bite—but slap. Of course since it's a cat, it rather felt like a hard pat.
“Ow… Bad kitty,” I muttered as I frowned at him. “Fine… I'll call you kitty for now since I'm too tired to think of names.”
I put him down the couch and went to my room to get a towel. With a soft towel in my arms when I came back, I placed it around him. I'm not gonna lie, he's pretty much obedient and behave for a stray cat.
“Don't pee nor poop in here, got it?” I said as I pet the cat once again. “Good night, kitty.”
After petting him more, I walked back to my room and threw myself on the bed—too tired from today's event. I sighed as I stared at the wall clock.
9:30… and I haven't even eaten.
“Just breathe today and hope to breathe tomorrow.” I murmured the phrase that I always say whenever I have a hard time. It was my way to keep me sane and keep on going every day. It pretty much works, I think. 
Murmuring it a few more times before I drifted off to sleep.
“Just breathe today and hope to breathe tomorrow…”
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Weeks have passed, and I was sitting on the couch while watching TV when the electricity suddenly went off.
“Ugh… Shit.”  I groaned as I turned to the cat beside me. “Sorry, buddy. No electricity for now…”
The payment was probably due today, and if you ask me? I don't really mind. I knew it's going to happen anyway.
I reached out for my phone and went to my email. Constantly refreshing it to check if I at least passed an interview. 
Still, none.
I didn't know if it's because of the headache I've been having for a while, but I heard soft voices chanting in the back of my head.
“Sotamul… Sotamul… Sotamul…” (SOH-tah-mul) 
Their chants made me feel like I'm getting hypnotized—even if their voices sound too far away.
“Don't listen to it, kid.”
Another voice brought me back to reality. My head snapped to look where the voice came from since the sound was loud enough—as if the person was literally beside me.
But I found no one. 
After those voices, the house fell completely silent. I could even hear my breathing.
“Great. I'm unemployed, my electricity got cut off, and now I'm starting to hear voices… Just great.” 
Then just right after I paused, the same voice of a man echoed across the room. “Life's hard, huh?”
I whipped my head to the side where the voice came from, but I still saw no one.
I swear… it sounded so close.
“Hey, eyes down here.” 
I did as it said, but all I saw was my cat staring at me.  
“D-did you…”
“Boo..?”
My eyes widened, and before I fainted, I heard him mutter, “What a human thing to do. Still amazes me every time this happens.”
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When I gained consciousness, my eyes fluttered open. I felt someone poked my cheek, then a voice echoed through my ears. 
“Are you awake? Whoa… You guys really have the same eye…”
My head snapped toward the side, only to find a strange man looking back at me. I sat up immediately, shifting into a guarded stance—even though my limbs feel weak. “Who are you?!”
“Calm down, kid. Those stupid witches’ spell is still working a bit on you.” 
“Answer my question! How did you get inside?!”
“Ooh… scary,” he muttered, a subtle smirk formed on his lips. “You know me as kitty,” he paused, rolling his eyes before he continued. “but my name is Seokjin. Kim Seokjin.”
“Wha—Are you kidding me right now??”
He shook his head, and replied bluntly. “No. I'm a witch, and I turned into a cat to see if the rumors were true.”
“A witch? Rumors? I-i don't understand—what rumors?”
“That you have a different eye color on your left eye. A rare one, if I must say. But, dear great heavens, you were always not at home and even if you are, I barely see you without your contacts.” He huffed as he crossed his arms.
I didn't put my guard down, still not able to understand what was going on. “I don't believe you.”
“Really?” 
Then he took something from his coat that made me even back away. Who knows if he has a gun in there.
He chuckled as he saw my reaction, and then he took it out.
“A stick?”
“It is a wand. Now, watch.” 
With a swirling gesture, he uttered a spell and pointed it at the glass of water on the table. The water soon turned red. The glass was a clear one so I saw how it subtly changed to red until it completely transformed.
What..?
He walked towards it, taking the glass and he lifted it up to his lips. “Hmm… A pretty good wine made by a pretty witch. Wanna taste?” he said, offering it to me as he extended the glass.
“No.”
“So you believe me now? Or do you want me to turn you into a frog so you would?”
I frowned, putting my guard down, and sat back on the couch. “Fine.” I sighed as I slowly processed whatever was going on. “But why are you here? Why are you interested in my left eye?”
As I thought he would snidely reply to me, he did the opposite instead. He smiled and sat on the chair across from me. “I'm gonna be honest with you, Jungkook. You're not safe here. Especially since you're alone. Sooner or later, they will find you.”
So that smile was supposed to be a reassuring one…
“Who's 'they' ? Why am I not safe? Who are you exactly?” I tried to ask as calmly as possible, not wanting to show how scared I am right now.
“I can't explain the full details, but all I'm asking of you is to trust me. I'll bring you somewhere you truly belong.”
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“Okay… So, she's kinda mean, but trust me, she's a softie behind her rigid armor,” Jin hyung chuckled as he rubbed his nape.
Yesterday, I found out that I'm half witch. To be exact—I just found out that my mom was actually some type of leader of the witches. I also learned that me being a half witch means my mana is twice more powerful than an average witch—given that my mother was also a powerful one.
But weirdly, Jin hyung said he doesn't sense any mana in me, nor do I feel anything odd.
It was still a lot to process, but because of it, I somehow realized why my mom was so strict back then. 
After Jin hyung mentally prepared me, we went inside of the house. As soon as we entered, a dagger flew across the room, and nearly hit me—right beside my head to be exact. It got stuck on the wall behind me which left me frozen.
“Where were you?” A voice of a woman echoed across the room.
And as I searched for where the voice came from, my eyes landed on the most beautiful woman I've ever seen. My eyes widened, heart beating fast as if it wanted to burst out of my ribs—I even forgot how to breathe.
Whoa… She's really pretty…
“Yah! Don't you know how I've been craving for buldak??” she exclaimed as she put her phone in front of Jin hyung's face—showing a mukbang video. 
It seems like she didn't sense my presence yet as she kept on nagging at him.
“Where were you that you were away for weeks, huh?! Tsk.”
“You're so dramatic. Anyways, I was away because I was sorting some stuff,” Jin hyung calmly replied.
“In this age? What ‘stuff’ were you sorting?” she scoffed as she eyed the man.
Jin hyung shrugged and he pointed at me. “This stuff.”
She turned her head towards me, raising her brow as she did. “And… Wait—Is he a human?”
“He's not. He's a witch. I brought him here because I trust you that you will take care of him.”
She snorted, then eyed me from head to toe. “What do you mean I have to take care of… it?” The way she uttered the last word—I could feel her disgust.
Okay… That was rude…
“I'm not a babysitter, you know?” she added.
Damn… for a pretty woman, she's really mean. Jin hyung was right.
I refrain from scoffing or react anything negatively. I'll be living in here from now on after all. I want to be closer to her—maybe a little too close. 
The way she acts so rudely for someone who looks younger than me doesn't sit right.
So, I decided to at least mutter my age to let her know that she should at least give me some respect, and  show that I'm at the age where I'm a bit responsible and I won't be a nuisance for the time being that I'd stay here. “I'm 26 years old… not a baby.”
“Well, I'm 248 years old. Do I look like I care?” she sneered.
My eyes widened, not expecting her to say that at all.
248 what?! No wonder she's mean… The last time I worked in a nursing home, old people were mad—mad, at first. They eventually warmed up because who doesn't melt with this face?
Jin hyung cleared his throat. “I'm not asking you to babysit him. I'm telling you to let him stay here and teach him some of your spells. Just enough that he could protect himself.”
Crossing her arms, she eyed me again. “Are you sure he's… a witch? I don't sense any mana in him.”
“There's more than meets the eye, Y/n,” he said with a deep chuckle.
Why don't just Jin hyung say that my left eye is purple?
He smirked briefly before it faded right away. “And he's a half -blood,” he added.
Unexpectedly, she let out a loud mocking laugh. “A half-blood? Which moron would fall for a trap and fall for a… human?” Her words dripped with an immense disgust that made me wonder, Why does she seem like she hates humans that much?
Even with her sarcasm, she kept laughing like there was no tomorrow. But it soon died down when Jin hyung cut her off. 
“Lyra. His mother is Lyra while his father is a man-”
“Who betrayed her. You know I know him.” I could see the way her jaw clenched; her eyes having this visible irritation just by the mention of my parents.
They know each other?
“The great Jeon Hyunsoo… The only human who somehow tricked the leader and made her leave all of us. Turn her back as if we were nothing but old comrades.”
Okay… Something bad really happened. 
Even though I sensed something wrong, I couldn't help but feel a sting hearing her bad mouth my parents.
I grew up seeing how much they loved each other. No one knows them better than I do.
At least that was what I knew.
I tried to remain calm but it only made me stutter as a result. “W-what do you mean? My dad loved my mom. He would never…”
“Oh, really?” She laughed out loud again before continuing. “He loved your mom? Hmm… interesting… He loved her enough to betray the clan of her lover?”
What is she talking about? What clan?
Hundreds of questions ran through my mind but I couldn't voice them out because the next thing I knew, she was so close to me.
 “Say… do you remember seeing me when you were around… eight, perhaps?”
I stood still, holding my breath as she was too close.
We already met each other? What is she talking about now..?
When I didn’t answer, she continued. I could tell by her voice that she wanted me gone. “No? Ever wonder why?”
“Y/n, that’s enough.” 
My eyes flicked to Jin and saw how he gripped the bridge of his nose. While on the other hand, the woman in front of me remained unfazed—grinning eerily as she stared at me.
“Tell me, are you fond of necklaces?”
I blinked, confused by her antics—and kinda scared of her at the same time. She’s a powerful witch after all—based on what Jin said, at least.
“N-no…” 
Why does my voice keep trembling? Man up, Jungkook!
She frowned as she pouted. I had to bite the inside of my cheek just to suppress my emotion.
It’s unfair how she’s mean and cute… But something really feels off.
“That’s… sad. Anyways, do you wanna know what my necklace is made of?” 
I didn’t reply, too scared of what I’ll find out with her next words.
“My necklace is made of hundreds of humans’ and witches' memories. Some asked me to do it so that the pain they felt would be gone, while some were… Let’s say I had no choice but to take a certain memory.”
Wha— Okay… This is getting out of hand.
I frowned, looking everywhere but them. My mind couldn’t fully register what she said as my confusion and curiosity rose. 
“But do you know the curse of having this ability? I can’t take mine, or else my memory would ruin the others and it will break the necklace. All of the memories will scatter and float around like ghosts. Someone has to keep it. Sometimes, out of boredom, I play those memories like a video—using my necklace as a projector.”
After a long pause, I found my voice.
“So… you’re saying that you have a certain memory of mine?”
“Bingo! You’re not that dumb after all, I guess.”
As she kept mocking me, I couldn’t help but feel that pit in my stomach—the one I used to feel whenever these things happened. The one that made me fall into a void of madness and made it hard to crawl back. It was a feeling that was too hard for me to explain, but also the feeling that was too familiar—like it clung to me since I was a child.
When I looked back at her, she was already a few feet away from me.
I took a step, glaring at her—no—pleading her to give me some answers. 
“Why?! What is it about?”
If it's about my parents, I have to know it.
“It’ll be better, if you don’t know.” Jin chimed in, stepping to stand in between us.
“He’s right, kiddo. Even though I’d love to torment you with the memories—I can’t. I can’t make you watch it nor give back the memory itself to you.” she shrugged casually before walking away to plop herself on the couch.
“Why?” I kept my voice grounded but my fists clenched on my side.
She only chuckled sarcastically as she turned on the TV. “I’ve never tried, and… I don’t wanna try. Who knows if the consequence is way worse.”
As I opened my mouth to reply, a wave of dizziness hit me. Everything sounded so muffled, my limbs felt weak—and before I knew it, I collapsed on the ground.
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“B-but… we need you, Lyra. Everyone is dying out there a-and you—you chose him? His kind??” 
It's been months since she cut herself off from us—the one she used to call her family. Even I didn't want to ask for help from her, but we knew we'd be too helpless to fight back with the Norturex, especially now that they forged an alliance with the humans.
“I have a family now, Y/n. I have to protect them too,” her voice was grounded, the kind that she only used to talk with the people she considers an enemy—never for me.
“Y/n… please leave. We're sorry,” Hyunsoo pleaded but not one bit it sounded sincere.
I took a step back, my lips trembled as I tried to form my thoughts into words. Frowning, I looked everywhere but them. I felt something flowed into my veins. My vision became blurry, my head hurt so much I couldn't bear it.
This is beyond betrayal. 
“But we were your family too!! Innocent witches are dying out there, and all you care about is if your family is too happy to care in the world!!!” I yelled as I felt my mana overflowing in my core. 
Turning my hand into fist, I closed my eyes. I felt so hopeless… so alone. 
“I trusted you, but you tore me apart.” 
The ring in my finger started to crack, and I felt my body starting to heat up too. 
As I opened my eyes, I never felt this kind of rage before. It hurts so much, yet it feels good.
“Y-y/n… Calm down… Y-you're turning to—” Lyra's voice cracked, her eyes widened in panic.
My senses became too sensitive; I even heard a small voice coming to the side. I turned my head towards it, and I saw a small child peeking from his bedroom, his big does eyes looking at me with awe and astonishment.
“Wow… you're beautiful…” 
“Jungkook, go back inside! Now!” Lyra commanded that made him flinch. “Take our son, I'll take care of Y/n,” she muttered to her husband, but before Hyunsoo could even take a step, I muttered a spell to freeze him on his spot.
“Y/n, don’t.”
She tackled me with her spell as she whipped her wand. I quickly fought back making her stumble.
Never once in a hundred years I had hurt her like that. I didn't know why but I felt that my power overflowed.
No… This is not good…
I snapped my head to the mirror on the side, and my eyes landed on the monster that was looking back at me.
No… This can't…
I felt my chest tighten—worsening the pain that I feel emotionally and physically.
My eyes glowed into deep red, and black lines slowly ran down to my face and body, like a cursed, etched ink. 
I felt a hand softly tugging my pinky finger. I looked down on it, only to see the kid's innocent eyes again—looking at me with confusion but the awe in it never left.
“Why are you crying?”
“H-huh?” 
I didn't even notice that tears flowed down on my cheeks as I felt my rage overflowing in me more.
I crouched down to meet his eyes, confused by this bizarre kid. 
“Aren't you scared of me? I literally just made your mother fly across the room.” 
Even my voice sounded so different in my ears. I felt so disgusted.
The kid chuckled a bit before replying. “ I think I'm not. Also, my mom is strong so she'll be fine. But… I don't know about you…” he pouted, his hold on my pinky tightened.
“You're weird. You're not scared of me? With this look? Not even a bit?” My eyes narrowed at him but he looked rather amazed.
“You look like a superhero character I'd see in comics, so why would I?” he cheekily grinned.
I didn't know why, but the longer I had contact with this small human, I felt more at ease. My mind that was cloudy became clear, and so does the ink on my skin.
“Oh- It's gone? Your eyes changed too.” He looked at me in confusion before he cracked a smile again. “You look better in this. You look more of a fairy than a superhero now, though..”
Coming to my senses, I pulled back. “You're weird.”
“But cute?” he grinned.
I let out a soft chuckle as I shook my head.
He's weird… Or maybe it was just me for feeling this calm sensation when we touched.
Taking a step back, I swished my finger as I muttered a spell. “Extovea…”
Soon as he was out of his consciousness, I held my necklace and hovered my other hand on his head. I said the spell three times to make it work and make sure he won't remember anything of this day. 
“Scordomemora… Scordomemora… Scordomemora…” (skor-do-me-MO-ra)
The last thing I want—even though I hate his kind—is to traumatize the innocent.
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I should've known since then. You saved me once again.
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In a world where magic pulsed quietly beneath the surface, he showed up. Too curious. Too kind. And maybe just a little too familiar. The closer he got, the harder I pushed him away. And in this place built on secrets, even the smallest spark can unravel everything. Maybe having him by my side isn’t that bad…
Pairing: Jungkook x Reader
Genre: WITCH!! Fluff(?) matured(?), fantasy, angst(?) slow burn, hate->?
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“What do you mean I have to take care of… it? I’m not a babysitter, you know?” I huffed as I eyed the man—who is twice my size, if I must say. But knowing myself, no matter how big he is, it didn't matter. With a simple spell, he could be flying out of my house now. He had his bag on his shoulder, and the other two bigger bags on his hands. He really seemed like he planned to live here—as if I'd let him!
This place is my sanctuary, definitely not for someone like him.
“I'm 26 years old… not a baby,” he muttered, which made me roll my eyes. 
“Well, I’m 248 years old. Do I look like I care?,” I replied as I smiled at him mockingly. 
His eyes widened as he met my gaze in a snap. I raised a brow at him, analyzing why he would react like that. If my trusted ally brought him here, he wouldn’t have reacted like that.
Jin cleared his throat to get our attention. “I’m not asking you to babysit him. I’m telling you to let him stay here and teach him some of your spells. Just enough that he could protect himself,” he said calmly, but his tone had that authority I’ve always known.
His statement made me pause and think. Crossing my arms, I eyed the youngest again. “Are you sure he’s… a witch? I don’t sense any mana in him.”
“There’s more than meets the eye, Y/n,” he said with a deep chuckle, smirking briefly before it fades right away. “And he’s a half-blood.”
I let out a loud laugh upon hearing his last statement. “A half-blood? Which moron would fall for a trap and fall for a… human?” I uttered with pure disgust, especially on the last word.
Laughing like there’s no tomorrow, Jin cut me off by the name I made sure I won’t hear again. “Lyra. His mother is Lyra while his father is a man-”
“Who betrayed her. You know I know him.” My jaw clenched at the mention of them. Memories of my best friend suddenly flooded my mind, and as for the man… My blood boiled just by hearing about him again. “The great Jeon Hyunsoo… The only human who somehow tricked the leader and made her leave all of us. Turn her back as if we were nothing but old comrades.” I spat, disgusted by the words that were coming out of my own mouth. 
Never have I ever thought, after all these years, I would hear from them again. Moreover, seeing their… child.
No wonder he looks familiar...
“W-what do you mean? My dad loved my mom. He would never...” The youngest chimed in, looking at me like a lost sheep.
“Oh, really?” I said before laughing sarcastically. Laughing like a maniac that I had become. “He loved your mom? Hmm… interesting… He loved her enough to betray the clan of her lover…”
Smirking, I walked closer to him, leaving some space—enough that he’d feel my maddening mana. “Say… do you remember seeing me when you were around… eight, perhaps? No? Ever wonder why?” My tone and voice were laced with deadly poison—clinging to the sharp prick of my words.
“Y/n, that’s enough.” Jin said sternly from behind which I completely ignored.
The young half-blood looked at me with uncertainty, shock… with fear, just how I like it. Thousands of questions must be running in his head by now, and who am I to not give him the answers.
Smiling like a creep, I asked him, “Tell me, are you fond of necklaces?”
“N-no…” He breathed, afraid that if he stepped with the wrong foot, he’d vanish through the air.
My brows narrowed while I pouted in a mocking manner. “That’s… sad. Anyways, do you wanna know what my necklace is made of?” 
He didn’t utter nor did he breathe. The corners of my lips tugged upward, forming a sadistic smile. A normal human—or any witch who knows me—would have their knees trembling, and they would immediately kneel and bow, begging for my nonexistent mercy. 
Even with his fear, he stood still. He surely is the son of Lyra—both are amusingly stubborn. Not even death made her falter. I knew it, because I saw it.
“My necklace is made by hundreds of humans’ and witches' memories. Some asked me to do it so that the pain they felt would be gone, while some were… Let’s say I had no choice but to take a certain memory.”
I stepped back, my grin earlier also faltered. “But do you know the curse of having this ability? I can’t take mine, or else my memory would ruin the others and it will break the necklace. All of the memories will scatter and float around like ghosts. Someone has to keep it. Sometimes, out of boredom, I play those memories like a video—using my necklace as a projector.”
“So… you’re saying that you have a certain memory of mine?” He uttered in disbelief.
“Bingo!” I winked at him, mocking him even more. “You’re not that dumb after all, I guess.”
“Why?! What is it about?” His voice raised a bit. The earlier fearful gaze turned into… something. A flicker of defiance in his eyes as he stepped closer.
Did I see it right? No… It’s impossible. From what I know, I’m the only witch left who has that trait.
“It’ll be better, if you don’t know.” Jin chimed in, stepping to stand in between us.
“He’s right, kiddo. Even though I’d love to torment you with the memories—I can’t. I can’t make you watch it nor give back the memory itself to you.” I shrugged casually before walking away to plop myself on the couch.
“Why?” he asked in a stern tone.
I chuckled sarcastically as I turned on the TV. “I’ve never tried, and… I don’t wanna try. Who knows if the consequence is way worse.”
Sensing that he’d ask more, I murmured a simple spell so that he’d fall asleep. I closed my eyes as I vividly imagined his face before whispering, “Extovea…” (eks-to-vi-yah)
Soon, a loud thud echoed across the room that left me smirking. Changing channels as I couldn’t care less to bother to even check on him. Before I could find something to watch, Jin stepped in front—blocking the screen.
He’s gonna nag, isn’t he?
“Y/n? Really?” Jin groaned and snatched the remote in my hand. “Now I have to carry him to his room,” he said as he glared at me.
With a scoff, I raised a brow and stood up to meet his eyes that bore into me. “What room? I never agreed to let him stay here.” 
“Y/n, this is not up for discussion. He'll stay here,” he said sternly, his eyes throwing daggers at me. 
“Then why does he have to stay here? Why here?”
“Because you can protect him.”
I took a step back, not expecting him—out of all people— to ask me such a favor like this. “And what made you think that I'd protect his—their child?” I spat as I gritted my teeth.
“Because I know you. You won't let the past ruin the future,” he said, his voice remained neutral and calm. 
Hypocrite…
I scoffed, “Fine. Protect him from who exactly?”
I could see the hesitation in his eyes… But why? 
“I… I can't tell you yet.”
“Wha—No. Tell me or I'll feed him to the wild boars.”
“Oh, you wouldn't do that.”
I snorted and smirked at him—daring him to push my limits. “We'll see…”
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“He can shapeshift into any animal...? The young half-blood asked as he stared at my bruises.
We're sitting in the living room where the situation all started.
He had just woken up from his sweet little nap an hour ago. I told him that if he ever does something stupid, I'd turn him into a frog—good thing he's stupid enough to believe it. 
Then I asked him how he met Jin, and no wonder that dirty shapeshifter was away from me for weeks—he had been the kid's pet, a cat, to be exact. 
“Yeah… And this is all because of you! He turned into a bird and pecked me nonstop… Witches don't heal like humans do, you know?” I hissed when I dabbed the drenched cotton on the bruises. 
Of course he doesn't.
“Anyways, I didn't get your name.”
“Oh- I'm Jungkook…”
“Such an ugly name… I bet your father chose it, huh?” I snorted, trying to focus on my wounds.
His brows twitched before he calmly replied, “My mom did, actually…
Whatever.
I scoffed as I finished treating my wounds.
Jungkook just stared at me the whole time. I didn't know why, but even his breathing irked me so much.
Gritting my teeth, I turned to him and frowned. “What?”
“Aren't you… uh… a witch? Can't you make a potion and heal yourself instead?” he said with a rather genuine curiosity that annoyed me even more.
Patience, Y/n… Jin told you he'd do it again if you won't teach this kid a thing or two.
"Witches don't work like that." I rolled my eyes and sighed. “Okay, listen. Witches have different special traits. 
First, Florohex (flor-oh-hex). They're the nature witches. They take care of the balance of nature in this world. Since humans like to destroy anything that breathes. They make potions to plant, or in rare areas they make barriers.
“W-witches do that?” He stuttered as he hesitated—seeming like testing the waters.
I scoffed, annoyed by how much explaining I needed to do. “Humans portrayed us as the ones that destroy everything—the wicked. But, I think you're old enough to know that humans are, right?”
“Well… kinda…I mean, not all.”
“Yeah, whatever. Next is, Faunex (fow-nex). They guard and can communicate with animals. Some can even transform into them—like Jin. They also ensure ecological balance.
Next is the stereotype witch, Nocturex (noc-tuh-rex). They practice black magic.”
“Like, cursing people?”
“Exactly—cursing people. They are the last type of witches you'd want to meet. Don't you ever mess with them, got it?”
Even with fear in his eyes, he nodded—understanding the possible consequences.
“And the last one, is Sanohex (sah-no-hex). They're practically the healers. Can cure everything but can never revive the dead. But the thing is… it's probably the most useless one.”
Jungkook frowned and tilted his head. “Why is it useless?”
It's weird to see that face looking so… naive.
“Because that kind of witch can heal others but not themselves. It's a curse, I think. That's why some use Sanohex as their slaves—a lot have died from it.” I said bluntly as I put away the medicines that I had used. “But Sanohex can heal a fellow Sanohex too.”
“Then… What kind of witch are you?”
I smirked, turning my gaze to him. “Why don't we test my powers on you to know?”
He quickly looked away. It's kinda odd to see a grown man like him looking so scared… or flushed? 
As I let out a dark chuckle, I walked away to put the things in the small drawer next to the TV.
“Every witch is born with mana. It is the only way someone could practice these magics. Without mana, no matter how many times you chant a spell or do those ridiculous gestures you see on TV, it'll be useless.” I paused, looking back at him. “Thinking about it… I don't sense any mana in you…”
“How do you know if a person has mana?”
I walked back and sat close to him—where he quickly scooted away, making sure there was enough space for him to escape. I snorted, and got closer to him again. Before he could scoot away again, I forced him to look at me. Grasping his face with both of my hands as I leaned in closer.
“Stay still. Look at my eyes,” I said softly but still had that commanding edge. Jungkook did as he's told, then I asked him, “What do you see?”
“Uh… eyes?”
My patience was wearing thin with this kid. It took more than just courage to keep myself from rolling my eyes at him.
“What color are they?”
His eyes widened—probably because of the realization. “P-purple..?”
“Technically amethyst purple, but sure.” I shrugged before losing my hold onto him and leaning back. “Witches have different types of eye color, depending on their mana or what type they are. Other than that, you'll just feel it. Like… spider sense. Have you watched that movie? Excellent, if I must say.”
Regardless of my babbling, Jungkook remained still—as if looking so confused.
“We're the same,” he uttered.
“Wha-”
“Our eye color—it's the same.”
I snorted, waving him off dismissively. “It's impossible. Witches like me are rare.”
“No, wait,” he said before touching the inside of his eye.
“Oh fuck—What the heck? Why are you taking out your eyeball? Put it back! For fucksake, put it back!!” I snapped as I was too disgusted to even look at him.
He choked on his laugh, and handed me something, but I refused and remained looking away. “If that's your fucking eyeball, keep it.”
“It's not my eyeball. It's a contact lens.” 
I slowly turned my gaze to his hand, still frowning disgustingly. “A what?”
“A… contact lens..? You've been living for years and never tried to use one? How do you buy stuffs or go outside without people batting an eye on you?”
I huffed, staring at the thin plastic. “I never had to buy my stuffs, I ask Jin for it. And… I only hangout in safe places.”
“So you've never tried to hang out in crowded places?”
“Yeah, what's so good about it? Especially since there's a bunch of useless humans.”
This time, he didn't suppress it and let out  a chuckle, showing his bunny-like smile. He must've gotten comfortable. 
But that didn't last.
When my eyes met his, I suddenly felt the surrounding blur. He wasn't bluffing at all. It was true—his eyes are like mine. The only thing is… it's only the left eye, the other one remains black like the ones humans have. 
In a beat, I came closer to him—pushing him that made his back hit the backrest. I pinned him to the couch and leaned in closer, staring deeply in his eye. 
His laugh died out and his breathing hitched.
“Why are your eyes like that?” I asked sternly.
“I-I don't know… It's been like this since I was born,” he said softly, his eyes flickered to my lips.
“Impossible… Lyra is a florohex… Y-you can't…” My words faltered and my hold on him loosened. I stood up, pacing back and forth as I tried to think of every possible reason why I didn't sense it right away. 
I stopped my track, looking back at him. I met his innocent gaze—contrast to my icy glare. “Then why the fuck I don't sense your mana?! You've been walking around freely all this time when you're—UGH!”
Sensing my panic, he looked at me confused. “I'm what?”
“You're a Sanohex—like me.”
He gaped, nodding slightly before he replied. “So what?”
I scoffed, “ ‘So what?’ You don't know half of the ability us Sanohex have. If any human or Nocturex find out… You'd be dead—worse, slave.” I paused, only to see his reaction still looking at me with those big doe eyes. 
I despise how you got his eyes…
“And the fact that you're a child of Lyra…” I paused, feeling a tight knot in my chest. 
and Hyunsoo…
“..doesn't help at all. Is this why Jin brought you here? Because he knows you're a Sanohex?”
He nodded slowly, “M-maybe..? He never really told me why he brought me here.”
I snorted, finding how ironic it is. “What a good kid you are, huh? So you just follow random people?”
“I don't really have much going on in my life, and he said he'll bring me somewhere where I belong...” he uttered softly—still pouting like a sulky child.
“Well obviously, he's a fraud. You don't belong here. Not in my place at least.”
I sat on the couch once again—far from him. With crossed arms, I thought of all possible things that could happen if I kicked him out.
First and foremost, I'll have my peace. Second, I won't have to deal with him nor teach him. And lastly… I won't have to see the face of the constant reminder of where it all went wrong.
But all these excuses are nothing compared to the consequence of him living out there. Because one thing for sure, Nocturex will be out looking for him, and who knows what would they do as they use his limbs for potions—not that I care—or use his ability to do cruel things to other witches… 
It'll be like the Midnight Times again.
After a long dreadful silence, my train of thoughts were cut off when Jungkook spoke. “Just… let me stay. Please… Just for a month…”
His words were faint but audible enough to pull me from the abyss of contemplation.
With gritted teeth, I replied as I made up my mind. “Fine… But you'll do as you're told. No buts and especially—no complaining.”
His eyes lit up like a puppy seeing his owner. He nodded as he smiled. “Got it. Oh—by the way… what should I call you? Master?”
I frowned, feeling weird about someone calling me a ‘master’. “Just—just Y/n.”
“Okay… Y/n… Can I ask a question?”
Raising a brow, I replied, “Already?”
Jungkook rubbed his nape as he looked away. “You told me you're 248 years old, right?”
“Yeah? What about it?”
“You… weren't lying about it..?”
He believes that I'm a witch, but not about my age? Kids these days...
“Why would I lie about my age like some teenager wanting to watch porno?” I deadpanned.
“H-how come you look so… young?”
Ah… I see…
Instead of answering right away, I stood up and walked towards him. He watched my every move as I did so. When I'm right in front of him, he looked up at me with the same naive, wide-eyed doe eyes. I smirked as I crouched down—enough that our faces were inches apart.
“What? Are you…” I paused, leaning even closer that I saw how his eyes flickered to my lips then back to my eyes again. “attracted to me?”
His Adam's apple bobbed, and immediately looked away. “Wha—Why would I be attracted to a granny,” he said as he scoffed.
Did he just scoff at me? Called me granny?
Jungkook’s eyes widened—probably at the realization of what he did and called me, but my grin only widened. 
I traced his cheek down to his jaw with the back of my hand. “You know what?.. I think you're right. I'm starting to look like a granny again… Your skin is soft, by the way…Oh- Do you wanna know how I keep my youthful face?”
I knew how much my touch affected him and sent a shiver to his spine by how his breathing hitched. He hesitated but faced me anyway. “H-how..?” he asked, gulping once again, seemingly finding it hard to speak without stuttering. 
My hand went downwards toward his chin, tilting his head a bit. “With a cauldron… I heat up a lot of water…” My voice that was once soft went stern with my next words—wanting to scare and mock him more. “and boil the young half-bloods. Peel their skin after, then eat it.”
His eyes went wide. His body froze—eating my bullshit once again.
I leaned back, laughing out loud as I genuinely enjoyed his reaction. It might be the first time in a while someone made me laugh like this.
How can someone be so naive?
I clutched my stomach as it started to hurt from laughing so much. “You should've seen your face—wait—my stomach hurts.”
He frowned and stood up, “Then—were you lying about your age too?”
My laughter soon died out as I noticed how he easily towered over me. I sighed, looking at him deadpan. “Why are you so curious about my age—”
He cut me off before I could even finish my snarky reply. “Just— Earlier… you seemed like you know my parents a lot… So, I was wondering how you knew them that much when you look…like the same age as me. I've never seen you my whole life…”
“I really seem like I know a lot about them, don't I? I thought I knew them… I was wrong. Besides, it's in the past. I don't really care about them anymore.” I bluntly said as I shrugged, hoping he'd drop the topic.
Despite my flat reply, he remained unfazed and curious about it. Standing on his ground, he looked at me pleadingly—so eager to hear some answers.
“So, you knew them? Were you close? How come they never mentioned you once?”
If you only knew how much I want to sew your mouth… Be thankful to Jin, half-blood.
I snorted. “They didn't, huh? That… Well, I'm not really expecting anything from them. But yeah, let's say, we were friends… Also, I told you, we met once. I just erased your memory of it.”
“Why?”
I shrugged again—this time, in a mocking manner—as I grinned at him like a maniac.
“Give me a break, kid. You think you're the only one trying to adapt this new infos? Nuh-uh. What I feel right now is much worse. Some things are not meant to be answered.” 
As I was about to walk away, I couldn't help but answer his earlier question. “Oh—and, us—witches—don't get old. I stopped aging at the age of 25, and you seem like that too.” I paused, as I saw his lost innocent gaze at me. Him biting his lips a bit as he sulkily pouted. “248 years old sounds ancient, huh?… In human years, think of me as 24 years old…”
I huffed before turning my back at him and walked away—not giving him the chance to respond. I locked myself up in my room and threw myself on the bed.
“Why did I suddenly feel the need to empathize with him…” I mumbled, and before I knew it, I fell asleep.
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After I resigned from my shitty job, it's been a while and I've been applying for another—better—job everywhere but none of them accepted me. I guess this is what I get for becoming a college dropout. 
But was it really my fault? Or was it society's? 
I've been lost for a while now—too confused on which path I'd take. The only savings I have left is the only thing that kept me alive.
Walking on the sidewalk, soft light by the lamp post illuminates the dark street. Each step of mine felt heavy as I dragged myself toward the only thing that was left to me. The house that used to be lived in by the three most cheerful souls in the world—our family house. 
Actually, if I'd sell the house and lot, I'd get enough money to survive for three more years—but I won't. I promised my mom to keep this house and never leave my dad's side.
But not all promises are meant to be kept. As much as I love my dad, there's no fucking way I’d stay with him on his grave. I mean—of course I visit him and mom from time to time. Besides, why would he need me there when his grave is literally beside her.
That's why the house is the only thing I have that reminds me of them. 
When I was younger, they never liked to get us a picture. Even if we did, my mom would immediately burn it. She told me to never keep a picture of us three.
But did I listen? No. I kept at least one; stuck it in my journal to have at least a reminder of their faces—their existence.
As I neared my house, I saw a black cat on my way to it. It looks like it's shivering from the cold, but he also doesn't look like a street cat. His fur was shiny and smooth—as if he was taken care of by the royals.
Thinking about it, he might be lost… just like me.
I crouched down, petting its soft fur. The cat purred at my touch, leaning even more to it. I chuckled, feeling soft at the sight of the cat.
Wait—Aren't black cats considered bad luck? Well… Who am I to say that.. Between me and this cat, I’ve had so much bad luck, I might start producing it too.
“Are you cold, buddy?”
It seemed like he understood me, and jumped to me. I was surprised but caught him just on time. “You like me, don't you?” I chuckled, and stood up with him in my arms, starting to walk again.
I brought him inside the house, putting him down as I went to the kitchen. I took a container and filled it with water and let him drink. 
He only sniffed it, walking graciously back to me. “You don't like it? It's water. You can never go wrong with water.”
The cat looked up at me, looking at me dead in the eye. I pouted slightly as I lifted him up, and put him in my arms. “Okay, Mr Attitude… You're choosy for a stray cat, huh?”
I walked back to the living room as I plopped myself on the couch—the cat was still in my arms.
“Do you have a name?” 
The cat only stared at me.
“Right… That was stupid. Anyways, I should give you one!”
But can I even afford to take care of a cat? 
I shook off that thought. I certainly can't just let him stay there freezing.
“Hmm… Let's see… I'm Jeon Jungkook… I should name you after a food—Kimchi! So, it'll be Kimchijeon, get it?” I laughed loudly, and the cat slapped me.
HE SLAPPED ME??  
Not even scratch or bite—but slap. Of course since it's a cat, it rather felt like a hard pat.
“Ow… Bad kitty,” I muttered as I frowned at him. “Fine… I'll call you kitty for now since I'm too tired to think of names.”
I put him down the couch and went to my room to get a towel. With a soft towel in my arms when I came back, I placed it around him. I'm not gonna lie, he's pretty much obedient and behave for a stray cat.
“Don't pee nor poop in here, got it?” I said as I pet the cat once again. “Good night, kitty.”
After petting him more, I walked back to my room and threw myself on the bed—too tired from today's event. I sighed as I stared at the wall clock.
9:30… and I haven't even eaten.
“Just breathe today and hope to breathe tomorrow.” I murmured the phrase that I always say whenever I have a hard time. It was my way to keep me sane and keep on going every day. It pretty much works, I think. 
Murmuring it a few more times before I drifted off to sleep.
“Just breathe today and hope to breathe tomorrow…”
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Weeks have passed, and I was sitting on the couch while watching TV when the electricity suddenly went off.
“Ugh… Shit.”  I groaned as I turned to the cat beside me. “Sorry, buddy. No electricity for now…”
The payment was probably due today, and if you ask me? I don't really mind. I knew it's going to happen anyway.
I reached out for my phone and went to my email. Constantly refreshing it to check if I at least passed an interview. 
Still, none.
I didn't know if it's because of the headache I've been having for a while, but I heard soft voices chanting in the back of my head.
“Sotamul… Sotamul… Sotamul…” (SOH-tah-mul) 
Their chants made me feel like I'm getting hypnotized—even if their voices sound too far away.
“Don't listen to it, kid.”
Another voice brought me back to reality. My head snapped to look where the voice came from since the sound was loud enough—as if the person was literally beside me.
But I found no one. 
After those voices, the house fell completely silent. I could even hear my breathing.
“Great. I'm unemployed, my electricity got cut off, and now I'm starting to hear voices… Just great.” 
Then just right after I paused, the same voice of a man echoed across the room. “Life's hard, huh?”
I whipped my head to the side where the voice came from, but I still saw no one.
I swear… it sounded so close.
“Hey, eyes down here.” 
I did as it said, but all I saw was my cat staring at me.  
“D-did you…”
“Boo..?”
My eyes widened, and before I fainted, I heard him mutter, “What a human thing to do. Still amazes me every time this happens.”
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When I gained consciousness, my eyes fluttered open. I felt someone poked my cheek, then a voice echoed through my ears. 
“Are you awake? Whoa… You guys really have the same eye…”
My head snapped toward the side, only to find a strange man looking back at me. I sat up immediately, shifting into a guarded stance—even though my limbs feel weak. “Who are you?!”
“Calm down, kid. Those stupid witches’ spell is still working a bit on you.” 
“Answer my question! How did you get inside?!”
“Ooh… scary,” he muttered, a subtle smirk formed on his lips. “You know me as kitty,” he paused, rolling his eyes before he continued. “but my name is Seokjin. Kim Seokjin.”
“Wha—Are you kidding me right now??”
He shook his head, and replied bluntly. “No. I'm a witch, and I turned into a cat to see if the rumors were true.”
“A witch? Rumors? I-i don't understand—what rumors?”
“That you have a different eye color on your left eye. A rare one, if I must say. But, dear great heavens, you were always not at home and even if you are, I barely see you without your contacts.” He huffed as he crossed his arms.
I didn't put my guard down, still not able to understand what was going on. “I don't believe you.”
“Really?” 
Then he took something from his coat that made me even back away. Who knows if he has a gun in there.
He chuckled as he saw my reaction, and then he took it out.
“A stick?”
“It is a wand. Now, watch.” 
With a swirling gesture, he uttered a spell and pointed it at the glass of water on the table. The water soon turned red. The glass was a clear one so I saw how it subtly changed to red until it completely transformed.
What..?
He walked towards it, taking the glass and he lifted it up to his lips. “Hmm… A pretty good wine made by a pretty witch. Wanna taste?” he said, offering it to me as he extended the glass.
“No.”
“So you believe me now? Or do you want me to turn you into a frog so you would?”
I frowned, putting my guard down, and sat back on the couch. “Fine.” I sighed as I slowly processed whatever was going on. “But why are you here? Why are you interested in my left eye?”
As I thought he would snidely reply to me, he did the opposite instead. He smiled and sat on the chair across from me. “I'm gonna be honest with you, Jungkook. You're not safe here. Especially since you're alone. Sooner or later, they will find you.”
So that smile was supposed to be a reassuring one…
“Who's 'they' ? Why am I not safe? Who are you exactly?” I tried to ask as calmly as possible, not wanting to show how scared I am right now.
“I can't explain the full details, but all I'm asking of you is to trust me. I'll bring you somewhere you truly belong.”
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“Okay… So, she's kinda mean, but trust me, she's a softie behind her rigid armor,” Jin hyung chuckled as he rubbed his nape.
Yesterday, I found out that I'm half witch. To be exact—I just found out that my mom was actually some type of leader of the witches. I also learned that me being a half witch means my mana is twice more powerful than an average witch—given that my mother was also a powerful one.
But weirdly, Jin hyung said he doesn't sense any mana in me, nor do I feel anything odd.
It was still a lot to process, but because of it, I somehow realized why my mom was so strict back then. 
After Jin hyung mentally prepared me, we went inside of the house. As soon as we entered, a dagger flew across the room, and nearly hit me—right beside my head to be exact. It got stuck on the wall behind me which left me frozen.
“Where were you?” A voice of a woman echoed across the room.
And as I searched for where the voice came from, my eyes landed on the most beautiful woman I've ever seen. My eyes widened, heart beating fast as if it wanted to burst out of my ribs—I even forgot how to breathe.
Whoa… She's really pretty…
“Yah! Don't you know how I've been craving for buldak??” she exclaimed as she put her phone in front of Jin hyung's face—showing a mukbang video. 
It seems like she didn't sense my presence yet as she kept on nagging at him.
“Where were you that you were away for weeks, huh?! Tsk.”
“You're so dramatic. Anyways, I was away because I was sorting some stuff,” Jin hyung calmly replied.
“In this age? What ‘stuff’ were you sorting?” she scoffed as she eyed the man.
Jin hyung shrugged and he pointed at me. “This stuff.”
She turned her head towards me, raising her brow as she did. “And… Wait—Is he a human?”
“He's not. He's a witch. I brought him here because I trust you that you will take care of him.”
She snorted, then eyed me from head to toe. “What do you mean I have to take care of… it?” The way she uttered the last word—I could feel her disgust.
Okay… That was rude…
“I'm not a babysitter, you know?” she added.
Damn… for a pretty woman, she's really mean. Jin hyung was right.
I refrain from scoffing or react anything negatively. I'll be living in here from now on after all. I want to be closer to her—maybe a little too close. 
The way she acts so rudely for someone who looks younger than me doesn't sit right.
So, I decided to at least mutter my age to let her know that she should at least give me some respect, and  show that I'm at the age where I'm a bit responsible and I won't be a nuisance for the time being that I'd stay here. “I'm 26 years old… not a baby.”
“Well, I'm 248 years old. Do I look like I care?” she sneered.
My eyes widened, not expecting her to say that at all.
248 what?! No wonder she's mean… The last time I worked in a nursing home, old people were mad—mad, at first. They eventually warmed up because who doesn't melt with this face?
Jin hyung cleared his throat. “I'm not asking you to babysit him. I'm telling you to let him stay here and teach him some of your spells. Just enough that he could protect himself.”
Crossing her arms, she eyed me again. “Are you sure he's… a witch? I don't sense any mana in him.”
“There's more than meets the eye, Y/n,” he said with a deep chuckle.
Why don't just Jin hyung say that my left eye is purple?
He smirked briefly before it faded right away. “And he's a half -blood,” he added.
Unexpectedly, she let out a loud mocking laugh. “A half-blood? Which moron would fall for a trap and fall for a… human?” Her words dripped with an immense disgust that made me wonder, Why does she seem like she hates humans that much?
Even with her sarcasm, she kept laughing like there was no tomorrow. But it soon died down when Jin hyung cut her off. 
“Lyra. His mother is Lyra while his father is a man-”
“Who betrayed her. You know I know him.” I could see the way her jaw clenched; her eyes having this visible irritation just by the mention of my parents.
They know each other?
“The great Jeon Hyunsoo… The only human who somehow tricked the leader and made her leave all of us. Turn her back as if we were nothing but old comrades.”
Okay… Something bad really happened. 
Even though I sensed something wrong, I couldn't help but feel a sting hearing her bad mouth my parents.
I grew up seeing how much they loved each other. No one knows them better than I do.
At least that was what I knew.
I tried to remain calm but it only made me stutter as a result. “W-what do you mean? My dad loved my mom. He would never…”
“Oh, really?” She laughed out loud again before continuing. “He loved your mom? Hmm… interesting… He loved her enough to betray the clan of her lover?”
What is she talking about? What clan?
Hundreds of questions ran through my mind but I couldn't voice them out because the next thing I knew, she was so close to me.
 “Say… do you remember seeing me when you were around… eight, perhaps?”
I stood still, holding my breath as she was too close.
We already met each other? What is she talking about now..?
When I didn’t answer, she continued. I could tell by her voice that she wanted me gone. “No? Ever wonder why?”
“Y/n, that’s enough.” 
My eyes flicked to Jin and saw how he gripped the bridge of his nose. While on the other hand, the woman in front of me remained unfazed—grinning eerily as she stared at me.
“Tell me, are you fond of necklaces?”
I blinked, confused by her antics—and kinda scared of her at the same time. She’s a powerful witch after all—based on what Jin said, at least.
“N-no…” 
Why does my voice keep trembling? Man up, Jungkook!
She frowned as she pouted. I had to bite the inside of my cheek just to suppress my emotion.
It’s unfair how she’s mean and cute… But something really feels off.
“That’s… sad. Anyways, do you wanna know what my necklace is made of?” 
I didn’t reply, too scared of what I’ll find out with her next words.
“My necklace is made of hundreds of humans’ and witches' memories. Some asked me to do it so that the pain they felt would be gone, while some were… Let’s say I had no choice but to take a certain memory.”
Wha— Okay… This is getting out of hand.
I frowned, looking everywhere but them. My mind couldn’t fully register what she said as my confusion and curiosity rose. 
“But do you know the curse of having this ability? I can’t take mine, or else my memory would ruin the others and it will break the necklace. All of the memories will scatter and float around like ghosts. Someone has to keep it. Sometimes, out of boredom, I play those memories like a video—using my necklace as a projector.”
After a long pause, I found my voice.
“So… you’re saying that you have a certain memory of mine?”
“Bingo! You’re not that dumb after all, I guess.”
As she kept mocking me, I couldn’t help but feel that pit in my stomach—the one I used to feel whenever these things happened. The one that made me fall into a void of madness and made it hard to crawl back. It was a feeling that was too hard for me to explain, but also the feeling that was too familiar—like it clung to me since I was a child.
When I looked back at her, she was already a few feet away from me.
I took a step, glaring at her—no—pleading her to give me some answers. 
“Why?! What is it about?”
If it's about my parents, I have to know it.
“It’ll be better, if you don’t know.” Jin chimed in, stepping to stand in between us.
“He’s right, kiddo. Even though I’d love to torment you with the memories—I can’t. I can’t make you watch it nor give back the memory itself to you.” she shrugged casually before walking away to plop herself on the couch.
“Why?” I kept my voice grounded but my fists clenched on my side.
She only chuckled sarcastically as she turned on the TV. “I’ve never tried, and… I don’t wanna try. Who knows if the consequence is way worse.”
As I opened my mouth to reply, a wave of dizziness hit me. Everything sounded so muffled, my limbs felt weak—and before I knew it, I collapsed on the ground.
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“B-but… we need you, Lyra. Everyone is dying out there a-and you—you chose him? His kind??” 
It's been months since she cut herself off from us—the one she used to call her family. Even I didn't want to ask for help from her, but we knew we'd be too helpless to fight back with the Norturex, especially now that they forged an alliance with the humans.
“I have a family now, Y/n. I have to protect them too,” her voice was grounded, the kind that she only used to talk with the people she considers an enemy—never for me.
“Y/n… please leave. We're sorry,” Hyunsoo pleaded but not one bit it sounded sincere.
I took a step back, my lips trembled as I tried to form my thoughts into words. Frowning, I looked everywhere but them. I felt something flowed into my veins. My vision became blurry, my head hurt so much I couldn't bear it.
This is beyond betrayal. 
“But we were your family too!! Innocent witches are dying out there, and all you care about is if your family is too happy to care in the world!!!” I yelled as I felt my mana overflowing in my core. 
Turning my hand into fist, I closed my eyes. I felt so hopeless… so alone. 
“I trusted you, but you tore me apart.” 
The ring in my finger started to crack, and I felt my body starting to heat up too. 
As I opened my eyes, I never felt this kind of rage before. It hurts so much, yet it feels good.
“Y-y/n… Calm down… Y-you're turning to—” Lyra's voice cracked, her eyes widened in panic.
My senses became too sensitive; I even heard a small voice coming to the side. I turned my head towards it, and I saw a small child peeking from his bedroom, his big does eyes looking at me with awe and astonishment.
“Wow… you're beautiful…” 
“Jungkook, go back inside! Now!” Lyra commanded that made him flinch. “Take our son, I'll take care of Y/n,” she muttered to her husband, but before Hyunsoo could even take a step, I muttered a spell to freeze him on his spot.
“Y/n, don’t.”
She tackled me with her spell as she whipped her wand. I quickly fought back making her stumble.
Never once in a hundred years I had hurt her like that. I didn't know why but I felt that my power overflowed.
No… This is not good…
I snapped my head to the mirror on the side, and my eyes landed on the monster that was looking back at me.
No… This can't…
I felt my chest tighten—worsening the pain that I feel emotionally and physically.
My eyes glowed into deep red, and black lines slowly ran down to my face and body, like a cursed, etched ink. 
I felt a hand softly tugging my pinky finger. I looked down on it, only to see the kid's innocent eyes again—looking at me with confusion but the awe in it never left.
“Why are you crying?”
“H-huh?” 
I didn't even notice that tears flowed down on my cheeks as I felt my rage overflowing in me more.
I crouched down to meet his eyes, confused by this bizarre kid. 
“Aren't you scared of me? I literally just made your mother fly across the room.” 
Even my voice sounded so different in my ears. I felt so disgusted.
The kid chuckled a bit before replying. “ I think I'm not. Also, my mom is strong so she'll be fine. But… I don't know about you…” he pouted, his hold on my pinky tightened.
“You're weird. You're not scared of me? With this look? Not even a bit?” My eyes narrowed at him but he looked rather amazed.
“You look like a superhero character I'd see in comics, so why would I?” he cheekily grinned.
I didn't know why, but the longer I had contact with this small human, I felt more at ease. My mind that was cloudy became clear, and so does the ink on my skin.
“Oh- It's gone? Your eyes changed too.” He looked at me in confusion before he cracked a smile again. “You look better in this. You look more of a fairy than a superhero now, though..”
Coming to my senses, I pulled back. “You're weird.”
“But cute?” he grinned.
I let out a soft chuckle as I shook my head.
He's weird… Or maybe it was just me for feeling this calm sensation when we touched.
Taking a step back, I swished my finger as I muttered a spell. “Extovea…”
Soon as he was out of his consciousness, I held my necklace and hovered my other hand on his head. I said the spell three times to make it work and make sure he won't remember anything of this day. 
“Scordomemora… Scordomemora… Scordomemora…” (skor-do-me-MO-ra)
The last thing I want—even though I hate his kind—is to traumatize the innocent.
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I should've known since then. You saved me once again.
A/N: Comment your @ if u wanna be added to the taglist^^
A/N 2: I really thought deep and hard bcz the trope might be "weird" but I promise, it won't be. hehe
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sglossmin ¡ 7 days ago
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I'm kinda nervous of the outcome of the votingT^T T^T
But I'd do my best to really come up with a great and satisfying ending hehe
Thank you y'all for reading my first ff even though it might be a crappy one:'>
I'll try to improve more and make versatile stories^^
MUSE | MYG
Since Muse is ending, I want to know if you want this. Y'all gave so much love for it even though it might be crappy since it's my first ff ʕ•ᴗ•ʔ
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She's Everything But Also Nothing | MYG
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Plot:  ↓
Chapter 6: Whenever I get home with a certificate in my hand, a proof that I’m one of the top student in our class—is exhausting. Of course, I was happy too that I managed to be on the top but it didn’t feel like a reward. I was just relieved that it’s done. Their happy faces when they see that I did well, but what always crushed me was their question after congratulating me—"Who got the first? What did she do that you can’t do to be on top? “ Those were the lines I would always remember. Right… It was never enough. No matter how high I achieved, if I’m not the first, it means nothing.
Pairing: Yoongi x Reader
Genre:  ↓
Chapter 7: Clearing my throat, I looked at him as we walked, “You know, we kinda look like we’re classmates. I wonder what type of classmate you are…” A slow grin crept into Yoongi's face, “Hmm… we’ll probably be academic rivals.”
A/N: This is the alternate universe where Yoongi and Y/n are classmates. If I'm sane enough, it's a oneshot.
SOON... ^^
Muse | MYG
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Plot: What happens when the man you practically simp over in high school, is right now, sitting across you after almost 10 years of not seeing him? Worse? You're here for an appointment for therapy and he's your psychologist.
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Pairing: SeniorStudent!Yoongi x JuniorStudent!Reader ---> Psychologist! Yoongi x Artist!Reader
Genre: Fluff, slight age gap, slice of life, a bit of angst, schoolmates to lovers(?)
This is a work of fiction. Events, characters, and depictions are entirely imagined and do not represent the real-life actions or personalities of any real individuals, including the idols mentioned.
Warnings: talks about mental and death...erm lemme know if you found any disturbing heh
Word count: dunno
A/N: This is...actually some sort of based irl looll (only the high school scenes, most of it) This is my first one shot work! Let me know if I'm lacking something. The current series that I'm still working rn is still not even half finished T_T T_T So I thought I might give it a try---write a oneshot heh I just started here to write in tumblr so I still don't know that much stuff. Feel free to comment so I can improve!! Ik some of those thing weren't even a thing at that time...
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"Shit..." I muttered right as I saw the man in a white coat, a clipboard in his arms while his hair softly falls down in his brows, reading his next patient's data. Just like the last time I saw him. Weird, huh? It's been years, yet... he still looks just the same.
Our eyes met, for the first time in a while. He frowned, it was so subtle and fast, no one would even know. But I did. Every little actions that he did, I always notice it. No matter what. I keep saying that the Y/n who just hit her puberty is no longer me, yet with my emotions right now, I can feel like my hormones are all over the place.
"Sit down," he smiled, gesturing the seat across him.
His voice so deep it sounds like soothing lullaby... Eyes so tired that I can tell he works so well... The warmth in his smile makes my heart skip a beat, forgetting why am I here in the first place...
Snap of it!
It took me a second to realize that I stared at him for too long. I cleared my throat, wishing my embarrassment would also go away. I smiled as I took the seat.
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Our session ended without him saying that he at least recognize me. Did it made me upset? Yeah... sort of. I mean, I didn't go there and paid him to reminisce our high school days, but still...
I huffed as I crumpled a paper.
"Ugh! Really? Y/n? Still drawing him?"
I uncrumpled it and stared at the newly drawing for a while. I leaned back in my chair and sighed... "I'll give it to him. He looks hot in that coat." I chuckled and stuck the paper back in my notebook. "I'm keeping it because I drew him too good, not that I still like him or anything. That would be just so stupid."
Ha! Right! Nothing else. I smiled, pleased with how I gaslight myself.
I stretched my back and arms. My body ached for having a shrimp position for a long time.
And before I know it, I fell asleep (again) in my studio.
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Summer 2010
Our last subject just finished and it's still raining heavily. I have no umbrella so my friends and I were forced to run. Reaching the covered court, I groaned. "Why call it summer when it rains this heavy??"
"Do they really think—us—high school students are waterproof?" Exclaimed by Sana while Chaeyoung just chuckled beside us. Our clothes were pretty wet but not that drenched.
We went upstage since there's some chair in there. Putting our bags down, we wait for the rain to stop. Us juniors only have to spend half day in the campus. Lucky, huh?
"Stay here, hm? You both can't leave me just because you guys have umbrella to share and your house are close." I glared at the both of them while they just snickered. They won't leave me otherwise, I know that.
It's been an hour, yet the rain don't seem to plan on stopping. It's about 1 now, we think. Seems like we're the only junior students in the campus. Suddenly, the seniors from the front building went outside. They went in the cover court. They were wearing some sort of costumes. It was ridiculous—Okay, not really. They seemed like they're going to dance.
We sat still from above across them and watch them prepare.
"Hey, Chae, wanna play?" I grinned as I whispered. Sana was too occupied with her phone that's why it was just the two of us who played.
We played Smash or Pass with every senior guy that I pointed. Until finally, I pointed it to the guy who's wearing a Thai hat(?) The gold ones, it seems like part of their costume.
"Hm... Smash!" Chaeyoung laughed and I did too. Cause miraculously, SAME.
We had a great laugh realizing we'd say smash.
We watched them dance and sing along with the music that were playing. Thinking about it, we might actually look like idiots. They can practically see us sing and dance with them since we're upstage.
After a while, I asked Chae, "What nickname should we give him?" It's our thing. Giving nicknames to people whether they look good or annoying. I think it's every friend groups should do.
"He looks like a cat and his eyes disappear too when he smiles... Kitty?"
"Kitty...?" Sounds weird so I proposed to change it. "What about Neko? Same meaning but doesn't sound weird." She agreed and since then, we called him Neko. With his sharp eyes and pale tone, he does looks like a kitty.
Few moments after, we planned a scheme. We went down to compare our height to his. We walked towards him as if we were just passing by and about to go to the canteen instead.
My and Chae's eyes went wide open. Gasping and staring at each other, the signal were sent.
Gosh, he's tall.
Oh gosh, he is.
A day or two passed since that. We randomly saw him when we went to buy in the canteen.
Then again.
And again.
And again.
Untill a few days have been passed and I keep on seeing him. To the point that... maybe... just maybe, it wasn't really a coincidence anymore.
New character unlocked?
When we were about to go back in our room, we met Hani. My bestfriend in elementary days.
"Y/n! Come here! Imma show you something. Actually—no—It's a someone." Hani dragged me and Chae went along with me.
Hani rant about how this guy looks so good, that in the first time in a while, they found someone who actually looks good in this campus.
Chae and I eyed each other. Were we thinking who we're thinking?
As we reached the third floor of the first year's building, across it was the senior's building. We stopped our track right in front of the exact room. The windows were open and from our spot, we can literally see him studying.
"Neko?"
"You know him?" Hani asked in which I nod.
I think we just found our sweet spot.
Chae and I sometimes went up there just to catch a glimpse of him. It was stupid and fun.
Until that day came.
As usual, Chae and I went to the third floor once again. We stayed in the balcony that faces their room. It was break time so everyone was all over the place. Then I felt it. Chae poked my side and pointed my front. I frowned and followed her finger. There was it, his teacher raising her brow at me. Then his classmates turned their heads toward me... 'till lastly, he did. Everyone was looking at ME. I noticed Chae was hiding on the wall divider of the balcony. I looked back at the teacher who's still looking at me.
"Do you need anything, Ms?" We were quite far but it was still audible.
"H-huh..?" That was all I could muster. It was even barely a whisper. My mouth was slightly open due to not knowing what to do nor say. It lasted like that for a few more seconds. Until I mustered all the courage and pride I have left in my body and shrugged it off and walked away. Frowning as if they got it wrong and I was simply hanging out there.
Walk
Walk
RUN
I went back to our room as soon as I noticed Chae was following me. When we get back, we were panting and sweating. Our classmates looked at us with weird looks. Not that I can blame them. One of our classmate asked us and we did tell the story.
It was our last time going in there.
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I felt someone flick my head. I groaned in annoyance.
"Noona, wake up!"
I grumbled as I sit up straight, realizing I fell asleep in the studio again.
"You know you don't have to flick me. Between the two of us, I'm the light sleeper." I mumbled while my eyes were focusing on the big guy in front of me.
He rolled his eyes at me. Up to this day, I wondered who did he got it from. "Eomma wants you to eat lunch with us."
I chuckled. "Your mother did? Wow, what a pleasure." I sassed.
He groaned and plopped himself at the couch. "Can't believe you still resent her."
"Kook, what kind of a daughter am I if I don't?"
Jungkook threw a pillow to me as he stood up. "Still. Eat with us."
And just like that, he walked away.
Life goes on, that's what they say.
I must've been nuts for going to therapy yesterday. It's not like, I'm seriously depressed.
Right..?
Living alone in the house that came from the paycheck of my drawings must be really the best accomplishment I've had. Who would've thought the high achieving in academics girl would end up in this job. It was pure mystery.
I stared at my empty fridge. I smiled. The only thing that kept me sane nowadays is this...
"Looks like, I need to go... shopping."
I grinned ear to ear while I spent my fortune.
"Who needs therapy, when you can go and do your grocery."
I picked out the foods I knew I'd eat while I finish the new dramas. I was about to get the last stock of my fave gummies until someone practically snatched it. Fast.
"H-hey-" I cut off myself from shouting when I realized who it was.
It was him. In normal clothes. Am I dreaming? Impossible. He wouldn't have clothes in the first place if I am.
"Oh, Ms Jeon." He smiled.
Smiled?
He has the nerve to smile after taking that gummy?
But... then again, who need those gummy bears when his gummy smile is practically the sweetest.
He cleared his throat. "Seems like we'll be seeing each other more often."
Uh...what? Is he trying to say that I have a severe mental illness so we'll literally see each other more?? This fucker...
He probably noticed my frown as he chuckled and shook his head. "Uhm, that might've come off the wrong way. I meant, I just moved in in this neighborhood."
Sorry, what..?
I laughed my nervousness away. It's not like we'll be neighbors. This neighborhood is way too big for us to see each other.
Is that why it was my first time seeing him in this grocery store?
"Well, welcome to the neighborhood." I chuckled, probably awkwardly and excused myself.
Damn it. It could've been my chance for us to talk and stuff, but I refused. I mean, with my looks right now? No thanks.
I skipped my lunch and didn't go to our family's house. I plopped myself on my bed and took out my old sketchbook.
Staring at my old drawings of him, it sure did bring back of the memories.
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2010
It's been a month yet we still don't know his name. We already did a lot of different shenanigans just to know it. He must be really like having a low profile. We found his classmate's account yet his are nowhere to be found. Maybe he doesn't go online...
I was staring at my computer, scrolling on whatever stuff pop up, then it hits me. Her sister. Hani's sister!
They're in the same year, so maybe, just maybe, she knows his name.
I quickly typed in to ask her. A girl from our year had a picture with him posted. I sent it to her.
"Hi eonni, can I ask u a question? Is there a chance that you know him?"
*Photo sent*
It took a while for her to respond.
"Uhm yeah, he's from our year"
"Can you tell me his name?"
"Min Yoongi"
"I think that's his name"
Min Yoongi... cute. It suits him.
Hours and hours later, I still couldn't find his account. Then as I was searching, there was this account, he was friends with Hani.
My eyes widen. "Min Suga? Could it be?"
I stalked the account and it was really him. No wonder I couldn't find his account—he wasn't using his real name! Likes to keep a low profile? Bullshit. He has more than 5k followers!
Moreover...he really...looks good.
I wonder if his face reflects his personality.
I added him as a friend and waited for the request to be accepted. I told Chae that if he didn't accepted it within 24 hours, I'll delete my request. I still have pride you know. Don't want to be one of those girls in his inbox.
It hasn't even been an hour and I got the notification. He accepted it! I squealed and danced in my room.
This is what being a youth, right?
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I clicked my tongue as I chuckled bitterly. "Youth is never coming back."
As I turn the pages more, my bell ringed. Jungkook never ring first, he just comes in whenever he wants to. I should really change the passcode. As for my mom, she never really bother coming here.
Expecting no one, I opened the door, only to gape at the man in front of me.
"You...like pies?"
Min Yoongi, in front of me, holding a pie, not just holding, but giving..?
"Uh...how close is your house exactly?" I didn't mean to sound rude, but rather genuinely curious.
He hesitatingly pointed the house across me.
The Kim's house?
"It was my friend's grandparents who lived there. He took them to take care of them and then he sold this house to me." Yoongi explained. His face going like this :]
"So you really did mean that we'll see each other more often..." I mumbled in which he caught. He laughed and gave me the pie.
"My mom kept on nagging me on giving pies. She really worked hard on it. Hope you like it!"
She's here?
I nodded and thanked him. He went back and I did too. The smell of the freshly baked peach mango pie really did things to my stomach.
For the first time, Min Yoongi gave me something.
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Spring 2011
"Let's go hoomeee. Forget it! I'm not going to give it to him!" I murmured while we wait in the senior's balcony. A few steps away from him, we waited. "I knew it I shouldn't have contact him." I mumbled. "He didn't even read my text..." I mumbled. Chaeyoung was practically dragging me. "Look, he seems busy too."
"Would you rather let your drawing and efforts be wasted then?" Chayoung argued.
Then for the meantime, we waited. We walked towards his classroom but he was nowhere. He was just right there few seconds earlier.
"Stupid text."
A week ago...*
Should I really text him? The classes have been cancelled. I'm not sure whether it's a good idea to do it now. Should I make myself known? Or should I keep it anonymous? But I really wanna take a picture with him...
Ugh! My head hurts. Forget it, I'm just gonna do it.
"Hi uhm... So I just randomly draw one of my mutuals and it happened to be you.."
*Photo sent*
"Perhaps you like it?
"I was about to give you this at school tomorrow but they cancelled the classes so... Hope you like it<3
Was I too formal?
It took him hours to reply.
"Oh wow, what a nice piece!"
"Yes I like it, thanks!"
HE REPLIED!!! I muffled my squeal with my pillow as I looked back at his text. It took me hours to see the message and reply too.
"Guess... I'll just give it to you when we bump into each other, maybe(?)"
"Ugh goshhh how am I going to give you this at schoolT^T"
"Just don't give it yet if you're still not ready^^"
End*
I went home feeling defeated. Not able to give him the drawing.
I stared at my bedroom's ceiling before deciding to go online.
2+messages
It was sent an hour ago. I quickly opened the message. He replied to my text earlier in the morning, when I told him to meet up.
"Sorry, I just saw your text message"
"I don't have an internet at school, that's why"
"It's fine, so,I'll just give it to you tomorrow?"
"Okay, sure"
Saying it was fine when I was literally sulking in my room like a child. But that's when I haven't read his message.
Min Yoongi apologized to me.
I giggled like an idiot in my room as I stared at the text messages we shared.
The next day...
"AAHHHH! Let's go hoomeee. Forget it! I'm not going to give it to him!" I whined, it wasn't just Chae and Sana was there for me, but some of my classmates too. They were waiting for me—like usual, we go home altogether. "I knew it I shouldn't have contact him. This is really a stupid stupid idea!!" I ran around the court in attempt to go home.
We're here, in front of the senior's building. Waiting...again.
One of my classmate proposed that they'll just call him to go down. Two of them went upstairs to his room.
Why does he always keeping me on waiting. Does he think he's some sort of a king?
I huffed and were literally losing all my shits. Till I heard them.
"He's here!!" They squealed. Too much of an opposite, I composed myself and cleared my throat. Thank God he's tall so when I'm looking forward all I can see is his chest. I gave it to him and our hands brushed. It was so quick and subtle, yet it already made my heart warm.
As practiced, Chaeyoung smoothly asked him if we can take a picture—for business purposes. I felt too stiff. This is too good to be true. Then I felt it, he leaned closer. Our arms touching, he smiled to the pic.
My heart was about to get off my rib cage. My insides were going crazy, yet, thankfully, I look completely normal outside.
When I got home, he texted me, thanking and saying that he really appreciates it. A warm feeling spread across my whole body.
The next day, my classmates and I talked about the event yesterday. They were bitching about how Yoongi didn't even thanked me and just left. I laughed so hard when I heard that. Because he did. Yoongi did thanked me before leaving, it just happened that it was loud enough for only me to hear it. Now, it felt more special.
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"Have you ever thought of the probable major reason for what you're feeling?"
Here we go again.
How can I focus on what's wrong with me, when you're right here? Worse, as my doctor.
3 more appointments with him. I paid for this, I should at least gain something.
"Maybe... because up to this day, I still blame myself for his death." My head hung low as I mumbled it.
Why do you always have to see my flaw, Min Yoongi?
This infatuation is slowly turning to hatred...
"You know it wasn't your fault."
I turned my head to him with a frown. So, he does remember me?
A tear fell from my cheek. I wiped it before he can even notice. I turned my hands into fist. 6 words. It was only 6 words yet he can already open my bare self.
"I-if I wasn't stubborn. He'd still be here. He followed me. You saw that. If only he didn't. He'd still be here."
I felt a lump in my throat. Those memories. It was too vivid as if it just happened yesterday.
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Spring 2012
"I told you, I don't want to!"
Another day, another argument to have with my mother.
Why is she so pushy on making me go to states?
"It's for your own sake! Studying here at this campus will let you go nowhere."
"What? So eager to get rid of me?!" I yelled while we drive to campus.
"Jeon Y/n! Don't you dare shout at your mother." My father said sternly as he drives.
As we were near the campus, I lost it.
"Drop me off." 1.. 2.. 3... "I said, drop me off, dad." Keeping my voice low yet so stern it could cut apples.
My father stopped the car and I get out of it.
I was mindlessly crossing the road that I didn't notice a four wheeler truck coming at me.
Then I felt a pair of hands pushed me hard, and before I knew it, screams were heard. My mom's loud cries were ringing in my ears. Tears were coming out of me uncontrollably. Blood all over him. I crawled, oh so slowly and trembling. Before I could even reach him, my mom pushed me aside and called for help.
Minutes later, I heard the sirens of the ambulance. I was just there. Staring at him. No words coming out.
It started raining. It was a light rain, yet even with those subtle touch, it made my whole body flinch and freeze.
Till I felt someone's embrace. Someone was covering me with their jacket. Who could possibly care for me if it wasn't my father.
Slowly, I turned my head towards the person.
Why it has to be you?
"Everything's gonna be okay. The ambulance is taking your father already."
He spoke in a soothing tone. Yet no matter how warm or soft his voice is, I can't somehow get out the ice cage I'm in.
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"Do you think your father would want you to think that way? It's been years Y/n, what happened that you're back at this again?"
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Bewitched | JJK
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In a world where magic pulsed quietly beneath the surface, he showed up. Too curious. Too kind. And maybe just a little too familiar. The closer he got, the harder I pushed him away. And in this place built on secrets, even the smallest spark can unravel everything. Maybe having him by my side isn’t that bad…
Pairing: Jungkook x Reader
Genre: WITCH!! Fluff(?) matured(?), fantasy, angst(?) slow burn, hate->?
This is a work of fiction. Events, characters, and depictions are entirely imagined and do not represent the real-life actions or personalities of any real individuals, including the idols mentioned.
A/N: Reader is MEANY MEAN at first (?) I like my oc's a girlboss hehe ^^
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“What do you mean I have to take care of… it? I’m not a babysitter, you know?” I huffed as I eyed the man—who is twice my size, if I must say. But knowing myself, no matter how big he is, it didn't matter. With a simple spell, he could be flying out of my house now. He had his bag on his shoulder, and the other two bigger bags on his hands. He really seemed like he planned to live here—as if I'd let him!
This place is my sanctuary, definitely not for someone like him.
“I'm 26 years old… not a baby,” he muttered, which made me roll my eyes. 
“Well, I’m 248 years old. Do I look like I care?,” I replied as I smiled at him mockingly. 
His eyes widened as he met my gaze in a snap. I raised a brow at him, analyzing why he would react like that. If my trusted ally brought him here, he wouldn’t have reacted like that.
Jin cleared his throat to get our attention. “I’m not asking you to babysit him. I’m telling you to let him stay here and teach him some of your spells. Just enough that he could protect himself,” he said calmly, but his tone had that authority I’ve always known.
His statement made me pause and think. Crossing my arms, I eyed the youngest again. “Are you sure he’s… a witch? I don’t sense any mana in him.”
“There’s more than meets the eye, Y/n,” he said with a deep chuckle, smirking briefly before it fades right away. “And he’s a half-blood.”
I let out a loud laugh upon hearing his last statement. “A half-blood? Which moron would fall for a trap and fall for a… human?” I uttered with pure disgust, especially on the last word.
Laughing like there’s no tomorrow, Jin cut me off by the name I made sure I won’t hear again. “Lyra. His mother is Lyra while his father is a man-”
“Who betrayed her. You know I know him.” My jaw clenched at the mention of them. Memories of my best friend suddenly flooded my mind, and as for the man… My blood boiled just by hearing about him again. “The great Jeon Hyunsoo… The only human who somehow tricked the leader and made her leave all of us. Turn her back as if we were nothing but old comrades.” I spat, disgusted by the words that were coming out of my own mouth. 
Never have I ever thought, after all these years, I would hear from them again. Moreover, seeing their… child.
No wonder he looks familiar...
“W-what do you mean? My dad loved my mom. He would never...” The youngest chimed in, looking at me like a lost sheep.
“Oh, really?” I said before laughing sarcastically. Laughing like a maniac that I had become. “He loved your mom? Hmm… interesting… He loved her enough to betray the clan of her lover…”
Smirking, I walked closer to him, leaving some space—enough that he’d feel my maddening mana. “Say… do you remember seeing me when you were around… eight, perhaps? No? Ever wonder why?” My tone and voice were laced with deadly poison—clinging to the sharp prick of my words.
“Y/n, that’s enough.” Jin said sternly from behind which I completely ignored.
The young half-blood looked at me with uncertainty, shock… with fear, just how I like it. Thousands of questions must be running in his head by now, and who am I to not give him the answers.
Smiling like a creep, I asked him, “Tell me, are you fond of necklaces?”
“N-no…” He breathed, afraid that if he stepped with the wrong foot, he’d vanish through the air.
My brows narrowed while I pouted in a mocking manner. “That’s… sad. Anyways, do you wanna know what my necklace is made of?” 
He didn’t utter nor did he breathe. The corners of my lips tugged upward, forming a sadistic smile. A normal human—or any witch who knows me—would have their knees trembling, and they would immediately kneel and bow, begging for my nonexistent mercy. 
Even with his fear, he stood still. He surely is the son of Lyra—both are amusingly stubborn. Not even death made her falter. I knew it, because I saw it.
“My necklace is made by hundreds of humans’ and witches' memories. Some asked me to do it so that the pain they felt would be gone, while some were… Let’s say I had no choice but to take a certain memory.”
I stepped back, my grin earlier also faltered. “But do you know the curse of having this ability? I can’t take mine, or else my memory would ruin the others and it will break the necklace. All of the memories will scatter and float around like ghosts. Someone has to keep it. Sometimes, out of boredom, I play those memories like a video—using my necklace as a projector.”
“So… you’re saying that you have a certain memory of mine?” He uttered in disbelief.
“Bingo!” I winked at him, mocking him even more. “You’re not that dumb after all, I guess.”
“Why?! What is it about?” His voice raised a bit. The earlier fearful gaze turned into… something. A flicker of defiance in his eyes as he stepped closer.
Did I see it right? No… It’s impossible. From what I know, I’m the only witch left who has that trait.
“It’ll be better, if you don’t know.” Jin chimed in, stepping to stand in between us.
“He’s right, kiddo. Even though I’d love to torment you with the memories—I can’t. I can’t make you watch it nor give back the memory itself to you.” I shrugged casually before walking away to plop myself on the couch.
“Why?” he asked in a stern tone.
I chuckled sarcastically as I turned on the TV. “I’ve never tried, and… I don’t wanna try. Who knows if the consequence is way worse.”
Sensing that he’d ask more, I murmured a simple spell so that he’d fall asleep. I closed my eyes as I vividly imagined his face before whispering, “Extovea…” (eks-to-vi-yah)
Soon, a loud thud echoed across the room that left me smirking. Changing channels as I couldn’t care less to bother to even check on him. Before I could find something to watch, Jin stepped in front—blocking the screen.
He’s gonna nag, isn’t he?
“Y/n? Really?” Jin groaned and snatched the remote in my hand. “Now I have to carry him to his room,” he said as he glared at me.
With a scoff, I raised a brow and stood up to meet his eyes that bore into me. “What room? I never agreed to let him stay here.” 
“Y/n, this is not up for discussion. He'll stay here,” he said sternly, his eyes throwing daggers at me. 
“Then why does he have to stay here? Why here?”
“Because you can protect him.”
I took a step back, not expecting him—out of all people— to ask me such a favor like this. “And what made you think that I'd protect his—their child?” I spat as I gritted my teeth.
“Because I know you. You won't let the past ruin the future,” he said, his voice remained neutral and calm. 
Hypocrite…
I scoffed, “Fine. Protect him from who exactly?”
I could see the hesitation in his eyes… But why? 
“I… I can't tell you yet.”
“Wha—No. Tell me or I'll feed him to the wild boars.”
“Oh, you wouldn't do that.”
I snorted and smirked at him—daring him to push my limits. “We'll see…”
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“He can shapeshift into any animal...? The young half-blood asked as he stared at my bruises.
We're sitting in the living room where the situation all started.
He had just woken up from his sweet little nap an hour ago. I told him that if he ever does something stupid, I'd turn him into a frog—good thing he's stupid enough to believe it. 
Then I asked him how he met Jin, and no wonder that dirty shapeshifter was away from me for weeks—he had been the kid's pet, a cat, to be exact. 
“Yeah… And this is all because of you! He turned into a bird and pecked me nonstop… Witches don't heal like humans do, you know?” I hissed when I dabbed the drenched cotton on the bruises. 
Of course he doesn't.
“Anyways, I didn't get your name.”
“Oh- I'm Jungkook…”
“Such an ugly name… I bet your father chose it, huh?” I snorted, trying to focus on my wounds.
His brows twitched before he calmly replied, “My mom did, actually…
Whatever.
I scoffed as I finished treating my wounds.
Jungkook just stared at me the whole time. I didn't know why, but even his breathing irked me so much.
Gritting my teeth, I turned to him and frowned. “What?”
“Aren't you… uh… a witch? Can't you make a potion and heal yourself instead?” he said with a rather genuine curiosity that annoyed me even more.
Patience, Y/n… Jin told you he'd do it again if you won't teach this kid a thing or two.
"Witches don't work like that." I rolled my eyes and sighed. “Okay, listen. Witches have different special traits. 
First, Florohex (flor-oh-hex). They're the nature witches. They take care of the balance of nature in this world. Since humans like to destroy anything that breathes. They make potions to plant, or in rare areas they make barriers.
“W-witches do that?” He stuttered as he hesitated—seeming like testing the waters.
I scoffed, annoyed by how much explaining I needed to do. “Humans portrayed us as the ones that destroy everything—the wicked. But, I think you're old enough to know that humans are, right?”
“Well… kinda…I mean, not all.”
“Yeah, whatever. Next is, Faunex (fow-nex). They guard and can communicate with animals. Some can even transform into them—like Jin. They also ensure ecological balance.
Next is the stereotype witch, Nocturex (noc-tuh-rex). They practice black magic.”
“Like, cursing people?”
“Exactly—cursing people. They are the last type of witches you'd want to meet. Don't you ever mess with them, got it?”
Even with fear in his eyes, he nodded—understanding the possible consequences.
“And the last one, is Sanohex (sah-no-hex). They're practically the healers. Can cure everything but can never revive the dead. But the thing is… it's probably the most useless one.”
Jungkook frowned and tilted his head. “Why is it useless?”
It's weird to see that face looking so… naive.
“Because that kind of witch can heal others but not themselves. It's a curse, I think. That's why some use Sanohex as their slaves—a lot have died from it.” I said bluntly as I put away the medicines that I had used. “But Sanohex can heal a fellow Sanohex too.”
“Then… What kind of witch are you?”
I smirked, turning my gaze to him. “Why don't we test my powers on you to know?”
He quickly looked away. It's kinda odd to see a grown man like him looking so scared… or flushed? 
As I let out a dark chuckle, I walked away to put the things in the small drawer next to the TV.
“Every witch is born with mana. It is the only way someone could practice these magics. Without mana, no matter how many times you chant a spell or do those ridiculous gestures you see on TV, it'll be useless.” I paused, looking back at him. “Thinking about it… I don't sense any mana in you…”
“How do you know if a person has mana?”
I walked back and sat close to him—where he quickly scooted away, making sure there was enough space for him to escape. I snorted, and got closer to him again. Before he could scoot away again, I forced him to look at me. Grasping his face with both of my hands as I leaned in closer.
“Stay still. Look at my eyes,” I said softly but still had that commanding edge. Jungkook did as he's told, then I asked him, “What do you see?”
“Uh… eyes?”
My patience was wearing thin with this kid. It took more than just courage to keep myself from rolling my eyes at him.
“What color are they?”
His eyes widened—probably because of the realization. “P-purple..?”
“Technically amethyst purple, but sure.” I shrugged before losing my hold onto him and leaning back. “Witches have different types of eye color, depending on their mana or what type they are. Other than that, you'll just feel it. Like… spider sense. Have you watched that movie? Excellent, if I must say.”
Regardless of my babbling, Jungkook remained still—as if looking so confused.
“We're the same,” he uttered.
“Wha-”
“Our eye color—it's the same.”
I snorted, waving him off dismissively. “It's impossible. Witches like me are rare.”
“No, wait,” he said before touching the inside of his eye.
“Oh fuck—What the heck? Why are you taking out your eyeball? Put it back! For fucksake, put it back!!” I snapped as I was too disgusted to even look at him.
He choked on his laugh, and handed me something, but I refused and remained looking away. “If that's your fucking eyeball, keep it.”
“It's not my eyeball. It's a contact lens.” 
I slowly turned my gaze to his hand, still frowning disgustingly. “A what?”
“A… contact lens..? You've been living for years and never tried to use one? How do you buy stuffs or go outside without people batting an eye on you?”
I huffed, staring at the thin plastic. “I never had to buy my stuffs, I ask Jin for it. And… I only hangout in safe places.”
“So you've never tried to hang out in crowded places?”
“Yeah, what's so good about it? Especially since there's a bunch of useless humans.”
This time, he didn't suppress it and let out  a chuckle, showing his bunny-like smile. He must've gotten comfortable. 
But that didn't last.
When my eyes met his, I suddenly felt the surrounding blur. He wasn't bluffing at all. It was true—his eyes are like mine. The only thing is… it's only the left eye, the other one remains black like the ones humans have. 
In a beat, I came closer to him—pushing him that made his back hit the backrest. I pinned him to the couch and leaned in closer, staring deeply in his eye. 
His laugh died out and his breathing hitched.
“Why are your eyes like that?” I asked sternly.
“I-I don't know… It's been like this since I was born,” he said softly, his eyes flickered to my lips.
“Impossible… Lyra is a florohex… Y-you can't…” My words faltered and my hold on him loosened. I stood up, pacing back and forth as I tried to think of every possible reason why I didn't sense it right away. 
I stopped my track, looking back at him. I met his innocent gaze—contrast to my icy glare. “Then why the fuck I don't sense your mana?! You've been walking around freely all this time when you're—UGH!”
Sensing my panic, he looked at me confused. “I'm what?”
“You're a Sanohex—like me.”
He gaped, nodding slightly before he replied. “So what?”
I scoffed, “ ‘So what?’ You don't know half of the ability us Sanohex have. If any human or Nocturex find out… You'd be dead—worse, slave.” I paused, only to see his reaction still looking at me with those big doe eyes. 
I despise how you got his eyes…
“And the fact that you're a child of Lyra…” I paused, feeling a tight knot in my chest. 
and Hyunsoo…
“..doesn't help at all. Is this why Jin brought you here? Because he knows you're a Sanohex?”
He nodded slowly, “M-maybe..? He never really told me why he brought me here.”
I snorted, finding how ironic it is. “What a good kid you are, huh? So you just follow random people?”
“I don't really have much going on in my life, and he said he'll bring me somewhere where I belong...” he uttered softly—still pouting like a sulky child.
“Well obviously, he's a fraud. You don't belong here. Not in my place at least.”
I sat on the couch once again—far from him. With crossed arms, I thought of all possible things that could happen if I kicked him out.
First and foremost, I'll have my peace. Second, I won't have to deal with him nor teach him. And lastly… I won't have to see the face of the constant reminder of where it all went wrong.
But all these excuses are nothing compared to the consequence of him living out there. Because one thing for sure, Nocturex will be out looking for him, and who knows what would they do as they use his limbs for potions—not that I care—or use his ability to do cruel things to other witches… 
It'll be like the Midnight Times again.
After a long dreadful silence, my train of thoughts were cut off when Jungkook spoke. “Just… let me stay. Please… Just for a month…”
His words were faint but audible enough to pull me from the abyss of contemplation.
With gritted teeth, I replied as I made up my mind. “Fine… But you'll do as you're told. No buts and especially—no complaining.”
His eyes lit up like a puppy seeing his owner. He nodded as he smiled. “Got it. Oh—by the way… what should I call you? Master?”
I frowned, feeling weird about someone calling me a ‘master’. “Just—just Y/n.”
“Okay… Y/n… Can I ask a question?”
Raising a brow, I replied, “Already?”
Jungkook rubbed his nape as he looked away. “You told me you're 248 years old, right?”
“Yeah? What about it?”
“You… weren't lying about it..?”
He believes that I'm a witch, but not about my age? Kids these days...
“Why would I lie about my age like some teenager wanting to watch porno?” I deadpanned.
“H-how come you look so… young?”
Ah… I see…
Instead of answering right away, I stood up and walked towards him. He watched my every move as I did so. When I'm right in front of him, he looked up at me with the same naive, wide-eyed doe eyes. I smirked as I crouched down—enough that our faces were inches apart.
“What? Are you…” I paused, leaning even closer that I saw how his eyes flickered to my lips then back to my eyes again. “attracted to me?”
His Adam's apple bobbed, and immediately looked away. “Wha—Why would I be attracted to a granny,” he said as he scoffed.
Did he just scoff at me? Called me granny?
Jungkook’s eyes widened—probably at the realization of what he did and called me, but my grin only widened. 
I traced his cheek down to his jaw with the back of my hand. “You know what?.. I think you're right. I'm starting to look like a granny again… Your skin is soft, by the way…Oh- Do you wanna know how I keep my youthful face?”
I knew how much my touch affected him and sent a shiver to his spine by how his breathing hitched. He hesitated but faced me anyway. “H-how..?” he asked, gulping once again, seemingly finding it hard to speak without stuttering. 
My hand went downwards toward his chin, tilting his head a bit. “With a cauldron… I heat up a lot of water…” My voice that was once soft went stern with my next words—wanting to scare and mock him more. “and boil the young half-bloods. Peel their skin after, then eat it.”
His eyes went wide. His body froze—eating my bullshit once again.
I leaned back, laughing out loud as I genuinely enjoyed his reaction. It might be the first time in a while someone made me laugh like this.
How can someone be so naive?
I clutched my stomach as it started to hurt from laughing so much. “You should've seen your face—wait—my stomach hurts.”
He frowned and stood up, “Then—were you lying about your age too?”
My laughter soon died out as I noticed how he easily towered over me. I sighed, looking at him deadpan. “Why are you so curious about my age—”
He cut me off before I could even finish my snarky reply. “Just— Earlier… you seemed like you know my parents a lot… So, I was wondering how you knew them that much when you look…like the same age as me. I've never seen you my whole life…”
“I really seem like I know a lot about them, don't I? I thought I knew them… I was wrong. Besides, it's in the past. I don't really care about them anymore.” I bluntly said as I shrugged, hoping he'd drop the topic.
Despite my flat reply, he remained unfazed and curious about it. Standing on his ground, he looked at me pleadingly—so eager to hear some answers.
“So, you knew them? Were you close? How come they never mentioned you once?”
If you only knew how much I want to sew your mouth… Be thankful to Jin, half-blood.
I snorted. “They didn't, huh? That… Well, I'm not really expecting anything from them. But yeah, let's say, we were friends… Also, I told you, we met once. I just erased your memory of it.”
“Why?”
I shrugged again—this time, in a mocking manner—as I grinned at him like a maniac.
“Give me a break, kid. You think you're the only one trying to adapt this new infos? Nuh-uh. What I feel right now is much worse. Some things are not meant to be answered.” 
As I was about to walk away, I couldn't help but answer his earlier question. “Oh—and, us—witches—don't get old. I stopped aging at the age of 25, and you seem like that too.” I paused, as I saw his lost innocent gaze at me. Him biting his lips a bit as he sulkily pouted. “248 years old sounds ancient, huh?… In human years, think of me as 24 years old…”
I huffed before turning my back at him and walked away—not giving him the chance to respond. I locked myself up in my room and threw myself on the bed.
“Why did I suddenly feel the need to empathize with him…” I mumbled, and before I knew it, I fell asleep.
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(Jungkook POV)
<1 month ago>
After I resigned from my shitty job, it's been a while and I've been applying for another—better—job everywhere but none of them accepted me. I guess this is what I get for becoming a college dropout. 
But was it really my fault? Or was it society's? 
I've been lost for a while now—too confused on which path I'd take. The only savings I have left is the only thing that kept me alive.
Walking on the sidewalk, soft light by the lamp post illuminates the dark street. Each step of mine felt heavy as I dragged myself toward the only thing that was left to me. The house that used to be lived in by the three most cheerful souls in the world—our family house. 
Actually, if I'd sell the house and lot, I'd get enough money to survive for three more years—but I won't. I promised my mom to keep this house and never leave my dad's side.
But not all promises are meant to be kept. As much as I love my dad, there's no fucking way I’d stay with him on his grave. I mean—of course I visit him and mom from time to time. Besides, why would he need me there when his grave is literally beside her.
That's why the house is the only thing I have that reminds me of them. 
When I was younger, they never liked to get us a picture. Even if we did, my mom would immediately burn it. She told me to never keep a picture of us three.
But did I listen? No. I kept at least one; stuck it in my journal to have at least a reminder of their faces—their existence.
As I neared my house, I saw a black cat on my way to it. It looks like it's shivering from the cold, but he also doesn't look like a street cat. His fur was shiny and smooth—as if he was taken care of by the royals.
Thinking about it, he might be lost… just like me.
I crouched down, petting its soft fur. The cat purred at my touch, leaning even more to it. I chuckled, feeling soft at the sight of the cat.
Wait—Aren't black cats considered bad luck? Well… Who am I to say that.. Between me and this cat, I’ve had so much bad luck, I might start producing it too.
“Are you cold, buddy?”
It seemed like he understood me, and jumped to me. I was surprised but caught him just on time. “You like me, don't you?” I chuckled, and stood up with him in my arms, starting to walk again.
I brought him inside the house, putting him down as I went to the kitchen. I took a container and filled it with water and let him drink. 
He only sniffed it, walking graciously back to me. “You don't like it? It's water. You can never go wrong with water.”
The cat looked up at me, looking at me dead in the eye. I pouted slightly as I lifted him up, and put him in my arms. “Okay, Mr Attitude… You're choosy for a stray cat, huh?”
I walked back to the living room as I plopped myself on the couch—the cat was still in my arms.
“Do you have a name?” 
The cat only stared at me.
“Right… That was stupid. Anyways, I should give you one!”
But can I even afford to take care of a cat? 
I shook off that thought. I certainly can't just let him stay there freezing.
“Hmm… Let's see… I'm Jeon Jungkook… I should name you after a food—Kimchi! So, it'll be Kimchijeon, get it?” I laughed loudly, and the cat slapped me.
HE SLAPPED ME??  
Not even scratch or bite—but slap. Of course since it's a cat, it rather felt like a hard pat.
“Ow… Bad kitty,” I muttered as I frowned at him. “Fine… I'll call you kitty for now since I'm too tired to think of names.”
I put him down the couch and went to my room to get a towel. With a soft towel in my arms when I came back, I placed it around him. I'm not gonna lie, he's pretty much obedient and behave for a stray cat.
“Don't pee nor poop in here, got it?” I said as I pet the cat once again. “Good night, kitty.”
After petting him more, I walked back to my room and threw myself on the bed—too tired from today's event. I sighed as I stared at the wall clock.
9:30… and I haven't even eaten.
“Just breathe today and hope to breathe tomorrow.” I murmured the phrase that I always say whenever I have a hard time. It was my way to keep me sane and keep on going every day. It pretty much works, I think. 
Murmuring it a few more times before I drifted off to sleep.
“Just breathe today and hope to breathe tomorrow…”
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Weeks have passed, and I was sitting on the couch while watching TV when the electricity suddenly went off.
“Ugh… Shit.”  I groaned as I turned to the cat beside me. “Sorry, buddy. No electricity for now…”
The payment was probably due today, and if you ask me? I don't really mind. I knew it's going to happen anyway.
I reached out for my phone and went to my email. Constantly refreshing it to check if I at least passed an interview. 
Still, none.
I didn't know if it's because of the headache I've been having for a while, but I heard soft voices chanting in the back of my head.
“Sotamul… Sotamul… Sotamul…” (SOH-tah-mul) 
Their chants made me feel like I'm getting hypnotized—even if their voices sound too far away.
“Don't listen to it, kid.”
Another voice brought me back to reality. My head snapped to look where the voice came from since the sound was loud enough—as if the person was literally beside me.
But I found no one. 
After those voices, the house fell completely silent. I could even hear my breathing.
“Great. I'm unemployed, my electricity got cut off, and now I'm starting to hear voices… Just great.” 
Then just right after I paused, the same voice of a man echoed across the room. “Life's hard, huh?”
I whipped my head to the side where the voice came from, but I still saw no one.
I swear… it sounded so close.
“Hey, eyes down here.” 
I did as it said, but all I saw was my cat staring at me.  
“D-did you…”
“Boo..?”
My eyes widened, and before I fainted, I heard him mutter, “What a human thing to do. Still amazes me every time this happens.”
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When I gained consciousness, my eyes fluttered open. I felt someone poked my cheek, then a voice echoed through my ears. 
“Are you awake? Whoa… You guys really have the same eye…”
My head snapped toward the side, only to find a strange man looking back at me. I sat up immediately, shifting into a guarded stance—even though my limbs feel weak. “Who are you?!”
“Calm down, kid. Those stupid witches’ spell is still working a bit on you.” 
“Answer my question! How did you get inside?!”
“Ooh… scary,” he muttered, a subtle smirk formed on his lips. “You know me as kitty,” he paused, rolling his eyes before he continued. “but my name is Seokjin. Kim Seokjin.”
“Wha—Are you kidding me right now??”
He shook his head, and replied bluntly. “No. I'm a witch, and I turned into a cat to see if the rumors were true.”
“A witch? Rumors? I-i don't understand—what rumors?”
“That you have a different eye color on your left eye. A rare one, if I must say. But, dear great heavens, you were always not at home and even if you are, I barely see you without your contacts.” He huffed as he crossed his arms.
I didn't put my guard down, still not able to understand what was going on. “I don't believe you.”
“Really?” 
Then he took something from his coat that made me even back away. Who knows if he has a gun in there.
He chuckled as he saw my reaction, and then he took it out.
“A stick?”
“It is a wand. Now, watch.” 
With a swirling gesture, he uttered a spell and pointed it at the glass of water on the table. The water soon turned red. The glass was a clear one so I saw how it subtly changed to red until it completely transformed.
What..?
He walked towards it, taking the glass and he lifted it up to his lips. “Hmm… A pretty good wine made by a pretty witch. Wanna taste?” he said, offering it to me as he extended the glass.
“No.”
“So you believe me now? Or do you want me to turn you into a frog so you would?”
I frowned, putting my guard down, and sat back on the couch. “Fine.” I sighed as I slowly processed whatever was going on. “But why are you here? Why are you interested in my left eye?”
As I thought he would snidely reply to me, he did the opposite instead. He smiled and sat on the chair across from me. “I'm gonna be honest with you, Jungkook. You're not safe here. Especially since you're alone. Sooner or later, they will find you.”
So that smile was supposed to be a reassuring one…
“Who's 'they' ? Why am I not safe? Who are you exactly?” I tried to ask as calmly as possible, not wanting to show how scared I am right now.
“I can't explain the full details, but all I'm asking of you is to trust me. I'll bring you somewhere you truly belong.”
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“Okay… So, she's kinda mean, but trust me, she's a softie behind her rigid armor,” Jin hyung chuckled as he rubbed his nape.
Yesterday, I found out that I'm half witch. To be exact—I just found out that my mom was actually some type of leader of the witches. I also learned that me being a half witch means my mana is twice more powerful than an average witch—given that my mother was also a powerful one.
But weirdly, Jin hyung said he doesn't sense any mana in me, nor do I feel anything odd.
It was still a lot to process, but because of it, I somehow realized why my mom was so strict back then. 
After Jin hyung mentally prepared me, we went inside of the house. As soon as we entered, a dagger flew across the room, and nearly hit me—right beside my head to be exact. It got stuck on the wall behind me which left me frozen.
“Where were you?” A voice of a woman echoed across the room.
And as I searched for where the voice came from, my eyes landed on the most beautiful woman I've ever seen. My eyes widened, heart beating fast as if it wanted to burst out of my ribs—I even forgot how to breathe.
Whoa… She's really pretty…
“Yah! Don't you know how I've been craving for buldak??” she exclaimed as she put her phone in front of Jin hyung's face—showing a mukbang video. 
It seems like she didn't sense my presence yet as she kept on nagging at him.
“Where were you that you were away for weeks, huh?! Tsk.”
“You're so dramatic. Anyways, I was away because I was sorting some stuff,” Jin hyung calmly replied.
“In this age? What ‘stuff’ were you sorting?” she scoffed as she eyed the man.
Jin hyung shrugged and he pointed at me. “This stuff.”
She turned her head towards me, raising her brow as she did. “And… Wait—Is he a human?”
“He's not. He's a witch. I brought him here because I trust you that you will take care of him.”
She snorted, then eyed me from head to toe. “What do you mean I have to take care of… it?” The way she uttered the last word—I could feel her disgust.
Okay… That was rude…
“I'm not a babysitter, you know?” she added.
Damn… for a pretty woman, she's really mean. Jin hyung was right.
I refrain from scoffing or react anything negatively. I'll be living in here from now on after all. I want to be closer to her—maybe a little too close. 
The way she acts so rudely for someone who looks younger than me doesn't sit right.
So, I decided to at least mutter my age to let her know that she should at least give me some respect, and  show that I'm at the age where I'm a bit responsible and I won't be a nuisance for the time being that I'd stay here. “I'm 26 years old… not a baby.”
“Well, I'm 248 years old. Do I look like I care?” she sneered.
My eyes widened, not expecting her to say that at all.
248 what?! No wonder she's mean… The last time I worked in a nursing home, old people were mad—mad, at first. They eventually warmed up because who doesn't melt with this face?
Jin hyung cleared his throat. “I'm not asking you to babysit him. I'm telling you to let him stay here and teach him some of your spells. Just enough that he could protect himself.”
Crossing her arms, she eyed me again. “Are you sure he's… a witch? I don't sense any mana in him.”
“There's more than meets the eye, Y/n,” he said with a deep chuckle.
Why don't just Jin hyung say that my left eye is purple?
He smirked briefly before it faded right away. “And he's a half -blood,” he added.
Unexpectedly, she let out a loud mocking laugh. “A half-blood? Which moron would fall for a trap and fall for a… human?” Her words dripped with an immense disgust that made me wonder, Why does she seem like she hates humans that much?
Even with her sarcasm, she kept laughing like there was no tomorrow. But it soon died down when Jin hyung cut her off. 
“Lyra. His mother is Lyra while his father is a man-”
“Who betrayed her. You know I know him.” I could see the way her jaw clenched; her eyes having this visible irritation just by the mention of my parents.
They know each other?
“The great Jeon Hyunsoo… The only human who somehow tricked the leader and made her leave all of us. Turn her back as if we were nothing but old comrades.”
Okay… Something bad really happened. 
Even though I sensed something wrong, I couldn't help but feel a sting hearing her bad mouth my parents.
I grew up seeing how much they loved each other. No one knows them better than I do.
At least that was what I knew.
I tried to remain calm but it only made me stutter as a result. “W-what do you mean? My dad loved my mom. He would never…”
“Oh, really?” She laughed out loud again before continuing. “He loved your mom? Hmm… interesting… He loved her enough to betray the clan of her lover?”
What is she talking about? What clan?
Hundreds of questions ran through my mind but I couldn't voice them out because the next thing I knew, she was so close to me.
 “Say… do you remember seeing me when you were around… eight, perhaps?”
I stood still, holding my breath as she was too close.
We already met each other? What is she talking about now..?
When I didn’t answer, she continued. I could tell by her voice that she wanted me gone. “No? Ever wonder why?”
“Y/n, that’s enough.” 
My eyes flicked to Jin and saw how he gripped the bridge of his nose. While on the other hand, the woman in front of me remained unfazed—grinning eerily as she stared at me.
“Tell me, are you fond of necklaces?”
I blinked, confused by her antics—and kinda scared of her at the same time. She’s a powerful witch after all—based on what Jin said, at least.
“N-no…” 
Why does my voice keep trembling? Man up, Jungkook!
She frowned as she pouted. I had to bite the inside of my cheek just to suppress my emotion.
It’s unfair how she’s mean and cute… But something really feels off.
“That’s… sad. Anyways, do you wanna know what my necklace is made of?” 
I didn’t reply, too scared of what I’ll find out with her next words.
“My necklace is made of hundreds of humans’ and witches' memories. Some asked me to do it so that the pain they felt would be gone, while some were… Let’s say I had no choice but to take a certain memory.”
Wha— Okay… This is getting out of hand.
I frowned, looking everywhere but them. My mind couldn’t fully register what she said as my confusion and curiosity rose. 
“But do you know the curse of having this ability? I can’t take mine, or else my memory would ruin the others and it will break the necklace. All of the memories will scatter and float around like ghosts. Someone has to keep it. Sometimes, out of boredom, I play those memories like a video—using my necklace as a projector.”
After a long pause, I found my voice.
“So… you’re saying that you have a certain memory of mine?”
“Bingo! You’re not that dumb after all, I guess.”
As she kept mocking me, I couldn’t help but feel that pit in my stomach—the one I used to feel whenever these things happened. The one that made me fall into a void of madness and made it hard to crawl back. It was a feeling that was too hard for me to explain, but also the feeling that was too familiar—like it clung to me since I was a child.
When I looked back at her, she was already a few feet away from me.
I took a step, glaring at her—no—pleading her to give me some answers. 
“Why?! What is it about?”
If it's about my parents, I have to know it.
“It’ll be better, if you don’t know.” Jin chimed in, stepping to stand in between us.
“He’s right, kiddo. Even though I’d love to torment you with the memories—I can’t. I can’t make you watch it nor give back the memory itself to you.” she shrugged casually before walking away to plop herself on the couch.
“Why?” I kept my voice grounded but my fists clenched on my side.
She only chuckled sarcastically as she turned on the TV. “I’ve never tried, and… I don’t wanna try. Who knows if the consequence is way worse.”
As I opened my mouth to reply, a wave of dizziness hit me. Everything sounded so muffled, my limbs felt weak—and before I knew it, I collapsed on the ground.
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“B-but… we need you, Lyra. Everyone is dying out there a-and you—you chose him? His kind??” 
It's been months since she cut herself off from us—the one she used to call her family. Even I didn't want to ask for help from her, but we knew we'd be too helpless to fight back with the Norturex, especially now that they forged an alliance with the humans.
“I have a family now, Y/n. I have to protect them too,” her voice was grounded, the kind that she only used to talk with the people she considers an enemy—never for me.
“Y/n… please leave. We're sorry,” Hyunsoo pleaded but not one bit it sounded sincere.
I took a step back, my lips trembled as I tried to form my thoughts into words. Frowning, I looked everywhere but them. I felt something flowed into my veins. My vision became blurry, my head hurt so much I couldn't bear it.
This is beyond betrayal. 
“But we were your family too!! Innocent witches are dying out there, and all you care about is if your family is too happy to care in the world!!!” I yelled as I felt my mana overflowing in my core. 
Turning my hand into fist, I closed my eyes. I felt so hopeless… so alone. 
“I trusted you, but you tore me apart.” 
The ring in my finger started to crack, and I felt my body starting to heat up too. 
As I opened my eyes, I never felt this kind of rage before. It hurts so much, yet it feels good.
“Y-y/n… Calm down… Y-you're turning to—” Lyra's voice cracked, her eyes widened in panic.
My senses became too sensitive; I even heard a small voice coming to the side. I turned my head towards it, and I saw a small child peeking from his bedroom, his big does eyes looking at me with awe and astonishment.
“Wow… you're beautiful…” 
“Jungkook, go back inside! Now!” Lyra commanded that made him flinch. “Take our son, I'll take care of Y/n,” she muttered to her husband, but before Hyunsoo could even take a step, I muttered a spell to freeze him on his spot.
“Y/n, don’t.”
She tackled me with her spell as she whipped her wand. I quickly fought back making her stumble.
Never once in a hundred years I had hurt her like that. I didn't know why but I felt that my power overflowed.
No… This is not good…
I snapped my head to the mirror on the side, and my eyes landed on the monster that was looking back at me.
No… This can't…
I felt my chest tighten—worsening the pain that I feel emotionally and physically.
My eyes glowed into deep red, and black lines slowly ran down to my face and body, like a cursed, etched ink. 
I felt a hand softly tugging my pinky finger. I looked down on it, only to see the kid's innocent eyes again—looking at me with confusion but the awe in it never left.
“Why are you crying?”
“H-huh?” 
I didn't even notice that tears flowed down on my cheeks as I felt my rage overflowing in me more.
I crouched down to meet his eyes, confused by this bizarre kid. 
“Aren't you scared of me? I literally just made your mother fly across the room.” 
Even my voice sounded so different in my ears. I felt so disgusted.
The kid chuckled a bit before replying. “ I think I'm not. Also, my mom is strong so she'll be fine. But… I don't know about you…” he pouted, his hold on my pinky tightened.
“You're weird. You're not scared of me? With this look? Not even a bit?” My eyes narrowed at him but he looked rather amazed.
“You look like a superhero character I'd see in comics, so why would I?” he cheekily grinned.
I didn't know why, but the longer I had contact with this small human, I felt more at ease. My mind that was cloudy became clear, and so does the ink on my skin.
“Oh- It's gone? Your eyes changed too.” He looked at me in confusion before he cracked a smile again. “You look better in this. You look more of a fairy than a superhero now, though..”
Coming to my senses, I pulled back. “You're weird.”
“But cute?” he grinned.
I let out a soft chuckle as I shook my head.
He's weird… Or maybe it was just me for feeling this calm sensation when we touched.
Taking a step back, I swished my finger as I muttered a spell. “Extovea…”
Soon as he was out of his consciousness, I held my necklace and hovered my other hand on his head. I said the spell three times to make it work and make sure he won't remember anything of this day. 
“Scordomemora… Scordomemora… Scordomemora…” (skor-do-me-MO-ra)
The last thing I want—even though I hate his kind—is to traumatize the innocent.
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I should've known since then. You saved me once again.
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A/N 2: I really thought deep and hard bcz the trope might be "weird" but I promise, it won't be. hehe
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sglossmin ¡ 11 days ago
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MUSE | MYG
Since Muse is ending, I want to know if you want this. Y'all gave so much love for it even though it might be crappy since it's my first ff ʕ•ᴗ•ʔ
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sglossmin ¡ 16 days ago
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YOONGI YOONGI YOOONGIIIIII
prettiest hearts have the prettiest faces they say...
Another reason why we should love Yoongi. He's the most loveable person I've known. ILOVEHIMMM
THEY CALL HIM TEACHER MIN (민 선생님)😭🫂
"Teacher Min! I often listen to this song with my dad when we go camping. Please play it first"
"Teacher Min I want to perform the xylophone and ukulele I learned in the Mind Program in front of more people! I think I can do it"
"Teacher Min the reason handbells are good is because they sound like rain."
Yoongi is a good hooman.
Be like Yoongi.
o(╥﹏╥)o
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HIS SMILE DEF HEALED SOMETHING IN ME😭😭😭🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂
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sglossmin ¡ 17 days ago
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Sorry for not updating as usual guys😭😭
I SWEAR I WANT TO—BUT IM JUST TOO BUSYY AHHHHHH
I already have the draft and the whole outline for the next / LAST chapter.
Y'all read it right—last chap...
I really want it to make it long and just pure of emotions that why I'm taking a while to write.
Also, there'll be a oneshot(?) lolll
It's the alternate universe where (Muse) Yoongi x Reader are classmates...
in short—ACADEMIC RIVALLSSS🔥🔥🔥
but before that, I'd also upload a new fic (JJK)!! That's what I'm editing right now because I'm tooooo inspired for its plot😝😝
Stay tuned!!
Muse | MYG
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Plot: What happens when the man you practically simp over in high school, is right now, sitting across you after almost 10 years of not seeing him? Worse? You're here for an appointment for therapy and he's your psychologist.
Available on WATTPAD (click here)
Pairing: SeniorStudent!Yoongi x JuniorStudent!Reader ---> Psychologist! Yoongi x Artist!Reader
Genre: Fluff, slight age gap, slice of life, a bit of angst, schoolmates to lovers(?)
This is a work of fiction. Events, characters, and depictions are entirely imagined and do not represent the real-life actions or personalities of any real individuals, including the idols mentioned.
Warnings: talks about mental and death...erm lemme know if you found any disturbing heh
Word count: dunno
A/N: This is...actually some sort of based irl looll (only the high school scenes, most of it) This is my first one shot work! Let me know if I'm lacking something. The current series that I'm still working rn is still not even half finished T_T T_T So I thought I might give it a try---write a oneshot heh I just started here to write in tumblr so I still don't know that much stuff. Feel free to comment so I can improve!! Ik some of those thing weren't even a thing at that time...
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"Shit..." I muttered right as I saw the man in a white coat, a clipboard in his arms while his hair softly falls down in his brows, reading his next patient's data. Just like the last time I saw him. Weird, huh? It's been years, yet... he still looks just the same.
Our eyes met, for the first time in a while. He frowned, it was so subtle and fast, no one would even know. But I did. Every little actions that he did, I always notice it. No matter what. I keep saying that the Y/n who just hit her puberty is no longer me, yet with my emotions right now, I can feel like my hormones are all over the place.
"Sit down," he smiled, gesturing the seat across him.
His voice so deep it sounds like soothing lullaby... Eyes so tired that I can tell he works so well... The warmth in his smile makes my heart skip a beat, forgetting why am I here in the first place...
Snap of it!
It took me a second to realize that I stared at him for too long. I cleared my throat, wishing my embarrassment would also go away. I smiled as I took the seat.
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Our session ended without him saying that he at least recognize me. Did it made me upset? Yeah... sort of. I mean, I didn't go there and paid him to reminisce our high school days, but still...
I huffed as I crumpled a paper.
"Ugh! Really? Y/n? Still drawing him?"
I uncrumpled it and stared at the newly drawing for a while. I leaned back in my chair and sighed... "I'll give it to him. He looks hot in that coat." I chuckled and stuck the paper back in my notebook. "I'm keeping it because I drew him too good, not that I still like him or anything. That would be just so stupid."
Ha! Right! Nothing else. I smiled, pleased with how I gaslight myself.
I stretched my back and arms. My body ached for having a shrimp position for a long time.
And before I know it, I fell asleep (again) in my studio.
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Summer 2010
Our last subject just finished and it's still raining heavily. I have no umbrella so my friends and I were forced to run. Reaching the covered court, I groaned. "Why call it summer when it rains this heavy??"
"Do they really think—us—high school students are waterproof?" Exclaimed by Sana while Chaeyoung just chuckled beside us. Our clothes were pretty wet but not that drenched.
We went upstage since there's some chair in there. Putting our bags down, we wait for the rain to stop. Us juniors only have to spend half day in the campus. Lucky, huh?
"Stay here, hm? You both can't leave me just because you guys have umbrella to share and your house are close." I glared at the both of them while they just snickered. They won't leave me otherwise, I know that.
It's been an hour, yet the rain don't seem to plan on stopping. It's about 1 now, we think. Seems like we're the only junior students in the campus. Suddenly, the seniors from the front building went outside. They went in the cover court. They were wearing some sort of costumes. It was ridiculous—Okay, not really. They seemed like they're going to dance.
We sat still from above across them and watch them prepare.
"Hey, Chae, wanna play?" I grinned as I whispered. Sana was too occupied with her phone that's why it was just the two of us who played.
We played Smash or Pass with every senior guy that I pointed. Until finally, I pointed it to the guy who's wearing a Thai hat(?) The gold ones, it seems like part of their costume.
"Hm... Smash!" Chaeyoung laughed and I did too. Cause miraculously, SAME.
We had a great laugh realizing we'd say smash.
We watched them dance and sing along with the music that were playing. Thinking about it, we might actually look like idiots. They can practically see us sing and dance with them since we're upstage.
After a while, I asked Chae, "What nickname should we give him?" It's our thing. Giving nicknames to people whether they look good or annoying. I think it's every friend groups should do.
"He looks like a cat and his eyes disappear too when he smiles... Kitty?"
"Kitty...?" Sounds weird so I proposed to change it. "What about Neko? Same meaning but doesn't sound weird." She agreed and since then, we called him Neko. With his sharp eyes and pale tone, he does looks like a kitty.
Few moments after, we planned a scheme. We went down to compare our height to his. We walked towards him as if we were just passing by and about to go to the canteen instead.
My and Chae's eyes went wide open. Gasping and staring at each other, the signal were sent.
Gosh, he's tall.
Oh gosh, he is.
A day or two passed since that. We randomly saw him when we went to buy in the canteen.
Then again.
And again.
And again.
Untill a few days have been passed and I keep on seeing him. To the point that... maybe... just maybe, it wasn't really a coincidence anymore.
New character unlocked?
When we were about to go back in our room, we met Hani. My bestfriend in elementary days.
"Y/n! Come here! Imma show you something. Actually—no—It's a someone." Hani dragged me and Chae went along with me.
Hani rant about how this guy looks so good, that in the first time in a while, they found someone who actually looks good in this campus.
Chae and I eyed each other. Were we thinking who we're thinking?
As we reached the third floor of the first year's building, across it was the senior's building. We stopped our track right in front of the exact room. The windows were open and from our spot, we can literally see him studying.
"Neko?"
"You know him?" Hani asked in which I nod.
I think we just found our sweet spot.
Chae and I sometimes went up there just to catch a glimpse of him. It was stupid and fun.
Until that day came.
As usual, Chae and I went to the third floor once again. We stayed in the balcony that faces their room. It was break time so everyone was all over the place. Then I felt it. Chae poked my side and pointed my front. I frowned and followed her finger. There was it, his teacher raising her brow at me. Then his classmates turned their heads toward me... 'till lastly, he did. Everyone was looking at ME. I noticed Chae was hiding on the wall divider of the balcony. I looked back at the teacher who's still looking at me.
"Do you need anything, Ms?" We were quite far but it was still audible.
"H-huh..?" That was all I could muster. It was even barely a whisper. My mouth was slightly open due to not knowing what to do nor say. It lasted like that for a few more seconds. Until I mustered all the courage and pride I have left in my body and shrugged it off and walked away. Frowning as if they got it wrong and I was simply hanging out there.
Walk
Walk
RUN
I went back to our room as soon as I noticed Chae was following me. When we get back, we were panting and sweating. Our classmates looked at us with weird looks. Not that I can blame them. One of our classmate asked us and we did tell the story.
It was our last time going in there.
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I felt someone flick my head. I groaned in annoyance.
"Noona, wake up!"
I grumbled as I sit up straight, realizing I fell asleep in the studio again.
"You know you don't have to flick me. Between the two of us, I'm the light sleeper." I mumbled while my eyes were focusing on the big guy in front of me.
He rolled his eyes at me. Up to this day, I wondered who did he got it from. "Eomma wants you to eat lunch with us."
I chuckled. "Your mother did? Wow, what a pleasure." I sassed.
He groaned and plopped himself at the couch. "Can't believe you still resent her."
"Kook, what kind of a daughter am I if I don't?"
Jungkook threw a pillow to me as he stood up. "Still. Eat with us."
And just like that, he walked away.
Life goes on, that's what they say.
I must've been nuts for going to therapy yesterday. It's not like, I'm seriously depressed.
Right..?
Living alone in the house that came from the paycheck of my drawings must be really the best accomplishment I've had. Who would've thought the high achieving in academics girl would end up in this job. It was pure mystery.
I stared at my empty fridge. I smiled. The only thing that kept me sane nowadays is this...
"Looks like, I need to go... shopping."
I grinned ear to ear while I spent my fortune.
"Who needs therapy, when you can go and do your grocery."
I picked out the foods I knew I'd eat while I finish the new dramas. I was about to get the last stock of my fave gummies until someone practically snatched it. Fast.
"H-hey-" I cut off myself from shouting when I realized who it was.
It was him. In normal clothes. Am I dreaming? Impossible. He wouldn't have clothes in the first place if I am.
"Oh, Ms Jeon." He smiled.
Smiled?
He has the nerve to smile after taking that gummy?
But... then again, who need those gummy bears when his gummy smile is practically the sweetest.
He cleared his throat. "Seems like we'll be seeing each other more often."
Uh...what? Is he trying to say that I have a severe mental illness so we'll literally see each other more?? This fucker...
He probably noticed my frown as he chuckled and shook his head. "Uhm, that might've come off the wrong way. I meant, I just moved in in this neighborhood."
Sorry, what..?
I laughed my nervousness away. It's not like we'll be neighbors. This neighborhood is way too big for us to see each other.
Is that why it was my first time seeing him in this grocery store?
"Well, welcome to the neighborhood." I chuckled, probably awkwardly and excused myself.
Damn it. It could've been my chance for us to talk and stuff, but I refused. I mean, with my looks right now? No thanks.
I skipped my lunch and didn't go to our family's house. I plopped myself on my bed and took out my old sketchbook.
Staring at my old drawings of him, it sure did bring back of the memories.
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2010
It's been a month yet we still don't know his name. We already did a lot of different shenanigans just to know it. He must be really like having a low profile. We found his classmate's account yet his are nowhere to be found. Maybe he doesn't go online...
I was staring at my computer, scrolling on whatever stuff pop up, then it hits me. Her sister. Hani's sister!
They're in the same year, so maybe, just maybe, she knows his name.
I quickly typed in to ask her. A girl from our year had a picture with him posted. I sent it to her.
"Hi eonni, can I ask u a question? Is there a chance that you know him?"
*Photo sent*
It took a while for her to respond.
"Uhm yeah, he's from our year"
"Can you tell me his name?"
"Min Yoongi"
"I think that's his name"
Min Yoongi... cute. It suits him.
Hours and hours later, I still couldn't find his account. Then as I was searching, there was this account, he was friends with Hani.
My eyes widen. "Min Suga? Could it be?"
I stalked the account and it was really him. No wonder I couldn't find his account—he wasn't using his real name! Likes to keep a low profile? Bullshit. He has more than 5k followers!
Moreover...he really...looks good.
I wonder if his face reflects his personality.
I added him as a friend and waited for the request to be accepted. I told Chae that if he didn't accepted it within 24 hours, I'll delete my request. I still have pride you know. Don't want to be one of those girls in his inbox.
It hasn't even been an hour and I got the notification. He accepted it! I squealed and danced in my room.
This is what being a youth, right?
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I clicked my tongue as I chuckled bitterly. "Youth is never coming back."
As I turn the pages more, my bell ringed. Jungkook never ring first, he just comes in whenever he wants to. I should really change the passcode. As for my mom, she never really bother coming here.
Expecting no one, I opened the door, only to gape at the man in front of me.
"You...like pies?"
Min Yoongi, in front of me, holding a pie, not just holding, but giving..?
"Uh...how close is your house exactly?" I didn't mean to sound rude, but rather genuinely curious.
He hesitatingly pointed the house across me.
The Kim's house?
"It was my friend's grandparents who lived there. He took them to take care of them and then he sold this house to me." Yoongi explained. His face going like this :]
"So you really did mean that we'll see each other more often..." I mumbled in which he caught. He laughed and gave me the pie.
"My mom kept on nagging me on giving pies. She really worked hard on it. Hope you like it!"
She's here?
I nodded and thanked him. He went back and I did too. The smell of the freshly baked peach mango pie really did things to my stomach.
For the first time, Min Yoongi gave me something.
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Spring 2011
"Let's go hoomeee. Forget it! I'm not going to give it to him!" I murmured while we wait in the senior's balcony. A few steps away from him, we waited. "I knew it I shouldn't have contact him." I mumbled. "He didn't even read my text..." I mumbled. Chaeyoung was practically dragging me. "Look, he seems busy too."
"Would you rather let your drawing and efforts be wasted then?" Chayoung argued.
Then for the meantime, we waited. We walked towards his classroom but he was nowhere. He was just right there few seconds earlier.
"Stupid text."
A week ago...*
Should I really text him? The classes have been cancelled. I'm not sure whether it's a good idea to do it now. Should I make myself known? Or should I keep it anonymous? But I really wanna take a picture with him...
Ugh! My head hurts. Forget it, I'm just gonna do it.
"Hi uhm... So I just randomly draw one of my mutuals and it happened to be you.."
*Photo sent*
"Perhaps you like it?
"I was about to give you this at school tomorrow but they cancelled the classes so... Hope you like it<3
Was I too formal?
It took him hours to reply.
"Oh wow, what a nice piece!"
"Yes I like it, thanks!"
HE REPLIED!!! I muffled my squeal with my pillow as I looked back at his text. It took me hours to see the message and reply too.
"Guess... I'll just give it to you when we bump into each other, maybe(?)"
"Ugh goshhh how am I going to give you this at schoolT^T"
"Just don't give it yet if you're still not ready^^"
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I went home feeling defeated. Not able to give him the drawing.
I stared at my bedroom's ceiling before deciding to go online.
2+messages
It was sent an hour ago. I quickly opened the message. He replied to my text earlier in the morning, when I told him to meet up.
"Sorry, I just saw your text message"
"I don't have an internet at school, that's why"
"It's fine, so,I'll just give it to you tomorrow?"
"Okay, sure"
Saying it was fine when I was literally sulking in my room like a child. But that's when I haven't read his message.
Min Yoongi apologized to me.
I giggled like an idiot in my room as I stared at the text messages we shared.
The next day...
"AAHHHH! Let's go hoomeee. Forget it! I'm not going to give it to him!" I whined, it wasn't just Chae and Sana was there for me, but some of my classmates too. They were waiting for me—like usual, we go home altogether. "I knew it I shouldn't have contact him. This is really a stupid stupid idea!!" I ran around the court in attempt to go home.
We're here, in front of the senior's building. Waiting...again.
One of my classmate proposed that they'll just call him to go down. Two of them went upstairs to his room.
Why does he always keeping me on waiting. Does he think he's some sort of a king?
I huffed and were literally losing all my shits. Till I heard them.
"He's here!!" They squealed. Too much of an opposite, I composed myself and cleared my throat. Thank God he's tall so when I'm looking forward all I can see is his chest. I gave it to him and our hands brushed. It was so quick and subtle, yet it already made my heart warm.
As practiced, Chaeyoung smoothly asked him if we can take a picture—for business purposes. I felt too stiff. This is too good to be true. Then I felt it, he leaned closer. Our arms touching, he smiled to the pic.
My heart was about to get off my rib cage. My insides were going crazy, yet, thankfully, I look completely normal outside.
When I got home, he texted me, thanking and saying that he really appreciates it. A warm feeling spread across my whole body.
The next day, my classmates and I talked about the event yesterday. They were bitching about how Yoongi didn't even thanked me and just left. I laughed so hard when I heard that. Because he did. Yoongi did thanked me before leaving, it just happened that it was loud enough for only me to hear it. Now, it felt more special.
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"Have you ever thought of the probable major reason for what you're feeling?"
Here we go again.
How can I focus on what's wrong with me, when you're right here? Worse, as my doctor.
3 more appointments with him. I paid for this, I should at least gain something.
"Maybe... because up to this day, I still blame myself for his death." My head hung low as I mumbled it.
Why do you always have to see my flaw, Min Yoongi?
This infatuation is slowly turning to hatred...
"You know it wasn't your fault."
I turned my head to him with a frown. So, he does remember me?
A tear fell from my cheek. I wiped it before he can even notice. I turned my hands into fist. 6 words. It was only 6 words yet he can already open my bare self.
"I-if I wasn't stubborn. He'd still be here. He followed me. You saw that. If only he didn't. He'd still be here."
I felt a lump in my throat. Those memories. It was too vivid as if it just happened yesterday.
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Spring 2012
"I told you, I don't want to!"
Another day, another argument to have with my mother.
Why is she so pushy on making me go to states?
"It's for your own sake! Studying here at this campus will let you go nowhere."
"What? So eager to get rid of me?!" I yelled while we drive to campus.
"Jeon Y/n! Don't you dare shout at your mother." My father said sternly as he drives.
As we were near the campus, I lost it.
"Drop me off." 1.. 2.. 3... "I said, drop me off, dad." Keeping my voice low yet so stern it could cut apples.
My father stopped the car and I get out of it.
I was mindlessly crossing the road that I didn't notice a four wheeler truck coming at me.
Then I felt a pair of hands pushed me hard, and before I knew it, screams were heard. My mom's loud cries were ringing in my ears. Tears were coming out of me uncontrollably. Blood all over him. I crawled, oh so slowly and trembling. Before I could even reach him, my mom pushed me aside and called for help.
Minutes later, I heard the sirens of the ambulance. I was just there. Staring at him. No words coming out.
It started raining. It was a light rain, yet even with those subtle touch, it made my whole body flinch and freeze.
Till I felt someone's embrace. Someone was covering me with their jacket. Who could possibly care for me if it wasn't my father.
Slowly, I turned my head towards the person.
Why it has to be you?
"Everything's gonna be okay. The ambulance is taking your father already."
He spoke in a soothing tone. Yet no matter how warm or soft his voice is, I can't somehow get out the ice cage I'm in.
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"Do you think your father would want you to think that way? It's been years Y/n, what happened that you're back at this again?"
part 2 read here^^
A/N: okay, I lied. Maybe this isn't gonna be a oneshot... maybe I'll have 2 parts? 3 maybe? I just cut this off here cause I think it was too long. So readers can have breaks hehe. Gonna post the next part tomorrow maybe...
Comment your @ if u guys wants to be added on the taglist^^
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sglossmin ¡ 17 days ago
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YOOOONNGIIIIII
We're so proud of you!!!!
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MY SHAYLAAAA😭😭😭😭😭
This the first time we actually saw what 32 yrs old Yoongi looks like brooooo😭😭😭😭
ILUVHIMSOMUCH
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sglossmin ¡ 19 days ago
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FUTURE'S GONNA BE OKAY
D-DAY!!!
He came HOMMEEEE
(pic1 from twt)
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(the last time we got this notif was the incident—we were laughing our asses off then kmedia made it a big deal🤡🤡 If it's not from his post back then—no one would've even know. So the so-called "fans" who were disappointed, go fck urselves. But I still love how my man addressed the issue. But the things that happened were unnecessary for someone who just fell on the FCKING SCOOTER IN FRONT OF HIS OWN HOUSE.)
WE LOVE YOUUU YOONGIII
FINALLY, HE'S DISCHARGED!!!
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sglossmin ¡ 26 days ago
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"With them, everything just seems bearable"
I feel like this is something (Muse) Y/n would do/say. I mean—she's literally me, but better.
(w/ trans)
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(she replied to me the next day)
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After sending the long ass message (last midnight), I went to my notes lol
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Anyways, I felt like sharing this... Idk why. It's just—anyone who'd read this is a stranger. I'd rather show this side of me to a stranger than to someone I know in real life. And maybe, some of you can relate ┐( ̄へ ̄)┌
Apobangpo, everyone.
I might not love myself that much, but I guess I could love myself through them.
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*if u guys feel like wanting to rant, feel free to rant on the comsec or dm(?)*
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sglossmin ¡ 26 days ago
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GUESS WHATTTT????
HE CAME HOMMEEEEE
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OMFFGGGG I LOVE YOU YOONGIII FINALLLY HE CAMEE HOMMEEE NEVER K¡LL YOURSELF GUYSSS LIFE IS GOOD FUDGGEEE YOONGI UPDATTEEE AHHHHHHH ILOVEU ILOVEU ILOVE UUUUUU I MISSSEEDD U SOOO MUCHHH BABYYYY ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ YOURLOVEYOURLOVEYOURLOVEIMISSTHAT YOURLOVEYOURLOVEYOURLOVEIWANTTHAT YOURTOUCHYOURTOUCHYOURTOUCH I NEED THATTTT LIFE GOEESS ONNN THANKFUL BETWEEN U AND I NOTHING HAS CHANGED APOBANGPOOOO BORAHAEEE
HAPPY 12th FESTA (it's my 7th) BTW I ENJOYED THE CONCERTTTT OT7 YESSSS FINALLLLYYY 다시 만나서 감사해, 나의 7. 오늘 고마워요. 정말 사랑해요. 오늘 당신 덕분에 정말 행복해요, 방탄. 제가 살아갈 의지가 있는 이유가 되어 주셔서 감사합니다. My trials ended in full bloom tonight... I guess, future's gonna be okay, after all:]
(pics from twt)
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good thing I didn't overreact... (it's all them from today)
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sglossmin ¡ 27 days ago
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A/N: Happy Birthday to International Pop-K Sensation Sunshine Rainbow Traditional Transfer USB Hub Shrimp BTS!!!
Today is 13, and coincidentally—I'm writing the chap 13 today too...
Gosh I miss Yoongi... :<
Muse | MYG
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Plot: What happens when the man you practically simp over in high school, is right now, sitting across you after almost 10 years of not seeing him? Worse? You're here for an appointment for therapy and he's your psychologist.
Available on WATTPAD (click here)
Pairing: SeniorStudent!Yoongi x JuniorStudent!Reader ---> Psychologist! Yoongi x Artist!Reader
Genre: Fluff, slight age gap, slice of life, a bit of angst, schoolmates to lovers(?)
Warnings: talks about mental and death...erm lemme know if you found any disturbing heh
Word count: dunno
A/N: This is...actually some sort of based irl looll (only the high school scenes, most of it) This is my first one shot work! Let me know if I'm lacking something. The current series that I'm still working rn is still not even half finished T_T T_T So I thought I might give it a try---write a oneshot heh I just started here to write in tumblr so I still don't know that much stuff. Feel free to comment so I can improve!! Ik some of those thing weren't even a thing at that time...
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"Shit..." I muttered right as I saw the man in a white coat, a clipboard in his arms while his hair softly falls down in his brows, reading his next patient's data. Just like the last time I saw him. Weird, huh? It's been years, yet... he still looks just the same.
Our eyes met, for the first time in a while. He frowned, it was so subtle and fast, no one would even know. But I did. Every little actions that he did, I always notice it. No matter what. I keep saying that the Y/n who just hit her puberty is no longer me, yet with my emotions right now, I can feel like my hormones are all over the place.
"Sit down," he smiled, gesturing the seat across him.
His voice so deep it sounds like soothing lullaby... Eyes so tired that I can tell he works so well... The warmth in his smile makes my heart skip a beat, forgetting why am I here in the first place...
Snap of it!
It took me a second to realize that I stared at him for too long. I cleared my throat, wishing my embarrassment would also go away. I smiled as I took the seat.
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Our session ended without him saying that he at least recognize me. Did it made me upset? Yeah... sort of. I mean, I didn't go there and paid him to reminisce our high school days, but still...
I huffed as I crumpled a paper.
"Ugh! Really? Y/n? Still drawing him?"
I uncrumpled it and stared at the newly drawing for a while. I leaned back in my chair and sighed... "I'll give it to him. He looks hot in that coat." I chuckled and stuck the paper back in my notebook. "I'm keeping it because I drew him too good, not that I still like him or anything. That would be just so stupid."
Ha! Right! Nothing else. I smiled, pleased with how I gaslight myself.
I stretched my back and arms. My body ached for having a shrimp position for a long time.
And before I know it, I fell asleep (again) in my studio.
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Summer 2010
Our last subject just finished and it's still raining heavily. I have no umbrella so my friends and I were forced to run. Reaching the covered court, I groaned. "Why call it summer when it rains this heavy??"
"Do they really think—us—high school students are waterproof?" Exclaimed by Sana while Chaeyoung just chuckled beside us. Our clothes were pretty wet but not that drenched.
We went upstage since there's some chair in there. Putting our bags down, we wait for the rain to stop. Us juniors only have to spend half day in the campus. Lucky, huh?
"Stay here, hm? You both can't leave me just because you guys have umbrella to share and your house are close." I glared at the both of them while they just snickered. They won't leave me otherwise, I know that.
It's been an hour, yet the rain don't seem to plan on stopping. It's about 1 now, we think. Seems like we're the only junior students in the campus. Suddenly, the seniors from the front building went outside. They went in the cover court. They were wearing some sort of costumes. It was ridiculous—Okay, not really. They seemed like they're going to dance.
We sat still from above across them and watch them prepare.
"Hey, Chae, wanna play?" I grinned as I whispered. Sana was too occupied with her phone that's why it was just the two of us who played.
We played Smash or Pass with every senior guy that I pointed. Until finally, I pointed it to the guy who's wearing a Thai hat(?) The gold ones, it seems like part of their costume.
"Hm... Smash!" Chaeyoung laughed and I did too. Cause miraculously, SAME.
We had a great laugh realizing we'd say smash.
We watched them dance and sing along with the music that were playing. Thinking about it, we might actually look like idiots. They can practically see us sing and dance with them since we're upstage.
After a while, I asked Chae, "What nickname should we give him?" It's our thing. Giving nicknames to people whether they look good or annoying. I think it's every friend groups should do.
"He looks like a cat and his eyes disappear too when he smiles... Kitty?"
"Kitty...?" Sounds weird so I proposed to change it. "What about Neko? Same meaning but doesn't sound weird." She agreed and since then, we called him Neko. With his sharp eyes and pale tone, he does looks like a kitty.
Few moments after, we planned a scheme. We went down to compare our height to his. We walked towards him as if we were just passing by and about to go to the canteen instead.
My and Chae's eyes went wide open. Gasping and staring at each other, the signal were sent.
Gosh, he's tall.
Oh gosh, he is.
A day or two passed since that. We randomly saw him when we went to buy in the canteen.
Then again.
And again.
And again.
Untill a few days have been passed and I keep on seeing him. To the point that... maybe... just maybe, it wasn't really a coincidence anymore.
New character unlocked?
When we were about to go back in our room, we met Hani. My bestfriend in elementary days.
"Y/n! Come here! Imma show you something. Actually—no—It's a someone." Hani dragged me and Chae went along with me.
Hani rant about how this guy looks so good, that in the first time in a while, they found someone who actually looks good in this campus.
Chae and I eyed each other. Were we thinking who we're thinking?
As we reached the third floor of the first year's building, across it was the senior's building. We stopped our track right in front of the exact room. The windows were open and from our spot, we can literally see him studying.
"Neko?"
"You know him?" Hani asked in which I nod.
I think we just found our sweet spot.
Chae and I sometimes went up there just to catch a glimpse of him. It was stupid and fun.
Until that day came.
As usual, Chae and I went to the third floor once again. We stayed in the balcony that faces their room. It was break time so everyone was all over the place. Then I felt it. Chae poked my side and pointed my front. I frowned and followed her finger. There was it, his teacher raising her brow at me. Then his classmates turned their heads toward me... 'till lastly, he did. Everyone was looking at ME. I noticed Chae was hiding on the wall divider of the balcony. I looked back at the teacher who's still looking at me.
"Do you need anything, Ms?" We were quite far but it was still audible.
"H-huh..?" That was all I could muster. It was even barely a whisper. My mouth was slightly open due to not knowing what to do nor say. It lasted like that for a few more seconds. Until I mustered all the courage and pride I have left in my body and shrugged it off and walked away. Frowning as if they got it wrong and I was simply hanging out there.
Walk
Walk
RUN
I went back to our room as soon as I noticed Chae was following me. When we get back, we were panting and sweating. Our classmates looked at us with weird looks. Not that I can blame them. One of our classmate asked us and we did tell the story.
It was our last time going in there.
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I felt someone flick my head. I groaned in annoyance.
"Noona, wake up!"
I grumbled as I sit up straight, realizing I fell asleep in the studio again.
"You know you don't have to flick me. Between the two of us, I'm the light sleeper." I mumbled while my eyes were focusing on the big guy in front of me.
He rolled his eyes at me. Up to this day, I wondered who did he got it from. "Eomma wants you to eat lunch with us."
I chuckled. "Your mother did? Wow, what a pleasure." I sassed.
He groaned and plopped himself at the couch. "Can't believe you still resent her."
"Kook, what kind of a daughter am I if I don't?"
Jungkook threw a pillow to me as he stood up. "Still. Eat with us."
And just like that, he walked away.
Life goes on, that's what they say.
I must've been nuts for going to therapy yesterday. It's not like, I'm seriously depressed.
Right..?
Living alone in the house that came from the paycheck of my drawings must be really the best accomplishment I've had. Who would've thought the high achieving in academics girl would end up in this job. It was pure mystery.
I stared at my empty fridge. I smiled. The only thing that kept me sane nowadays is this...
"Looks like, I need to go... shopping."
I grinned ear to ear while I spent my fortune.
"Who needs therapy, when you can go and do your grocery."
I picked out the foods I knew I'd eat while I finish the new dramas. I was about to get the last stock of my fave gummies until someone practically snatched it. Fast.
"H-hey-" I cut off myself from shouting when I realized who it was.
It was him. In normal clothes. Am I dreaming? Impossible. He wouldn't have clothes in the first place if I am.
"Oh, Ms Jeon." He smiled.
Smiled?
He has the nerve to smile after taking that gummy?
But... then again, who need those gummy bears when his gummy smile is practically the sweetest.
He cleared his throat. "Seems like we'll be seeing each other more often."
Uh...what? Is he trying to say that I have a severe mental illness so we'll literally see each other more?? This fucker...
He probably noticed my frown as he chuckled and shook his head. "Uhm, that might've come off the wrong way. I meant, I just moved in in this neighborhood."
Sorry, what..?
I laughed my nervousness away. It's not like we'll be neighbors. This neighborhood is way too big for us to see each other.
Is that why it was my first time seeing him in this grocery store?
"Well, welcome to the neighborhood." I chuckled, probably awkwardly and excused myself.
Damn it. It could've been my chance for us to talk and stuff, but I refused. I mean, with my looks right now? No thanks.
I skipped my lunch and didn't go to our family's house. I plopped myself on my bed and took out my old sketchbook.
Staring at my old drawings of him, it sure did bring back of the memories.
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2010
It's been a month yet we still don't know his name. We already did a lot of different shenanigans just to know it. He must be really like having a low profile. We found his classmate's account yet his are nowhere to be found. Maybe he doesn't go online...
I was staring at my computer, scrolling on whatever stuff pop up, then it hits me. Her sister. Hani's sister!
They're in the same year, so maybe, just maybe, she knows his name.
I quickly typed in to ask her. A girl from our year had a picture with him posted. I sent it to her.
"Hi eonni, can I ask u a question? Is there a chance that you know him?"
*Photo sent*
It took a while for her to respond.
"Uhm yeah, he's from our year"
"Can you tell me his name?"
"Min Yoongi"
"I think that's his name"
Min Yoongi... cute. It suits him.
Hours and hours later, I still couldn't find his account. Then as I was searching, there was this account, he was friends with Hani.
My eyes widen. "Min Suga? Could it be?"
I stalked the account and it was really him. No wonder I couldn't find his account—he wasn't using his real name! Likes to keep a low profile? Bullshit. He has more than 5k followers!
Moreover...he really...looks good.
I wonder if his face reflects his personality.
I added him as a friend and waited for the request to be accepted. I told Chae that if he didn't accepted it within 24 hours, I'll delete my request. I still have pride you know. Don't want to be one of those girls in his inbox.
It hasn't even been an hour and I got the notification. He accepted it! I squealed and danced in my room.
This is what being a youth, right?
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I clicked my tongue as I chuckled bitterly. "Youth is never coming back."
As I turn the pages more, my bell ringed. Jungkook never ring first, he just comes in whenever he wants to. I should really change the passcode. As for my mom, she never really bother coming here.
Expecting no one, I opened the door, only to gape at the man in front of me.
"You...like pies?"
Min Yoongi, in front of me, holding a pie, not just holding, but giving..?
"Uh...how close is your house exactly?" I didn't mean to sound rude, but rather genuinely curious.
He hesitatingly pointed the house across me.
The Kim's house?
"It was my friend's grandparents who lived there. He took them to take care of them and then he sold this house to me." Yoongi explained. His face going like this :]
"So you really did mean that we'll see each other more often..." I mumbled in which he caught. He laughed and gave me the pie.
"My mom kept on nagging me on giving pies. She really worked hard on it. Hope you like it!"
She's here?
I nodded and thanked him. He went back and I did too. The smell of the freshly baked peach mango pie really did things to my stomach.
For the first time, Min Yoongi gave me something.
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Spring 2011
"Let's go hoomeee. Forget it! I'm not going to give it to him!" I murmured while we wait in the senior's balcony. A few steps away from him, we waited. "I knew it I shouldn't have contact him." I mumbled. "He didn't even read my text..." I mumbled. Chaeyoung was practically dragging me. "Look, he seems busy too."
"Would you rather let your drawing and efforts be wasted then?" Chayoung argued.
Then for the meantime, we waited. We walked towards his classroom but he was nowhere. He was just right there few seconds earlier.
"Stupid text."
A week ago...*
Should I really text him? The classes have been cancelled. I'm not sure whether it's a good idea to do it now. Should I make myself known? Or should I keep it anonymous? But I really wanna take a picture with him...
Ugh! My head hurts. Forget it, I'm just gonna do it.
"Hi uhm... So I just randomly draw one of my mutuals and it happened to be you.."
*Photo sent*
"Perhaps you like it?
"I was about to give you this at school tomorrow but they cancelled the classes so... Hope you like it<3
Was I too formal?
It took him hours to reply.
"Oh wow, what a nice piece!"
"Yes I like it, thanks!"
HE REPLIED!!! I muffled my squeal with my pillow as I looked back at his text. It took me hours to see the message and reply too.
"Guess... I'll just give it to you when we bump into each other, maybe(?)"
"Ugh goshhh how am I going to give you this at schoolT^T"
"Just don't give it yet if you're still not ready^^"
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I went home feeling defeated. Not able to give him the drawing.
I stared at my bedroom's ceiling before deciding to go online.
2+messages
It was sent an hour ago. I quickly opened the message. He replied to my text earlier in the morning, when I told him to meet up.
"Sorry, I just saw your text message"
"I don't have an internet at school, that's why"
"It's fine, so,I'll just give it to you tomorrow?"
"Okay, sure"
Saying it was fine when I was literally sulking in my room like a child. But that's when I haven't read his message.
Min Yoongi apologized to me.
I giggled like an idiot in my room as I stared at the text messages we shared.
The next day...
"AAHHHH! Let's go hoomeee. Forget it! I'm not going to give it to him!" I whined, it wasn't just Chae and Sana was there for me, but some of my classmates too. They were waiting for me—like usual, we go home altogether. "I knew it I shouldn't have contact him. This is really a stupid stupid idea!!" I ran around the court in attempt to go home.
We're here, in front of the senior's building. Waiting...again.
One of my classmate proposed that they'll just call him to go down. Two of them went upstairs to his room.
Why does he always keeping me on waiting. Does he think he's some sort of a king?
I huffed and were literally losing all my shits. Till I heard them.
"He's here!!" They squealed. Too much of an opposite, I composed myself and cleared my throat. Thank God he's tall so when I'm looking forward all I can see is his chest. I gave it to him and our hands brushed. It was so quick and subtle, yet it already made my heart warm.
As practiced, Chaeyoung smoothly asked him if we can take a picture—for business purposes. I felt too stiff. This is too good to be true. Then I felt it, he leaned closer. Our arms touching, he smiled to the pic.
My heart was about to get off my rib cage. My insides were going crazy, yet, thankfully, I look completely normal outside.
When I got home, he texted me, thanking and saying that he really appreciates it. A warm feeling spread across my whole body.
The next day, my classmates and I talked about the event yesterday. They were bitching about how Yoongi didn't even thanked me and just left. I laughed so hard when I heard that. Because he did. Yoongi did thanked me before leaving, it just happened that it was loud enough for only me to hear it. Now, it felt more special.
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"Have you ever thought of the probable major reason for what you're feeling?"
Here we go again.
How can I focus on what's wrong with me, when you're right here? Worse, as my doctor.
3 more appointments with him. I paid for this, I should at least gain something.
"Maybe... because up to this day, I still blame myself for his death." My head hung low as I mumbled it.
Why do you always have to see my flaw, Min Yoongi?
This infatuation is slowly turning to hatred...
"You know it wasn't your fault."
I turned my head to him with a frown. So, he does remember me?
A tear fell from my cheek. I wiped it before he can even notice. I turned my hands into fist. 6 words. It was only 6 words yet he can already open my bare self.
"I-if I wasn't stubborn. He'd still be here. He followed me. You saw that. If only he didn't. He'd still be here."
I felt a lump in my throat. Those memories. It was too vivid as if it just happened yesterday.
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Spring 2012
"I told you, I don't want to!"
Another day, another argument to have with my mother.
Why is she so pushy on making me go to states?
"It's for your own sake! Studying here at this campus will let you go nowhere."
"What? So eager to get rid of me?!" I yelled while we drive to campus.
"Jeon Y/n! Don't you dare shout at your mother." My father said sternly as he drives.
As we were near the campus, I lost it.
"Drop me off." 1.. 2.. 3... "I said, drop me off, dad." Keeping my voice low yet so stern it could cut apples.
My father stopped the car and I get out of it.
I was mindlessly crossing the road that I didn't notice a four wheeler truck coming at me.
Then I felt a pair of hands pushed me hard, and before I knew it, screams were heard. My mom's loud cries were ringing in my ears. Tears were coming out of me uncontrollably. Blood all over him. I crawled, oh so slowly and trembling. Before I could even reach him, my mom pushed me aside and called for help.
Minutes later, I heard the sirens of the ambulance. I was just there. Staring at him. No words coming out.
It started raining. It was a light rain, yet even with those subtle touch, it made my whole body flinch and freeze.
Till I felt someone's embrace. Someone was covering me with their jacket. Who could possibly care for me if it wasn't my father.
Slowly, I turned my head towards the person.
Why it has to be you?
"Everything's gonna be okay. The ambulance is taking your father already."
He spoke in a soothing tone. Yet no matter how warm or soft his voice is, I can't somehow get out the ice cage I'm in.
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"Do you think your father would want you to think that way? It's been years Y/n, what happened that you're back at this again?"
part 2 read here^^
A/N: okay, I lied. Maybe this isn't gonna be a oneshot... maybe I'll have 2 parts? 3 maybe? I just cut this off here cause I think it was too long. So readers can have breaks hehe. Gonna post the next part tomorrow maybe...
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sglossmin ¡ 29 days ago
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Muse | MYG pt. 12
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Plot: What happens when the man you practically simp over in high school, is right now, sitting across you after almost 10 years of not seeing him? Worse? You're here for an appointment for therapy and he's your psychologist.
Pairing: SeniorStudent!Yoongi x JuniorStudent!Reader ---> Psychologist! Yoongi x Artist!Reader
Genre: Fluff, slight age gap, slice of life, a bit of angst, schoolmates to lovers(?) Switch POV
A/N 1: Available on WATTPAD (click here) now too!!
Comment your @ if u wanna be added to the taglist^^
part 1 part 2 part 3 part 4 part 5 part 6 part 7 part 8 part 9 part 10 part 11 part 11.5
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The sun is up and it’s another day. But today is not just any other day—in fact, today is my biggest event. Sounds like a big deal, but it doesn’t feel like it. 
A week has passed since I blurted to Yoongi that I hate him. In the past week, I didn’t even have to try my best to avoid him. He was just… nowhere. Even when I go outside and we coincidentally meet, he’d run back to his house. To the point that I felt like he was avoiding me—when that was supposed to be my job.
It’s about 3 pm now—at least, the last time I checked. I lost track of time as I stared at nothing but the ceiling. I already have the vivid image of the painting that I’ll do at the event later in my head.
Then what could I possibly be thinking? 
Him? No… I’m thinking of nothing in particular, really. Just random thoughts that have been running in my mind for so long.
But also, the call that I got earlier from an old regular client of mine back when I was still staying in America. He’s a nice guy and has real good eyes when it comes to spotting great artworks, if I must say. He called and gave me an offer to mentor some young artists that he sees a lot of potential in. It’ll be for a month and the salary is quite good too.
And if I were to accept, it would only mean I have to go back to America.
I really have no reason to accept or refuse—which only made it harder for me to decide.
Staring at the blank ceiling, my alarm started ringing. I knew it’s time to get off the bed and get ready.
But I really wanna rot in bed more…
I lazily got off from my bed—rolling off from it made me groan pathetically as I fell on the floor. Slowly, I went to the shower.  Not even bothering to take off my clothes, I sat in the bathtub and let the water flow. Once the tub was filled, I turned off the faucet. 
Letting out a sigh, I sank deep into the water as I let the coldness of it wrap around me completely. I held my breath and stayed still.
What if I just let myself drown in here? It'd be fun… like the old days…
Still submerged, my eyes were closed then an image of him flickered in my mind. The look of worry, the way he smiles at me—and the few times I caught him flushed. 
But not just him, I remembered Jimin's cries as he held onto me that day…
He's such a crybaby.
I also remembered Jungkook, Tae, Sana, Chaeyoung… my mom… 
All of them have been worried for me ever since the accident. Maybe… I was being too selfish. I have never asked them what they feel. 
Maybe I grieved so much that I turned a blind eye and made it as an excuse… because I'm too ashamed.
I was too deep in my emotions that I forgot I wasn't the only one suffering.
They are too.
Maybe it's time for me to be there for them. Give back the strength they gave—even though they never asked. 
Life might not always be great, but the little moments are. It's up to the person whether to find meaning and happiness—or keep the solemn silence in them.
I raised my head before I could even drown myself. Panting heavily as I chuckled, thinking how reckless I've been with myself for the past years.
“I can't kill myself now,” I muttered as I stood up and got off the bathtub. Taking off my clothes, I threw it in the basket—leaving me bare. I sighed while I looked at the mirror. My skin is glowing, so different from the Y/n back then. 
What changed? Nothing… But what came back? Simple, my will to live.
“I have a billion to get and a man to confess to.” I said while I stared at my reflection. My eyes that used to be dull and lifeless are now filled with passion. It wasn't anxiety anymore—but adrenaline  that fills me when thinking about the possible things that could happen. 
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I dolled myself up for the evening, wearing the black, mid-length dress. I purposely chose to wear black since I'm going to paint after all. The dress features a structured sweetheart neckline and wide shoulder straps, giving it a composed yet feminine silhouette. The bodice is fitted, accentuating the waist before flowing into a soft, A-line skirt that ends around the calves. A sheer chiffon overlay adds a delicate, almost ethereal touch, while a subtle side slit offers just enough movement and intrigue. 
But of course, this whole outfit will be a waste if I ever accidentally splash paint on it, so I made sure to pack an apron. 
I paired my dress with a pair of wine red flat shoes. Tonight is not just about fashion, I also have to be comfortable too since I'd have to move a lot. 
I really wanted to do a low bun for my hairstyle, but I guess my hands are not for it. Which explains why I just did my usual soft waves, but this time, it's tucked behind my ear.
While finishing my makeup, my phone rang and I immediately answered it. I put it on speaker mode so that I can continue my makeup.
“I'm outside,” Jimin said through the phone. 
As I put on the eyeliner, I replied. “Just come in. The door's open.”
Soon, the door of my room flew open, revealing a grinning Jimin. 
He's wearing a sharp black tuxedo with satin lapels and a crisp white dress shirt, slightly unbuttoned at the top that adds a relaxed sophistication. His trousers are tailored perfectly too, elongating his silhouette. But honestly, I think the sleek black leather Chelsea boots is the one that completes his whole look.
“Oh my my my… No wonder you're taking so long,” He smirked as he eyed me up and down.
I rolled my eyes at him then sprayed the setting spray on my face to lock my makeup. “Just finishing actually. And you're not bad yourself. Wait—are you trying to match with me?” I teased as I took one more glance at him.
Jimin raised a brow and replied in his sassiest tone, “Excuse me?”
“You're excused.”
He scoffed, crossing his arms as he replied. “It's called a tuxedo and black is a common color of it. Besides, it's not like I own many things like this. Who would've thought that one day, we'd be attending an event like this.”
Feeling a sense of accomplishment, I smiled. “I know right…”
The second I'm done with makeup, I put my jewelry on.
I sighed, staring at the reflection of mine in my mirror. This is a high-end event and I surely look part of the kind of people who attend it. It's the power of makeup and being stylish, I guess.
Jimin stepped closer, enough for me to see his reflection in the mirror too. He grinned, both satisfied with our look. “Ready, Y/n?”  
“Yeah… I am.”
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I didn't know it'd be this flashy when we got inside. With Jimin on my left and Mr Lee—the patron—on my right, we smiled through the camera.
The event is being held in Mr Lee's hotel—in the massive ballroom, to be exact. Multiple chandeliers hang from the ceiling, a bar lines on the side, the stage that was custom-built for me—where there was a large canvas and a seat already in place. Soft lighting and a small group of performers playing jazz music on the corner.
A crowd of more than fifty people watching my every move. As people kept murmuring, I was able to catch some of it.
“Oh gosh, she's prettier in person.”
“Modest, huh? Simplicity is beauty, I guess…”
“I'm really looking forward to her painting tonight!”
“I wonder what vibe she'll paint.”
“Wait—is that her boyfriend beside her?”
“No… it's her manager, I think?”
“Regardless, they both look hot. Their attires are matchy too!”
“I just hope she won't be a mess tonight, I heard she's kinda insane or something.”
“What do you mean?”
“Well, a friend of a friend of mine has an intel. Seems like L.Y.V. was quite… cray-cray when she was younger.”
Their sudden mentions of weird things about me became louder in my ear. I did my best to shrug it off—not wanting to ruin the night.
After a short greeting, Mr Lee introduced me to everyone. 
“Mic test mic test…” He cleared his throat, gaining everyone's attention. “Good evening everyone. Thank you for joining us for what we promise that'll be a wonderful night. 
For tonight… We invited someone special—someone whose work you’ve likely seen without even knowing their name…until recently. An artist who captured my heart—making me feel that I'm heard through her artworks. 
It is truly a rare opportunity to have her here. And if I must say, it's worth every penny.” He chuckled before glancing at my manager who grinned back at him. “I'm truly honored to be the host of her very first live performance. Please welcome, for the first time ever on live canvas… Ms. L.Y.V!”
Everyone applauded, and I bowed out of courtesy. I'm still not used to such a crowd praising me like this—especially since I haven't even started. 
After half an hour of mingling with the guests, it is my time now to perform. From what I researched, artists who had a live painting performed the way they wanted. Some were too exaggerated with their moves, and some painted just like a normal person would do. 
But anyways, what's even considered “normal”? Art is about how you express yourself—at least, that's what I think. 
Art can mean different things to every person. An artist could paint stars, and people would interpret it in different ways. 
Some would say that the stars are our dead ancestors—that when we die, we'll have a place in the sky, and we'll shine bright, making the people look up at us in awe. Some would say that counting these stars is like the meaning of life—meaningless and a waste of time. Then some would say that we are the stars—we all shine, but in different ways.
And I think that's what's cool with art—it's limitless.
“Your imagination is your limit.” It might be my favorite quote. It's from a snack brand I've always seen on TV when I was a kid. The way it was delivered in the most jolly way but it still hit something deep within me. It's been stuck with me ever since.
The musicians keep playing as I get started. Taking a deep breath, I held the brush and started painting the picture in my head. Starting with long strokes, the brush kissed the canvas. I mainly brought three big cans of paint—the primary colors—from biggest to smallest brush, and a couple of paint palette to mix the paints.
I heard from Jimin that Mr Lee likes cats. In fact, he adores my signature. Which is why I decided to do an abstract painting in a portrait form.
A cupid cat holding a bow, but with the arrow pointing backward—like he accidentally aimed at himself. While the other cat is playing on the soft grass and is already lovestruck. 
The time flies by and I'm nearly done—nothing dramatic happens while I paint. Everyone was either watching in awe or murmuring by the people beside them.
While finishing the painting, I noticed something odd. 
What the…
Anyone who'd ever look at this painting will notice it in an instant. Looking at the time left, I knew I'd have no time to “fix” it.
All I did was paint a grassfield with cats… How the heck did it turn out like this…
Anxiety crept in, and I could barely feel the brush in my hand. I just stared at the canvas in front of me as I felt the heat spread across my cheeks.
Oh gosh… This is just peak obviousness.
As I panic mentally, I felt a hand tapping my shoulder. I turned towards to see Jimin smiling at me.
“Hey, you okay? Are you done? You've been staring at it for the past ten minutes.”
I frowned and slightly pouted. “Jimin-ah…” I tilted my head, motioning towards the painting. Jimin looked over the painting and his eyes widened at the sudden realization.
But me nodding seems like a wrong move. The patron took it as a sign that I'm finished and walked towards us.
“Wow… As expected of LYV!” Mr Lee exclaimed and gestured to the photographers to take a picture. “But wait a minute… Is this a portrait of someone..?” He eyed me suspiciously.
Of course, he'd react like that… Would you want to have some guy's face on your house?
Ironically, the cat got my tongue. 
Sensing my embarrassment, Jimin chimed in. “Not just someone—but, cats!” 
He pointed at the supposed star of the painting, who had become just one of the accessories in the face of the man I tried my best to push away in my thoughts for tonight.
“Oh… I get it now! It's an abstract painting… When you look closely, you see a cat inevitably falling in love—since the cupid cat already struck the other cat. And the cupid cat… It might be accidentally? or he purposely did it? Like a suicide—but for falling in love…” he chuckled, eyeing the almost-dry painting.
“And when you look from afar, you'd see a man? Looking back at you in a oh so lovingly, huh? Perhaps, he was the cupid cat.” He joked, making everyone in the room laugh.
“Am I right, Ms Y/n?” 
When he looked back at me, all I could manage to do was nod and laugh along with them. “Y-yeah!… You really got the vibe I was aiming for.”
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“You might as well propose to him.” Jimin snorted as he watched me drown myself with drinks—non-alcoholic, this time.
“Oh, come on. I swear… I've never expected it to turn like that. It's like—like my hand is moving on its own!”
“Well, you did great, regardless. Mr Lee's secretary already sent the full payment. It seems like he really loves it.” He grinned as he greeted the ladies who approached us from time to time.
My eyes narrowed at the obvious flirtations of the women. On the other hand, Jimin is a pro. He knew how to keep his smile and refuse politely.
“Why did you keep on refusing them? They're pretty and moreover—richie rich!” We both laughed at my statement. 
“Wow… Do you really think of me that low?” he said as he exaggeratedly pouted.
I frowned, confused at how it is connected with what I said. “What do you mean?”
“I'm your manager. It is my job to look after you. Not fling with those crazy rich people.”
I nodded, understanding what he meant. But me being me, I couldn't help myself but tease him—or else I'd tweak. “Ah… So you're staying on my side because it's your job, huh?”
He scoffed as he rolled his eyes at me. “Whatever lets you sleep at night, Y/n.”
The rest of the night went on with food and cheers. I noticed a lot of celebrities at the party too.
And thank heaven, because of my job—I was able to meet Choi Seung-hyun! T.O.P of BIGBANG himself! 
My teenage self would squeal her head off if I ever told her that. 
Other than the unexpected turnout of my painting… nothing weird happened. Everything went smoothly and now, I'm ready to sleep—with billions of won in my bank account.
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(MYG POV)
“HYUNG HYUNG HYUNGGGGG!!!”
All of us turned our head to the youngest as he screamed while staring at his phone.
“Yah! Kim Namjoon, is the movie that scary?” Jin scolds the youngest who's still gaping as he stares at his phone.
We're in Hoseok's house tonight—doing a bit of planning for the trip. But everyone realized that we're all clueless when it comes to this stuff, so we just turned on the TV and watched a movie instead. 
“No… It's Yoongi hyung…”
I frowned, and before I could scoot over and see what's so intriguing about it, Namjoon shoved his phone right in front of my face.
“Yoongi hyung… She drew you on her FIRST LIVE PAINTING!!!” It seems like he lost his sanity with his last words. 
When he dropped the phone, I took it, and saw… my face. The way it was painted was subtle—like it's blending with the scenery. I also noticed the cute cats on it.
He clutched his head, wide-eyed. “Whoa… Hyung! That event was held by a crazy rich Mr Lee. If he doesn't like the painting… Y/n's career would be dead. But seeing the articles coming up now… She really did great.” he chuckled, leaning back. “Oh, to be someone's muse…”
“Wait—so she had been thinking about you all night? Hyung… She must really like you to paint you from memory.” Hoseok teased as he nudged my side.
I couldn't help but blush at the possibility.
“Or! She still hates you… I mean—look at the article. It is said that the figure of the man was the cupid cat. The cat was literally going to kill himself! See where it points??” Jin points at the cat and the arrow head—proving his point.
My smile dropped fast too. I really don't know what she feels about me. She's been giving me mixed signals. 
“But didn't Yoongi hyung give her enough space to ease her mind? Why would she still be mad?” Namjoon asked.
He's right… I've been doing my best to give her space. 
I mentally high-fived myself—thinking I did a good job.
“Are you sure you gave her enough space?” Jin asked.
“Of course! I practically run back to my house whenever we happen to go out at the same time.”
They all nodded, as if also thinking where I went wrong.
After a long silence, deep in thought,  Hoseok finally spoke. “Wait—Hyung… Weren't you just avoiding her?”
My eyes widened at the sudden realization.
“Wha—!”
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Muse | MYG pt. 12
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Plot: What happens when the man you practically simp over in high school, is right now, sitting across you after almost 10 years of not seeing him? Worse? You're here for an appointment for therapy and he's your psychologist.
Pairing: SeniorStudent!Yoongi x JuniorStudent!Reader ---> Psychologist! Yoongi x Artist!Reader
Genre: Fluff, slight age gap, slice of life, a bit of angst, schoolmates to lovers(?) Switch POV
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The sun is up and it’s another day. But today is not just any other day—in fact, today is my biggest event. Sounds like a big deal, but it doesn’t feel like it. 
A week has passed since I blurted to Yoongi that I hate him. In the past week, I didn’t even have to try my best to avoid him. He was just… nowhere. Even when I go outside and we coincidentally meet, he’d run back to his house. To the point that I felt like he was avoiding me—when that was supposed to be my job.
It’s about 3 pm now—at least, the last time I checked. I lost track of time as I stared at nothing but the ceiling. I already have the vivid image of the painting that I’ll do at the event later in my head.
Then what could I possibly be thinking? 
Him? No… I’m thinking of nothing in particular, really. Just random thoughts that have been running in my mind for so long.
But also, the call that I got earlier from an old regular client of mine back when I was still staying in America. He’s a nice guy and has real good eyes when it comes to spotting great artworks, if I must say. He called and gave me an offer to mentor some young artists that he sees a lot of potential in. It’ll be for a month and the salary is quite good too.
And if I were to accept, it would only mean I have to go back to America.
I really have no reason to accept or refuse—which only made it harder for me to decide.
Staring at the blank ceiling, my alarm started ringing. I knew it’s time to get off the bed and get ready.
But I really wanna rot in bed more…
I lazily got off from my bed—rolling off from it made me groan pathetically as I fell on the floor. Slowly, I went to the shower.  Not even bothering to take off my clothes, I sat in the bathtub and let the water flow. Once the tub was filled, I turned off the faucet. 
Letting out a sigh, I sank deep into the water as I let the coldness of it wrap around me completely. I held my breath and stayed still.
What if I just let myself drown in here? It'd be fun… like the old days…
Still submerged, my eyes were closed then an image of him flickered in my mind. The look of worry, the way he smiles at me—and the few times I caught him flushed. 
But not just him, I remembered Jimin's cries as he held onto me that day…
He's such a crybaby.
I also remembered Jungkook, Tae, Sana, Chaeyoung… my mom… 
All of them have been worried for me ever since the accident. Maybe… I was being too selfish. I have never asked them what they feel. 
Maybe I grieved so much that I turned a blind eye and made it as an excuse… because I'm too ashamed.
I was too deep in my emotions that I forgot I wasn't the only one suffering.
They are too.
Maybe it's time for me to be there for them. Give back the strength they gave—even though they never asked. 
Life might not always be great, but the little moments are. It's up to the person whether to find meaning and happiness—or keep the solemn silence in them.
I raised my head before I could even drown myself. Panting heavily as I chuckled, thinking how reckless I've been with myself for the past years.
“I can't kill myself now,” I muttered as I stood up and got off the bathtub. Taking off my clothes, I threw it in the basket—leaving me bare. I sighed while I looked at the mirror. My skin is glowing, so different from the Y/n back then. 
What changed? Nothing… But what came back? Simple, my will to live.
“I have a billion to get and a man to confess to.” I said while I stared at my reflection. My eyes that used to be dull and lifeless are now filled with passion. It wasn't anxiety anymore—but adrenaline  that fills me when thinking about the possible things that could happen. 
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I dolled myself up for the evening, wearing the black, mid-length dress. I purposely chose to wear black since I'm going to paint after all. The dress features a structured sweetheart neckline and wide shoulder straps, giving it a composed yet feminine silhouette. The bodice is fitted, accentuating the waist before flowing into a soft, A-line skirt that ends around the calves. A sheer chiffon overlay adds a delicate, almost ethereal touch, while a subtle side slit offers just enough movement and intrigue. 
But of course, this whole outfit will be a waste if I ever accidentally splash paint on it, so I made sure to pack an apron. 
I paired my dress with a pair of wine red flat shoes. Tonight is not just about fashion, I also have to be comfortable too since I'd have to move a lot. 
I really wanted to do a low bun for my hairstyle, but I guess my hands are not for it. Which explains why I just did my usual soft waves, but this time, it's tucked behind my ear.
While finishing my makeup, my phone rang and I immediately answered it. I put it on speaker mode so that I can continue my makeup.
“I'm outside,” Jimin said through the phone. 
As I put on the eyeliner, I replied. “Just come in. The door's open.”
Soon, the door of my room flew open, revealing a grinning Jimin. 
He's wearing a sharp black tuxedo with satin lapels and a crisp white dress shirt, slightly unbuttoned at the top that adds a relaxed sophistication. His trousers are tailored perfectly too, elongating his silhouette. But honestly, I think the sleek black leather Chelsea boots is the one that completes his whole look.
“Oh my my my… No wonder you're taking so long,” He smirked as he eyed me up and down.
I rolled my eyes at him then sprayed the setting spray on my face to lock my makeup. “Just finishing actually. And you're not bad yourself. Wait—are you trying to match with me?” I teased as I took one more glance at him.
Jimin raised a brow and replied in his sassiest tone, “Excuse me?”
“You're excused.”
He scoffed, crossing his arms as he replied. “It's called a tuxedo and black is a common color of it. Besides, it's not like I own many things like this. Who would've thought that one day, we'd be attending an event like this.”
Feeling a sense of accomplishment, I smiled. “I know right…”
The second I'm done with makeup, I put my jewelry on.
I sighed, staring at the reflection of mine in my mirror. This is a high-end event and I surely look part of the kind of people who attend it. It's the power of makeup and being stylish, I guess.
Jimin stepped closer, enough for me to see his reflection in the mirror too. He grinned, both satisfied with our look. “Ready, Y/n?”  
“Yeah… I am.”
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I didn't know it'd be this flashy when we got inside. With Jimin on my left and Mr Lee—the patron—on my right, we smiled through the camera.
The event is being held in Mr Lee's hotel—in the massive ballroom, to be exact. Multiple chandeliers hang from the ceiling, a bar lines on the side, the stage that was custom-built for me—where there was a large canvas and a seat already in place. Soft lighting and a small group of performers playing jazz music on the corner.
A crowd of more than fifty people watching my every move. As people kept murmuring, I was able to catch some of it.
“Oh gosh, she's prettier in person.”
“Modest, huh? Simplicity is beauty, I guess…”
“I'm really looking forward to her painting tonight!”
“I wonder what vibe she'll paint.”
“Wait—is that her boyfriend beside her?”
“No… it's her manager, I think?”
“Regardless, they both look hot. Their attires are matchy too!”
“I just hope she won't be a mess tonight, I heard she's kinda insane or something.”
“What do you mean?”
“Well, a friend of a friend of mine has an intel. Seems like L.Y.V. was quite… cray-cray when she was younger.”
Their sudden mentions of weird things about me became louder in my ear. I did my best to shrug it off—not wanting to ruin the night.
After a short greeting, Mr Lee introduced me to everyone. 
“Mic test mic test…” He cleared his throat, gaining everyone's attention. “Good evening everyone. Thank you for joining us for what we promise that'll be a wonderful night. 
For tonight… We invited someone special—someone whose work you’ve likely seen without even knowing their name…until recently. An artist who captured my heart—making me feel that I'm heard through her artworks. 
It is truly a rare opportunity to have her here. And if I must say, it's worth every penny.” He chuckled before glancing at my manager who grinned back at him. “I'm truly honored to be the host of her very first live performance. Please welcome, for the first time ever on live canvas… Ms. L.Y.V!”
Everyone applauded, and I bowed out of courtesy. I'm still not used to such a crowd praising me like this—especially since I haven't even started. 
After half an hour of mingling with the guests, it is my time now to perform. From what I researched, artists who had a live painting performed the way they wanted. Some were too exaggerated with their moves, and some painted just like a normal person would do. 
But anyways, what's even considered “normal”? Art is about how you express yourself—at least, that's what I think. 
Art can mean different things to every person. An artist could paint stars, and people would interpret it in different ways. 
Some would say that the stars are our dead ancestors—that when we die, we'll have a place in the sky, and we'll shine bright, making the people look up at us in awe. Some would say that counting these stars is like the meaning of life—meaningless and a waste of time. Then some would say that we are the stars—we all shine, but in different ways.
And I think that's what's cool with art—it's limitless.
“Your imagination is your limit.” It might be my favorite quote. It's from a snack brand I've always seen on TV when I was a kid. The way it was delivered in the most jolly way but it still hit something deep within me. It's been stuck with me ever since.
The musicians keep playing as I get started. Taking a deep breath, I held the brush and started painting the picture in my head. Starting with long strokes, the brush kissed the canvas. I mainly brought three big cans of paint—the primary colors—from biggest to smallest brush, and a couple of paint palette to mix the paints.
I heard from Jimin that Mr Lee likes cats. In fact, he adores my signature. Which is why I decided to do an abstract painting in a portrait form.
A cupid cat holding a bow, but with the arrow pointing backward—like he accidentally aimed at himself. While the other cat is playing on the soft grass and is already lovestruck. 
The time flies by and I'm nearly done—nothing dramatic happens while I paint. Everyone was either watching in awe or murmuring by the people beside them.
While finishing the painting, I noticed something odd. 
What the…
Anyone who'd ever look at this painting will notice it in an instant. Looking at the time left, I knew I'd have no time to “fix” it.
All I did was paint a grassfield with cats… How the heck did it turn out like this…
Anxiety crept in, and I could barely feel the brush in my hand. I just stared at the canvas in front of me as I felt the heat spread across my cheeks.
Oh gosh… This is just peak obviousness.
As I panic mentally, I felt a hand tapping my shoulder. I turned towards to see Jimin smiling at me.
“Hey, you okay? Are you done? You've been staring at it for the past ten minutes.”
I frowned and slightly pouted. “Jimin-ah…” I tilted my head, motioning towards the painting. Jimin looked over the painting and his eyes widened at the sudden realization.
But me nodding seems like a wrong move. The patron took it as a sign that I'm finished and walked towards us.
“Wow… As expected of LYV!” Mr Lee exclaimed and gestured to the photographers to take a picture. “But wait a minute… Is this a portrait of someone..?” He eyed me suspiciously.
Of course, he'd react like that… Would you want to have some guy's face on your house?
Ironically, the cat got my tongue. 
Sensing my embarrassment, Jimin chimed in. “Not just someone—but, cats!” 
He pointed at the supposed star of the painting, who had become just one of the accessories in the face of the man I tried my best to push away in my thoughts for tonight.
“Oh… I get it now! It's an abstract painting… When you look closely, you see a cat inevitably falling in love—since the cupid cat already struck the other cat. And the cupid cat… It might be accidentally? or he purposely did it? Like a suicide—but for falling in love…” he chuckled, eyeing the almost-dry painting.
“And when you look from afar, you'd see a man? Looking back at you in a oh so lovingly, huh? Perhaps, he was the cupid cat.” He joked, making everyone in the room laugh.
“Am I right, Ms Y/n?” 
When he looked back at me, all I could manage to do was nod and laugh along with them. “Y-yeah!… You really got the vibe I was aiming for.”
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“You might as well propose to him.” Jimin snorted as he watched me drown myself with drinks—non-alcoholic, this time.
“Oh, come on. I swear… I've never expected it to turn like that. It's like—like my hand is moving on its own!”
“Well, you did great, regardless. Mr Lee's secretary already sent the full payment. It seems like he really loves it.” He grinned as he greeted the ladies who approached us from time to time.
My eyes narrowed at the obvious flirtations of the women. On the other hand, Jimin is a pro. He knew how to keep his smile and refuse politely.
“Why did you keep on refusing them? They're pretty and moreover—richie rich!” We both laughed at my statement. 
“Wow… Do you really think of me that low?” he said as he exaggeratedly pouted.
I frowned, confused at how it is connected with what I said. “What do you mean?”
“I'm your manager. It is my job to look after you. Not fling with those crazy rich people.”
I nodded, understanding what he meant. But me being me, I couldn't help myself but tease him—or else I'd tweak. “Ah… So you're staying on my side because it's your job, huh?”
He scoffed as he rolled his eyes at me. “Whatever lets you sleep at night, Y/n.”
The rest of the night went on with food and cheers. I noticed a lot of celebrities at the party too.
And thank heaven, because of my job—I was able to meet Choi Seung-hyun! T.O.P of BIGBANG himself! 
My teenage self would squeal her head off if I ever told her that. 
Other than the unexpected turnout of my painting… nothing weird happened. Everything went smoothly and now, I'm ready to sleep—with billions of won in my bank account.
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(MYG POV)
“HYUNG HYUNG HYUNGGGGG!!!”
All of us turned our head to the youngest as he screamed while staring at his phone.
“Yah! Kim Namjoon, is the movie that scary?” Jin scolds the youngest who's still gaping as he stares at his phone.
We're in Hoseok's house tonight—doing a bit of planning for the trip. But everyone realized that we're all clueless when it comes to this stuff, so we just turned on the TV and watched a movie instead. 
“No… It's Yoongi hyung…”
I frowned, and before I could scoot over and see what's so intriguing about it, Namjoon shoved his phone right in front of my face.
“Yoongi hyung… She drew you on her FIRST LIVE PAINTING!!!” It seems like he lost his sanity with his last words. 
When he dropped the phone, I took it, and saw… my face. The way it was painted was subtle—like it's blending with the scenery. I also noticed the cute cats on it.
He clutched his head, wide-eyed. “Whoa… Hyung! That event was held by a crazy rich Mr Lee. If he doesn't like the painting… Y/n's career would be dead. But seeing the articles coming up now… She really did great.” he chuckled, leaning back. “Oh, to be someone's muse…”
“Wait—so she had been thinking about you all night? Hyung… She must really like you to paint you from memory.” Hoseok teased as he nudged my side.
I couldn't help but blush at the possibility.
“Or! She still hates you… I mean—look at the article. It is said that the figure of the man was the cupid cat. The cat was literally going to kill himself! See where it points??” Jin points at the cat and the arrow head—proving his point.
My smile dropped fast too. I really don't know what she feels about me. She's been giving me mixed signals. 
“But didn't Yoongi hyung give her enough space to ease her mind? Why would she still be mad?” Namjoon asked.
He's right… I've been doing my best to give her space. 
I mentally high-fived myself—thinking I did a good job.
“Are you sure you gave her enough space?” Jin asked.
“Of course! I practically run back to my house whenever we happen to go out at the same time.”
They all nodded, as if also thinking where I went wrong.
After a long silence, deep in thought,  Hoseok finally spoke. “Wait—Hyung… Weren't you just avoiding her?”
My eyes widened at the sudden realization.
“Wha—!”
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Muse | MYG
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Plot: What happens when the man you practically simp over in high school, is right now, sitting across you after almost 10 years of not seeing him? Worse? You're here for an appointment for therapy and he's your psychologist.
Available on WATTPAD (click here)
Pairing: SeniorStudent!Yoongi x JuniorStudent!Reader ---> Psychologist! Yoongi x Artist!Reader
Genre: Fluff, slight age gap, slice of life, a bit of angst, schoolmates to lovers(?)
Warnings: talks about mental and death...erm lemme know if you found any disturbing heh
Word count: dunno
A/N: This is...actually some sort of based irl looll (only the high school scenes, most of it) This is my first one shot work! Let me know if I'm lacking something. The current series that I'm still working rn is still not even half finished T_T T_T So I thought I might give it a try---write a oneshot heh I just started here to write in tumblr so I still don't know that much stuff. Feel free to comment so I can improve!! Ik some of those thing weren't even a thing at that time...
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"Shit..." I muttered right as I saw the man in a white coat, a clipboard in his arms while his hair softly falls down in his brows, reading his next patient's data. Just like the last time I saw him. Weird, huh? It's been years, yet... he still looks just the same.
Our eyes met, for the first time in a while. He frowned, it was so subtle and fast, no one would even know. But I did. Every little actions that he did, I always notice it. No matter what. I keep saying that the Y/n who just hit her puberty is no longer me, yet with my emotions right now, I can feel like my hormones are all over the place.
"Sit down," he smiled, gesturing the seat across him.
His voice so deep it sounds like soothing lullaby... Eyes so tired that I can tell he works so well... The warmth in his smile makes my heart skip a beat, forgetting why am I here in the first place...
Snap of it!
It took me a second to realize that I stared at him for too long. I cleared my throat, wishing my embarrassment would also go away. I smiled as I took the seat.
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Our session ended without him saying that he at least recognize me. Did it made me upset? Yeah... sort of. I mean, I didn't go there and paid him to reminisce our high school days, but still...
I huffed as I crumpled a paper.
"Ugh! Really? Y/n? Still drawing him?"
I uncrumpled it and stared at the newly drawing for a while. I leaned back in my chair and sighed... "I'll give it to him. He looks hot in that coat." I chuckled and stuck the paper back in my notebook. "I'm keeping it because I drew him too good, not that I still like him or anything. That would be just so stupid."
Ha! Right! Nothing else. I smiled, pleased with how I gaslight myself.
I stretched my back and arms. My body ached for having a shrimp position for a long time.
And before I know it, I fell asleep (again) in my studio.
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Summer 2010
Our last subject just finished and it's still raining heavily. I have no umbrella so my friends and I were forced to run. Reaching the covered court, I groaned. "Why call it summer when it rains this heavy??"
"Do they really think—us—high school students are waterproof?" Exclaimed by Sana while Chaeyoung just chuckled beside us. Our clothes were pretty wet but not that drenched.
We went upstage since there's some chair in there. Putting our bags down, we wait for the rain to stop. Us juniors only have to spend half day in the campus. Lucky, huh?
"Stay here, hm? You both can't leave me just because you guys have umbrella to share and your house are close." I glared at the both of them while they just snickered. They won't leave me otherwise, I know that.
It's been an hour, yet the rain don't seem to plan on stopping. It's about 1 now, we think. Seems like we're the only junior students in the campus. Suddenly, the seniors from the front building went outside. They went in the cover court. They were wearing some sort of costumes. It was ridiculous—Okay, not really. They seemed like they're going to dance.
We sat still from above across them and watch them prepare.
"Hey, Chae, wanna play?" I grinned as I whispered. Sana was too occupied with her phone that's why it was just the two of us who played.
We played Smash or Pass with every senior guy that I pointed. Until finally, I pointed it to the guy who's wearing a Thai hat(?) The gold ones, it seems like part of their costume.
"Hm... Smash!" Chaeyoung laughed and I did too. Cause miraculously, SAME.
We had a great laugh realizing we'd say smash.
We watched them dance and sing along with the music that were playing. Thinking about it, we might actually look like idiots. They can practically see us sing and dance with them since we're upstage.
After a while, I asked Chae, "What nickname should we give him?" It's our thing. Giving nicknames to people whether they look good or annoying. I think it's every friend groups should do.
"He looks like a cat and his eyes disappear too when he smiles... Kitty?"
"Kitty...?" Sounds weird so I proposed to change it. "What about Neko? Same meaning but doesn't sound weird." She agreed and since then, we called him Neko. With his sharp eyes and pale tone, he does looks like a kitty.
Few moments after, we planned a scheme. We went down to compare our height to his. We walked towards him as if we were just passing by and about to go to the canteen instead.
My and Chae's eyes went wide open. Gasping and staring at each other, the signal were sent.
Gosh, he's tall.
Oh gosh, he is.
A day or two passed since that. We randomly saw him when we went to buy in the canteen.
Then again.
And again.
And again.
Untill a few days have been passed and I keep on seeing him. To the point that... maybe... just maybe, it wasn't really a coincidence anymore.
New character unlocked?
When we were about to go back in our room, we met Hani. My bestfriend in elementary days.
"Y/n! Come here! Imma show you something. Actually—no—It's a someone." Hani dragged me and Chae went along with me.
Hani rant about how this guy looks so good, that in the first time in a while, they found someone who actually looks good in this campus.
Chae and I eyed each other. Were we thinking who we're thinking?
As we reached the third floor of the first year's building, across it was the senior's building. We stopped our track right in front of the exact room. The windows were open and from our spot, we can literally see him studying.
"Neko?"
"You know him?" Hani asked in which I nod.
I think we just found our sweet spot.
Chae and I sometimes went up there just to catch a glimpse of him. It was stupid and fun.
Until that day came.
As usual, Chae and I went to the third floor once again. We stayed in the balcony that faces their room. It was break time so everyone was all over the place. Then I felt it. Chae poked my side and pointed my front. I frowned and followed her finger. There was it, his teacher raising her brow at me. Then his classmates turned their heads toward me... 'till lastly, he did. Everyone was looking at ME. I noticed Chae was hiding on the wall divider of the balcony. I looked back at the teacher who's still looking at me.
"Do you need anything, Ms?" We were quite far but it was still audible.
"H-huh..?" That was all I could muster. It was even barely a whisper. My mouth was slightly open due to not knowing what to do nor say. It lasted like that for a few more seconds. Until I mustered all the courage and pride I have left in my body and shrugged it off and walked away. Frowning as if they got it wrong and I was simply hanging out there.
Walk
Walk
RUN
I went back to our room as soon as I noticed Chae was following me. When we get back, we were panting and sweating. Our classmates looked at us with weird looks. Not that I can blame them. One of our classmate asked us and we did tell the story.
It was our last time going in there.
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I felt someone flick my head. I groaned in annoyance.
"Noona, wake up!"
I grumbled as I sit up straight, realizing I fell asleep in the studio again.
"You know you don't have to flick me. Between the two of us, I'm the light sleeper." I mumbled while my eyes were focusing on the big guy in front of me.
He rolled his eyes at me. Up to this day, I wondered who did he got it from. "Eomma wants you to eat lunch with us."
I chuckled. "Your mother did? Wow, what a pleasure." I sassed.
He groaned and plopped himself at the couch. "Can't believe you still resent her."
"Kook, what kind of a daughter am I if I don't?"
Jungkook threw a pillow to me as he stood up. "Still. Eat with us."
And just like that, he walked away.
Life goes on, that's what they say.
I must've been nuts for going to therapy yesterday. It's not like, I'm seriously depressed.
Right..?
Living alone in the house that came from the paycheck of my drawings must be really the best accomplishment I've had. Who would've thought the high achieving in academics girl would end up in this job. It was pure mystery.
I stared at my empty fridge. I smiled. The only thing that kept me sane nowadays is this...
"Looks like, I need to go... shopping."
I grinned ear to ear while I spent my fortune.
"Who needs therapy, when you can go and do your grocery."
I picked out the foods I knew I'd eat while I finish the new dramas. I was about to get the last stock of my fave gummies until someone practically snatched it. Fast.
"H-hey-" I cut off myself from shouting when I realized who it was.
It was him. In normal clothes. Am I dreaming? Impossible. He wouldn't have clothes in the first place if I am.
"Oh, Ms Jeon." He smiled.
Smiled?
He has the nerve to smile after taking that gummy?
But... then again, who need those gummy bears when his gummy smile is practically the sweetest.
He cleared his throat. "Seems like we'll be seeing each other more often."
Uh...what? Is he trying to say that I have a severe mental illness so we'll literally see each other more?? This fucker...
He probably noticed my frown as he chuckled and shook his head. "Uhm, that might've come off the wrong way. I meant, I just moved in in this neighborhood."
Sorry, what..?
I laughed my nervousness away. It's not like we'll be neighbors. This neighborhood is way too big for us to see each other.
Is that why it was my first time seeing him in this grocery store?
"Well, welcome to the neighborhood." I chuckled, probably awkwardly and excused myself.
Damn it. It could've been my chance for us to talk and stuff, but I refused. I mean, with my looks right now? No thanks.
I skipped my lunch and didn't go to our family's house. I plopped myself on my bed and took out my old sketchbook.
Staring at my old drawings of him, it sure did bring back of the memories.
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2010
It's been a month yet we still don't know his name. We already did a lot of different shenanigans just to know it. He must be really like having a low profile. We found his classmate's account yet his are nowhere to be found. Maybe he doesn't go online...
I was staring at my computer, scrolling on whatever stuff pop up, then it hits me. Her sister. Hani's sister!
They're in the same year, so maybe, just maybe, she knows his name.
I quickly typed in to ask her. A girl from our year had a picture with him posted. I sent it to her.
"Hi eonni, can I ask u a question? Is there a chance that you know him?"
*Photo sent*
It took a while for her to respond.
"Uhm yeah, he's from our year"
"Can you tell me his name?"
"Min Yoongi"
"I think that's his name"
Min Yoongi... cute. It suits him.
Hours and hours later, I still couldn't find his account. Then as I was searching, there was this account, he was friends with Hani.
My eyes widen. "Min Suga? Could it be?"
I stalked the account and it was really him. No wonder I couldn't find his account—he wasn't using his real name! Likes to keep a low profile? Bullshit. He has more than 5k followers!
Moreover...he really...looks good.
I wonder if his face reflects his personality.
I added him as a friend and waited for the request to be accepted. I told Chae that if he didn't accepted it within 24 hours, I'll delete my request. I still have pride you know. Don't want to be one of those girls in his inbox.
It hasn't even been an hour and I got the notification. He accepted it! I squealed and danced in my room.
This is what being a youth, right?
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I clicked my tongue as I chuckled bitterly. "Youth is never coming back."
As I turn the pages more, my bell ringed. Jungkook never ring first, he just comes in whenever he wants to. I should really change the passcode. As for my mom, she never really bother coming here.
Expecting no one, I opened the door, only to gape at the man in front of me.
"You...like pies?"
Min Yoongi, in front of me, holding a pie, not just holding, but giving..?
"Uh...how close is your house exactly?" I didn't mean to sound rude, but rather genuinely curious.
He hesitatingly pointed the house across me.
The Kim's house?
"It was my friend's grandparents who lived there. He took them to take care of them and then he sold this house to me." Yoongi explained. His face going like this :]
"So you really did mean that we'll see each other more often..." I mumbled in which he caught. He laughed and gave me the pie.
"My mom kept on nagging me on giving pies. She really worked hard on it. Hope you like it!"
She's here?
I nodded and thanked him. He went back and I did too. The smell of the freshly baked peach mango pie really did things to my stomach.
For the first time, Min Yoongi gave me something.
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Spring 2011
"Let's go hoomeee. Forget it! I'm not going to give it to him!" I murmured while we wait in the senior's balcony. A few steps away from him, we waited. "I knew it I shouldn't have contact him." I mumbled. "He didn't even read my text..." I mumbled. Chaeyoung was practically dragging me. "Look, he seems busy too."
"Would you rather let your drawing and efforts be wasted then?" Chayoung argued.
Then for the meantime, we waited. We walked towards his classroom but he was nowhere. He was just right there few seconds earlier.
"Stupid text."
A week ago...*
Should I really text him? The classes have been cancelled. I'm not sure whether it's a good idea to do it now. Should I make myself known? Or should I keep it anonymous? But I really wanna take a picture with him...
Ugh! My head hurts. Forget it, I'm just gonna do it.
"Hi uhm... So I just randomly draw one of my mutuals and it happened to be you.."
*Photo sent*
"Perhaps you like it?
"I was about to give you this at school tomorrow but they cancelled the classes so... Hope you like it<3
Was I too formal?
It took him hours to reply.
"Oh wow, what a nice piece!"
"Yes I like it, thanks!"
HE REPLIED!!! I muffled my squeal with my pillow as I looked back at his text. It took me hours to see the message and reply too.
"Guess... I'll just give it to you when we bump into each other, maybe(?)"
"Ugh goshhh how am I going to give you this at schoolT^T"
"Just don't give it yet if you're still not ready^^"
End*
I went home feeling defeated. Not able to give him the drawing.
I stared at my bedroom's ceiling before deciding to go online.
2+messages
It was sent an hour ago. I quickly opened the message. He replied to my text earlier in the morning, when I told him to meet up.
"Sorry, I just saw your text message"
"I don't have an internet at school, that's why"
"It's fine, so,I'll just give it to you tomorrow?"
"Okay, sure"
Saying it was fine when I was literally sulking in my room like a child. But that's when I haven't read his message.
Min Yoongi apologized to me.
I giggled like an idiot in my room as I stared at the text messages we shared.
The next day...
"AAHHHH! Let's go hoomeee. Forget it! I'm not going to give it to him!" I whined, it wasn't just Chae and Sana was there for me, but some of my classmates too. They were waiting for me—like usual, we go home altogether. "I knew it I shouldn't have contact him. This is really a stupid stupid idea!!" I ran around the court in attempt to go home.
We're here, in front of the senior's building. Waiting...again.
One of my classmate proposed that they'll just call him to go down. Two of them went upstairs to his room.
Why does he always keeping me on waiting. Does he think he's some sort of a king?
I huffed and were literally losing all my shits. Till I heard them.
"He's here!!" They squealed. Too much of an opposite, I composed myself and cleared my throat. Thank God he's tall so when I'm looking forward all I can see is his chest. I gave it to him and our hands brushed. It was so quick and subtle, yet it already made my heart warm.
As practiced, Chaeyoung smoothly asked him if we can take a picture—for business purposes. I felt too stiff. This is too good to be true. Then I felt it, he leaned closer. Our arms touching, he smiled to the pic.
My heart was about to get off my rib cage. My insides were going crazy, yet, thankfully, I look completely normal outside.
When I got home, he texted me, thanking and saying that he really appreciates it. A warm feeling spread across my whole body.
The next day, my classmates and I talked about the event yesterday. They were bitching about how Yoongi didn't even thanked me and just left. I laughed so hard when I heard that. Because he did. Yoongi did thanked me before leaving, it just happened that it was loud enough for only me to hear it. Now, it felt more special.
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"Have you ever thought of the probable major reason for what you're feeling?"
Here we go again.
How can I focus on what's wrong with me, when you're right here? Worse, as my doctor.
3 more appointments with him. I paid for this, I should at least gain something.
"Maybe... because up to this day, I still blame myself for his death." My head hung low as I mumbled it.
Why do you always have to see my flaw, Min Yoongi?
This infatuation is slowly turning to hatred...
"You know it wasn't your fault."
I turned my head to him with a frown. So, he does remember me?
A tear fell from my cheek. I wiped it before he can even notice. I turned my hands into fist. 6 words. It was only 6 words yet he can already open my bare self.
"I-if I wasn't stubborn. He'd still be here. He followed me. You saw that. If only he didn't. He'd still be here."
I felt a lump in my throat. Those memories. It was too vivid as if it just happened yesterday.
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Spring 2012
"I told you, I don't want to!"
Another day, another argument to have with my mother.
Why is she so pushy on making me go to states?
"It's for your own sake! Studying here at this campus will let you go nowhere."
"What? So eager to get rid of me?!" I yelled while we drive to campus.
"Jeon Y/n! Don't you dare shout at your mother." My father said sternly as he drives.
As we were near the campus, I lost it.
"Drop me off." 1.. 2.. 3... "I said, drop me off, dad." Keeping my voice low yet so stern it could cut apples.
My father stopped the car and I get out of it.
I was mindlessly crossing the road that I didn't notice a four wheeler truck coming at me.
Then I felt a pair of hands pushed me hard, and before I knew it, screams were heard. My mom's loud cries were ringing in my ears. Tears were coming out of me uncontrollably. Blood all over him. I crawled, oh so slowly and trembling. Before I could even reach him, my mom pushed me aside and called for help.
Minutes later, I heard the sirens of the ambulance. I was just there. Staring at him. No words coming out.
It started raining. It was a light rain, yet even with those subtle touch, it made my whole body flinch and freeze.
Till I felt someone's embrace. Someone was covering me with their jacket. Who could possibly care for me if it wasn't my father.
Slowly, I turned my head towards the person.
Why it has to be you?
"Everything's gonna be okay. The ambulance is taking your father already."
He spoke in a soothing tone. Yet no matter how warm or soft his voice is, I can't somehow get out the ice cage I'm in.
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"Do you think your father would want you to think that way? It's been years Y/n, what happened that you're back at this again?"
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A/N: okay, I lied. Maybe this isn't gonna be a oneshot... maybe I'll have 2 parts? 3 maybe? I just cut this off here cause I think it was too long. So readers can have breaks hehe. Gonna post the next part tomorrow maybe...
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