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Being A Little With The Thunderbolts

characters: bob, alexei, yelena, ava, john, and bucky

thunderbolts/new avengers x little!gn!reader

dni if under the age of 17 or if your blog has dd*g kink!

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Alexei:

he's literally the best uncle!cg/babysitter you could ever ask for

literally gets you hopped up on sugar and leaves your energizer bunny hyperness for bucky to deal with

bored? literally no worries cause alexi is taking you everywhere you wanna go. the aquarium? the park? with a big ol' grin on his face, he's ushering you to the car

speaking of the car, you get shotgun always and alexi almost always forgets that you need to wear you seatbelt

he uses his super strength to throw you around and rough house with you but 90% of the time you don't get hurt (don't worry about that other 10%. he buys you chocolates and toys if you promise not to tattle on him)

gives the bestest bear hugs you could ever ask for

Bob:

he usually regresses with you honestly, but he ranges between being a big brother or being on the younger side

will literally play monster trucks and dolls with you

you cuddle all the time and take naps together like the cute babies you are

you like to wear his clothes and sometimes he'll wear yours even if they don't fit properly

you always need to be in his line of sight cause you're literally his emotional support person. if he's in big brother mode, he'll frantically search for you and if he's in little baby mode he just starts crying until yelena helps him find you

you share a big plate of dino nuggies together!! and then fall asleep in a cuddle pile in the living room akdhs

Yelena:

she's your mama. shares cg custody with bucky.

very much a helicopter mom, overbearing and overprotective but usually you don't mind it if you're feeling really, really little. if you're feeling a bit older, you often throw tantrums that you're a "big kid" and yelena has to get alexei over to calm you.

she has rules for you but is not very stern. she definitely gentle parents you.

how natasha was for her is how she is for you and bob

will play dress up with you and bake with you

when you're baking, flour is thrown everywhere. both of you just covered in it. and obviously alexei joins in cause he loves his family. John just stands there in corner like: 🧍🙄

Ava:

biggest wine aunt that ever wine aunt'ed

literally let's you do whatever you want and gives you whatever you want but you're NOT spoiled that's not a nice word according to Ava

you guys play chase and hide and seek a lot

she does your hair and makeup all the time

she's actually really good at face painting

will fight and kill anyone for you on sight

someone have something to say about your age regression? game over. she's gonna get them and they'll never bother you about anything ever again.

John:

John honestly did not rock with the regression at first cause he was all like: "🙄🧍 what are you doing??"

but then you looked at him like this: "🥺" and he went all: "😖" and now he's your babysitter sjfhs

loves to carry you on his shoulders, or dead man carry you like a fireman. either way it's a very funny sight.

let's you use his shield to slide down the stairs

freaks out when you get hurt and start crying cause he has no idea what to do

so clueless but also so sweet

he teases you but he doesn't know how to show love otherwise

Bucky:

THERE'S SO MUCH TO SAY ABOUT BUCKY

HE'S YOUR DADDY/DADA!!! AND THE BEST ONE EVER

at first, he didn't want to be vulnerable with you cause he was so scared. everyone he's been vulnerable with has left him. but slowly for surely you broke down his walls, convinced he was worth caring for too.

and having you as his little gave him so much purpose in life

he could actually wake up in the morning with meaning and satisfaction knowing you were there to hold his hand

you tug at his leg pants when you want something ajfhs

he's pretty strict honestly with lots of rules but you don't mind following them. he just wants you safe!

he let you cut his hair once. Once. never again lol

you guys do arts and crafts together!!

he ordered you your own super suit so you'd feel like a part of the team

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Everyone always talks about the sweet, caring caregivers which yeah are great!

BUT!

What about the big scary caregivers! The ones you know you are always safe with because they would protect you no matter what, the villains who would care for you but also glare at anyone who would look at you weird, I wanna see more "unconventional" caregivers! Gimme some of your comfort characters that aren't caregiver "material" >:3

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want a caregiver that actually cares and loves me. being able to regress, being able to let go of my worries, just being a tiny baby..

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Y’all I’m so tired 😴 I’m working a double today. I was supposed to be done by 2 but now I’m here till 10 😭

All I wanted to do today was work, the go home and cuddle with my stuffies and blankies, maybe watch a show or play animal crossing. You know a nice relaxing little space afternoon… but nope 👎 banished to work 😭 I’m really hoping my monsters will be able to get me through the rest of today lol

Y’all are amazing and I hope you have a wonderful day/night!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️

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"If only you could hear my voice / but you are screaming far too loud to hear me swear - just because I left, doesn't mean that I'm not still there." I had another vision that I had to act upon. I hope you like it. 💙 #giveusthesaga pLEASE I need to see more of them

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Sometimes regression isn’t about being happy.

Sometimes regression is being so mad at the day you had and the people that are mean and the world for being cruel that you can’t help but get small at the end of the day and seek comfort and feel frustrated at yourself for wanting to regress and be safe.

Sometimes regression is having an ugly meltdown and crying about things that are happening and things that happened before and things you don’t want to have happen again.

Sometimes regression is the last defense against a depressive episode, the hope that nostalgia will give you the feelings you need.

Sometimes regression is coming down from panic and anxiety swirling, self soothing or being held by someone while you’re catching your breath and shakily drinking water.

Sometimes regression is not wanting anybody to touch you at all, wanting nobody to hurt you or overstimulate you or make you feel like you physically exist at all.

And sometimes regression is letting your little self drink the water you need, eat the food you deserve, put your face in the sunlight and do whatever you need to do to keep going. Sometimes it’s letting yourself sit and breathe. Sometimes you share that space with all of your feelings, simple and complicated alike while you’re little. Sometimes it’s just about feeling safe. ˚✧₊⁎💛⁎⁺˳༚

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✮ ⋆ ˚｡𖦹 ⋆｡°✩ imagine your cg (lonely little edition) ✮ ⋆ ˚｡𖦹 ⋆｡°✩

PT: imagine your cg (lonely little edition)

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-comforting you when you're sad, holding you close and stroking your hair, whispering soothing words

-“it's not you, bub, you're wonderful, the others are missing out”

-bringing you treats and your favourite activities in bed when things get hard, adapting things as needed, and sitting with until you feel ready to get up

-helping you to make friends, always chatting with other littles cg to help you feel more comfortable

-making you your favourite drinks and dressing up for tea parties, always ready to be a playmate when you need one

-“i know it's hard sweetpea, i promise it will get better”

-making sticker charts and giving you a sticker each day you get up and do the essentials, even if you need some help (things like bathes/showers, teeth brushing, meals, etc)

-helping you plan fun days out, especially ones where you could make friends

-“todays a bed day, huh? Hmm....how about we do some drawing while lying down? That might be fun!”

-always understanding when you just can't do something, whether it's talking to others, getting out of bed, or anything else. Never pushing you too far, only helping you reach your goals when you want to.

-cuddling up with you in bed, reading your favourite stories, and even telling you ones from their head/memories

-always supporting and loving you no matter what

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Req by @wolfenpupr

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This isn't the same as my last imagine, it's a more simple style, i hope that is ok ! I want to keep exploring what styles of writing i enjoy, and what styles you all like too ! Please let me know what you think :3

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star child art moodboard ⭐️

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Fwels really swad…. I wish I had cg or just wasnt so lonlyies…I hopes you guys hving better night thens me…

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❄️❄️❄️SNOW DAY ❄️❄️❄️

Huge snow storm last night and I have the weekend off! Gonna read, watch horror movies and crochet ❤️

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Thanks for the tag @littlespacereader !!!

Some facts

I’m short, 5’0. My 13 yo brother is a foot taller than me 😂

I can and will talk your ear off about different cryptids!! I’ve been collecting any books I can about them! 😈

I can speak Greek, little Spanish, and slightly fluent in ASL!

Tagging @itsy-bitsy-bby @littlebattybaby

(screw it what's a fun fact about yourself also @ people I'll go first I'm allergic to myself

@escapetheslaughter

@ugly-astral-taurus

@bees-official

@gremlininthedark

@bloodmoon-da-idiot

@multifandomcutie13 )

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Online caregiver who can’t be there with you in person but who does their best to take care of you anyway,

“Make sure you bundle up today kiddo! It’s chilly out there!”

Online caregiver who asks you to send them pictures of your drawings and coloring pages,

“So pretty little one, you did such a good job!”

Online caregiver who sends reassuring messages and check-ins throughout the day,

“Hi baby, did you get all your chores done? I’m so proud of you for trying.”

“Reminder that [cg title] loves you so so much and that you’re worthy of love!”

“Hiya tiny, I know you’ve been having a rough time, can [cg title] help?”

While I am someone who really enjoys in person interaction it’s way more likely that I’ll find another caregiver online than in person so I’ve been daydreaming <3

DNI banner by @/clumsypaws

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🍼 shoutout to the age regressors and age dreamers who have to take a lot of medication to be able to function day to day

🦄 shoutout to the age regressors and age dreamers who have a hard time regulating their emotions

🍼 shoutout to the age regressors and age dreamers who deal with an ever present feeling of loneliness, even when they’re surrounded by people, even family or friends

🦄 shoutout to the age regressors and age dreamers who get scared and startled easily (and may or may not get teased for it)

🍼 shoutout to the age regressors and age dreamers who may need a little more attention than others

🦄 shoutout to the age regressors and age dreamers who wake up with a tummy ache from anxiety

🍼 shoutout to all the age regressors and age dreamers who need to have their hand held through tasks (literally or figuratively)

🦄 shoutout to the age regressors and age dreamers who feel like the bad times will never end

🍼 shoutout to the age regressors and age dreamers who need to hear this -

you’re perfect just the way you are. just because things are more difficult for you (and me! see, you’re not alone) and so many others doesn’t make us any less wonderful and beautiful. life still has amazing things in store for us; everything will work out okay 💖

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Caregiver! Remus Lupin moodboard! 📚☕🐺

@lunalovegood134

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HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! I hope you all have an amazing year full of love and happiness! ❤️

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I do this for my CG! I own a hobbit sword! I’ll keep em safe from meanies! 🗡️🗡️🗡️

Absolutely feral kiddo whos protective over their trans dad/ brother

Kiddo who makes sure their stuffies gender dad/brother right

And reassure him they see him as a boy

And get super protective over their carer

“Are you blind? That’s clearly my brother/dad.”

“I’m going to get my sword, I’m gonna beat up the meanies who keep calling you a girl.”

“Hey! Let me at em! I can handle them! Just cuz I’m small doesn’t mean nothin!”

Dad/brother who’s having appreciates it very much but still has to drag their tiny away from trying to fight people <3

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Would you ever write for identity v? :3 /nf

Hi! I so sorry late reply!!! I would probably write it! I just started play game! Is there a certain character/ story arc you want?

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