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I had 7300 minutes on Spotify last month 😭😂

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Notifications making me do a double take today.

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Do you know what she's doing?

Has she moved on or do you guys still converse together at all?

It's sad to hear if she's just gone

She's basically just gone. Um I have a vague idea of where she is and what she's doing now. From what I've seen she seems like she's doing okay, but you know how it is with what you choose to present to the world.

I'd like to properly sit down and catch up with her one day and hear about who she is now but I don't think that'll happen.

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Liv's confidence boost between Sour and Guts needs to be studied. She went from (justifiably) terrified on stage, to an absolute confidence machine.

Ik guts wasn't received as well as sour, but I objectively think it's the better album. And I will fight people over that

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Who has hurt you so bad? Do we need to avenge?

No vengeance is needed. It's a long, complicated story. No hate towards her.

Continued below the cut:

Long story short; she was my first love (more complex than that but) she ghosted me, multiple times. She didn't do it out of malice though, it was to protect herself and her deteriorating mental health. I never got the full story so I don't know exactly how bad it was but from what I heard, i can't even imagine what she went through.

I don't hate her. And I'm glad she did what she needed to survive. I'd rather she be alive without me than... The alternative.

I still think of her every day though. It's been way too long to still be doing that. I do miss her though, and hope she's okay. And I hope she still thinks of me sometimes too.

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It's been a week 🙃 Imma go home and stare at the ceiling for a bit

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Every sign reads that you still care, except for the fact that you won't reply.

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Delusional enough to think I have a chance

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Distract me.

Stay on my mind.

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I hope little things remind you of me.

I hope you at least consider reaching out

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Put my cat through one of those anime filter things

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how do you deal with anxiety ?

i let it fuck me up then i go to bed

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I think about you a lot.

All the time, actually.

In the morning, at night,

in the middle of my day. It's you.

It's just always you.

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Picks is it this run. I love Stu but picks is on fire

known goalie lover connor mcdavid

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