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I really hate being that person, but I'm in a serious pickle at the moment.

Due to my job cutting my hours down from 48 a pay period to 32, I can no longer afford a lot of things - that includes a legal fee I have to pay every month until it's paid off completely. I only have to pay $25 a month before the 7th, but there is also a $10 'convenience fee' on their website to pay with card.. which is so freaking stupid, because it means I technically have to pay 35, and only 25 goes into what I actually owe.

Thankfully, I've paid off most of it, so I have only $250 left to pay before I'm finished with this debt completely. I can't wait.. however, I currently don't even have enough to make the $35 this month. After paying rent, I'm left with $3.. So to know I have to do this before the 7th, I'm in a bit of a panic.

So if there is anyone available to help me, I would appreciate it more than I can say. Anything else aside from the 35 that I get will also go towards putting food in my fridge, because at the moment that is also a luxury we can't always afford - isn't this economy great? But I digress..

I have my commission info listed here

My Ko-fi is here, which is directly connected to my paypal.

edit: My paypal email is also just Vexen_IV@hotmail.com

Anything helps, even if it's a $3 ko-fi, it means the world. Please feel free to message me here, or on any blog you know me from if you have questions/would like a commission of any kind.

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A close friend of mine helped me make up a Caard that has my recent commission and contact info :D

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DnD class themed patches and dice bags are now available!

Dice bags Patches

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I doodled a Lumine to go with my Aether!

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Twitch emotes have been added to my commissions. $10 per emote, and $15 for animates ones.

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In other news my commissions are in fact open, but I also have a Ko-fi as well, if you'd like to support me without commission.

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It took me 8 hours to finish this, but it was SO worth it! A gift for Beau Bridgland, based off his Genshin-themed Pokemon streams <3

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I want to go ahead and apologize now to anyone who is still waiting on a commission from me. I know of like two off the top of my head, but please keep in mind I do suffer from memory loss problems so I may need a reminder if you're unsure if I recall you or not.

My life this year had started off in a not-so-great way, and while it's no excuse, it has greatly affected my mental and physical health in ways I'm actually pretty afraid of, given my recent bout with a hospital stay and surgery.

My current home is owned by someone I thought was a friend of mine. He bought the house back in 2019 with the full intention of us moving in together: his sister, Cori, myself, and him of course. This was all great until his sister turned into an absolute nightmare of a roommate, moved out (and ran off to florida with some online friend) and left us high and dry.

So we found another roommate, and things were decent from there.. until towards the end of last year.

Main roommate in question took a trip to chicago to be with some friends, and ended up falling in love with the place, and planned to move there eventually - okay, not so bad, we were all okay with this, we knew it was happening.

Then my surgery happened. Along with being unable to work until January 1st when I was finally cleared, and now trying to scramble to find a job, and throwing out anywhere between 5-10 applications a day. In the meantime it's fallen on my poor girlfriend to pay my portion of the bills, which I am eternally grateful for, but also dreading and ashamed of. I owe her the fucking world.

All of a sudden, my roommate has put his foot down saying he's selling the house by the end of March. April is as long as he's giving us to figure out things out and find a place to go. girlfriend's mom's apartment is way too small, and doesn't allow for the 3 cats we have, and my mom sold her house shortly after we moved into the new house, and lives in a senior apartment complex. Neither places are places we can go to.

When we tried to plead our case, stating to him that my bank needs *60 days* of work history to help me with a house loan.. he simply shrugged his shoulders and walked out. In his exact words on discord, he stated "As the owner of the property this is my decision and it is non-negotiable." AKA he doesn't care what happens to us, he's dead-set on going to chicago, with those rose-tinted glasses glued to his face. This was what he sent to us yesterday. Saturday the 14th.

Needless to say.. my emotional state is a wreck. I'm worried I won't find a job in time, worried we'll have to move way far away from where we've settled, flip everything around to start somewhere else.. and before anyone tries to suggest apartment hunting: we can't. My girlfriend is self-employed making iron-on patches, which involves a LOT of noise running constantly. Embroidery machines and sewing machines all times of the night/day.

We would either need to specifically be placed in a corner lot where we can't disturb anyone, or luck out and have some deaf neighbors. It would also need to accept 3 cats, as these cats are *not* going anywhere else but with us.

I'm so fucking stressed to the point of headaches, and my body thinking it's time for my monthly flow.. all month long. It's scaring me that all of this is happening, and I'm dreading another hospital stay, especially because my surgery site still bleeds from time to time.

So, I apologize if I've been slow with activity or you're waiting on something from me. My life is being quite literally ripped out from under my feet, and there's not much I can really do about it except to pray for a job and grind myself into dust trying to make a living. In this fuckin american economy.

I wish I could get a fucking break.

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Art spam art spam art spam!

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Happy New Year! I made a Red Bubble for my random art/designs that I have nothing else to do with! xD

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Its still 2022. I’m not gonna admit that I’m nearly 2 years behind. Shut up.

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Even though I've finally been discharged from my surgery recovery as of yesterday, I'm still not at 100%. I'm a lot slower with commissions than I would like, but my body is simply so tired from this whole ordeal, and I've been sleeping so much because of it. I promise, those that are waiting on me for commission updates, I'll be getting to them as soon as I possibly can.

Surgery recovery is no joke.. it's so exhausting.

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Got a few new patches out in the shop today!

Morax

Keyblade

Pikachu

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Bit of a delay on commissions due to a doctors appointment, nurse visit, and Thankmas stream, but I’ll be back in action tomorrow!

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It’s commission time! Due to the fact I haven’t been permitted back to work after having emergency surgery on September 25th I’m in need of some financial assistance to pay for bills and generally survive.

Prices listed are in USD. Ko-Fi and Paypal are preferred.

Donations are also accepted for those who simply wish to help.

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BW lineart commissions for @justadoll 

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It’s commission time! Due to the fact I haven’t been permitted back to work after having emergency surgery on September 25th I’m in need of some financial assistance to pay for bills and generally survive.

Prices listed are in USD. Ko-Fi and Paypal are preferred.

Donations are also accepted for those who simply wish to help.