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I have been gone

I could do what the lil 16 year old self rom years ago want me to say (being dramatic and venting) but in the end, I’m too grown to be venting on tumblr and sharing all my buisness on ehy i havnt been around.

The just is life is hard, as it is for everyone right now. The only good that has happened this year for me is that i have grown close to one of my siblings. my life at home has been breakign me down so much I thought of bad things.  Though I did all I could to prevent it, I caught COVID and so did everyone in my house. In the end I had/have it the worst. My sense of taste and smell might be perminately fucked. During that my laptop slit it screen and now it can only be on for 2 minutes at a time.

So i havnt been mentally able to even want to write and drama and Im so sorry.  I removed myself from people cold turkey and eventually from here as well sicne i didnt even emotionally have it in me to be active. I hope this next year, for eveyone is way better than before.  

And if I havnt talked to replied for a LONG ASS FUCKING TIME. Please belive me when I say I dont hate you or disllike you. I tend to be caucious to not jump into friendships because I dont want to assume you want to be friends with me; I’ve been burned too many times. I will try to burn past me fears socially ant communicate to you guys.  I do realy want to be friends. ^-^

-AJ/SHANKed

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OOC: Hey! thanks for the follow did you wanna RP? :D

I’m always up to rp. Feel free to DM me ^_^

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anime_irl

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I think we should also appreciate how he took the time out of his days to visit kids at the St. Jude hospital while still battling with his own cancer. He was a real life superhero to not only me but millions of people <3

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me irl

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this reminds me of a manhwa and i kinda want to do one 

I want a group of vampires that live in a house with one human

and they’re constantly yelling “DO NOT EAT THE HUMAN” at each other

And when the human gets mad, they make a garlic heavy dish and smirks from the window as they all are stalking outside until they can come in

Also they just all love the human so much, like the human is their pet, when in reality the human bosses them all around. 

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aries: bonfires, competitiveness, hand veins, loud laughs, messy hair, sneaking out at 2am, abandoned beaches, stray dogs, candle lights, body language, creaking floorboards, ouija boards, having no regrets, karaoke nights out

taurus: house plants, oversized sweaters, soft hands, fuzzy socks, visiting big cities, snoozing your alarm clock, the colour yellow, vanilla scented candles, aloe vera, fruit smoothies, baking cookies, the mom friend, loves the ukulele

gemini: femme fatale movies, in love with female villains, sharp eyeliner, quick-witted, does things out of spite, do no harm but take no shit, in love with dogs, probably cries during sad movies but won’t admit it, easily excited, ripped jeans

cancer: mermaids, easily infatuated by love, smelling flowers, picnics in open fields, gets sad when thinking about the past, impressed easily, daydreaming in class, plucking fresh fruit, loves skirts and fashion, would die for their friends

leo: confident in what they do, kill them with kindness, high ponytails, probably wants to visit paris once, not afraid to tell the truth, in love with cute animals, the one to lift others up, good at teamwork, the warm feeling of summer, dragons

virgo: pastel markers, the smell of lavender, has an welcoming vibe around them, actually organized, scrunchies, neat notes, loves going to museums, probably into photography, neutral colours, handwritten letters, stardust

libra: soft blankets, cuddling the ones you love, always standing up for your friends, hopeless romantic, can be very distant, can be a little dramatic, pretty hair, dresses nicely, tries to be popular on social media, optimistic, humorous

scorpio: cottages in the woods, in love with greek mythology, vintage t-shirts, really emotional but doesn’t want anyone to know, determined, moonlight, pretty handwriting, into the retro aesthetic, rainy days, doesn’t judge people, cats

sagittarius: always ready for an adventure, street smart, wants to travel the world someday, doesn’t easily trust people, alcohol, paintbrushes, can’t sit still, untied shoelaces, tangled up earphones, blasting music at midnight, eye-gazing

capricorn: cold aura, coffee is what keeps them going, probably haven’t slept in two days, actually a big softie, high-waisted jeans, cute pet videos, small apartments, has too many notebooks, often goes to the library, writing essays

aquarius: loves to paint and do any kind of art, wants to live at the seaside, knows a lot of random facts, shares food, messy notes, bullshits an entire essay, graffiti, has their own distinct style, wants to live their life like they want to

pisces: old teddy bears, unsent love letters, mom-jeans, loves to sing, feels at home by the ocean, writes poetry, hard-workers, always up for deep conversations, probably did the stupid thing, open curtains, a soft breeze

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i want

wagahainoteiichi 3 (epoch)

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It’s evolving backwards

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This had such good meme potential I couldn’t resist

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I can b ur angel or your devil

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Writing Motivations

Spite

Inspiration

Hungry for Validation

Make readers go “Wow!”

Make readers go “Oh!”

Make readers go :’((

Horny

Dragons

Whom else is going to write this if not me??

They Gave Me a Keyboard and Cannot Take it Away Now

I Invented Several Languages and Must Use Them Somewhere

These characters are REAL and have things to do

I Like to Suffer

I like to be gay and unhinged but in a productive way

I care about my OCs and so must you now

I have issues I need to project on SOMETHING

Love is not fake and here is why, an entire book

Words Pretty

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[texting]

sokka: djskalaldhsal

zuko: what is that?

sokka: it's a keyboard smash.

zuko: how do i do it?

sokka: just press anything.

zuko: 7

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DO YOU EVER MISS A SHIP SO MUCH THAT YOU JUST GO BACK AND REREAD ALL OF THE CONVERSATIONS THEY’VE HAD?! YOU KNOW, CAUSE I DO.

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a mood

MeIRL