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To be completely honest with you, Jesse, I'd rather just wallow in my own self-pity, so-- I'll see you later.

No buts! You always do this, Shan. You always zone me out when I wanna’ hang out with you. C’mon, just hang out with me this one time.

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Yeah, Jess, I missed you too, but-- I'm busy.

Nah, you’re not going anywhere, babe. You’re staying right here with me ‘cause I missed you, idiot.

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Stress is what keeps you alive when you're a nurse.

You’re looking stressed. 

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Thanks.

Alright, then. 

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Nope--  I don't, sorry.

You really don’t have any time to spare for your good—maybe great—friend? Really?

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I'm fine-- I just, kinda' wanna' spend a little more time by myself, if you don't mind.

You okay there?

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Because-- I have finals this week and I really need to study.

Woah, why the hurry there, princess?

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hi so it's 4:13 am

and like last night was a really really bad night so i went to bed at 7 p.m. and my best friend apparently thought that [TW: SUICIDE MENTION] i wasnt answering because i attempted suicide??? so i woke up to about a million messages from her telling me to text her and a million more from her friends telling me to text her and stuff and idek what happened but she was saying she couldnt breathe and stuff and never fully explained why and now she wont answer my texts and i think its because she's sleeping but i have no idea at all and im a little bit worried and i also have tons and tons of homework to do so ugh idk im just ranting about my liFE

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I've been studying. Which, I need to get back to, so if you'll excuse me--

You’re not going anywhere Bishop. I’ve hardly seen you lately. I mean, I know I’ve been here and there but you just, well, seem to be nowhere.

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My apartment?

Hey, where are you off to in a hurry?

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I-- Yeah, James. I'm fine. Thank you.

You sure you’re alright?

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I have to go.

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so i just wanted to apologize for never being online

ive just been an emotional wreck lately tbh but ily all sooooo much and maybe ill do some replies rn ok

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isla-baumgartner: 1) THANK YOU SO MUCH, I DID AND I APPRECIATE IT A LOT! 2) I will let her know! And she loves you too!! 3) Ahaha, agreed, it was weird timing! 4) yesyesyes i love her a lot and like everything is just really awesome in this situation id say

emmyrivers: YES WE'RE ALL OKAY I PROMISE AND I'M HAPPY ABOUT BEING IN LOVE AND ELISE BEING OKAY AND COMING HOME AT 3 AM BUT LOL MY DAD IS A LOSER AND annoYING

evansreed: I'm glad you do even though they're probably so boring and annoying lol!! But yes, Elise is good!!!!!

THANK YOU ALL ILY ALL AND HERE IM GONNA PUT A PICTURE OF THE GIRL I LOVE HERE AND ITS A PICTURE FROM THE MUSICAL SHE WAS IN WHERE I FIRST MET HER SO YOU CAN ALL SEE HOW AMAZE SHE IS AND LOOKS

GOSH LOOK HOW BEAUTIFUL

SHES NOT ACTUALLY MEAN BUT SHE PLAYED A MEAN CHARACTER SO THAT WAS JUST HER BEING IN CHARACTER BCUS SHES A PHENOMENAL ACTRESS

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ok i just got home from being out with friends and its like 3 am and normally my mom doesnt really care what we do but elise was on a date and elise wasnt home yet and she left at like 6

and my mom was upset with me for getting home so late which, like i said, wasnt normal and i was like wut is going on

and my mom told me that elise got into a car accident???? but it was minor

also my dad is getting out of jail right now a 3 am for some reason..... idEK im just updating you all on my life

OH AND SHANNON THE GIRL I LOVE OK I JUST LOVE HER A LOT JUST SO YOU GUYS ARE AWARE THAT I STILL LOVE HER OK

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HI YOU GUYS

So. I need to talk about this because wow it's a big deal to me, I don't even know??? But first I'll start with today and everything.

Today was a really awesome day, and I got my male chorus uniform and I was really excited but then it didn't fit and I was really upset because I probably won't be able to sing in the concert unless I wear my dress from last year but I completely refuse to do that, so I won't be able to sing in the concert unless we find out that my chrous teacher mixed up the uniforms or something, and so I was mad and just like in a "screw everyone" attitude

And then I got on my computer and opened Twitter and last night I had followed Shannon, the girl I'm pretty sure I love, but she didn't follow me all day so I was like "Aw, she's not gonna' follow me. She only follows people she's close to anyways."

And, like, today she walked by me at lunch and she looked kind of like she was avoiding me and every time I walk by her she looks at me so I figured she found out that I "love" her and that she thought it was weird because I really do hardly know her but like idk I just know we're meant to be at least friends-- there was a connection, I swear, and it was the strangest thing, but I'm not gonna go into that again. But then I got home and she followed me on Twitter and it was super exciting because like I said she only follows her close friends and I doubt she would have followed me if she thought it was weird that I "loved" her or whatever and that means that all of these times she's been looking at me it's either been for something good or just a coincidence (but its happened everytime I've seen her so idk) BUT YAY

IM SO HAPPY i just asdfghkl; even though I think I love her, I'd just be so happy being friends with her at the very least, you know? And maybe this is a sign that she felt the connection too, because why else would she follow me? Idk, I've been overthinking it a lot but I just thought I'd share it with you all

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I'm not trying to-- offend you or anything, Ash, I just wanna' be alone.

Okay cool, fuck you too.