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hippity happity birfdayyyyyy!!!!! — 🌂

thank you!!! ;w; hi zec,,,

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happy birthday shay :) — solo 🎸

!! solo!!

thank you,, ;w;

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hey, i,, i know im not. around much anymore, and i dont really.. use this blog much either.. but,

um.

today is.. my birthday?

i uh, showed up in system a.. a year ago. its.. weird to think about, that its been that long.

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Anke Gladnick (American, b. CA, USA, based Portland, OR, USA) - Kintsugi, Drawings: Graphite, Gouache, +Digital

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FLEET 77-2 // EXPLORATION #4 SPECIMEN SD-1 “SHAY” BOUNTY: 40M Private investigator specializing in “urban legend”-type cases, such as the Worldbreakers or the Broker virus. Illegal cloning experiment of unknown origin, termination recommended. WARNING: has a portable EMP generator built into its armor, has evaded capture on numerous occasions. Last spotted boarding a Blue Orchid-class ship associated with Fleet 77-2 along with another outlaw rumored to be part of the Blue Orchid Coalition.

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another request done

Guidance Shadoc aka 40's au

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You will be okay🌿❤️

Ig: @ eliaskarts

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i love my..... shadowrealms family so much...... part one cause i will never stop...........

[ @shaydoc and @qrth i love you all so so much.... fuck man.]

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hahahaha what i don’t love people- [throws my love] [throws my love] [throws my love] [throws my love] [throws my love] [throws my love] [throws my love] [throws m- i only love one person.

caracara!!! ;o; I LOVE YOU!!!!

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Hi, Shay. Just wanted to come by and say 'Happy 2020' to you, Leo and the other Leos :3

thank you allie !! we saw this message  earlier but nii was busy so we forgot to reply ^^;

i hope you have a great new year!! :D

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tips to get your life back on track after a breakdown™

sleep. your body needs to rest. the average panic attack takes as much energy as running a half-marathon. let yourself rest. take a 20 minute nap. any longer and you’ll hit your REM cycle, and you’ll wake up worse off. after, you’ll feel so much better.

clean something. literally anything. a plate, a drawer, the whole mf bathroom. it doesn’t matter how much or how little. it’ll make you feel more in control, and it’ll make your surroundings more appropriate for recovery.

get some fresh air. even just opening your window for a few hours will help. if you feel up to it, take a walk. take your dog. pick some flowers. cloudgaze. even just sit in your garden for a bit. your body will thrive off of non-stale air. 

eat and drink. I know for some people, myself included, this is Hard. it’s alright if all you can manage is a granola bar, or some cereal. anything is progress and will fuel your body. drink water if you can, but anything apart from alcohol will hydrate you.

take a shower. I have clinical depression. have done since I was 12. I know how hard it is to take a shower. but it fucking helps. if you don’t do anything else off this list, do this. it’ll help more than you know.

talk to someone. I can’t stress this enough. humans are social creatures! we crave interaction. even the most introverted introvert needs to talk to someone. call your mom. text a buddy. skype your brother. chat to your local cashier. anything !! you’ll feel less alone, and hopefully get some good serotontitty flowing.

do something fun! same as above, it’ll make u feel so much bette, and provide a distraction. some good options are writing, drawing, watching a movie, dancing - anything you enjoy!

be kind to yourself. it’s okay if you relapsed, or if you had a bad day, or anything else. treat yourself gently. you wouldn’t so harsh to a friend in your situation. it’s gonna be okay.

if you can’t do all of these, it’s okay. there are better days ahead. this, too, will pass.

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Have a bunch of doodles where the only connection is the Shadowrealms server? My minesona and lai, that sonas shadow

And also the son heir of capitalism Kuzco the llama

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No offense but if youre reading this, that means you made it through this year and that is utterly amazing of you. It means that you did what you needed to even when it was hard, especially when it was hard and it hurt, to get through the bad days. And you did that over and over again until you got to be here on the other end of those bad days. It takes a strong person to keep going when they feel weak. You deserve love, and you deserve to feel proud of yourself. If you arent there yet or even if you are, know that i love you and im proud of you in the meantime <3

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joint pain sucks.

yeah uhhhh can i order my shadoc extra boneless

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confirmed by sara, i dont have bones and never will! :D

yeah uhhhh can i order my shadoc extra boneless