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"I like windows, it just works"

Windows users when they don't want to be spied on by microsoft:

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4 years on hrt today :]

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Got the good parts of Initial D

:D

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Got it home okay, might not have to replace the whole thing, just hopefully need to get it serviced 🙏 sounded like a gear got stuck or slipped its gearing as I was decelerating from the highway :(

The transmission is going out on the Z 😭 right before my goddamn honeymoon fuckkkkk

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The transmission is going out on the Z 😭 right before my goddamn honeymoon fuckkkkk

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found this in my photo editing drafts. no idea where i was gonna go with this but i think i like her just as she is

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i don’t know about you guys but the main reason i am still on tumblr in 2024 is BECAUSE it is the most cloutless least influential social media app out there and that is the experience i am after. absolutely none of this will ever translate into significant attention or real success in my life and that is so beautiful.

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I lost my wallet. It is in my apartment

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do wish there was more trans media acknowledging that like.... when you probably didn't even grow up as a feminine boy (although in my case compared to a lot of guys I was cus i like....cook and clean and tidy up and stuff) and so the trans feelings kinda just come out of nowhere and overwhelm you and all the realising stuff is in hindsight. like in hindsight i always wanted to dress a certain way or be called a girl but i absolutely didn't know it at the time. like not everyone is that stereotype and a lot of the time you were basically a bit of a lifeless husk before realising you're trans and that makes it so difficult to navigate. like you have no aspirations, maybe 3 friends all of who suck and suddenly you're realising you wish you were a girl. semi related to how vitriolic people are about the very concept of trans girls who used 4chan and stuff. it's like... I guess a lot of people's ideas of what trans women are and were like is very different to a lot of our lived experience.

like a lot of the time, pre transition gender and personality looks like a mattress on the floor, instead of cute feminine always wanted to be a girl always played with the girls sorta thing (again, complicated in my circumstances and a lot of it was essentially not being raised as a Patriarchal asshole)

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I don't wanna see ANYONE talking about how they won't be voting for Harris in November because of Palestine. This is the best it can possibly get. We're all depending on you. Vote.

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people think they shouldn't vote as a protest or whatever because they've been raised on boycotts. which do sometimes work.

boycotts deprive the target of money.

not voting does not deprive the government of money.

it does, however, deprive you of power.

it's not like a boycott.

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I'd been struggling with my gender for over a year beforehand so this isn't really accurate but it would be really funny to say "male create-a-sim is so bad it made me trans" lmfao

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Not even kidding this exact situation is what gave me the realization that I was trans