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ahhh yes, losing weight in a very healthy way.

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me?? disgusting???? AND a waste of space???????? ya

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and the restriction begins.

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Carol Rifka Brunt, Tell the Wolves I’m Home

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After months of restriction & binging episodes I’ve gained so much weight. This faux recovery bs is definitely coming to an end.

Entering heaving restriction -

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Someone: Why can’t you just eat healthy and exercise to lose weight?

Me: because this is an eating disorder and not a fucking diet plan Margaret

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this user’s life is falling apart

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I just want to look like a Tim Burton character is that too much to ask for?

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I can’t seem to stop binging

After a year of flat restriction - not sure what’s happening to me. The weight gain is wildly fast and that’s mortifying. Going to try and get back on the wagon today - posting this to manifest it

Wednesday 07/07/20

Food Intake : 0

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mental illness update: still mentally ill

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*Doesn't eat* feels like shit physically

*Eats* feels like shit mentally

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I always feel so fucking fat

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started the month off with another binge.

taking precautions so that won’t happen again - cheers to day 1

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my hair started falling out in clumps… is this normal? it’s so brittle I’m nervous to even comb my fingers through it

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ugh I’ve fallen into a restriction, binge, lax cycle. need to get back on track (I’ve never had this happen before) - the weight gain is messing with me in the worst way and the bloating needs to go.

Let’s see how tomorrow goes.

A brand new month.