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Date: June 25, 2025 Mood: brain fried Currently sipping: pepsi Quote of the day:

“Even stars take time to rise.” ⋆⭒˚.⋆

☁️ Berrylog: Thoughts from the Day

Today started off with…

→ I woke up in some what of a panic. ¡|!(0∆0)!|¡ I turned to look at my desk, my PC sitting on it. I turned to look at my lap, empty. You see, I had a dream last night that I woke up hugging my PC, and when I turned to look at it, I had somehow broken all of the parts inside of it. So I got up and checked my Pc and motherboard intact, boxes holding the right side of my ginimisouraus graphics card? Check. I was relieved and then went back to sleep. I have yet to fix my sleeping schedule. I’ve bought melatonin, sleeping spray, yes, magical sleeping spray, but I believe our real issue here is that mischievous cellular device. (¬_ ´¬ ) I have developed a bad habit of watching sad TikTok edits before I go to bed, I cry and cry, and eventually I start to get sleepy. Not a good habit to have! Today I am changing things a bit. May this writing hold me accountable as I have to honestly update on the next issue…But yes, I will be leaving my phone outside my room after 9:30pm. ദ്ദി(ᵔᗜᵔ)  It is a shame it has come to this, but I have developed monstrous sleeping bags (eye bags) and my skin is in fact not glowing. I was doing well for a little bit, but things have gotten out of hand. I must be stopped.

 I have been interested in neuroscience for a while now, but I have not properly studied, so I am making a plan to consistently learn more about how our brain functions and learning more about the nervous system, as well as studying gerontology. ⎚-⎚ One of my biggest fears is getting alzheimer's. So I have developed a weird obsession with trying to learn everything I possibly can about the disease and other things that might be related. An old friend of mine used to tell me that if we kept being active by taking walks and whatnot, we wouldn’t have to worry about reaching that point. 

A challenge I faced today:

→ I realized I had been leaving a lot of projects untouched. I recently started streaming, this blog, scrapbooking, drawing, and projects for work. All of that and much more just left on hold, so I took my planner out and decided to actually come up with a plan to get to work! No more lazy! ( ◡̀_◡́)ᕤ

What I learned or realized:

→ I’ll give y'all a fun fact about me. (˵ ¬ᴗ¬˵)  I did not just realize this now, but it’s become clearer to me that I need to take this more seriously. I can’t produce quality work without an hourly plan. People have planners, yes, a planner used to plan their day. However, I need to plan my days by the hour. “What will I be doing at 11am? Okay, will I still be doing that at 12pm, or will I be getting another task done then?” I have to carefully plan and list what needs to get done, or I panic and end up doing nothing or not accomplishing enough. (๑﹏๑//) I like to have control and a clear picture of what to expect. I thrive on routine, which is why I find summers to be stressful, nerve-racking, and depressing. ( • ᴖ • ｡) If I allow it, I could stay at home for the entire summer and never step foot outside, and that, friends, is extremely UNHEALTHY. 

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Thanks for reading today’s blog, Berrians 🍓💫 I’m looking forward to: → sleeping like a baby tonight, after I ban my phone from my room at 9:00pm

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Until berry next time, — Silver St☆r  ദ്ദി(˵ •̀ ᴗ - ˵ ) ✧

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Unofficial post, but Silverberry Dreams Blog is in the works. Some know me as Silver Star (from the Sims 4 TikTok days), others know me as Starberry. Yes, I am suffering from an identity crisis, so for now, let me be known as Star. Silver Star was an alias I made with the plan of becoming an author/graphic novelist. For now, I shall simply share a bit about my life and dreams, mostly to reflect on myself. I mean, my biggest fear is getting Alzheimer’s. If you are reading this,

Have a Berry Nice Day! :)

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