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From Rusty to Ready

It’s been over a year since I last worked with R, and let me tell you—it feels like learning a new language all over again! Thanks to coddy.tech, I’m slowly getting back into the groove of statistical computing and data analysis.

Let’s be honest: relearning isn’t easy. There are moments when I wonder if I’m truly a programmer or just stuck in a coding block. The key is patience, persistence, and practical application.

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🎉Completed Final Class for My Advancing Computer Science Degree! 🎉

I'm excited to announce that I've completed my final class, "Boards," for my degree in Advancing Computer Science. This path has been both tough and gratifying, pushing me to broaden my abilities and knowledge in ways I never expected.

For the Boards class, I constructed a comprehensive website showcasing my projects and how they satisfy degree objectives. The website includes:

GitHub links to each project and the accompanying documentation.

Graphics such as diagrams and UI designs.

Explanatory paragraphs detailing how each project meets the objectives.

Videos of my projects in action, especially for programming-related objectives.

Three projects that align with each objective, demonstrating a thorough understanding and application of the concepts.

This site was carefully reviewed and graded by my SME (Subject Matter Expert), and I'm proud of the work I've accomplished.

Check out the site to see the projects and the objectives I met along the way: https://lnkd.in/g4HaBYh9

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I have not posted in a few days. I have just been stuck in my dev mind.

I have so many things I want to tackle. I want to finish the UI for my application ‘Silencewritten’, I have personal projects I’ve started but haven’t finished. Current I’m taking my last class called Boards to finished my Bachelors in Advancing Computer Science. This class essentially “proves” that I have the skills, knowledge, and software knowledge to make it in the world as a programmer. It’s 🫨😵‍💫🤯

Ik I have the mind and knowledge to do it it’s just keeping up with what’s in front of me and pushing the rest for a later time.

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Working on the UI (user interface) is REALLY making my ADD crazy!

The backend is where I shine. I’m all about it. Doesn’t make me feel crazy at all. With so much going on the user side my 🧠 is forced to make a list so I don’t go all over the place when I add things on the UI

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My application is making great progress. The security is up(authorization). Database is working and talking to the application. The styling needs work. Yes I want it to be simple but not boring/ugly looking.

Since the fundamentals are good and working. My next big goals are

Creating better error page with logic on why there is an error

Add more security for authorization(users) and database

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The fundamentals are finally complete for the site. Styling is needed but hey progress is something. I’m proud of the work I’ve made for my site application.

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When I first started with the idea of building an application fully anonymous I did not realize how extra steps you need to do to hide “common” information. So far I have the logic for signing in, a public navbar and a private navbar only for users who are signed in.

Doesn’t sound like much but there is a lot of background logic in the background. Currently is it ugly? OHHH 10000000000000000000x999

But

It works and it’s something

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Learning how to talk instead of write feels impossible for me. Honestly I don’t even know what the block is. The person I want to be honest and open with I’ve never felt the safest.

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Throughout my life I have opened up to strangers and have had a horrible time opening up in relationships. Not really sure why that is but ohh well. As time goes on I’ve stopped talking to strangers. I suppose that’s progress. Life is just a marathon of learning.

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Are there moments where your writing and your brain interrupts you to bring up something new?

For example: you could be writing about your day and something new comes to light. Now you have to figure out “Do I start over to add in the new topic or just draw a line to where the new would flow?”

Maybe it’s just our minds or maybe it’s as we’re writing our brain is processing those words as well.

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I’ve been in love with someone for 2 years. We dated for a VERY short time. During that time I was ignorant to his needs and boundaries. I did things my way and shortly after he walked. I started working on demons, ghosts, and pain a year ago. Only a couple months ago have I accepted outside help is needed.

I know in my heart that no matter what I do on myself to a less evil person he’ll never come back.

I am a stubborn romantic and to experience true open love. Accepting in all areas. Safety. No masks.

That is enough for me to be fulfilled to at least know what that felt like….once

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Writing has always been my safe place. The only people who didn’t beat me down anytime I would open up were my grandparents. When I wasn’t around them I would turn to my journal for comfort and safety

Writing in public about how you feel should feel just as safe when you write in your personal journal at home

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When you’re writing at home does it make you feel safe but lonely?

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Through your time knowing me I think your biggest headache is holding my hand through situations. I’m sorry I don’t have a lot of good experience of knowing what’s the right thing to do. A lot of things I’ve learned has been self taught not all good or bad. I do care with my whole heart about you. Ik I fucked up on key points of what you needed, I really did try and put that effort.

Seeking a quiet space to explore your own thoughts and emotions? "Silencewritten" is coming soon, a safe, anonymous environment for writing without the pressure of an audience—no commenting or liking system means you can focus solely on your own words. Imagine finally being able to share your thoughts on anything without fear of judgment. What would you write about?