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That one's mine. I misunderstood the assignment. 5x14 Dumb Luck

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That last one from season 7 will always be my favourite cheeky Bobby moment 💕

9-1-1 | Bobby & Athena

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I'm looking for a fan art drawing of the 118 firefam. I scrolled through a year of reblogs and can't find it. It's a cartoon image of the 118 on a fire engine and it's chibi-like. I don't remember which character but one of them was on the engine and the rest were outside on the ground.

Someone please let me know if you find it! I need it 🥺

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you son of a bitch // you do matter to me

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Biblically accurate buddie

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Sooooo. I googled the painting in the background of the funeral scene and it's the fucking crucification of Christ...

The parallels between Bobby's death scene and the events of Easter (which is this weekend, btw) are insane.

In this Easter analogy, yesterday's episode fell on Maudy Thursday. This is what happened to jesus on Maudy Thursday.

As the Lamb of God, Jesus was about to fulfill the meaning of Passover by giving His body and his blood in sacrifice, freeing us from sin and death. During this Last Supper, Jesus established the Lord's Supper, or Communion, instructing His followers to continually remember His sacrifice by sharing in the bread and wine (Luke 22:19-20).

sacrificing himself to free us from sin and death? sound familiar?

Later, Jesus and His disciples left the Upper Room and went to the Garden of Gethsemane, where Jesus prayed in agony to God the Father. Luke's Gospel says, "his sweat became like great drops of blood falling down to the ground" (Luke 22:44, ESV).

In this moment, Jesus was alone. All his disciples were either asleep or away. He is begging to god on his knees, while great drops of blood fall to the ground.

Later that night, Jesus is handed over to the Romans who prepare his trial.

The next day is Good Friday, the day of crucification.

On Easter Saturday, Jesus was buried in a tomb, and on Easter Sunday, he was revived.

Now I don't know what is going to happen in the next episodes, but if we were to follow the Easter timeline, Bobby will be revived in 3 episodes, which would be the last episode of the fucking season.

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Oh my friend, my friend, don't ask me What your sacrifice was for Empty chairs at empty tables Where my friends will sing no more

118 (& Athena) + Empty Chairs at Empty Tables - Les Miserables ((Inspo))

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Never a dull date with Evan Buckley

bucktommy hiatus event ↳ week 5: parallel(s)

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I need a fanfic where it takes place in a modern magic au. Buck gets kidnapped and when they find him he's turned into a child.

Everyone discusses who will take him home. While Maddie would love to, she has two kids to take care of. Hen as well. Christopher has the flu so Eddie can't take him. Everyone turns to Bobby, who already has the tiny Buck tucked in his arms. The boy is passed out.

"I think we got it from here," Athena answers them.

It warms her heart to see something inside of Bobby healing as he takes care of Baby Buck. The boy wobbles after Bobby everywhere and babbles to him. Bobby replying back to him. Buck is in a booster seat while Bobby makes him mini pancakes.

Everyone gets together one day, where the kids that Buck once took care of are now taking care of him. Playing and reading and feeding him. Show him so much love that he never got when he was a kid other than Maddie.

Its when Buck is interacting with the other kids during a get together when he turns to Bobby.

"Daddy?" Baby Buck says as he tugs Bobbys apron. Bobby freezes and glances down at the boy. Buck has his arms up, making grabby hand motions.

The shock turned Bobby quiet, making Buck withdrawal his hands and his lip starts wobbling.

"D-Daddy?" Buck sniffs and Bobby instantly scoops Buck up into his arms.

"You're too tiny kid, I thought a mouse was talking to me," Bobby gasps. It elicts a giggle from the boy. Bobbys heart flutters when the kids arm wraps around his neck.

"Where's Mommy?" Buck asks as he swings his legs around.

"Uh, I don't-"

"Honey, I don't see-" Athena says as she steps out of the house. Buck gasps and squirms out of Bobbys grasp. He slides down and bounds over to Athena.

"Mommy!" Buck says with glee. Athena doesn't hesitate to scoop Buck up. Her eyes shine a little.

"Ohh, there's my little man! Where's May and Harry?"

"Hide and seek! Mommy help?"

"Thats cheating!" Jee shouts.

Buck squeals as he slithers down and chases after Jee.

Maddie stares on as she watches a light shining brightly in Bucks eyes. Something she never saw in her brother when he was that age.

She absolutely doesn’t mind hearing Buck call Bobby and Athena, dad and mom. He deserves to have that. Loving parents. He deserves to have new, good memories of his childhood.

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Imagine Chimney going through Bobby's desk in his office. Having to clear personal things out. It breaks his heart, but also warms him because the captain was sentimental.

Then he comes across a small blue book labeled simply "Buck." Curious, he opens and flips through it.

Kid has eating problems. Will forget to eat when stressed. Feed him, and encourage him to cook, because he likes to taste-test a lot.

Chimney remembers that. Buck mentioning getting so hungry the starving pains go away. He does remember during the shitty times when Buck lost so much weight.

-Loves carbs

-Hates Okra

-Probably allergic to shellfish and mangos. Encourage him to get an allergy test

-Allergic to Naproxen

-Allergic to heavy fragrance laundry detergents. Use gentle.

-Remind him he's doing a great job. Use positive reinforcement.

-If he's depressed, as Maddie says, hand him a child. May and Harry work too.

-He's finally gaining weight! :)

-The Buckley parents are banned. Do not ask why. Firehouse is his safe area.

-He fidgets when he's stressed. Have him chop some vegetables or prepare them for you. He loves being helpful.

-He loves his clipboard. Have him organize important events. Give him gold stars. Do not let Hen and Chimney hide it. He gets sad.

-Remind him not to read too close or in the dark. He's gonna need glasses at this point. (If he does, don't let others tease him. Tell him he looks great)

-He doesn't admit it, but his leg still bothers him. Heating blankets are in the closet in the office. Have Eddie massage his leg or send him home early if he's obviously struggling.

Chim laughs. He laughs, and laughs, and starts to cry. Of all things, he did not expect to find a "How to Take Care of Your Buck" guide hidden away in Bobby's desk.

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shout out to GAY DADS, drag kings who are a found father to everyone in the bar, butch guncles, bisexual grandpas, and every transmasc parent

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inspired by this (+ eddie diaz font)

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This is precious 💓 🥹

Suspect At Large

Summary: Bobby has to help his wife with a certain blonde haired 'roommate'.

Warning: Bit of spice related humor included (🌶)

As soon as Bobby walked through the front door, Athena was standing by the couch waiting for him.

He knew that look.

Bobby closed the door. "You need backup Sergeant Grant?"

Athena crossed her arms and stepped closer.

"What are his charges?" came Bobby's next question.

"Evading dusting duty when it's his week to do it," the sergeant explained.

Bobby kicked of his shoes and emptied his pockets. "Last known location?"

Athena pointed one finger in the air.

Bobby smiled. "I'll bring him in for his arrest honey."

"Thank you baby."

With that, Bobby slipped quietly upstairs.

He knew his wife had probably searched the entire place already, but it couldn't hurt to check again.

A search of Buck's room revealed no sign of the missing blonde. His bed was made and his room was tidy, leading very few places to hide.

So Bobby went to the upstairs bathroom next.

There weren't many places to hide in there either if you were looking at a glance, but Bobby had discovered one spot Buck could utilize.

Sure enough, he checked the linen storage behind the door and saw two sets of socked toes peeking around a plastic drawer unit.

Bobby secured his grip around one of the ankles, earning a cry of surprise and a thump on the upper shelf.

"Ow!"

That was all Buck had time to get out before Bobby pulled him around and out from behind the plastic storage container. Amazing how he was able to stuff his entire 6'2 frame into such a small space.

Buck tried gaining any traction on the slippery tile floor to pull himself back, but it was useless.

Once the squirming figure was out in the open, Bobby pulled him up.

He pinned the younger's arms behind his back as if he were in handcuffs before marching him back down the stairs.

Buck continued pulling on his arms as Bobby tugged him along. A few nervous giggles slipped out of his mouth. "Bobbyhy, wahait!"

The older man bit back a smile. "You run away from the crime then you have to get the time."

"That doesn't mahake ahany sense!"

"Then maybe this will." Bobby stopped and tugged the squirming figure in front of him. "Here's your 'escaped prisoner' Sergeant Grant."

Athena stepped forward. "Where did you find him?"

"Hiding behind the plastic storage container in the upstairs bathroom."

"He fit behind there?"

"You'd be surprised where he fits himself," Bobby retorted while carefully pulling the squirming firefighter down to the ground.

"Ah!" Buck exclaimed. "Bobbyhy, noho!"

Athena knelt on the other side of the younger. "Thanks for exposing that hiding spot."

Bobby wrangled Buck's arms above his head. "You're welcome."

"Need a hand?"

Bobby finally got the blonde's arms pinned. "Not yet."

Athena held up her hands before turning her attention back on Buck. "Buckley, you're under arrest for backsliding on your share of the chores. How do you plead?"

"The fihifth!"

Athena lifted her eyes to give her husband a look.

She then pinned one of Buck's legs with her own. "Too bad. The courts find you guilty and sentences you to 'correction'."

"Yohou cahan't be judge, jury, and executioner," Buck argued. "That's rigged!"

Athena attacked his sides first. "Then you should have thought about that before shirking your responsibilities."

The blonde jolted before dissolving into laughter. "Noho! Ihi wahas goihing toho do ihit!"

"Then why were you hiding?" Bobby asked.

The younger glared up at the older. "Becahause shehe wahas going toho doho thihIIIS! NAHAT THEHERE!"

Athena continued her tirade on his ribs. "If you had done your part of the chores, I wouldn't have to."

Buck kicked his free leg, his foot sliding across the hardwood floor. A snort slipping out along with it.

"I told you," Bobby jumped in while wrapping both of Buck's arms with one of his own so he could wiggle around the blonde's neck. "You run away from the crime then you have to get the time."

Buck turtled into his shoulders, another jolt going through him from Athena's skittering over that one stupidly sensitive rib. His laughter growing louder and more shrill.

Having mercy, she slipped up to his armpits instead. "What do you think Officer Nash? Has he learned his lesson?"

Bobby took a peek through Buck's arms at his beet red cackling face. He had to bite back another smile at the sight. "I think he has."

"Good." Athena pulled back, letting the younger sag into a puddle of giggles onto the floor. "Then you have two choices prisoner Buckley."

Once Bobby went back to his wrists, Buck pulled his elbows apart so he could glare at the police sergeant.

"You can either get up now and do the dusting or you can have the chore for another week."

The blonde huffed. "Fihine."

"Glad we could reach an agreement."

"You know this is totally unfair," Buck argued. "We'd never do something like this if you or Bobby didn't do a chore."

Bobby shrugged, giving his wife a mischievous smirk. "Fair. We have our own punishments for that though."

Athena matched the smirk. "That's what the handcuffs are for."

Bobby leaned forward. "Little bit of spanking too."

Athena made an agreeing noise while closing the distance for a kiss.

Buck cringed hard and turned his head away. "Ew! Okay, okahay! I get ihit."

Bobby had to pull away to muffle a snicker.

Athena managed to school her features first, turning back to blonde. "It's just a kiss."

Buck gave her the most incredulous look he could.

"What? Feeling left out?" She teased.

"Not with what just came out of your mouths."

Bobby finally got his features under control. "She meant the kiss Buck."

The incredulous look turned into a confused one. "Why would I feel left out of a kiss?"

A new idea lit up Athena's face. "Maybe left out of the affection."

Bobby caught the expression and grinned.

"What are you two planning?" Buck warned.

After another second long pause, both Bobby and Athena rushed down.

Buck tried to turtle and jerk his head away, but he was a second too late to avoid the ticklish onslaught of kisses peppered around his face and neck. "Wahait! Wahahahit!"

Then Bobby played dirty by blowing a raspberry into his neck.

"AAH! NOT FAHAIR!"

Buck tried to hide his face again, but this time, Athena pulled him out of hiding.

She firmly took his chin in the palm of her hand, gently squishing his cheeks with her fingers. She then gently pulled Buck's head in the opposite direction so she could press a big overdramatic kiss into his cheek.

The younger had a grimace of a smile on his face, but his eyes were shinning the entire time.

Athena finally let him go. "Go dust like you should have done."

Bobby finally let the younger's arms go and Buck dropped them over his face with a groan. "Tohoo tirehered nohow."

Athena sighed.

Meanwhile, Bobby dug back into one of his armpits. "Now Buck."

With a squeak, Buck jerked his arms down and rolled to the side. "Okahay! Okay!"

Satisfied with the answer, Bobby finally pulled his hand away.

With an exaggerated huff, Buck pulled himself up and made his way to the kitchen. "This suhucks."

"Call it being an adult," Athena retorted.

The blonde muttered something under his breath as he went further in.

Meanwhile, Athena turned back to Bobby. "Thank you for your help with that."

"Happy to."

A second later, Buck reappeared, leaning on the kitchen doorway. "Hey Bobby?"

The older man turned his attention to Buck.

The younger smirked. "Why is the kitchen trash over flowing?"

Athena raised her eyebrows at her husband.

Bobby's eyes went wide before he then grimaced. ". . . I forgot to take it out before I left."

Athena crossed her arms.

"And the bathroom ones as well."

Buck's smirk only grew as he looked over at Athena.

"I'll handle him," the police sergeant replied without even turning around. "You go finish what you should have started."

Buck pulled a face.

"And put that face away before it freezes like that."

The blonde's eyes bulged out of their sockets.

"I have eyes in the back of my head Buckley. Now go."

The younger looked away, but stubbornly stayed in the doorway.

So Athena moved toward Bobby. "Unless you'd like to hear this."

That got Buck racing back into the kitchen. "You're on your own."

Bobby shook his head before going back to his wife standing in front of him. "If he talks, I'm going to have a lot of concerned firefighters asking if I'm in an abusive relationship."

A wry smile appeared on Athena's face as she bashfully looked away. "Think we went a little too far."

"Noho." Bobby guided her attention back to him by gently pushing her chin. "I think we went the right amount."

The police sergeant cleared her throat. "You do need to go take care of the trash though."

"I'll be back in five minutes." Bobby gave her a peck on the cheek. "I'll accept my punishment then."

Athena grinned. "I'll be waiting."

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I had a dream last night that tumblr came up with a pride flag for closeted gays and it was just a light blue flag with a shrimp on it. People would also wear shrimp pins on their lapels for some Reason???

and the vegan gays started Discourse because shrimp deserved more respect

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🧵 THREAD: This #PrideMonth, don’t forget that the fight for queer liberation didn’t start or end with marriage equality.

💪✨ We need to keep fighting for our rights.

Here’s are a few examples:

💋 Before the 2003 Supreme Court ruling in Lawrence v. Texas, same-smex smexual activity was illegal in fourteen U.S. states, Puerto Rico, and the U.S. military

👶 Before 2015, LGBTQ+ couples couldn’t adopt in all 50 states. Before the Supreme Court ruling in Obergefell v. Hodges, laws varied wildly by state.

🏳️‍🌈 Before 1973, the American Psychiatric Association listed homosmexuality as a ‘mental illness.’ In December 1973, a vote was successfully held to remove it.

🗳️ Before 1974, there were no openly gay elected officials. That changed with Kathy Kozachenko, who became the first openly gay American elected to public office in Ann Arbor, Michigan.

🎖️ Before 2011, “Don’t Ask, Don’t Tell” banned LGBTQ+ people from serving openly in the military.

💍 Before 2015, LGBTQ+ couples couldn’t get married in all 50 states. At the time, laws varied by state, and while many states allowed for civil unions for same-sex couples, it created a separate but equal standard.

💼 Before 2020, employers could legally discriminate against queer and trans employees. It wasn’t until the U.S. Supreme Court held that an employer who fires or otherwise discriminates against an individual simply for being gay or transgender is in violation of Title VII of the Civil Rights Act of 1964.