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Remember Me

Maybe it is selfish and possessive of me if I could say so myself.  

I still want to be the one who got away.

   I want you to think of me the minute you see a floral dress, wondering if I would ever love it.

Whenever a funny joke comes around, because we always joked around till 2 a.m.

A basket full of gardening tools because it was a guilty pleasure of yours.

Endless quizzes, knotting our brains to find the right answer.

The inside jokes we had because it was only between us, no one else.

 All because I still think of those memories we once had.

Raw papercuts and butterflies in my heart.

Stings me whenever I think about it.

The good and bad of it all.

 We once created beautiful memories together.

Slowly, fading memories in each other’s minds.

But I hope you will still think of me sometimes.

With things and words, I left behind unfinished.

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The Silent Observer

Maybe I was the great observer

Looking into crazy details and innuendos

Because I was subconsciously madly in love with you

But I secretly knew you weren’t truly.

Every mixed signal you gave

Scrutinizing every single word, you used.

Hoping something great would happen.

Oh, dreamy eyed me thought so.

  All I could do is just observe.

Observe how great your life is

Compared to my bleak little life.

Hoping somehow, I would fit in your “great” life.

How silly of me.

  Then I realized to live a great life, no one stays an observer.

We just have to live.

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The first time we met,

I wouldn’t think we would share anything in common

Oh boy, I was wrong

 As time went on,

We both learned more about each other.

Both of us realized we had more in common than I thought

  For once in my life,

That was comforting to say

I had something in common with.

  We shared everything with each other.

Our favorite things,

Our deepest secrets,

Our similarities.

  But at the end of it all,

Now all we share are

The blue skies with fluffy clouds

The beautiful earth we stand on

And those memories we once had

And nothing else.