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Remember that you are the creator of your reality - energies are always shifting. Tarot can only offer a snapshot of how things are in the present, and how that present could extend towards the future. You always have the free will to change things.

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𝒒𝒖𝒐𝒕𝒆𝒔 𝒊’𝒗𝒆 𝒉𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒍𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕𝒆𝒅 𝒇𝒓𝒐𝒎 𝑱𝒐𝒆 𝑫𝒊𝒔𝒑𝒆𝒏𝒛𝒂’𝒔 ‘𝑩𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝑯𝒂𝒃𝒊𝒕 𝒐𝒇 𝑩𝒆𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒀𝒐𝒖𝒓𝒔𝒆𝒍𝒇’

ch 1: the quantum you

we are part of a vast, invisible field of energy, which contains all possible realities and responds to our thoughts and feelings.

your thoughts have consequences so great that they create your reality.

we don’t have to settle for our present reality; we can create a new one, whenever we choose to.

your thoughts shape your destiny.

everything in your life is not solid matter—rather, it’s all fields of energy and frequency patterns of information.

energy responds to your mindful attention and becomes matter.

everything in our physical reality exists as pure potential.

if subatomic particles can exist in an infinite number of possible places simultaneously, we are potentially capable of collapsing into existence an infinite number of possible realities.

if you can imagine a future event in your life based on any one of your personal desires, that reality already exists as a possibility in the quantum field, waiting to be observed by you.

you are powerful enough to influence matter because at the most elementary level you are energy with a consciousness.

we don’t need to be touching or even in close proximity to any physical elements in the quantum field to affect or be affected by them.

the “you” that exists in a probable future is already connected to the “you” in this now.

when you hold clear focused thoughts about your purpose, accompanied by your passionate emotional engagement, you broadcast a stronger electromagnetic signal that pulls you toward a potential reality that matches what you want.

hold a clear intention of what you want, but leave the “how�� details to the unpredictable and quantum field. let it orchestrate an event in your life in a way that is just right for you.

when you do create purposefully, request a sign from the quantum consciousness that you have made contact with it. dare to ask for synchronicities related to your specific desired outcomes. when you do, you are being bold enough to want to know that this consciousness is real and that it is aware of your efforts.

since the quantum field is nothing but immaterial probability, it is outside of space and time. as soon as we observe one of those infinite probabilities and give it material reality, it acquires those two characteristics.

chapters cont. below

ch 2: overcoming your environment

the subjective mind has an effect on the objective world.

an observer can affect the subatomic world and influence a specific event.

if you can influence your brain to change before you experience a desired future event, you will create the appropriate neural circuits that will enable you to behave in alignment with your intention before it becomes a reality in your life. through your own repeated mental rehearsal of a better way to think, act, or be, you will “install” the neural hardware needed to physiologically prepare you for the new event.

ch 3: overcoming your body

every potential already exists

when you have thoughtfully rehearsed a future reality until your brain has physically changed to look like it had the experience, you have emotionally embraced a new intention so many times that your body is altered to reflect that it has has the experience, hang on… because this is the moment the event finds you.

ch 4: overcoming time

in the present, all potentials exist simultaneously in the field. when we stay present, when we are “in the moment,” we can move beyond space and time, and we can make any one of those potentials a reality. when we are mired in the past, however, none of those new potentials exist.

if we focus on an intended future event and then plan how we will prepare or behave, there will be a moment when we are so clear and focused on that possible future that the thoughts we are thinking will begin to become the experience itself.

you have all the neurological machinery to transcend time.

ch 5: survival vs. creation

as our emotions become more elevated, we naturally ascend to a higher level of consciousness, closer to source… and feel more connected to universal intelligence.

when you’re living in the elevated emotion of creation, you feel so lifted that you would never try to analyze how or when a chosen destiny will arrive. you trust that it will happen because you have already experienced it.

do you it has already occurred in no space, no time, no place, from which all things material spring forth. you are in a state of knowingness; you can relax into the present and no longer live in survival.

to anticipate or analyze when, where, or how the event will occur will only cause you to return to your old identity.

ch 6: three brains: thinking to doing to being

it’s often useful to compare one’s brain to a computer, and it’s true that yours already has the hardware you’ll need to change your “self” and your life.

because you are thinking and feeling differently, you are changing reality.

you can’t think one way and feel another and expect anything in your life to change.

change your state of being… and change your reality.

choose a potential reality that you want, live it in your thoughts and feelings.

give thanks ahead of the actual event.

when your body experiences that the event is occurring in that moment and feels real to you, based solely on what you’re focused on mentally and feeling emotionally, then you are experiencing the future now.

ch 7: the gap

imagine how much good you could do by converting any destructive energy to productive energy. contemplate what you could accomplish if you weren’t focused on survival (a selfish emotion), but instead worked to create out of positive intentions (a selfless emotion).

ask yourself: what energy from past experiences (in the form of limited emotions) am i holding on to that reinforces my past identity and emotionally attaches me to my current circumstances? could i use this same energy and transform it into an elevated state from which to create a new and different outcome?

and do you know the funny thing about not wanting of lacking for anything? that’s when you can really begin to manifest things naturally.

ch 8: meditation, demystifying the mystical, and waves of your future

decide to stop being the old you

once that emotion is created you begin to feel like your new ideal, and that new feeling will start to become familiar. remember that when your body begins to respond as if the experience is already present reality, you will signal your genes in new ways… and your body will commence to change now, ahead of the physical event in your life.

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2 ⋮ neville goddard booklist

hello again, babes! for all the people that want to read the original source of the law of assumption, i have prepared two lists that, together, contain all 15 books of neville goddard from 1939 to 1966. this is list two, continuing with 7 books from 1952 to 1966.

the power of awareness ⋮ 1952

1 ⋮ i am

2 ⋮ consciousness

3 ⋮ power of assumption

4 ⋮ desire

5 ⋮ the truth that sets you free

6 ⋮ attention

7 ⋮ attitude

8 ⋮ renunciation

9 ⋮ preparing your place

10 ⋮ creation

11 ⋮ interference 

12 ⋮ subjective control

13 ⋮ acceptance 

14 ⋮ the effortless way 

15 ⋮ the crown of the mysteries 

16 ⋮ personal impotence

17 ⋮ all things are possible 

18 ⋮ be ye doers 

19 ⋮ essentials

20 ⋮ righteousness 

21 ⋮ free will

22 ⋮ persistence 

23 ⋮ case histories

24 ⋮ failure 

25 ⋮ faith 

26 ⋮ destiny 

27 ⋮ reverence

awakened imagination ⋮ 1954

1 ⋮ who is your imagination?

2 ⋮ sealed instructions

3 ⋮ highways of the inner world

4 ⋮ the pruning shears of revision

5 ⋮ the coin of heaven

6 ⋮ it is within

7 ⋮ creation is finished

8 ⋮ the apple of god's

seedtime and harvest ⋮ 1956

1 ⋮ the end of a golden string

2 ⋮ the four mighty ones

3 ⋮ the gift of faith

4 ⋮ the scale of being chapter

5 ⋮ the game of life

6 ⋮ "time, times and an half"

7 ⋮ be ye wise as serpents

8 ⋮ the water and the blood

9 ⋮ a mystical view

i know my father ⋮ 1960

1 ⋮ i am

2 ⋮ i come with a sword

3 ⋮ the foundation stone

4 ⋮ the i'm-pression

5 ⋮ he who has

6 ⋮ circumcision

7 ⋮ crucifixion and resurrection

8 ⋮ no other god

9 ⋮ thy will be done

10 ⋮ be ears that hear

the law and the promise ⋮ 1961

1 ⋮ imagining creates reality

2 ⋮ dwell therein

3 ⋮ turn the wheel backward

4 ⋮ there is no fiction

5 ⋮ subtle threads

6 ⋮ visionary fancy

7 ⋮ moods

8 ⋮ through the looking glass

9 ⋮ enter into

10 ⋮ things which do not appear

11 ⋮ the potter

12 ⋮ attitudes

13 ⋮ all trivia

14 ⋮ the creative moment

15 ⋮ the promise

he breaks the shell ⋮ 1964

1 ⋮ intro and 1st act

2 ⋮ 2nd act

3 ⋮ 3rd act

4 ⋮ 4th act

5 ⋮ conclusion

resurrection · a confession ⋮ 1966

1 ⋮ chapter

2 ⋮ chapter

3 ⋮ chapter

with love, ella.

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avoid any action.

with manifesting, there comes an intrusive urge to act. a deep need to do something to get something. we often try to change our world or ourselves through actions. however, we don’t alter or attain things with the use of our bodies. we can only ever achieve things with the use of our MINDS.

! this post was partially inspired by @sparklingself and her post called "do nothing" !

law of assumption.

let’s take a look at what the law of assumption states.

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law of assumption

/lɔː/ /ɒv,əv/ /əˈsʌm(p)ʃn/

"the law of assumption postulates that the assumptions of an individual shape and create one's physical reality."

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so, what does that mean? how does this help us?

mentally, not physically.

just like assumptions take place in the mind, so does everything related to manifestation. after all, manifestation is forever done in the mind, and not with the body. all events that have taken place physically, first took place mentally. everything external used to be internal. conversely, you can only put out what you already put in.

in conclusion, you cannot DO anything. there is nothing for you to perform, nothing for you to execute, nothing for you to accomplish. you can only BE. so, in order to become someone new, to coerce something into BEING, you need to refrain from taking any action. let go of all efforts to alter the physical. instead, alter the mental.

mental and physical in contrast.

okay, alright, but what if you still try to physically achieve your goals? how about we try to prove the law wrong. let's say you want to get xyz while being in a negative mindset in relation to xyz. you don’t really believe in getting xyz, nor do you believe in yourself. but if you try your best physically, it should still workout, right?

nope. and i'll tell you why. you can never alter yourself with an act in opposition to your belief. your desired version of self cannot be attained by force. you cannot force yourself to achieve something while already knowing you won't or can't. if it isn’t already withIN you, it won’t and can't be withOUT you.

on the other hand, that version of yourself with your current mindset in that present state is NEVER going to achieve xyz. because that version of you is tied to that self concept, that state and that reality. creation is finished, meaning, this reality is finished. it’s forever going to look like that. you are forever going to be like that. ONLY if you change your state from within, you can ensure a change from without. that’s when you shift your state of mind, and therefore, your physical reality. you cannot physically shift. you need to mentally shift. because no matter HOW much you try to make reality B (undesired) look like reality A (desired), it won’t ever change the fact that you are still experiencing reality B.

externally dependent action.

now, what about the 3D? what if i am changing my assumptions but don’t experience them physically yet? this part is very important for any of you who are thinking of completely turning your back on your 3D, who feel overwhelmed by it or don’t know how to deal with it.

1 · first of all, you are doing great. keep doing it.

2 · second of all, living in the end and focusing on embodying your desired version of self does not mean that you start refusing to LIVE. you aren’t supposed to deny or reject your human experience when it’s not convenient for you. you are still going to do your chores, have your responsibilities, attend school, go to work, and so on. in your mind, however, you are being who YOU want to be and have what YOU want to have. it’s about knowing the external world is going to change because it has to, plus balancing experiencing both worlds. in the end, your outer world will show you how your inner world looks like.

often times, suddenly abandoning yourself in the physical world will only harm you because then it will only be harder for you to dismiss the negative parts of your reality. it usually makes things a lot more draining and challenging.

physical techniques and methods.

this is just gonna serve as a reminder: techniques and methods are only there to help. they aide you to obtain a feeling of "naturalness" in correlation to your desires. they don’t do the manifesting. actually, they have no power on their own. you know who does the manifesting? YOU. you and only you. thus, you can do a method 111 times and still not manifest your desire because your assumptions say otherwise. everything you manifest with the support of a method or technique can be traced back to you, moreover your MIND's power. not your bodies power, and certainly not your hands ability to write down a script 123 times.

"there is no need to do something. don’t do anything. because if you WERE who you wanted to be, all you would do is experience BEING it. you wouldn’t DO anything." — edward art

don’t change it. let it be changed.

with love, ella.

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why thoughts don’t manifest

— a lego analogy

this is a special post for all my divine badasses struggling with intrusive thoughts or doubts. i was like you in the old story. i hope to offer you some reassurance! please never be afraid to seek help from a mental health or medical professional, either.

disclaimer: these are my beliefs. you do not need to regard them as truth unless you want to! ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶

thinking. we all do it! (hopefully.)

thinking, is an intentional act, a decision. it is the act of transitioning a thought from the 3D to your imagination and the 4D self for evaluation. thinking is the act of considering and evaluating thoughts.

you manifest or shift with intent, purpose, and decision, not thoughts. thoughts are a preprogrammed, human reaction to reality.

because for some reason, we’re human. we’re literally just electric pieces of meat on survival mode. we have thoughts, because the brain is like a computer that is programmed to survive. this computer is wired to believe that reality is consistent with what the five senses interpret, that reality is not malleable.

thoughts are like the lego bricks of reality.

you get to pick whichever pieces you want from a huge bin, how many you want, whenever you want to use them. you use these can use them to build your dream set.

by sifting through pieces (thoughts), deciding which ones to use (thinking), you’re then building (imagining), and creating your dream sets (reality). some people like to have instructions, some improvise, and some like to do both. but when you’re sifting through the box of legos, sometimes you find pieces you don’t want. those pieces you don’t want could be intrusive thoughts!

intrusive thoughts are, to many, very annoying, distressing, and potentially debilitating. they are usually caused by anxiety or trauma in the brain. many people regard what is said by their brain, their intrusive thoughts, as true. the brain constantly seeks to find logic in the 3D. but guess what!

the brain is part of the 3D.

that’s right, you read correctly. the brain only provides thoughts to survive because the brain reacts to the 3D. your human body is like a tool used to perceive reality. it helps you experience desires, too (separate post coming soon…). i’m not going to lie and say i know or care why. but because it’s part of the 3D, it’s easily malleable by your 4D self, your manifestations and shifts. (this is why you hear success stories about people shifting or manifesting away mental health issues!)

thoughts have no power over you unless you, your 4D self, decides that they do!

for example…

if someone said lego, you’d very probably have a thought of a lego brick, or the movie, or something. if you have a thought of a lego, does that automatically make you a lego? no!

so, query, why would having an intrusive thought make it true? it’s just a thought. you average about 65,000 of them per day. you just decided to label it as true and dwell on it. you decided to let the 3D control you.

i used to struggle with letting go of intrusive thoughts, and i understand how distressing it can be. there was a point where i was at rock bottom, unable to eat or get out of bed from fear of manifesting something awful. but then i realized, i didn’t want to live like that. why would i? feeling out of control in the 4D certainly isn’t enjoyable.

so i decided to shift states, and embody the divine and all-powerful badass that i am.

i stopped using lego bricks i disliked. i destroyed sets i hated, and i don’t even give the pieces another thought before tossing them back into the bin where they belong. instead, i focus on building my dream sets, using both the 3D and 4D to my advantage, and i enjoy myself much more!

if you’re feeling out of control, whether it be because of intrusive thoughts, doubts, or circumstance, that contradicts your power as the 4D self, the operant power — the creator or decider of reality — don’t be afraid to grab the 3D by the throat and tell that dumbass who runs reality, who calls the shots, who has the final say. (guess what, it’s you!). use the 3D as a tool to build yourself up, not bury yourself into a hole!

life happens for you, not to you!

i believe in you! — dolly ♡

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Tarot • pick a pile • general reading

Mystery Reading — pick a pile for your message *.☁️’’

Pile 1 — Pile 2 — Pile 3 — Pile 4 — Pile 5

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Please pick the pile that you feel drawn to the most!

Pile 1

Pile 1, I see help being received after a long time coming. Abundance rolling in. You’ve been in a position of recovery for a while, that small sliver of hope you’ve been holding onto during this time will bear its fruits eventually. You may require the assist of outside support / outside support is on its way.

Something in your life previously has been knocked down completely, this thing is still very strong in your memory even now. I know you must feel it still to some extent. You must have empathy for yourself when coming to terms with this. Gentle steps in the right direction: self forgiveness and moving foreward.

I wish you nothing but the best pile 1. You deserve the good things coming towards you, you just need to accept them when they do arrive. Clinging to the past too much will only recreate those circumstances in the present if you’re not careful. The night has been hard and cold but the mornings rays will arrive soon enough. But try not to be too spooked by their warmth ok? It’s something new, and we tend to get used to the things we expect to happen. So when something different happens we tend to get sceptical almost. Your energy being too guarded towards the things you want to attract will make life unnecessarily harder for yourself.

Pile 2

Contemplating your own future plans, pile 2? You’ve been in a period of sleep for a while now, focusing on crafting the things you want to see in your world. The horizons glance yields summertime sadness. Yet that sunset will give rise to the possibilities of tomorrow once the night is over. The night is when the subconscious comes to power after all. Processing the happenings of yesterday, your memories are being replayed and new understandings are being gleaned from them. The behind forces working away when the world sleeps. That’s you at the moment pile 2. Working in the quiet of the night, burning the midnight oil as they say, to chip away at your dreams. A fine piece of work is coming into view. You’re processing the past so that you can create the future.

When the morning comes is something in your control here, when you’re ready the world will open up to you. Tempt the wands of fate and you’ll manifest the best thing you could have dreamed of.

Additional note: Someone’s mad at how well you’re doing in life I’ll tell you that much.. be careful though pile 2. Don’t underestimate the effects of others. You’ll be ok though; I don’t see you being that affected by this negative energy. It’s kind of coming you of nowhere though, so it may be unexpected to some extent.

Pile 3

What goes around comes around. The truth is being unearthed. Someone or something who hurt you in the past is being held responsible. And it seems to have been a long time coming, the righteous will is stronger than lies. Snow is falling. The world has changed and time has past, but your endurance in this situation is commendable. It’s not something you should just let slide. The accountability you’ve been waiting for will come to pass. Things are being payed up. Whatever has happened is something that has haunted you even when your life has changed a new. I sense that your life will also transform even more once it’s fully in the past and no debts remain unpaid. Good luck pile 3. Your patience will be worth it. (This may have been a legal or personal battle, or something else potentially, but the overall message is the same.)

Pile 4

Pile 4, it seems you’re still waiting on the outcome of a decision to pass. Everything is up in the air now, and you’re waiting for new information. Whatever it is you’re waiting on will arrive in good timing, from an understanding source. It may give more of an emotional effect than you were anticipating, this news may be not what you were hoping for. In fact you may be upset or disappointed. But fear not, there is a silver lining to this end. The beginning of a new dream, setting you sights on something higher I see. You’re being redirected towards something better. Whatever your choice here, you’ll be alright. Though I recommend hearing out what else could be out there for you. There’s no need to limit yourself to one path that’s not working when there’s an even greater one for you out there. Traditions can be broken at the drop of a hat. You have no holdover to promise the past your tomorrows. It’s the past, (maybe look into the concept of ‘the sunk cost fallacy’ as this seems to be in your energy at the moment) no need to waste more time on it. Endings always bring beginnings.

Pile 5

How come you’re holding yourself back from what you want? You have the resources to move forward, and yet, you don’t. Because of fear. You want that cup of warm tea and fresh bread, yet you deny yourself the idea of you being hungry in the first place.

I apologise if this is blunt but you need to step up into your power pile 5. No more faffing about. This is a cycle that can break anytime you want. You just need the strength of setting your mind to it. Baby steps if you must. Rebirth takes time after all, even after you are reborn a new, you still need to learn how to walk all over again. How to drink that cup of tea that you’ve always wanted. Gentle reminders can only go so far though, the blinding logic here is that you’ve hit a road block : yourself. Your own cowardice and self victimisation. It’s biting you in the ass man. There’s no need for guilt, that’s pointless, so is feeling sorry for yourself for feeling this way. That’s needless as well. You owe that to no one. Not yourself, you deserve better.

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May the blade be in your service, the loyal weapon of your thoughts and motivations, working in your favour. And not wedged into your heart; cutting it open and letting yourself bleed out. The stain of red is only so important after a while, it’ll seem silly in retrospect to have worried so much. Our hearts still beat the same for tomorrow as they did yesterday and the day before. It’s the reminder that you’re still here, and that your dreams still are too.

Pile 6

You’ve been set up to make an important decision soon pile 6. It seems to be something you’re still in your mind about. To the chagrin of those around you seemingly; who just want you to make your mind up already and be done with it. I think you are wise to have waited to put more thought into this. It’s no small choice even if it seems like it on the outside. My advice here is that temperance is a virtue, sometimes the middle path is what yields the most results. A more subtle approach or letting go of false polarities might help here. Whatever decision you make will mean the death of something and the result of new found fortune. Sowing seeds for the first time in a long while. You’ll be alright, use your discernment properly here. Don’t jump too fast just to appease outside forces, that may cause you some regrets. Making a poor decision on your own judgment is upsetting, yet acting in haste tends to make the outcomes even more regrettable if things turn negative. You’ve got this pile 6. Slow down and think clearly, you’ve got enough time.

[silica]

Tarot • pick a card • general reading

Yes or No?

Pile 1 — Pile 2 — Pile 3

꩜𖦹༄

Please pick the image or pile that you feel drawn to the most!

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Pile 1

Yes. And quite a solid one. The fruits are ripe.

Pile 2

No. There is a disconnection happening there. Don’t fret too hard. It’ll be alright.

Pile 3

Yes, but you’ll need to fight for it. Things are currently up in the air.

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* yes or no answers can be a bit more up in the air when it comes to tarot. So please keep that in mind, as this is a general energy reading.

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Tarot • pick a pile • general reading

Yes or No?

Pile 1 — Pile 2 — Pile 3

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Please pick the image or pile that you feel drawn to the most!

Pile 1

Yes, but with some more effort. Straining against the clock. The light is still possible in this situation.

Pile 2

No. Not much more to say other than this is unlikely.

Pile 3

Yes, it’s ripe for the taking, but currently it’s not taken effect yet. Opening this up will yield some results.

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* yes or no answers can be a bit more up in the air when it comes to tarot. So please keep that in mind, as this is a general energy reading.

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Tarot • pick a pile • general reading

Energy pull - what do the cards want to tell you?

Pile 1 — Pile 2 — Pile 3

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Please pick the image or pile that you feel drawn to the most!

Pile 1

Whatever it is that’s been weighing on your mind. A question, an unknown. The cards want to remind you that within you is all you need to know; trust in your own mind. As well as your feelings, as this is not solely a mental focus - your gut instincts and feelings could be useful here.

Be calm, resting the mind will help bring about more clarity. Breathe.

Pile 2

Your manifestations are in motion.

There still seems to be something you want more clarity on. Insights will be there if you seek them. Whatever question about reality you have been contemplating is something that may be worth looking into further. Draw your own conclusions.

Pile 3

Something has been hurting. A sadness within you. Something isn’t right and it’s okay to feel that way. Let yourself feel through all your emotions during this time. With the respite of the future in your mind. You’ll endure this. Self protection and an inverse acknowledgment of your own vulnerabilities will be key here. I hope things ease for you pile 3.

Be mindful of where you place your efforts in this time, be gentle with yourself. Certainty of where you place your energy/passion will make the future more clear.

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Mystery Tarot Reading

1 Tarot Card + 1 Oracle Card 🪼 each message will be random and unique 🪼 short reading 🪼 blind draw

Please pause for a moment and pick the pile that you feel the most drawn towards :

Pile 1 — Pile 2 — Pile 3 — Pile 4 — Pile 5 — Pile 6

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Pick a pile • Timeless reading • General reading • Take what resonates and leave the rest • Trust your intuition • Energies are always capable of being changed in an instant • Tarot cards can only tell you how things are moving in the current moment

Note : These readings are meant to be taken as complementary due to their general nature

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Pile 1

A project of yours is coming to fruition. But you may need to loosen your grip, something is acting as an unhealthy attachment in your life. Your overbearing need for control may be stifling you and the other people you are working alongside with. Let yourself know you are safe to relax.

Pile 2

Grounding and reassurance. You have a youthful spirit about you pile 2. You’ve been venturing into uncharted waters lately. it’s helped you have a bright optimism for growth. But something tells me you have been dealing with some resignations and inexperience. Grounding yourself and guarding your energy will be helpful in keeping your bright energy flowing.

Pile 3

Surrendering to your own growth. In order to move forward you will need to trust in your own protection and growth by will of the cosmos. You are standing on the precipice of a bright new beginning. Lead on forward with an open mind and heart, letting the things you’re made for stick, and the things that don’t belong to fall away. You’ll find the right thing for you.

Pile 4

The winds of fate are moving in your favour. Sit back and trust that your just rewards are on their way. Trust in the fact that it shall come to you in protection and safety. Something will arrive.

Pile 5

A moment of respite. The sun will shine soon. Sometimes embracing the quiet of the night will yield us the morning sunrise we’ve always dreamed of. Spiritual growth of some kind may be on the horizon. Bright things for you pile 5 I can guarantee. A new perspective is arriving.

Pile 6

An inspiring new idea has taken ahold of you hasn’t it pile 6. Well this reading tells me you may be on the cusp of something that will bring forth great fruit. It is still only a potential as of now, but you have all the tools needed to get started on that big vision of yours. Keep clarity and reality in check and you’ll get there.

[silica]

Fifteenth century tarot cards, possibly the oldest known deck. Look how beautiful they are! These are from way back before they were used for cartomancy.

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Tarot • pick a pile • general reading

Something positive about yourself that you’re not appreciated fully

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Pile 1

Pile 2

Pile 3

°❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･

Please pick the image or pile that you feel drawn to the most!

Pile 1

Practical minded, strong mature feminine energy, emotional connection and duality. You know how to take care of yourself and others.

Pile 1, I believe you have more balance within yourself than you realise. I get the vibe that you may consider yourself as more polarised in terms of your personality traits and capabilities than you actually are. You’re got a positive sense of duality within your energy. Not ignorant of your emotions regarding things but ultimately very practical minded. Perhaps paying more mind to all your aspects will make you feel more whole in a way. As this variety in your traits is something you’ve not fully appreciated yet. You’re also a lot better at fostering connections with others than you realise.

Pile 2

Strong emotional fortitude. A sense of grounded optimism and confidence. Talented and competent.

Pile 2, I feel like you don’t appreciate how solid your ability to lock in and get the things done that need to be done is. You have a good sense of optimism to you, and it’s not a naive or toxic kind, you have a very real grasp of yourself and how to consider things in a positive manner. ‘The glass may be half full right now, but I will work to make sure it becomes filled.’ You’re competent at what you do and I hope you realise that. You’re also a lot better at balancing your emotional processing than you realise. Even when things get tough, you persevere, stand firm and still continue onwards. Steady growth wins the race.

Pile 3

Visionary, optimistic and enthusiasm. Looking past the veil. Unwavering love of your life. Strong direction and hopes.

Pile 3, you’re quite the optimist. You look ahead towards the brighter things in life and don’t loose sight of your hopes and aspirations. There is an unwavering hope in you, it still stands strong no matter what has happened to you before. You’re willing to grow and try again even after hardships. You see past the darkness of life even when it seems all encompassing. I fear you may have diminished this aspect of yourself to become more conscious of other people around you, who may tend towards more pessimistic attitudes. A little realism is helpful, but wanting to aim for the best possible outcome is nowhere near foolish. You’re better at making decisions than you realise, I feel you may second guess yourself a lot, and the cards want to remind you that you’re in good hands: your own.

[silica]

trash tarot deck (22/78)

[silica]

Tarot • pick a pile • general reading

What new friends are coming into your life?

Pile 1 — Pile 2 — Pile 3

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Please pick the pile or image you feel the most drawn to

Pile 1

Pile 1, it seems you’ve had a pattern of feeling out of place in a lot of the friend groups you’ve been a part of previously. Feeling lost with who to commit your time to. Who to trust. Who to be.

The cards are telling me that this a pattern your growing wiser to now. And something that, with the right attention to your feelings, will make navigating friendships a lot easier. Listening to your own thoughts and emotions when socialising with people, instead of over-accommodating other’s, will make your decisions solid. Utilising your own guidance will gain you the friendships that feel cohesive with who you are/want to be.

Pile 1 I do have to warn you that to break the patterns of old friendships eroding you’ll need to tap into your own inner guidance more. Less falling victim to false narratives and betrayals, less prioritising your own pride and social benefit in the short term. More focus on genuine connections and not feeding into the compulsions to fit in all the time.

I think your new friends coming into your life will be more in sync with you than previous friend groups. If you break the cycle of previous behaviour, you’ll naturally find and connect with these people. No need to worry how or where, as following your own interests and hobbies will bring you to them quite naturally. You just gotta chill out and be mindful of yourself and it’ll all work out.

Your new friends all together have a jovial and youthful approach to life. Though it’s practical and balanced. Knowing how to have fun when it counts but keeping the ball rolling in the important areas of life too. I think meeting them will teach you how to ground yourself better in your own life. And how to better walk away from things that don’t serve you. I think this may come as a bigger shift in your thinking / approach to life than you realise. Focused effort foresight and self evaluation will manifest the company that will be harmonious with you. This will all likely happen by chance as a whim of your manifestations. These friends will show up in your life when you are ready.

I get the vibe you may be a younger person, maybe early-mid twenties as confirmation for some.

Word oracle :

Death - death of the old self/patterns

Assistant - help from others/facilitating your growth

Surgery - self examination/turning inwards

Honey - kindness and compassion/feeling stuck

Republic - overwhelmed by the politics of other people

Potential names : Shelly, Vickie, Jeff, Eric, Robert

Pile 2

Pile 2, I think a new best friend may be coming into your life sometime soon. A loyal and true friend. Someone you have the capacity to connect with on a deep level. As this may have been something you’ve lacked currently. Not that you have no one to talk to, but having a bestie you really jive with and can share it all will be a real blessing. I think this new person will be a very fair individual, they believe in a strong sense of give and take in friendships. And I think this is something you agree with as well, not wanting to tolerate mooching or one sided connections. Though I feel they may have a judgemental side to them, so that’s a potential flaw there. Who knows, maybe the good side of this is all the hot gossip you’ll both share. At their core they are a good person, loyal, a ride or die friend. They’re a chill person, likely similar to you, as your energy matches when you do activities together. I see a lot of lounging and fun talks between you both. Very safe feeling.

Pile 2, I must say this about you though, the cards are warning me of potential blockages on your end: with the way you approach friendships. I feel you may be more on the introverted side, and prefer keeping things private when possible. This has protected you at some point, and being able to disconnect from these things can be beneficial, letting water glide of your back, though this is not one of those times. You need to be willing to bridge the distance a bit more to this new friend as you grow closer. Turning tail from something that would be of benefit to you because of self important fears will inevitably disappoint you.

Star Trek may be of significance to you. Other confirmations may be relayed to FNAF or telenovela. These could be interests of your friend or you, maybe shared. I’m getting the vibe you may be both teenagers or enjoy things considered youthful. Maybe you share an interest in fandom culture.

Word oracle :

Assistance - the balanced approach of give and take, helping each other

Growth - help with opening up

Speaker - talking more on things that interest you

Investment - this is something you’ll both have to invest in

Thing - there may end up being an object or thing of interest that takes form as a symbolism of your friendship or as an inside joke that brings you closer to each other

Potential names : Layla, Jan, Kathy, Catherine, Smith, Sam, Samantha - they may have a nickname they like to use

Pile 3

Pile 3, I think you will be gaining perhaps three new friends soon. (Or something of that number)

You’ve previously lacked foresight and the actions to put yourself out there, failing to take on opportunities for meeting people. And feeling the loneliness that comes from that biting you in the ass. I think you need to be kinder to yourself on this one, seems like something you’ve beaten yourself up over. Not having the friends in your life that you’d like. Recognising negative patterns of behaviour in yourself is good, but use that knowledge for change and not shame.

Trust your instincts and intuition, this is a very notable message from your cards. Follow where you’re lead and don’t fret too much about it. Let yourself be led out into the world, and socialise a bit more. Follow through and put in the effort to try and foster connections with people that genuinely click with you. This will require strength, as social interaction can be messy at times, you might feel rejected, but that is inevitable in life. You just have to keep going and you’ll land yourself at the gold mine if you look for it.

Effort in friendships is a sustained effort, acting flighty won’t help you. Sit in your feelings a bit more and you’ll find the best solution no matter the situation. You’re smart pile 3, embrace it. I suspect the people you’ll meet will share your perspectives on a lot of things, and challenge your perceptions of other things in a positive light.

I think your new friends will be mature in direction and forethought. Aligned with their values and beliefs. I feel this is an important trait to you, solid morals. I don’t actually have much to say about them other than they will great friends to you, very suited to where you’re at in life at the moment. This reading is a bit more about you in a way. Letting yourself be seen and putting in the effort to manifest yourself a proper friend group. It’s very sweet. Very mature in a way, despite your worries otherwise. Beware of your self doubt. As that could block you from getting out there.

Confirmations could be bird watching, or movies/cinema, maybe you’ll meet them via work, a shared profession or hobby. Photography.

I feel you may have reached a decent point of financial stability and are now turning your sights to your social needs now that you feel more secure.

Word oracle :

Homework - maybe you work from home or are more of homebody, switching mainly from work to straight home and not getting out much

Television - you might watch a lot it, your new friends may share your tastes or enjoy talking to you about them

Appointment - specific timing or events

Technology - tech savvy

Activity - finding new hobbies or meet ups

Potential names : Janette, Minnie, Ethel, Sue/Stue, Stephen/Stephenie

[silica]

Tarot • pick a pile • general reading

Energy check in *.🩵

Pile 1 — Pile 2 — Pile 3

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Please pick the image or pile that you feel drawn to the most!

Pile 1

“Trust the timing”

Pile I think your energy has been quite frantic lately, perhaps feeling impatient for some kind of change to come into effect. Remember the bigger picture forming for you, getting caught up on the smaller details has been more of a distraction than anything. Attempting to soothe your nerves and making yourself more stressed in the process. If things have already been set into place there’s no need to worry too much; watching everything in your vicinity like a hawk may make you feel secure for a time, but it will inevitably burn you out. You’re allowed to relax pile 1. It will come. Don’t neglect the other things in your life over this. Be brave and take the long path to stability.

Pile 2

“It’s time to step up”

Pile 2, there’s something you haven’t quite put into effect yet. A goal you’ve been putting on the back burner for a long time. You’ll know which one I’m talking about right now. It’s something you’ve entertained and imagined intensely in your mind. But this is something that’s just been an idea, a fantasy. Your energy, your inner want, is itching to enact this. Hesitation or perfectionism may have been blocking you. This is something you’ll have to work past. It’s time to step up. Grounding this goal into your reality is important, taking the first step. It’s just the beginning. Place the seeds and tend to your garden.

Pile 3

“Big picture thinking”

Pile 3, you have some very big ideas / concepts rolling around your head at the moment. Something you really want to happen just hasn’t panned out yet. Feeling stagnant, overburdened. Racing thoughts and prayers. Inspiration that hasn’t materialised yet. Pile 3 I think your frustration here is justified. Though some recognition of your own part to play in this is important. Placing blame on external influences will only help so far. To get what you want some more effort on your part is needed. Your vision is inspired, but inspiration alone won’t get you there if you sit in the same spot you were in before; doing the same thing as before and expect different results won’t work. You must change your angle to achieve your vision.

[silica]

nothing exists outside of you.

when you end up not getting what you want, it’s never because of something or somebody else. no one actually thinks "oh, you weren’t good enough" or makes things happen in your reality that go against your wants. i know this is a hard pillow to swallow but it’s no one else but you doing that. like, for an example, when you get dumped by your partner, when you get denied from your dream university, when things don’t end up going your way or even the opposite, it’s never other people sabotaging you and being in your way.

things don’t exist outside of you, remember that. it’s only you in and out there.

you are your own limit.

but this is exactly where it gets exciting. the most useful and thoughtful quote i have heard so far regarding manifestation is: "it is entirely up to you to decide how much is within you. you declare who you are." this means that NO ONE can ever tell you "no". well, i'm sure they can, but you are not obligated to accept it. you don’t have to force yourself to like things you don’t like, or to settle for things you don’t want. again, you DESIRING a state is enough for it to exist. and there are infinite states and therefore realities out there! think about it this way: there is a version of you, right now, experiencing all of your desires. they have everything you have ever dreamed of. and you wanna know what’s so cool about it? you can be that person!!! infact, you already are them for all states exist within you and belong to you only! creation is fucking done, and just as neville said, your refusal to see that you already are who you wanna be is the reason why you will remain as you are right now.

others can not hinder you.

no one can define your worth. no one can determine your success. no one can make decisions for you and expect you to obey them. no one can create your life. no one can limit you. only if you think that others have power over you, then they can do whatever they want — because you let them!

only you direct your life.

i know life gets hard sometimes. genuinely hard. sometimes it’s unbearable and you feel like being suffocated and you‘ve got a shitty 3d right in your face, demanding you to deal with it, draining you the fuck out, and and and… but that doesn’t have to stop you. it won’t stop you. the outside world is also your creation. it is nothing you have to fear babes. after all, you know it’s only your conceptions of self… it’s just you. really nothing that scary!

get back on track.

now, do yourself a favour, and stop being afraid of circumstances. stop being a slave to your senses. stop giving in. stop thinking so small of yourself. stop belittling yourself. stop being so overly submissive. stop wavering. stop overthinking about every single detail that won’t go your way and remember that there is a wonderful version of you "inside" you that wants to be embodied. how wonderful is that? to be fully in control of your world? and it will only ever be up to you what you do with it!

things can change in a day. your 3d can look so… deranged? if you will? and yet, you could still get your desire the same exact day. NO ONE CAN TAKE AWAY YOUR DESIRES FROM YOU BUT YOU!!!

with love and rage, ella.

[silica]

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𝐖𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐈𝐒 𝐑𝐄𝐕𝐈𝐒𝐈𝐎𝐍?

Revision is a term we use when we’re rewriting or creating specific past events using manifestion. Revision isn’t only about changing people’s memories. It’s about ACTUALLY changing the past & how everyone views it.

Your past is formed by your assumptions about it. Revision is basically changing your assumptions about your past and hence overwriting it with your desired reality. It will then consequentially impact your future & change it.

𝐇𝐎𝐖 𝐈𝐒 𝐈𝐓 𝐏𝐎𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐁𝐋𝐄?

When we speak about “past” or “future”, we are only talking about it in relation to the observer. In truth, nothing but the present actually exists as we are only experiencing consciousness for eternity. The past only exists in the form of assumptions in our memory. Whenever we think of the past, we become reaware of what happened and we strengthen our assumptions regarding it. We constantly relive it in our heads so much that we begin to feel it real. By doing this, we re-experience it in our consciousness.

As we know, persisting in any thought or assumption consistently makes it true. That’s why the 3D shows us ‘proof’ or ‘evidence’ of our past since we constantly re-experience it in our consciousness whenever we recall our past experiences. Therefore, if we chose to replace our negative assumptions about the past with those that will benefit us, the 3D will start reflecting the changed past as well.

If time isn’t real, so isn’t memory. Memory is simply imagination. So when we make assumptions off of our memories, we are making assumptions off of something that isn’t even real and can be changed extremely easily. It is important to understand that the past is as undetermined as our future. That’s why, it’s super helpful to always assume favourably for ourselves regardless of what happened and not spiral or lose faith when the 3D shows us the opposite of what we desire.

𝐖𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐂𝐀𝐍 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐑𝐄𝐕𝐈𝐒𝐄?

You can revise any event that has happened in your life. There are absolutely no limitations or logical restrictions. You are the Operant Power. Hence, you’re the one who decides what is possible in your reality. Here are a few examples of what you can revise:

A failed exam or a bad grade.

A loved one’s death.

Your childhood/teenage years.

Your relationship with your entire family or revise that you’ve always had different parents with your desired looks, background, personality, characteristics etc.

Any traumatic event or experience.

Looking like your favourite celebrity.

Your birthday / zodiac sign, birthplace and name.

𝐇𝐎𝐖 𝐓𝐎 𝐑𝐄𝐕𝐈𝐒𝐄 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐏𝐀𝐒𝐓?

Revision is simply a branch of manifestation. The way you revise an event is the same as what you do to manifest any of your desires.

The law of assumption in the simplest terms states that “your assumptions create your reality”. What you assume to be true is what forms your 3D reality. Now let’s look at the definition of an ‘assumption’: a thing that is accepted as true or as certain to happen, without proof. So how do you change an assumption? By simply accepting your desired reality as a fact regardless of what the 3D shows you. You assume that you already have what you desire and ignore everything that says otherwise. The instant you decide you want something, you have it. It’s undoubtedly yours.

𝐢. — You can start by rewriting the old story into a new, desired one. Let’s take an example:

Old story/assumption: “I failed my exams.”

New story/assumption: “I passed my exams with top grades.”

𝐢𝐢. — Henceforth, whenever you think of your situation, think of your past as if it happened in the way you desired. Disregard the old story and assume the new story is true. If a thought pops up that reminds you of the old story, dismiss it as false and reassure yourself that you already have what you desire. Using the same scenario mentioned above as an example, your new mindset should be something like this:

“Now, whenever I think of my exams, I know I’ve passed it with a perfect score. Despite what the external reality shows me and what people around me tell me, I live in my imagination and accept that fact that creation is finished. I am the version of myself who has always been the top student all my life.”

𝐢𝐢𝐢. — Persist in this new assumption & live in your imagination. Remember, you're not persisting to seek change in the 3D, you are persisting because change has already occurred (it is done) & you’re simply stepping into the mindset of the person who already has what you desire (what I am, I see).

Leave the 3D (your external physical, tangible reality) alone & accept your imagination (your assumptions) as your true reality. Don’t worry about the 3D conforming because it will. The 3D has no choice except to reflect your 4D (your inner imaginative reality). It has to because that’s the LAW and it can never fail. Keep thinking this way and your new assumption will surely harden into fact.

𝐀 𝐅𝐄𝐖 𝐖𝐀𝐘𝐒 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐂𝐀𝐍 𝐔𝐒𝐄 𝐑𝐄𝐕𝐈𝐒𝐈𝐎𝐍:

You can use revision on the spot whenever the 3D shows you something unwanted. All you have to do is assume and affirm: “that didn't happen.” and persist in this assumption. You can also replay the scene in your head and replace it by visualising a more ideal one. Accept this new story as the truth and move on with your life.

If you spiralled during the day, just assume you didn't and affirm this: “I lived in my imagination the entire day and kept my thoughts in check perfectly.”

If you’re the type to look for evidence in the 3D, then revision can you directly change your physical reality as soon as you notice unpleasant circumstances.

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