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TWIN TUITION EPISODE TWENTY ONE

[Cade] 

Graduation is a few weeks away and I’m so excited. I can’t wait to walk across the stage! I’ll have my whole family there and it will be the best day ever. I kinda like that it’s focusing on just me a bit. I didn’t mind sharing it with my sister or wife, but it’s nice to be the center of attention every so often. 

It’s been a few weeks since our anniversary trip, and I still feel Taylor isn’t being completely honest with me. Once again, she is never physically distant. She seems like her normal self, but I can just feel deep down she’s not happy with my choice. Maybe it’s just me. Maybe it's guilt because I knew and saw how excited she was, and I basically killed her happiness with one sentence. The other day, she was with Cai and the boys in the nursery, and I overheard them talking. Cai mentioned their “cousins” having a close relationship with them, and Taylor’s response was that “Hoping the boys aren’t too much older by the time that happens.” It broke my heart because I could hear the disappointment in her voice. I just want her to tell me how she feels. 

I’m going to visit my mom later this week, and talk to her about it. I feel like she would give me some good advice on what I should do. Its not a case of me not wanting kids, I do. I definitely want multiple with Taylor. I’m just worried about juggling being a mom and having a career as a doctor. There’s plenty of people who do it, I know it’s doable. I just worry that I may fail at one, and it’s not the doctor part…… 

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TWIN TUITION EPISODE TWENTY ONE PART TWO

[Cai]

Jordan is so happy to be home again. He wakes up every morning and immediately goes and sits with the boys until I wake up, then we get them ready for the day and then have breakfast together. I’ve had the best almost year so far being home with the boys. I kinda…. I don’t want it to end. I really don’t want it to end. I know I took off for a year so I can enjoy motherhood, but I don’t want to leave my babies. I’m thinking of talking to Jordan about adjusting what I want to do for my last year, as well as my career path…

Cai: Where’s Teddy? Where’s Teddy? There he is!! Teddy: *Baby noises* *Laughing*  Cai: God, they are so cute. We have the cutest babies ever. 

Jordan: *Laughs* As every parent has said.  Cai: Yeah but ours are cuter!  Jordan: *Laughs*  Jordan: The draft is soon. 

Cai: I know, are you nervous? Jordan: Yes.  Cai: I’m sure you’ll be picked babe.  Jordan: Yeah, but by whom?  Jordan: I really don’t want to have to uproot you from your family.  Cai: I know, but if we have to, we’ll be okay. 

Cai: You know speaking of careers…. I kinda wanted to discuss my future path…..  Jordan: I kinda think I know what that is babe *Laughs* Cai: You do? Jordan: Yes, and if that’s what you want. I want you to do it. 

Cai: Just so I know we both are on the same page…. Jordan: I know you don’t want to leave the boys.  Jordan: I watch you with them every day, and I wouldn’t even want you to leave them. 

Cai: You mean it babe? Jordan: Absolutely.  Cai: I also want to take my last year online.  Jordan: I kinda figured that was coming too.  Jordan: What you want, I support babe.  Cai: I love you baby.  Jordan: I love you too.  *JJ is fussy* 

Jordan: Babe. Cai: Yeah? Jordan: I’ve noticed JJ rubs his eyes a lot, and he squints at times. I think we may need to take him to the doctor.

Cai: OH MY GOD DO YOU THINK HE’S GOING BLIND? *starts to panic* Jordan: Baby, calm down. No.  Jordan: He may however need glasses.  Cai: Ah, that sounds more logical……. THIS IS THEO’S FAULT.  Jordan: *Laughs*  Cai: He’s the reason Cade, Cache and Tahj are blind. Now he’s passed it to my son!   Jordan: *Laughing hysterically*  Cai: I’m telling my mom! 

Jordan: First, let's make an appointment to make sure I’m right. *Laughs* Cai: I’ll call the doctor now. 

I’m so happy Jordan is okay with me being a stay-at-home mom. I don’t wanna miss one bit of my boys. Besides… my husband will be rich soon, why do I need to work….. *Laughs*

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TWIN TUITION EPISODE TWENTY ONE PART THREE

[Cade] 

I’m headed over to my mom and dads house to get some advice from my mom. I don’t want Taylor to secretly resent me. I don’t want her to suppress her feelings either for the sake of me….

Cade: Hi mom.

Dakota: Hi sweetie! Is everything okay?  Cade: No…..  Dakota: Should I get your dad?  Cade: No, he’s working, and I can just talk to you.  Dakota: What’s going on?  Cade: Taylor is ready for us to start a family.  Dakota: Honey that’s wonderful! I can’t wait for more grandkids. 

Dakota: But from your facial expression, I see you may not feel the same….. Cade: I do want a family with her, I’m just scared. I told her I may want to wait until after I finish medical school.

Dakota: I assume she wasn’t happy with that?  Cade: She says it’s fine but I saw her shut down.  Cade: I don’t want her to resent me, mom.  Dakota: Can I ask you something?  Cade: Sure.  Dakota: What are you afraid of? 

Cade: That I won’t be a good mom. 

Dakota: Oh honey, I am your mother. You will be a great mom.  Cade: *Laughs* 

Dakota: You aren’t the only woman who's felt like this, juggling a career.  Dakota: If you really do want a family, you will find a balance.  Dakota: You also have a village to help you. Cai uses said village daily. 

Cade: *Laughs*  Dakota: Talk to her, and let her be open and honest about how she feels.  Dakota: Taylor and Jordan made it their life mission to prioritize you and cai’s happiness, and you guys should be doing the same.  Cade: I know……She never complains either…  Uncle Noah was right. We are spoiled brats.  Dakota: I’ve been saying that for years and now you get it???  Cade: *Laughs*  Dakota: I’m not saying do something you aren’t ready for just yet honey, but be willing to meet in the middle.  Cade: I understand. Thank you mom. I love you.  Dakota: I love you too honey.  Dakota: If you planned to stay a bit, you can use this as practice. Watch your sister, I want to take a nap.  Cade: *Laughs*

My mom is right. Taylor basically gives and does everything for me. I need to step up and start doing things for her. 

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TWIN TUITION EPISODE TWENTY ONE PART FOUR

[Cai]

Jordan and I at JJ’s fitting for his glasses. He in fact has some vision issues but the glasses will correct that for him. The doctor says he will most likely need them for the remainder of his life. I’m sending his bill to my father, as again, this is his fault. 

Jordan: You think he’ll make a fuss? 

Cai: He probably will have to get used to them around his head.  Cai: Our poor baby.  Jordan: It’s okay babe, it’s just glasses. Cai: Do you see Cade without her glasses or contacts? She fears for her life!  Jordan: We’ll make sure he always has them babe.  Dr: Okay, let’s get these on the little guy.  Dr: Perfect fit. Mom, dad, how does he look?  Cai: He’s SO CUTEEEE. 

Jordan: He looks very cute.  Jordan: Oh, I don’t think he likes them.

Cai: He just has to adjust. Cai: Babe, sit him up so I can send a picture to gigi. 

Cai: He’s so cute!! 

[Cade] 

Taylor is on her way home from work. I hope she’s not too tired because I made dinner for us, and I bought a new dress to wear too. It’s a little revealing but hopefully she likes it. 

*Taylor comes in* 

Taylor: Uh, what’s happening?! Cade: Hi baby, I made us dinner! 

Taylor: Holy shit.  Taylor: I’m clearly underdressed for the occasion. Taylor: Wow everything, and I mean EVERYTHING looks amazing. 

Cade: Here, let's sit!  Taylor: Babe, this looks really good.  Taylor: Are we celebrating something? Cade: Not really, but kinda…. Cade: I just wanted to do something nice for you. 

Taylor: Babe, you do things for me all the time.

Cade: Yeah, but not like you do for me…. Cade: Which brings me to what I wanted to talk about… Taylor: Is everything okay? Cade: When I told you I wanted to wait to start a family, you were upset weren't you?  Taylor: Oh babe, it’s okay. We don’t have to do this. It’s fine, I- Cade: No babe. I saw you shut down. Tell me how you feel, please.

Taylor: I was upset, yes, but I got over it. I can't force you into something you aren't ready for. 

Taylor: I would never want to anyways….  Cade: Baby, I’m sorry. 

Taylor: It's okay, nothing to say sorry for. 

Cade: Yeah, there is.  Cade: You always put my happiness first, even if at the jeopardy of yours.  Cade: I want to give you everything that makes you happy, just like you do with me.  Cade: Therefore, I’ve decided we will start the process for IUI in three months. 

Taylor: Wait, three months? Babe I said a year cause I knew you wouldn't want it that soon.   Taylor: Babe, we can just wait until you’re ready. I promise.  Cade: I’ll be ready in three months. I talked to my dad about delaying medical school for an additional year, so I can have the baby and enjoy being a mom before the real chaos starts.  Taylor: Are you serious baby? Cade: Yes, I am babe.  Taylor: You promise you won’t take it back?

Cade: *Laughs* I pinky swear! Taylor: *Happy dance*  Taylor: I’m so excited, we’re gonna have a baby! Taylor: I can’t wait to tell Jordan and Cai.  Cade: That’s so cute. I love you.  Taylor: I love you too babe.  Taylor: You wanna go practice like we’re making one? Cade: *Giggles*

We’re gonna have to start looking for that house soon. We’re gonna need the room, with the possibility of three babies and four adults in the house.

I’m nervous, but I’m actually excited. We're gonna try for a baby!

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TWIN TUITION EPISODE TWENTY [CADE AND TAYLOR]

I’m so close to graduation I can taste it. I only have three more months of college and I will officially be a grad! I can’t wait to have a little break in between and then start medical school. Speaking of medical school, I’ve decided I want to attend Foxb’s program! My dad knew I’d love it, and he has offered to pay for what my scholarships won’t. I can't thank him enough. He’s really my best friend. He supports me and never tries to sway me from my wants and dreams. I couldn’t really ask for better parents honestly. 

Taylor is very much enjoying having her own restaurant and she’s bringing in great money now. She’s been adding new things to the menu which is bringing in so many new customers. She even made it in San Q Magazine as one of the best bistros. I’m so proud of her. 

She’s taking us away for the weekend for our anniversary. I’m so excited to spend time with her. I’ve also been kinda… worrying. Ever since I talked to Cai, I’ve been worried about the whole baby thing… I don’t want anything to cause issues in our marriage. It’s been so peaceful. I want to bring it up just to make sure we are both on the same page, but what if we aren’t? I’m so scared…. But I will let all that go for this weekend! I want to have a good time with my wife. 

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TWIN TUITION EPISODE TWENTY [CADE AND TAYLOR] PART TWO

It’s our anniversary!! Taylor is making dinner for us in our simbnb. We are currently in Cuidad. It’s so beautiful here, I don’t know if I want to go home. I can’t wait for her to see the dress I bought.

Cade: Dinner smells good as usual.  Taylor: Happy anniversary gorgeous! Cade: Happy anniversary baby!  Taylor: Look at this dress. 

Taylor: You look incredible as usual.  Cade: *Giggles* Thank you babe. 

Cade: So do you!  Taylor: Dinner is about done, just let me grab some plates and we can eat!  Cade: Good cause I’m starving. Taylor: I figured *Laughs* 

Taylor and I sit down and eat dinner. After dinner, we enjoyed more wine and chat.

Taylor: I can’t believe it’s been two years already. 

Cade: Me either! I’m so happy we’re married.  Taylor: Me too. I love you so much.  Cade: I love you too baby. 

Taylor: Now it’s time for the next phase! 

Oh god, I wasn’t ready to talk about this. 

Cade: *Nervous laughs* And what is that?  Taylor: Well, a family babe *Laughs* 

Well, we’re doing this now…. 

Cade: Funny you mention that, I wanted to talk to you about it.... Cade: So…. What does your timeline look like in regards to us having kids?  Taylor: Well, I was really hoping we would start the process of IUI in about a year or so.  Cade: A year?  Taylor: Yeah!  Cade: You don’t think that’s still kinda…soon? 

Taylor: I mean we’ve been married for two years now, so not that soon.  Taylor: You don’t sound like you want that….. Cade: I just… I just want us to have more time together.  Taylor: Oh, well how long were you thinking? Cade: Well… I kinda wanted to be almost done with medical school…. Taylor: Oh…  Taylor: That’s what, like 4 years? 

Cade: Yeah, for the most part.  Taylor: Oh… okay. 

*Brief silence* 

Cade: Does that bother you?

Taylor: Ah…no.  Taylor: I’m gonna get us some more wine. 

*Taylor gets up* 

Cade: Babe, are you -  Taylor: Babe it’s okay. I’m not upset. I would never force you to do something you aren’t ready for, it's fine.  Cade: Okay....

Taylor: Here, let's get cosy on the couch. We’re gonna watch your favorite movie.  Cade: I love you Taylor. I’m so happy you’re my wife.  Taylor: I love you too babe. 

Well, she says she’s not upset so that’s good…. 

But part of me feels like deep down, she’s disappointed….

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TWIN TUITION EPISODE TWENTY [CADE AND TAYLOR] PART THREE

We’re getting ready for bed, and I cannot shake this feeling that she’s hiding her feelings. I don’t want to bring it up again because I don’t want to argue or ruin our anniversary, but I don’t want her to suppress how she feels….

Taylor: Oh, I see we ain't sleeping tonight. Cade: *Laughs*  Cade: Babe…. Taylor: Hmm? Cade: You’re okay right? Taylor: Yeah, why wouldn't I be?

Cade: Uh, I just wanted to make sure you’re having a good anniversary.  Taylor: Of course. I’m here with you.  Cade: Good. I love you so much.  Taylor: I love you too baby.  Taylor: Now, get on the bed. 

Cade: *Giggles* 

She says she’s fine. So I have to let it go. Cade, you have to let it go…..

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TWIN TUITION EPISODE TWENTY [CAI AND JORDAN]

The boys are six months old now! I feel like time is going by so fast. I really need it to slow down. I feel like I was just getting ripped open. I do love watching their personalities develop as they get older however. Jordan Jr is living up to his name, as he’s just like Jordan. He’s sweet and quiet. He doesn’t fuss much. He’s such a chill baby. Teddy on the hand is live and ready to talk to you at any moment. He loves to make noises and hear sounds. He also loves to interact with everyone. He’s going to be the one I will worry about, I know it *Laughs* 

Speaking of Jordan, He’s currently away at training camp. Jordan got the offer to go for two months, and I wanted him to enjoy it. He’s made so many sacrifices for me, that he should be able to enjoy something for himself. I can’t lie, it has sucked being without him for two months. I just wanna lay under him and see him with our boys again. He misses them terribly. He even cried one night about how much he misses us, but I told him it’s only temporary and that he should enjoy it. 

He’s finishing this weekend, which is perfect because it’s also our anniversary weekend! We have officially been married for two years! I can’t believe it. I love that I get to wake up to him as my husband everyday. I’m so glad Cade became friends with the hot football player. 

Speaking of Cade, we’re going shopping tomorrow for our anniversaries (remember we got married the same day). They will also be celebrating their anniversary this weekend. I’m going to get something sexy to wear for our date. I’ve been working on my post baby body for 3 months now, and Jordan has yet to see it. 

I can't wait for him to see all my hard work. I know for a fact he is going to want to skip dinner and go straight to dessert *Laughs*

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TWIN TUITION EPISODE TWENTY [CAI AND JORDAN] PART TWO

Cade and I are out shopping for our anniversary dinners. Taylor is actually taking Cade away for the weekend. I preferred to stay locally due to the obvious. The boys are currently with their grandparents. My mom and dad love to spend time with them. They even offered to keep them a few extra days so Jordan and I can spend time together. I accepted, but told them only a night or two. I’ll miss them after that and will end up wanting them to come home. I love them so much. 

Cade: So, what are you going for?  Cai: Sexy. 

Cade: You trying to end up pregnant again? *Laughs* Cai: Absolutely not. I am very content with my babies. Cade: Good cause as much as I love my nephews, we don’t need any new mouths to feed *Laughs*

Cai: Speaking of babies, have you and Tae talked about a family? She loves JJ & Teddy.  Cade: We have…. Cade: I want to be at least halfway through medical school before we have kids. I want a little more time with just her and I. 

Cai: That’s like what? Three years from now maybe? 

Cade: Yeah.. maybe longer.  Cai: Do you think that she’ll want to wait that long? 

Cade: I mean, she kinda has no choice. If I'm not ready, then it’s not happening….. Cade: That sounded so harsh. Don’t get me wrong, we will have a family. Cade: Just not right now… Cai: I’m sure she won’t mind…  Cade: Yeah, me too. 

[Cade] 

I hope she won’t mind…. 

But what if she does want a baby sooner? She has been spending a lot of time with the boys… I don’t want this to cause issues for us…. 

Cai: Cade.

Cade: Huh?  Cai: I wouldn’t overthink it. She seems pretty content right now.  Cade: Yeah, you’re right.  Cai: Let’s go look at the lingerie!  Cade: Do you want that man feral?  Cai: Yes, absolutely. 

Cade: *Laughs* 

I hope she’s right…….

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TWIN TUITION EPISODE TWENTY [CAI AND JORDAN] PART THREE

I finally get to see my man tonight! I found the perfect dress and the perfect lingerie set for later. I’m so excited to hug and kiss him. Two months apart is not for the weak. I don’t know why, but I’m a bit nervous? I shouldn’t be nervous to see him, he’s my husband. He sent a car to come get me so I could just meet him at the restaurant. I liked the idea because I get to make an entrance. 

When I arrive at the restaurant, I notice he’s waiting outside for me. He looks so good, and his hair is longer. I cannot wait to jump on him tonight, oh my god. 

Cai: Hi baby!!!!

Jordan: Oh my fucking god. Jordan: I’m canceling dinner.  Cai: *Laughs* Babe, we have to eat.  Jordan: Baby you look fucking phenomenal, oh my god.

Cai: Awee babe. Thank you. Jordan: I missed you so much. 

Cai: I missed you too baby.  Jordan: Are you sure you just don’t want to go home?  Cai: *Laughs* We’ll get there I promise babe.  Jordan: My goodness. I am such a lucky damn man. 

Cai: Yes, you are.  Jordan: I love you so much. God I missed you.  Cai: I missed you too.  Jordan: We should get inside. Our room is ready. Cai: Room? 

We head inside the restaurant and then we walk upstairs to another area that has a private room. 

Cai: Oh baby, this is so beautiful! 

Jordan: Happy anniversary babe.  Cai: Happy anniversary!  Jordan: Let me get your chair.  Cai: So sweet. 

We sit down and get comfy and chat / eat. 

Jordan: I’m so happy to be home. I missed everyone so much. 

Cai: I’m so happy you’re home too!  Jordan: I can’t wait to see the boys.  Cai: My mom and dad offer to keep them a little longer so we can have time together.

Jordan: Eh, I think we can get them in the morning.  Cai: I figured you wouldn’t want to wait any longer than that *Laughs* Jordan: I really can’t wait to get home tonight though.

Cai: *Giggles*  Cai: So how was camp? Jordan: It was awesome actually.  Jordan: Intense at times but I still enjoyed it.  Jordan: I can’t wait to do it forreal.  Cai: Hopefully you get picked by the lions so we don’t have to miss you….

Jordan: I know babe. I hope so too. That was the only thing I hated.  Jordan: I missed waking up to you and our boys every morning.  Jordan: Hell I missed seeing Cade and Taylor.  Cai: Taylor misses you a lot. You are literally her bestie.  Jordan: I know, she’s mine too. I can’t wait to see them as well.  Cai: Well I spent the two months you were away working out and watching SimSim-melon with the boys.  Jordan: I see that. I can’t wait to see it tonight. 

Jordan: In fact we should eat so we can get home.  Cai: *Giggles*

Cai: Let's eat. 

Jordan and I finish dinner and then we head home. We have the entire place to ourselves tonight. 

Cai: I have to change really quick, brb. 

*Five minutes goes by*

Cai: You ready? Jordan: I’ve been ready for the last two months. Cai: *Giggles* Cai: Well? Jordan: Oh my fucking god. 

Jordan: It's been a long two months. 

Cai: Let’s go to the bed.  Cai: Ah Ah Ah. Be patient. 

Jordan: Baby, please. 

Cai: Ooh, I like it when you beg.  Cai: Okay, come here. 

I’m so happy my husband is home. I don’t think we’ll be sleeping tonight at all…

Happy anniversary babe. 

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TWIN TUITION EPISODE NINETEEN

[Cai] 

It’s been three months since I gave birth to the boys and I am in such bliss. I love them so much. I love being a mom. They are my whole world. They have such bright personalities. JJ is very much Jordan jr. He’s a bit quiet but once he’s interacting, he is so playful. Teddy is just like me, and loves to babble all day. I sit with him for hours and we just talk. It was a bit rough at the beginning. Getting used to maybe 3-4 hours of sleep was a very interesting thing for Jordan and I, but we’re doing well. It also helps that we have two extra adults that love to take care of their nephews. Jordan loves being a dad. He’s always showing them off to his friends and business contacts. I love to watch him with them. I see why my mother has so many kids now….. 

Speaking of Jordan, he is a pretty popular prospect for the draft. He’s met with a few different team coaches, just because they wanted to meet and talk to him. Draft day is going to be a big thing for him, because he is clearly wanted by a few teams. He recently obtained an agent. He and coach sat down with a few people and they picked whom they thought would be best for him. Her name is Kristina. She’s young, pretty. Very pretty.. She’s allegedly married, and does wear a ring, but I have never seen her husband…

I’m enjoying the time we get to spend together with our sons. In about 6-8 months, our lives will change and Jordan will have to be away at times…. I’m not going to think about that! I am going to bask in the present. 

[Cade]

I am three months into my senior year of college! I am so excited I am finally getting to the fun part of my career, medical school! I know you’re probably like “medical school is fun?” Well not exactly, but I think it will be fun for me. I know there’s a lot that goes into it, and I am very much prepared to be stressed at least 5/7 days of the week; but I am very excited! Taylor and I will be visiting some medical schools to see which one I want on my list! 

Speaking of Taylor, we finally had our wedding. It was so beautiful! Since we only wanted our closest family and friends there, we actually had the wedding in Windenburg! My dad gave Taylor and I a destination wedding. We got married at an art museum my mom recommended (since they used to live there). It was perfect. 

Taylor is so happy with having her own restaurant. She’s currently working on getting it renovated. She wants the décor to be authentic. The bistro’s business is also doing incredible, since Taylor became the executive chef. She’s become pretty popular, and has even had a few celebrity customers. I’m so proud of her success. I hope I am just as successful with medical school…..

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TWIN TUITION EPISODE NINETEEN PART TWO

[Cai] 

Jordan and I are having a normal day with the boys. He loves to just sit and watch tv while holding them all day. Teddy is already spoiled and hates to be put down. This is absolutely both of our faults. I don’t mind it though; I love being with my babies. 

Jordan: Are you hungry babe? I can make you some lunch? Cai: I’m fine babe, but thank you.  Cai: I was actually going to ask you what you wanted for lunch, haha.  Jordan: I’m okay. I drank a shake after changing JJ.  Cai: I can’t believe they are already 12 weeks old. 

Jordan: Me either. Time needs to slow down.  Cai: No really, I don’t want them to grow up! 

Jordan: *Laughs* Well unfortunately, we cannot stop that babe.  *Jordan’s phone buzzes* Jordan: Oh, its Kristina. I’ll take this really quick; I promise.  Cai: *Laughs* It’s okay babe. They are calm. Take your time. 

Jordan tries to avoid spending too much time “working.” He doesn’t want to miss out on spending time with us if he can help it. I really appreciate it. 

*Jordan comes back after 3 minutes*

Cai: Everything okay? Jordan: Yeah. I was invited to this big-league event. Kristina thinks we should go, so I can network. It’s a VIP event.  Cai: Uh…. We? Jordan: Yeah babe, you and I.  Jordan: We could finally have our first date night out since the boys. 

Cai: I… I dunno babe.  Cai: This would be my first time away from them..  Cai: I don’t think I’m ready….

Jordan: Okay. I’ll tell her we can’t make it then. 

*Sighs* Jordan has been so patient with me. He was incredibly helpful and patient after we got home, with my recovery and the boys. He’s missed a few different events that could benefit him greatly and he doesn’t complain. I feel bad for him missing this one too…

Cai: Wait, you should go.  Jordan: Without you? Cai: Yeah babe, I don’t want you to miss out on possible connections.  Jordan: You’ll be here by yourself until Cade or Taylor comes home. 

Cai: I think I can handle two hours babe.  Cai: You should go , really..  Jordan: I don’t want to go without you. It’s not fair if I leave you home. 

Cai: I knew there would be times where I can’t go. I am okay with staying with them. Cai: I promise. 

Jordan: I love you babe. I appreciate this. I really do. 

Cai: Don’t have too much fun though, you are someone’s father!  Jordan: *Laughs* I promise, I’ll be on my best behavior.

On top of not being ready to leave them for a period of time, I also don’t feel as attractive as I used to.. I know I just had twins, but this weight gain is an adjustment for me. Jordan reminds me daily of how beautiful I am, and has never made me feel unattractive; it’s just me…. 

[Cade]

Taylor and I are touring foxb’s medical school. It’s such a beautiful campus. My dad is very excited for me to tour, as this is his alma mater. 

Taylor: I know this school is expensive, look at the damn hallways. 

Cade: *Laughs* It’s one of the best medical schools in the state. 

Taylor: I hope you become a super doctor here. 

Cade: *Laughs*

The counselor takes us around the campus a bit, and then we sit down to get an overview of tuition and fees. 

Counselor: So here is what tuition and fees would look like for your program.  Taylor: Holy. Fucking. Shit. 

Counselor: This total doesn’t include any scholarships or financial assistance you may receive.  Cade: My dad was right; it is pretty expensive here. 

Counselor: We offer various payment plans as well. 

We talk a bit more about admissions and then Taylor and I head out to see the next school.

Taylor: I know this is going to be your first choice.  Cade: I could like another program, you never know.  Taylor: Oh no, this will be your first choice. I saw how bright your eyes got every time we saw a new area. This is where you’ll be.  Cade: I don’t think I can afford this babe.  Taylor: I’ll help you.  Cade: Oh babe, I can’t ask you to do that.  Taylor: You don’t have to, it’s my job. I am your wife. 

Cade: *Giggles*

Cade: Let’s just see the other schools first and then I’ll decide.  Taylor: Okay, but I know it’s going to be this one.  Cade: You’re so sure huh… Taylor: I’d bet my bistro on it!  Cade: How are you going to pay for my schooling if you lose the bistro? *Laughs*

Taylor: *Laughs* 

She’s not wrong…. I LOVE THIS SCHOOL…. But we will give others a chance…. 

[simmerdowndee]

TWIN TUITION EPISODE NINETEEN PART THREE

[Cai] 

Jordan is getting ready to leave for the event. He literally got dressed and immediately went and sat with the boys in the nursery. He might not be ready to leave them either…. 

Cai: What are you boys babbling about? Jordan: I told them that they have to protect you while I’m gone for a few hours. 

Cai: You’re so cute *Giggles* Cai: You look really handsome babe. It’s been a while since you’ve had a suit on.  Jordan: Yeah, it has. It feels good. I feel good.  Jordan: I’d feel even better if the most beautiful woman in the world came with me…. Cai: I really tried to convince myself I’d be okay but I won’t. I’m sorry baby.  Jordan: Ah, next time. 

*Jordan’s phone rings* 

He really does look good. Really fucking good…. Did I mention we haven’t been intimate yet because I wanted to wait a bit longer than the 8 weeks…? I think I’m done waiting..

*Jordan ends the call*

Cai: Everything okay? Jordan: Yeah. Kristina is going to go with me since you won’t be going. Cai: Oh, she is……

Jordan: Yeah. She’s actually sending a car to get me.  Jordan: She just told me she was downstairs. Alright. I’m heading out. 

*Jordan kisses the boys* 

Jordan: Daddy will be back later. 

Jordan: I love you. I’ll check in with you in an hour.  Cai: I love you too. 

*Jordan walks outside to the car*

*Cai listening at the window*

Kristina: You look so good!  Jordan: Thank you. You look nice too. 

Maybe I should have gone…. 

[simmerdowndee]

TWIN TUITION EPISODE NINETEEN PART FOUR

[Cade] 

Taylor and I are finally home after touring a few medical schools. The other programs included San sequoia Med, and Ubrite’s medical school. Admitting she was right; I do want to apply to Foxb’s program. It's just my speed. It's perfect. I just don’t know how I’ll afford it…

Taylor: So, what’s it gonna be champ.  Cade: *Mumbles* Foxb….. Taylor: What was that? I don’t think I heard you! Cade: You were right….. Taylor *Laughs* I know, I know you.  Cade: But babe, I can’t afford it… Taylor: Yes, you can. I will help you, you have scholarships, and your dad already has a check ready because he knew you’d love it.  Cade: How did I get so lucky with you? Taylor: Eh, I am the lucky one.  Cade: I’m gonna go check on Cai and the boys. Jordan is gone tonight for once. 

When I get upstairs, the boys are sleeping in their nursery. They are so sweet. I love them so much. I’m not sure if they realize I’m their aunt or if they think I’m their mom with us you know, being twins. I love it regardless. Cai must be sleeping… 

Cade: Cai, what’s wrong?

*Cai is crying*

Cai: I want my husband to come home.... Cai: I wasn’t ready to leave the boys yet but I also wasn’t ready for him to leave me either.  Cade: Did you tell him this? Cai: I encouraged him to go, because he’s missed so much and hasn’t complained.  Cai: The boys are fine. They have been very calm the entire time he’s been gone.  Cade: Call him and tell him you want him to come home. You know he will.  Cai: I can’t. I'll feel so bad. I could tell he was excited to go tonight.  Cai: I’m just going to go to bed. I don’t want to ruin the one night of fun he has.  Cade: Cai, you are bawling your eyes out. He needs to come home.  Cai *Wipes her eyes*: I’ll be fine. I’ll just go sit and watch the boy’s sleep. 

*Cai gets up and goes to the nursery*

Cade: We need to call Jordan. Taylor: He’s on his way, I was listening from the door.  Cade: Thank you baby. 

Twenty minutes goes by and Jordan rushes through the door. 

Jordan: Is she okay???? Taylor: Yeah, she’s with the boys and Cade.

*Jordan heads upstairs*

Jordan: Baby, are you okay? Cai: *Huffs*I told you I would be fine, Cade.  Jordan: Taylor actually called me, and clearly you aren’t.  Cade: I’ll keep the boys company and you can go talk. 

Jordan and I head back into our bedroom.

Jordan: What is going on babe? Cai: I’m sorry, I should have just shut up. 

Jordan: Baby if you didn’t want me to go, I wouldn’t have gone. 

Cai: I know but I heard how excited you were, and I wanted you to at least go.  Cai: But then I saw you with Kristina….. and you told her she looked nice…

Jordan: Babe, I was just being nice– Cai: You didn’t do anything wrong Jordan, its me.  Jordan: I did, I should have stayed here.  Cai: No, you deserved to go out for one night. Cai: I’m sorry I ruined your night out baby. I really am. Jordan: You didn’t ruin anything.  Jordan: Look, I won’t do anything else until you are comfortable with leaving the boys. I’ll be here with you. 

Cai: That’s so unfair to you babe.  Jordan: It’s not, I promise. Jordan: Also, I want you to know that I find you just as fine as you were pre-babies. That will never change, baby. 

Cai: I love you Jordy.  Jordan: I love you too Caibear. 

Cai: Well.. since you’re home… there is something I am ready for now…. Jordan: What? Jordan: Oh, fuck really? Cai: Mhmn…. 

Jordan: Imma tell Cade to watch the boys… Cai: *Giggles* 

I literally cannot ask for a better husband. I love him so, so much. He has made so many sacrifices and adjustments to his life for me and our boys. I need to do something to show him I really appreciate him….. 

[simmerdowndee]

TWIN TUITION EPISODE EIGHTEEN (BIRTH SPECIAL)

[Cai]

My c-section is scheduled in 4 days. I’m so excited to finally meet my babies! My dad and uncles finally finished the cribs for the nursery, and it’s so cute. 

We’re still working on finding a home that fits everyone and is at a good price. Jordan considered us waiting until he gets his deal but we can’t just assume he’ll make it (although, let’s be real, he is). The boys will be fine in this townhome for a few years if needed. I’m truly in no rush to find a house. 

While I'm excited, I'm also very nervous. I’m going to be responsible for two tiny humans and i can’t fuck up. I’m happy to have such a supportive family. I’m happy to have such a supportive husband. He’s getting really anxious too….

I can’t believe this is finally it. I’m going to finally be a mom. 

[simmerdowndee]

TWIN TUITION EPISODE EIGHTEEN (BIRTH SPECIAL) PART TWO

Jordan is taking us out to dinner tonight, so we can have one last date night before the boys are here. I tried my best to look nice but I’m so round and swollen. I’ll miss my belly, but I won't miss the weight it added. I wanted to talk to him as well, just to see where his head is.. after overhearing his friends the other day.. 

Jordan: You look gorgeous as always babe.

Cai: Thank you babe. I had to finally wear one of the maternity dresses my mom got me…. Jordan: And you still look amazing.  Cai: *Giggles*  Jordan: Last date night for a while huh.  Cai: Yeah, for a bit. We can have mini house dates.  Jordan: *Laughs* I like the sound of that.  Cai: We’re so close babe, so close. Jordan: I know, I’m so excited. 

Cai: Are you really? 

Jordan: Of course babe. Why wouldn’t I be? 

Cai: Sometimes I feel like I pressured you, and you just don’t want to hurt my feelings…. 

Jordan: Baby, where is this coming from? Have I said or done something to make you feel like that?  Jordan: I wasn’t pressured babe. I was genuinely excited to try for a baby once we decided. 

Cai: You promise you’re excited to be a dad and husband? 

Jordan: Yes babe, what is going on?  Cai: When your friends were over the other day, I overheard you guys talking…. Cai: They were talking about a lot of the stuff you’re going to miss out on… 

Jordan: Yeah, and I told them I wasn’t missing out because I chose to be a father and husband.

Cai: Sorry, I just felt guilty for a bit… I feel like I’m part of the reason you’ll miss out on stuff…. Jordan: I’m not missing anything, babe. 

Jordan: I’m right where I want to be, doing exactly what I want to do - which is be your husband and father to our kids.  Cai: Sorry. *starts to cry* Jordan: Baby don’t cry. It’s okay. I promise you, I am happy where I am. 

Jordan: I’m so excited to meet our boys in a few days.  Cai: Me too.  Jordan: I love you babe.  Cai: I love you too Jordy. 

Cai: I’m sorry, we can order now. I’m starving *Laughs* Jordan: There we go. No more tears, unless they are happy ones.  Cai: I promise. 

I’m glad Jordan reassured me that this is what he really wanted. I didn’t want him to feel trapped or suffocated because I wanted to start a family. I mean… it’s a little too late to express it if he was, but i’m very happy that isn't the case. 

[simmerdowndee]

TWIN TUITION EPISODE EIGHTEEN (BIRTH SPECIAL) PART THREE

Today is the big day. Jordan and I have the hospital bag packed, the nursery is ready, and we’re headed to the hospital. My heart is racing because I’m so excited. I’m finally going to meet my boys. My entire family is at the hospital but only so many of them will be in the delivery room with me. I wanted my husband of course, Cade and Taylor, as well as my mom and dad there. The others will keep an eye on Tahj and Dee. 

Dakota: Oh sweetie, I’m so excited for you.  Cai: I’m so excited mom! Theo: You guys are about to have the best nights of your life. Jordan: I’m actually looking forward to the night shift.  Dakota: He’s been spending too much time with your dad. Cade: *Laughs*  Nurse: Okay, It’s time.  Nurse: Oh sorry, we can only have three visitors in the room.  Cai: What?  Cai: Why can’t I have just two more?  Nurse: I’m sorry honey, it’s the hospital guidelines.

*Cai starts to cry* 

Cai: I *sniffles* want *sniffles* all of you *sniffles* there. Theo: It’s okay honey. I’ll hang back with the kids so your mom can go.  Dakota: Oh babe. Theo: You need to be there with her.  Taylor: And I’ll hang back so Cade can stay.  Cai: Oh, Tae *sobs*  Taylor: It’s okay. They’ll see their favorite aunt soon.  Cade: Excuse you?  Jordan: *Laughs* Nurse: Alright, let’s go get your boys. 

Jordan, Cade and my mom wait while I'm being prepped for surgery. I really wish my dad and Taylor could have stayed. They’ve been so supportive my entire pregnancy. 

I’m prepped and we are back in the delivery room. 

Jordan: I’m right here. 

Cai: I’m scared.  Jordan: Everything will be fine. 

Dr: We’re starting. 

After about 20 mins, the first baby is out. 

*Baby cries*

Dr: It's a boy!  Cai: Oh my god.  Dakota: Oh my god!! 

After about another 10 minutes, the second baby is out.

Dr: It’s another boy!  Jordan: They're finally here babe!! 

Cai: Omg, look at them!!  Cade: Oh my goodness guys *starts to cry* 

Dakota: Happy birthday babies!! 

Jordan: You did it babe. 

Cai: I can’t believe it. There right here, in front of me. 

Cai: I love you Jordy.  Jordan: I love you too baby.

I'M A MOM GUYS!!! I'M A MOM!!!!