simplysweet29

[simplysweet29]

TWILIGHT 2.O

I never gave much thought to how I would die but dying in the arms of a loved one isn’t a bad idea to start with.

  People laughing having fun in such a happy fest yet I feel lost, a part of me is missing I don’t know why. I just feel LOST after so many years I don’t know what I want, for what I am looking for I have just lost myself in a feeling I never ever consider existed! I know the loophole though.

Damn life it sometimes brings you to a shitty place like this where you feel vulnerable you feel head over heels about someone. Yes you guessed right I fell in love with someone , someone so perfect that it felt so unreal how could someone be so perfect,  he was a god like creature I swear he was flawless even in my  gloomy nights his scent his presence was just like a fresh wind of spring he was breathtakingly beautiful just PERFECT .

So basically, it started last summer I decided to take a break from my monotonous life and I went on a trip to Alaska. Although I am a big fan of summer but sometimes you just need a break and that’s what lead me to this trip. It started out perfect just like my life , my flight got delayed due to weather conditions then an irritating couple started talking about all kinds of clingy stuff I think they were newly married I am pretty  sure about that then of course after such a delightful flight a kid has to cry his heart out it’s like a custom on a plane I swear , I HATE TRAVELLING . After such an awesome flight I finally reached Alaska. Now my day finally began I went to Denali national park, Tracy Arm Fjord and Kenai Fjords national park and finally the last destination on my list was University of Alaska Museum of the north. This final destination of my vacation became so helpless for my existence. From this day onwards I never thought I would feel so lost in my life, all these emotions that rushed inside me were enigmatic and I never thought in my million dreams that this day would change my life FOREVER.    

 It was Alaska’s most cold day it was snowing; I hate snow I know I am in Alaska but still I am not a fan of snowfall and rain I hate that wet moist weather. So, my day didn’t start that great it got even worse when my vacation was disturbed by an urgent call from my aunt now, I have to return home the next day and I wasn’t happy about it. With such an amazing mood I went inside the museum and then my turbo life just stopped. On the furthest end I saw him a breathtakingly perfect person tall lean structure muscular enough shinning white skin like radiating diamonds silky smooth caramelised hair and a flawless face with the most beautiful smile I have ever seen. My body rose to a temperature I have never experienced, my cheeks went red in a millisecond and I felt so dizzy still so frozen in one place. Then suddenly someone opened the doors of the museum and a drift of wind came towards me and then that flawless person turned like if he suddenly somehow knew I was present there I thought this would be the time that I could see him face to face the moment was about to come he almost turned towards me when suddenly a group of 20 30 teenagers came inside the museum . I was so agitated he almost saw me this could have been our first meeting but damn you people you never want a perfect moment like this do you there is something so irritating about the crowd they know how to kill your buzz. Though I still had hope of seeing him on the other side of the crowd but he disappeared in thin air like he was there a second ago but know it was like did he even existed or all this flawless boy the most perfect was my imagination. I was so furious in that moment but you know what I always believed, when someone is meant for you, you somehow encounter them once again in your life “somethings are meant to be”. And that’s what happened when I saw an id card lying on the floor. His name was Edward Cullen.