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hfuafsdlihggsfk,, uhh i will neither confirm nor deny these allegations,, :3

Would you still follow me if I posted good?

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oh hi yes i have basically something like that, pretty easy to model, pain in the arse to print

this is the robot/object version of a cat ear headband

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i feel so called out right now

Long distance rp be like

"oh when I get to you you know what I'm going to do? I'm gonna hold your hand, I'm gonna cuddle, I'm gonna pet your head"

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Still thinking about Maxwell and how she's walking around in just gloves and a sports bra and nothing else because she opted to be fully robot from the hips down.

Like look at this. Goddamn. Nikkes need to look and act human so that their brains don't have a dysphoric meltdown, but not Maxwell. Woman is quite literally built different.

This is where the amoral science is stored.

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uh just set the resolution really low?

What's the easiest way to make my photos or stream feed look like it's coming out of an early 2000s webcam? I want to be abstract pixels you can almost eat

Also how do I sound like Max Headroom but anime girl?

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fun fact; i keep the GLaDOS voice lines page open almost at all times because i quote Her so often

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oh right i never did anything with that one concept i had for a modern art thing maybe i should

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idea originates from when i was in school; basically representing a scene with abstract outlines, focusing on triangles hard to convey the idea well in text

oh right i never did anything with that one concept i had for a modern art thing maybe i should

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ok i will but not right now

oh right i never did anything with that one concept i had for a modern art thing maybe i should

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if you want a voice changer; one way is to stream through a linux-based PC, most distros come with Pipewire which supports JACK, meaning you can reroute your microphone input through a whole-ass effect stack if you really want to

Wish I could draw and build gunpla on stream but being heard is scary ><

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To everyone struggling with depression right now: I love you. Your brain is lying to you. Things can get better, even if it doesn't feel like they can. It's okay to be sad, to feel, to hurt. It's okay for that pain to stop you for a little while, but it can get better.

You are enough, even if people don't always see it, even if you don't see it. If you have people in your life who tell you you're important to them, believe them. If you don't have anyone else who will tell you it, you're important to me. You're important because you are you.

To everyone having problems reaching out, it can be hard, but it can be worth it. When I was at my lowest points, reaching out saved my life, and friends reaching out saved theirs. There are people who want to be here for you, and that goes without exception. There's people that you may not know or know very little, who want you to be okay. I highly encourage you to find local resources if they're available.

I know these words aren't perfect, and are not relevant to every situation. I just want you to know you're loved, things can get better, and I'm rooting for you.

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oh right i never did anything with that one concept i had for a modern art thing maybe i should

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I’m gonna be honest I do not care if a trans boy teen is annoying and has horrible taste in music y’all are just mean.

I’d rather hang around with Karkat who listens to Cavetown than someone who is mean.

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it's been years since i actually played HL2 and i'm still salty about valve fucking up the AR2 animations that's like my absolute favourite gun in all of gaming, and it's the one they fuck up?? why is the reload animation half of the firing animation, and the firing animation the other half?? and why do NPCs use the correct ones????? aaaaaaäääääääää

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I was hanging out at the karaoke bar, chatting with a beautiful woman, and we were really hitting it off. I threw a couple of flirtatious comments her way. She giggled nervously, but abruptly stopped and looked at the floor.

She told me that she was too nervous to hit on people because she's trans and worries that people will view her as a predator and that she might get hurt.

My heart sank. I let her know that she could hit on me in whatever way she wanted and I would LOVE it. We spent the rest of the night hanging out and flirting. We ended up making out. It was great.

But I can't stop thinking about how that wasn't the first time a trans woman has said that to me. About how unsafe it is for some women that they feel the need to give out fucking disclaimers to have normal interactions with people.

We have GOT to make the world a safer place for trans women. It pisses me off that there are men at the bar who are openly predatory towards me without fear of consequence, yet a trans woman is too scared to even fucking call me pretty. And that's because she IS more likely to face worse consequences for lesser things! Like what the fuck!

You need to always check on your internalized biases. Being queer yourself doesn't absolve you of transmisogynistic thoughts and behaviors. Being bi/pansexual doesn't mean you don't hold those biases either! If you feel differently about a trans woman hitting on you than you feel about a cis woman or a man hitting on you, you need to evaluate that.

Trans women, I love you so fucking much. You should be able to express attraction and love as freely as everyone else. I hope you can always feel safe around me. And I'll never stop fighting until you can feel safe period.

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so apparently blender pros are now simulating entire lens assemblies to get better renders?? and here i thought i'm good at blender ...then again i guess i *am* good, just, at utility models for printing rather than cool renders

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The person I reblogged this from deserves happiness and love