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It’s been a while, but I’m finally opening public sketch commissions again! Full TOS is in my carrd! Please either DM me on here or on discord (@/gavinom) if interested! :)

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Day 45

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its been a while since I drew Ashe

closeup on hands + original sketch under the cut

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redraw of a very important scene to me

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True Self

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as a yttd fan i don’t like this ad very much

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Ruetho is good actually if you just ignore 99% of how canon handles them

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If twt really dies I wanna archieve some arts from 2021so there my favorite in hc

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Part two of potential keychain designs with Ashe and Wilardo

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Some theoretical keychain designs— will probably keep tweaking them and still gotta work on Ashe and Wilardo

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Omg yes yes yes!!! Thank you for pointing out the Seth vs Lilith puppeteer thing in ep2 I completely forgot to mention that :,)))

And I love the interpretation of that q84 scene!!!!!!!! Like omg I also brushed it off as as way for q84 to notice it’s the wrong vessel BUT I LOVE THE TAKE THATS ITS HER BEING ABLE TO SHOUT WHAT CHARLES NEVER COULD ABOUT HIS OWN IDENTITY!!!!!!

Thank you thank you for these additions :)

I’ll do a separate post about Charles Eyler and aromanticism because that is always on my mind but I’m having fresh thoughts about femininity and his character around that but it’ll be kinda long so elaboration under the cut >:)

(Note: I’ll still be using he/him since those are his canonical pronouns and he also is canonically genderfluid so this isn’t really a transfemme headcanon, more he wants to present more femme/possibly some level of dysphoria)

I get the impression Charles wants to present more femme but due to a lot of circumstances he’s not able to—

For one he presents his online self femininely with the username “Charlotte” and using a pfp of her. Many people sort of “test out” gender expression online with different names or pronouns before ever coming out irl, so I think Charles reflects this experience. In addition, he projects his insecurities of not living up to his online persona onto Vincent, assuming he is disappointed coming face to face with someone who didn’t match themselves online saying

“Its you who should be disappointed in me, mr C”

“Charlotte turned out to be Charles, whoops”

“Bet you wanted to see the girl of your dreams”

When Vincent himself says “names and bodies dont matter”

But then again, irl he wouldn’t feel comfortable with completely free gender expression because of all the Mother and Scarlett stuff— “youre a good girl” isnt so gender affirming when its in the context of your mother convinced youre her aborted daughter who’s way more successful than you are and is kinda messing up your whole mental state.

Ok now this is somewhat of a stretch but evidence nonetheless—

Charlotte. All the Charlottes. Trust me on this one. So Charlotte is Charles’ OC/self insert/persona type deal. Perfect protagonist and all that fun stuff. Projection of an ideal Charles. Scarlett. Also Charles. Ideal Charles projected in a fucked up way. So. Here’s where I’m going with this. Charles=Scarlett who=Charlotte more specifically ep1/2 Charlotte who can be considered transfemme coded mostly due to the scene she and Frei look over memories in the mirror room, specifically the one titled “Femininity”

And I’ll just paraphrase it but young Charlotte was unconfident in her femininity feeling unsuited for feminine things until Aiden encourages her to embrace it anyways and feel comfortable in it—

Charles=Scarlett=Charlotte=transfemme ITS A CONNECTION OK.

If Charles writes the story of the perfect protagonist in which the protag is an idealized self and she is living the same experience of not being able go express femininity YEAH CHARLES IS GONNA GIVE HER THE HAPPY CONCLUSION HE DIDNT ok there’s some plot holes in that ep2 is not exactly derivative of Charles’ writing buy leg me have this

There wasnt a convenient spot to slip these in but also some ep3 false realm stuff leans into gender non conformity with 1. Evidence Charles will sometimes pick a femme student vessel over Vincent and 2. Q84 rejecting traditional femininity which is opposite of this whole post but Q84 is that “what I never could be” for Charles WHICH IS A WHOLE OTHER RAMBLE ON ITS OWN so it makes sense the script is flipped here

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Hello please reblog this if you’re okay with people sending you random asks to get to know you better

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I’ll do a separate post about Charles Eyler and aromanticism because that is always on my mind but I’m having fresh thoughts about femininity and his character around that but it’ll be kinda long so elaboration under the cut >:)

(Note: I’ll still be using he/him since those are his canonical pronouns and he also is canonically genderfluid so this isn’t really a transfemme headcanon, more he wants to present more femme/possibly some level of dysphoria)

I get the impression Charles wants to present more femme but due to a lot of circumstances he’s not able to—

For one he presents his online self femininely with the username “Charlotte” and using a pfp of her. Many people sort of “test out” gender expression online with different names or pronouns before ever coming out irl, so I think Charles reflects this experience. In addition, he projects his insecurities of not living up to his online persona onto Vincent, assuming he is disappointed coming face to face with someone who didn’t match themselves online saying

“Its you who should be disappointed in me, mr C”

“Charlotte turned out to be Charles, whoops”

“Bet you wanted to see the girl of your dreams”

When Vincent himself says “names and bodies dont matter”

But then again, irl he wouldn’t feel comfortable with completely free gender expression because of all the Mother and Scarlett stuff— “youre a good girl” isnt so gender affirming when its in the context of your mother convinced youre her aborted daughter who’s way more successful than you are and is kinda messing up your whole mental state.

Ok now this is somewhat of a stretch but evidence nonetheless—

Charlotte. All the Charlottes. Trust me on this one. So Charlotte is Charles’ OC/self insert/persona type deal. Perfect protagonist and all that fun stuff. Projection of an ideal Charles. Scarlett. Also Charles. Ideal Charles projected in a fucked up way. So. Here’s where I’m going with this. Charles=Scarlett who=Charlotte more specifically ep1/2 Charlotte who can be considered transfemme coded mostly due to the scene she and Frei look over memories in the mirror room, specifically the one titled “Femininity”

And I’ll just paraphrase it but young Charlotte was unconfident in her femininity feeling unsuited for feminine things until Aiden encourages her to embrace it anyways and feel comfortable in it—

Charles=Scarlett=Charlotte=transfemme ITS A CONNECTION OK.

If Charles writes the story of the perfect protagonist in which the protag is an idealized self and she is living the same experience of not being able go express femininity YEAH CHARLES IS GONNA GIVE HER THE HAPPY CONCLUSION HE DIDNT ok there’s some plot holes in that ep2 is not exactly derivative of Charles’ writing buy leg me have this

There wasnt a convenient spot to slip these in but also some ep3 false realm stuff leans into gender non conformity with 1. Evidence Charles will sometimes pick a femme student vessel over Vincent and 2. Q84 rejecting traditional femininity which is opposite of this whole post but Q84 is that “what I never could be” for Charles WHICH IS A WHOLE OTHER RAMBLE ON ITS OWN so it makes sense the script is flipped here

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identity

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me to all my favourite characters:

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COMMISSION INFO!!!

More info below the cut!!

Commission info!! DM me if interested!!

-All pricing is in USD through Venmo or PayPal after finished sketch is sent and confirmed

-Pricing is sectioned off by how much of the character is drawn (headshot, half-body, full-body)

-15% discount for fandoms I enjoy!! (Minus Genshin, sorry the designs are so time consuming gdjdhjd)

-Additional characters are +2/3rds base price

-Detailed backgrounds are $5-$15 depending on complexity

-Custom buttons are U.S. only (due to shipping)

-NO NSFW

-Preferably no Mecha/Anthro designs (due to skill level)

-Otherwise just ask— and I’ll let you know if I can take that kind of commission :)

-Adding onto that, feel free to ask about other formats such as sketch pages or character refs etc etc…

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COMMISSIONS INFO!!!

More info below!! DM me if interested!!

-All pricing is in USD through Venmo or PayPal after finished sketch is sent and confirmed

-Pricing is sectioned off by how much of the character is drawn (headshot, half-body, full-body)

-15% discount for fandoms I enjoy!! (Minus Genshin, sorry the designs are so time consuming gdjdhjd)

-Additional characters are +2/3rds base price

-Detailed backgrounds are $5-$15 depending on complexity

-Custom buttons are U.S. only (due to shipping)

-NO NSFW

-Preferably no Mecha/Anthro designs (due to skill level)

-Otherwise just ask and I’ll let you know if I can take that kind of commission :)