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I just had a full on anxiety attack and completely bailed on a family barbecue.
why?
Because I hate myself so much the thought of leaving my house makes me want to die.
#and my binding is so tight today it hurts my ribs.#and my leg is still bleeding profusely#and I lost two pounds.
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I am so completely and entirely disgusted and appalled by my body.
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That's it. The last thing I will eat.
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I just ate way too many pancakes... after not having eaten anything but half an appetizer salad yesterday, and burning off way more than that.
It hurts. Everything hurts.. this is too hard, I'm not comfortable here.
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Also this.... Consider these progress pictures I guess.
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As if I wasn't already flat chested enough... Pardon my bloated belly.
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Bought a new swimsuit.... Instantly reminded of how much I fucking hate my body.
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