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Losing weight and being able to feel bones you've never felt before >

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I am back and thin again 50 pounds down

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Hey..been a year, still got an eating disorder although I've recovered from anorexia, I was put into the ward for s3lf h4rm, and I guess I just recovered, and anorexia slowly turned into binging so I went from 115 to now 170. I feel guilty, I had a thigh gap and was skinny but I let myself go.

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im back

teehee, so for the past couple months i let myself go into recovery...i was sick of everything...and i gained 30 pound in the process...ew...so, i need to get back on track. anyways... i went from 119 to 148 .....IM SO FAT. GOD!! i was in the tens and now the forty's?????!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH

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Hi loves <3

Another subliminal for you guys :)

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fuck.

was 133 lbs

took me 10 days to get to 124 lbs

gained 2 back now

only eating under 400 for the week i fucking hate myself.

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tw: sh / vent -ish

my parents and doctor: you're going to the psych ward for c*tting, but if you get better you might not have to go

me: okay..*cuts again

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HEY LOL

sorry i was gone for a while

i literally lost all control and just stopped caring.

but im back now, and im going to be taking it more seriously now

i can do it.

total for today: 200

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ive been eating ramen and not taking things seriously for the past 5 day.

im going to kms.

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:(

i miss that feeling...

my friends asking me if im okay bc i look so pale

almost passing out during class

purging in the school bathroom

running in gym with blurry vision

sitting at the table watching all my friends eat

the teachers forcing me to eat 

....

thank god i go back to school in 2 days

>:)

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i had 400 cals today..

i feel like im gonna die.

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AHHH

i love love LOVE it when i have an irl ana buddy! we helped eachother purge a couple days ago after a dinner with both our fams :))))))

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someone plssss add me to a disc ana gc 

i just rlly want a community 

/srs

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last year in school*

me: *stands up*

my body: *collapses*

me: 

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help /s

can anyone give tips on HOW to make the scale number go down/lose weight

bc ive been on and off starving myself/working out 24/7 / never eating

and im just...still at the same number i was at WEEKS ago

tips pls

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Currently in extreme pain from peri0d cr4mps...

*eats chocolate*

My Ed: "fuckin fatass"

Me: "fine, I guess I'll die then"

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HEY LISTEN TO THIS SUBLIMINAL I MADE

never eat

Hate food

Lose weight

Thin to the bone