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Summer Casual

I’m actually pretty happy with how the tattoos came out. I should probably make them into brushes so they look nice even when it’s really small. Also wanna start studying more accessories.

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Yes, I deleted my last post

Anyway, after getting a comment on the ask regarding if I know that Lithuanians are being murdered by Russia in the Russia-Ukraine conflict and MANY asks, all I was hoping would be for more art, telling me to f*ck off, the piece was too much trouble to keep up here in the blog. A couple of likes, one comment, and a reblog to an anti-Russian blog, I think?

I don’t want any part of it.

I’ll be closing asks because I don’t want anymore of the same threats coming my way. I don’t want another hit at my already abysmal tumblr art career. Because it has been abysmal. Can’t seem to really know what I’m doing wrong. Engagement isn’t a metric for talent and hard work. And I’ve worked my ass off to be able to draw what I draw now and I keep getting back on the saddle to get better. I know that, but it’s been frustrating me again to say the least. And now what engagement a post had brought is all pretty negative in the grand scheme of things.

To the people who might want me to answer for the piece and are possibly looming over to see what I do. I deleted it. I’m not going to explain myself more than that I do not support a genocide. But I’m also not using THIS blog just to make my stand clear when I have my actual public social media to show support and to pay gofundme’s when I can.

This blog is just for my art, which happens to be a lot of naked muscly men in love in a very obviously fictional and optimistic setting because I don’t want to effing come home from the hospital after a 24-hour duty with death and accidents and migraine-inducing superiors just for me to talk about about the tragedy of my country’s healthcare and the Nth time I nearly got socked by a patient after trying to help them or how our local government has, again, crippled the people of my beloved country so shamelessly when I can walk out and vote and campaign.

This is not in any way to say your activism online is not as valid as mine. I just want to say that I use my blog and this anonymous identity because I want respite from my actual life and nothing else. I do not want trouble on my digital door, so I’m surrendering. You are right.

More power to you all, I know what you are fighting for truly matters. I support your ambitions and I hope that Russia and Israel, THE ACTUAL POLITICAL ENTITIES, get what they deserve. I’ll try to do what I can, but again, NOT in this anonymous blog.

What now?

1) I’ll finish up some of the asks. That’s only fair. They were sent with intentions for me to finish.

2) Not gonna push through with comic ideas or expanding my universe, because 1) I don’t want to have to face and address people with valid sociopolitical concerns SINCE MY ART HAS NEVER BEEN MEANT AS PROPAGANDA, 2) it’s not worth the crumbs, because I seriously think this blog has one foot in the grave and IDK what else I gotta do to turn it around (Rebel Wilson and Anna Camp are over my shoulder).

3) I’m not quitting Hetalia, because even if I did say that, I know it’s a lie HAHAHAHAHAHA. It’s not like any other fandom is gonna take notice of my work so, I’m rotting here HAHAHAHAHA. But I think I don’t always want to be in a fandom that is on edge all the time because, even if I wanted to simply draw the characters as I intend them (being completely removed from their country’s politics), the nature of the source material is contrary to that. So, come hell of high water, I’m drawing other things for real this time.

4) Still begging for commissions

Love you all.

Your Young Neighborhood Gay Uncle with the nice candies

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freds all over the shop

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2005 post the Singles Only Valentines Day Party, walking back to the dorms

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obsessed with your art (and dename)

could we get a bit of your sweden??

GUYS, CHERRIES IS A REAL ONE.

You’ve been supporting this blog since I started posting actual art! Ahhhh, of course you can have a bit of Sweden. Hell, why not the whole feast of him?

I broke out the old inking pen, made some musk cloud brushes and everything. He was supposed to be wearing flashy underwear but I had rendered far too much already to go back and make ‘repairs’, so y’all get steam. And I was studying a new way to render sweat, it’s still a little ill-fitting but it’s going towards the direction I want. Took a while cuz I wanted to really just…make it look like a final piece, nothing exploratory or nothing cuz I’ve always had a clear idea for his face.

He’s the tallest of the Nordics, but is the middle-middle brother, being younger than Den or Nor (much closer to Nor’s age) but older than Fin and Ice (which is a departure from fanon, of course). He definitely has middle child vibes, just chilling at the back most of the times and likes being quiet but I hardly think he’s unwelcoming, but he has a very intense rivalry with Lukas (which gets physical and bloody very quick), still idolizes Matthias in secret, and is still rather close with Timo and Emil.

As a bonus….if you all want to blow the steam away from his…Crown Jewels…you might wanna check here for a big surprise.

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hello is anyone there

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COMMISSION - ANON

Had an absolute BLAST with this commission! SEE HERE

Anyone else like a commission?

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HAPPY EASTER FROM MY HORNY HOUSE TO YOURS

It looks like Baby Ludwig got the wrong memo for the Easter Shindig…or did he? Might wanna look under the cut what he brought…

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I wonder what your interpretation for aph Italy and aph Spain are.

Bet they had a lot of fun after work…

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prisoner of war

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Life update:

Sadly didn’t get the job! Hahahaha

I-yeah, very disappointing. I felt like a carrot was dangled in front of me.

I’ll try to post something tonight, but maybe I should just focus on doing my commissions.

God knows I need to make a buck.

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Guys, it’s NOT weird.

(Stills under the cut!)

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Felt very CUNTY today. I wanted to make sure that the girls ATE.

DID THEY ATE?

Oh my good lord, yes. Please draw more girls. I am so gay for Hungary and Belarus my good god.

I’m sorry I had to change styles cuz I got bored. But let it be known I’m a fashion girly. I follow the houses, I watch the runways. Hahahaha

EDIT: I’m sorry I didn’t draw Hunagry. At the moment, I’m thinking of a design and a look. So, at the moment, have Seychelles!

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Look at this!

HELLO TUMBLR!

My first post and one of my favorite designs i`ve made! No idea how this site works but i want to try it out (:

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LIFE UPDATE!

- Got Hella Sick

- Dad’s Bday

- I MAY POTENTIALLY HAVE A JOB! PLEASE PRAY FOR ME BBs!!!

What does this mean?

- I may now have a predictable schedule where I can draw on my prescribed free time! More regular art postings, because I’m not taking temp jobs that bring me to very far places and take up much of my time! HUHU PLEASE PRAY FOR ME! I HOPE THIS WORKS OUT!

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