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What Transpires in mine cranium.

A native I often see used against trans people, trans women more specufically, is the idea of "The wolf in sheep's clothing"

When I, currently still just a man. Could easily tell you that these people have felt like "Sheep wearing Wolf's clothing" their whole life.

As someone quite interested in hormonal experimentation (for multiple reasons, be they sexual or desperate searching for pain relief) I can tell you that they aren't as much like me as it would seem.

I constantly feel that same pressure though, and this idea that I'd be "The freak among freaks" for my stances. I honestly have a hard time even putting it into words. I cannot tell you how much I DON'T want to "Transition" it is not just some envy or feeling of missing out. Or the want or need to like desirable. Or wanting to "Be the other gender" I DONT CARE ABOUT THAT!!! AAAAA.

What i want is to experiment.

What i want is to be hard to define.

I'm sure many of my friends certainly have a difficult time explaining who and what I am already.

And I don't know if they'll put up with me being this "Freak of Freaks"

"Not even "Transitioners" think that!"

"So... you don't want to be a girl?"

"But you're already a pretty handsome guy!"

I think to myself how scary it'll be. The strange conversations it'll cause. The abandonment. The horror. The pain....

But.

The pleasure. The love. The acceptance.

Might those be worth it?

And what if I don't like how I change? Then what?!?

Do I just tell them "Actually guys, I'm not doing it anymore :)"

Like imagine doing any of what I just said, and trying to convince a doctor to let you do it.

The stuff of nightmares, honestly.

Though whenever I've dreamt it it has always felt like a "Good dream" not a nightmare...

I wish any of this could be talked about publicly without fear of violence or complete societal rejection....

Honestly... Idk whose reactions to fear more ....

Those who already use transitionally oriented medicine, or those who are religiously against the very concept...

Though I'm sure one will just find me

"A Freak among Freaks" at worst.

The other might straight-up want me dead for trying or thinking it...

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This blog is meant for stuff I either find tok embarrassing or too complex/controversial to post on my main account.

No I will not disclose the main account.

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guards! get her pregnant!

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Yu-Gi-Oh! Duel Monsters - 4Kids Uncut Dub Masterpost!

Update (7/16/17): ALL THE LINKS HAVE BEEN UPDATED! It seems Cloudy had issues with most of the MKV files I originally uploaded for this, so back in March 2016, I spent a few days resyncing the uncut dub’s audio to the Japanese DVD rips (Zero-Raws for 1-4, then Astral_Union’s for 5-9 since ZR had some weird frame rate issue going there).  I also tweaked the audio a bit; for one, I added back the more human-like monster sounds (Cyclops/Hitotsu-Me Giant, Crocodilus, etc) that were cut for some reason where no one was speaking over them.  And I also made the prologue about the History of Gaming consistent through all nine episodes (originally, it’d either be scripted slightly differently or had different inflections) by using the prologue as used in episode 8, which was much closer to the original’s style.  And today, I decided to reupload these to Videa.hu because Cloudy’s gotten a bit unreliable lately.  I’ll post these up for download on NAC sometime soon, so stay tuned.  Let me know if you find that the links are down, and always check the original post!

So I had these lying around and, after some discussion earlier, decided to upload them.  This is the uncut dub 4Kids produced with FUNimation way back in… *google-fu* 2004 WHOA WHAT HOLD ON TEN+ YEARS AGO?! WHAT–I MEAN HOW?! :O

*ahem* Anywho, yeah, produced back in 2004.  This dub kept the original music and OP/EN, card designs, as well as the original dialogue.  How well it was adapted is now up to you to judge. :P Some original names were also kept in spots (like Sugoroku over Solomon), while one instance sounds good in theory, but not so much in practice lol.  It only went on for nine episodes before the plug was pulled, with a fourth DVD going up to 12 already planned.  The main excuse tossed around was that 4Kids didn’t want them to compete with sales of the dub DVDs (while, while stupid, given it was 4Kids at the time…), but after looking it up on the Wikia and seeing a possible legal rights issue listed there, that seems a lot more plausible.  Especially given the contract issues with Yugi’s Seiyuu, Shunsuke Kazama, that were only recently cleared up IIRC for the Crunchyroll subs.  And since the Japanese-audio versions were on the DVDs too, it does make sense.  But who knows, maybe with the DM remaster going on, they’ll reconsider resparking the project.

But anywho, enough backstory.  Here you go, guys; enjoy!

For more uncut episodes, you can look into watching the Singapore dub; also keeps the original music and dialogue, but they use the dub names and the voices/acting (but mostly the voices) can be a bit wacky at times, DUDE! Still, they made it up to Mai VS Marik at last check, so they have that working for them.  It was up on Dailymotion, but currently only two episodes from it are up. 

Also, while we’re on the topic, while Googling for the Singapore dub, I dug up this petition asking 4K and Konami to consider an uncut redub.  It was made last summer; why not try and boost it? :D (Also, we should all mention the DM remaster going on in Japan as a good excuse to do it lol)

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🚨🎥JUST NOW: A SECOND DISRUPTION OF A BLINKEN HEARING IN ONE DAY.

THREE OTHER ACTIVISTS IN THE ROOM WHO *DID NOT* DISRUPT WERE ALSO ARRESTED AND NO RATIONALE WAS PROVIDED.

THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU CHALLENGE THE EMPIRE. SHAME ON THE CAPITOL POLICE FOR PROTECTING ZIONIST GENOCIDAL WARMONGERS.

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this is clearly just to soften the fact that the idf is losing and cant defeat the resistance because when was hamas ever not fighting using guerrilla tactics? when did they have anything resembling the organizational structure of a conventional army, or an air force, navy, tanks, above ground military bases? its true theyve increased frequency of operations and attacks but theyre not fundamentally changing any tactics. i know most people who see this headline in the wsj probably wont know or care to investigate the difference between conventional warfare and guerrilla warfare but this is a ridiculous point

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thank you doraemon <333

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Can you imagine suing Boeing and coming home to find Boeing's faulty plane parts washed up in your backyard?

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Honestly, I could go around calling people Mage. This young Mage for instance has made the mistake of not writing down what Gender they should be referred to on their profile. You figure it out, or call me a fucking Wizard until you do >:(

since mrs, ms, and mr are all descended from the latin word magister, i propose the gender neutral version should be mg, short for "mage"

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[original post that sof's library (@/folkoftheshelf) is reacting to: Globe Eye News reports: "White House says no "genocide" happening in Gaza." May 13, 2024]

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The pick-up test

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