sleepydepresso
sleepydepresso
My fixation clutter
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Tends to gravitate to the weirder themes of art. In my early 30s stage of age but already feeling too old for the modern era. Mid-life crisis at its finest.
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sleepydepresso · 1 year ago
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“omg you’re so creative. how do you get your ideas” i hallucinate a single scene in the taco bell drive thru and then spend 13 months trying to write it
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sleepydepresso · 1 year ago
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Time for a pick-me-up.
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sleepydepresso · 1 year ago
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Rage. In my heart. All-consuming. FUCK AI.
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sleepydepresso · 1 year ago
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God this is a gorgeous way to start a book. I wish more authors and publishers had at least a little bit of fun with their typesetting like this.
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sleepydepresso · 1 year ago
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its so freeing when you realize you can literally write whatever you want 
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sleepydepresso · 1 year ago
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sleepydepresso · 1 year ago
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sleepydepresso · 1 year ago
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At this point I'm willing to donate every organ of my body as long as I get assistance to offing myself. I tried doing it myself but I'm gonna be honest I'm a coward with experiencing physical pain. I don't want to wait anymore. I don't want to be a burden with anybody, a waste of space and resources, tortured by my own mind.
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sleepydepresso · 1 year ago
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I'm proud of you for making it this far.
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sleepydepresso · 1 year ago
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I heard from somewhere that culture shouldn't only exist for those who can afford it. Sad to say with all the things going on right now, this world needs an apocalypse.
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sleepydepresso · 1 year ago
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“And I don’t think anybody should feel bad if they get diagnosed with a mental illness, ’cause it’s just information about you that helps you to know how to take better care of yourself.
“Being bipolar, there’s nothing wrong with it. Being bipolar is like not knowing how to swim. It might be embarrassing to tell people, and it might be hard to take you certain places. But they have arm floaties. And if you just take your arm floaties, you can go wherever the hell you want.
“And I know some of you are like, ‘But Taylor, what if people judge me for taking arm floaties?’ Well, those people don’t care if you live or die, so maybe who cares? Maybe fuck those people a little. I don’t know.”
Taylor Tomlinson, Look At You (2022)
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sleepydepresso · 1 year ago
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on self-love
?// @heavensghost // @roach-works //Richard Bach //?// @bakwaaas // @llleighsmith // Clarice Lispector// Anonymous
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sleepydepresso · 1 year ago
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sleepydepresso · 1 year ago
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"SURVIVING"
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sleepydepresso · 1 year ago
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the ache of nostalgia
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sleepydepresso · 1 year ago
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"People mostly write and read very character driven, specific ship focused fic, because what most people want out of fanfiction is to focus on the romance between characters they're not getting in canon so they can soak in the vibes."
Yes, absolutely. And thank hell for all the authors who write character-driven, ship focused fic for us to soak in the vibes to.
But also…
thank hell for all the authors who write angst, whump, and hurt no comfort, for us to luxuriate in blorbo's hurt and pain and cry or cackle.
thank hell for all the authors who write cheating, love triangles and affairs for us to consume large quantities of popcorn to and yell 'oh no, they didn't'.
thank hell for all the authors who write case fic, mission fic, and intricate, plot-driven stories to replicate the feel of canon, when canon has stopped or gone wrong.
thank hell for all the authors who write 'fix it' fics when canon has betrayed us with bad vibes, plot holes and deaths.
thank hell for all the authors who write poly ships when what we need is just for everyone to get along and screw instead of screw up.
thank hell for all the authors who write gen fic when we're not interested in romance.
thank hell for all the authors in fandom, and all the wonderful, different kinds of fanfiction they write for us.
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sleepydepresso · 1 year ago
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my truest and sincerest opinion about writing is that if you want to develop a passion you must write something incredibly and unbearably niche at least once and i mean this. you need to have an almost fetishistic and primal desire towards a man in a fandom with 12 fics in his ao3 and 9 of them are crossovers. you need to let your lust and affection drive you to the depths of earth itself and write your most beautiful soul-crushing gut-wrenching work of an audience of ten. you need to think and be delusional to what feels like a brick wall and tear your meat asunder trying to become sane. after you've seen all nine circles of insane delusion 2d man lust can your fic writing prosper. you will come out of the other side better for it
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