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It’s the season of pink 🌸
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Dearest Diary,
It's been a while, huh?
I am… So tired. I haven't been making any diary and trees, because I think I might be in a perpetual state of burnout. I can't even bear to think.
I'm currently in a KinderCare parking lot, because I accidentally left early for a rehearsal. I am always so nervous of arriving late because of my time blindness, that I always arrive way too early.
My manager, Kimber, gave me homework. I am to say one nice thing about myself in the morning, and in the night.
I… Hate it!!! Saying a nice thing about myself feels like some monumental task. I feel like Sisyphus. but nonetheless, I shall do it, so…
I am understanding.
There!! There's one!!
I hope I do well singing today. I really need to practice positive self talk. Having bipolar is the worst.
I just want to feel good about myself. I want to get to know myself again. I'm trying to have hope for the future, and not compare myself. It's so hard. I WANT to say and think "I will never be pretty enough, I'll never be good enough, no matter how hard I try", but I'm not TECHNICALLY saying it ha ha ha.
I need to be kind enough to myself. I'm getting married next year, and I fear I'll hate the pictures, I'll hate what I see. If I could get as much plastic surgery as I wanted, just look like everyone else, I would do it in a heartbeat. I wonder if I'll ever change that belief.
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