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Another y/n and König post!

y/n and König think differently about their relationship.

y/n thought of konig as a sex partner. König thought they had something real, but her actions said otherwise. Took him a while, but he finally got it—they were never actually together. So he left this note in her cabinet.

(König's note)

You have no idea how much I liked you. No, loved you. And you? You kept saying, ‘I care about you deeply’—like it meant something. But it didn’t. Because I never felt it.

I waited… I hoped… I begged for a sign. Some proof that I mattered. But all I got was silence. Cold. Empty. You said you cared, but your actions screamed otherwise. So tell me… do you even care about me at all? Because from where I’m standing, it looks like I was just a game to you. A placeholder. Something to kill time with.

I watched you. Followed you for a few days. You didn’t even notice. That’s how invisible I am to you. You never thought about me. Not once. Not like I thought about you—every hour, every minute, every breath. I gave you everything. My trust. My heart. My body. My soul.

And what did you give me in return?

(A picture of you, laughing—smiling—with them. So happy. So alive. Without me.)

That’s what shattered me. That smile. Not meant for me.

You betrayed me.

You made me believe we had something real, when all along I was just… nothing. Disposable.

How could you do this to me?

You broke more than just my heart—you broke me.

And one day, you’ll feel it. The weight of what you lost.

You’ll regret this. I swear you will.

And now, I'll break you the way you broke me.

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This is my König's image ver. 2 in an aggressive way.

All you need… is me.

Not family. Not friends. No one. Just me.

You don’t need anything else, don’t you?

Even if, not anymore.

You’re mine. And I’m yours. That’s all that matters now.

I know you’ve wanted this… even when you pretended you didn’t.

And yes… I broke your legs. I am sorry that I hurt you.

But you don’t need to walk anymore, do you, schatz?

I’ll keep you, always. Don't worry about anything else.

So don’t be shy.

Say it.

SAY. You love me.

SAY. I’m your everything.

Because even in your silence… I already own every part of you.

And your heart will soon be mine.

Be mine. Meine Liebling.

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Ghost and y/n's usual moment #2

y/n: If you don't listen to my words. I will microwave your tea!!!

Ghost: Wait, just come down. I'm hearing you now. First of all, put it down.

y/n: Did you just order me??

Ghost: No no no no. My love. This is not an order. What do you want me to do?

y/n: I want my subway sandwich now. Parmesan oregano bread with grilled onions, egg mayo with bacon, and all vegetables except jalapeno and olives. The sauce is salt, pepper, and red wine vinegar!!

Ghost: Bloody hell.. babe. It's almost 4am now. The store is not even open.

y/n: I'm going to put the cup in the microwave?

Ghost: Ok. That's enough. Give me a cup, sleep, wake up, and do everything you want, okay?

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How König and y/n got into a (love) fight.

König: You have no idea how much I like you.

y/n: I know.

König: No, you don't.

y/n: Yes, I do.

König: NO. YOU DONT.

y/n: YES. I DO.

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Ghost all flustered because a Gen Z newbie joins and he can’t understand a word they’re saying due to the generation gap.

Gen Z: Okkk. Type shit. Lt.

Ghost: What— type what?

Gen Z: Oh.. sorry. I didn't think about your age. Type shit is kinda "stuff like that"

Ghost: *sigh* Just shut your mouth.

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What if König is younger than y/n?

If y/n gets an engagement or marriage with someone else?

König : It should be me. I am the person who loves you first. It should be me. Not that asshole. Something's wrong. You were mine. Why are you laughing without me? Why are you looking so happy? I was just a toy to you?

(A few days after, y/n's fiancé just disappeared)

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Ghost and y/n's usual moment #1

Ghost: Are u listening?

y/n: Yes, sir. (Staring at the ghost's chest)

Ghost: I don't think so...

y/n: What..? Your chest is sooo loud— oh, my bad. Pardon me?

Ghost: Bloody hell... Can you be serious?

y/n: I AM serious now.

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Y/n's answer to Simon’s will

(I wrote a y/n's answer of Simon's will!! In my mind, she is a strong woman who can wait for Simon to come back. Pls, enjoy my post!! Thank you 😊)

I got your letter.

And I am not crying and also not mad.

I just need you right now.

They told me you couldn‘t make it through.

But I don't believe it.

I know you are alive somewhere.

Simon...just, please come back.

I will wait for you until I can finally see your face.

(You know how I am stubborn.)

-Your lover-

P.S.

You can't just die like that.

Especially, give the ring with no mood?

I don't need two rings.

And a car warranty, health insurance, and home insurance?

Why do you have so many bank accounts?

You are joking, right?

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I just think about y/n and ghost mood...?

IMO, Simon doesn't say "luv u" often.

Kinda awkward to him.

So this is Simon's react to her when she gets mad. He didn't talk very much but he thinks a lot. It's like he has so many thoughts, but somehow it makes him say less. He thinks a lot, but never says to y/n. That's why y/n get anger.

“I don’t always know how to be when you turn away from me.

Sometimes I pause…

Should I say something?

Should I stay quiet?

I was never good at this part—

The part where people drift.

I guess I never really learned how to reach out without feeling like I’m doing it wrong.

With you, nothing’s simple.

There’s no script, no rules to follow.

And maybe that’s what makes it all feel so real.

So when I don’t speak,

It’s not because I don’t care.

It’s just that I’m still figuring it out.

And even when I’m quiet,

I still feel everything.

Even if I don’t say it, I’m still right here.

Always.”

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I think this is König's image in my mind.

I know I am not the only one to you.

I know you don't care about me like I do.

I know I am not your favorite person.

I know you don't think about me like I do.

I know I am not a good person to you.

I know you don't like me.

But, I care about you and will always be here for you.

All I want to say is... may I love you.

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König's will

(Eng isn't my first language. But I tried my best! There's a depiction of death! Enjoy! 😉 This is my first time using Tumblr. So l am not used to it 😓)

y/n and könig (y/n is a sergeant.)

Meine Liebling,

Hallo, how was your day? I hope you have a great day.

I’ve never written many letters before… so this feels strange, almost foreign.

I’m scared I won’t be able to say everything I need to say. So forgive me if this feels a little scattered, a little broken... like me.

Did Hongjin told you?

Told you something I prayed you’d never have to hear… especially not like this.

Es tut mir leid. I'm so sorry. I'm so, so sorry... for all of it.

The thought of you sitting alone, feeling the echo of my absence, it makes me sick with self-hatred.

I should’ve been there.

I wanted to stay beside you.

But this time... I won't make it.

If I leave you behind—if I die alone—don’t forgive me.

Not once. Not ever.

Let your anger keep me alive in your memory.

Don’t let me disappear from your mind.

Even if I die… I know you’ll survive. I know you’ll keep living.

And that’s what tears me apart.

I’m not afraid of death, not really.

But the thought that your beautiful lips will never speak my name again.

That I’ll never see your face, never hear your laugh.

That I’ll have to close my heavy eyes and leave you behind in this world.

That I’ll never hold your small, soft, lovely hands again.

That someday, my name… my presence… will blur and fade in you.

That’s what haunts me the most.

That’s the grief I can’t outrun.

So, bye forever... Meine Süße.

I just can't bring myself to say 'good' bye.

-Dein Mann.

P.s.

Could you do one last favor for me?

Vergiss mich nicht, bitte.

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Simon's will

(Eng isn't my first language. But I tried my best!

There's a depiction of death. Thank you!!😊 )

y/n and ghost

y/n is not a serviceman.

Dear.

17.Aug.19**

I have no idea how to begin this letter... maybe because I wish I didn't have to.

They said I should write something down, just in case -something to leave behind.

This mission ... it feels heavier than the last.

I'll try to carry it like I always do.

But if I don't make it back to you...

Don't let the sorrow bury you too deep, alright?

I know it won't be easy -I know how much this will weigh on your heart.

But you remember what I always say:

"Choices have consequences."

And this ... this is mine. My duty. My Choice. So don't be angry with me, my love. Even so, I know I can't blame you.

You're the only person who's ever made me fear death -not because of dying, but because of leaving you behind.

Bloody hell ... writing this is pulling more out of me than I expected.

But still -I need you to know:

You are the only love I've ever known.

The only one that mattered.

...Now I have to go.

-Simon Riley-

P.s.

When you get home.

Open the drawer in our bedroom.

I left something there. Something just for you.

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König and y/n mood (In my opinion)

(Eng isn't my first language. Sorry 😢)

FMI: They're not in ship.

🐙: Meine Liebling, why are u crying? Don't cry pls. Because I beat somebody? That fucking asshole treat you like a goddamn stuff. Still, did I do wrong?

y/n: You're a monster...He was my boyfriend!

🐙: Nein. nein nein nein nein. I am used to being called a monster but "boyfriend?" Meine Liebling, He wasn't your boyfriend. Never. He was a fucking dickhead. That is wrong. You are being forced by him. Aren't you? You do not love him. Am I wrong..?

y/n: ... (staring)

🐙: No... It can't be true. Why are you mad at me? You love me. Y..yo..you have to love me. I...I thought you liked me. Not him. You smiled at me and shook your hand and...and you said "Be safe, König". How could you do this to me? You are my only lover in my whole life. But you are not? Why? Why don't you love me?

y/n: You want to know why? Look at you. You are a mess! You aren't normal! The fuck who beats up someone's boyfriend like that? If my boyfriend treats me as shit? That is our problem, not yours. Don't you get it? You never listen to me. You only care about yourself. Not me. Did you say you love me? No, you love yourself for loving me. Because that makes you feel alive.