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Ngl chat I miss it

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Apparently it hurts more than I thought it would

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suicide note that says "don't let them think the haters won I just had other shit going on"

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rocking screaming crying why does everyone (one person) hate (feel normal about) me what the fuck

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hey you ok? can i ask who he is? if tonight is too much i totally get it and please take care of yourself🫶🫶

I can't say it here I'm still kinda weird I might not even tell you tonight if I'm still too weird but I will make sure to come tonight because a) I want to support you b) I'd like to see you c) I need to get out of my room but yeah

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I'm not ready yet. Please. Go away

Why is he fucking everywhere I need to sleep but I don't want to dream

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Why is he fucking everywhere I need to sleep but I don't want to dream

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But I still don't want him out

No

I can see him looking at me through the mirror but I don't want him here

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Why couldn't I see his beauty before? He's not the ugly monster I made him to be

I can see him looking at me through the mirror but I don't want him here

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I can see him looking at me through the mirror but I don't want him here

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It doesn't make me feel better but it does prevent me from going insane

Gosh deleting photos and blocking ppl isn't a relief it's a need, I would've lost it otherwise lol

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Gosh deleting photos and blocking ppl isn't a relief it's a need, I would've lost it otherwise lol

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Stepped on a scale for the first time in months, and who would've thought bedrotting and eating shit makes you gain weight! I am 5kg above what I thought I was!! I am now going to starve until I lose at least 8!!! This is absolutely disgusting and I need to be executed immediately!!!!

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God I'm so tired I can't even look at her without crying I just want to go back to when we could pretend that we loved each other but no, they decided to ruin everything and now I'm left in a house that isn't my home bc I'm not wanted or welcome here and they can't even be damned to hide it

We haven't pretended to be on okay terms for almost half a year now

I'm so tired

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I can see the lines and dots they're guiding me

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Family is back from holiday and I already want to crawl out of my skin

They didn't even say anything to me it's just their presence that makes me want to explode

Or fall into a coma idk their existence drains me so much it's insane

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I just want my mom man what the fuck