People are oceans. You cannot know them by their surface.
- Beau Taplin
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diary entry #2
I always wanted to be soft and sweet like the other girls, they're so beautiful and loved, why can't that be me, why do I have to be so cold and seen as mean. It's just not fair
-12/13/23
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no but you know what would be nice? experiencing the kind of happiness that doesn’t turn out to be a lesson that I have to mourn over for at least 3 months
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I hate this society. A father is supposed to be a shield for his daughters, not the source of their misery.
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family inconvenience
sometimes I feel like dying,
but that's no good for me,
'cause, I can't feel like dying
if it inconveniences the family.
like, what do I say?
next Thursday, you're not free?
a family lunch from twelve to three?
alright, I'll wait, don't you anticipate
my death
alright, I won't inconvenience
the family.
but
it's been six weeks, and
I'm trying
to do better but I'm not lying
when I say sometimes it's hard
to keep holding on when
all my old friends are moving
on, I'm slowly losing it
losing that grip
but I won't dare lose it
yeah, I won't slip
away and inconvenience
the family.
but six weeks, and I know that
secrets are not secrets if
everyone knows,
but while they act all fine,
I'm dying inside—
will someone just set me free?
does next Friday work?
after I see the family?
maybe then I'll have time for me and me.
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Kōtarō Takamura, tr. by Hiroaki Sato, from Chieko & Other Poems; "Two Under the Tree,"
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diary entry #1
why do I have to heal your wounds mommy, I cry and beg for you to listen to me but why can't you hear me, I promise I love you mommy please stop being angry.
-12/12/23
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