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[solaemin]

Just found out almost everyone from my school will be at another party on my birthday I wanna cry it's been so complicated to figure out everything related to it anyway

[solaemin]

It's been 3 months and I still think of them almost every day. I guess that makes sense after a long relationship but I'm so ready to be over them. I don't miss them, it's not that type of thinking. I'm glad we're not together, it's for the best and I can tell I'm becoming more myself the longer I am without them. Things just remind me of them, reminding me of how bitter I am. I don't miss talking to them, I've come to realize how both of us did so many things wrong. I just don't want to be reminded of their existence all the time. I'm bitter things went the way they did. I'm bitter they attempted to blame me for wanting to spend time with them. I'm bitter they knew how I was, yet still acted surprised. Same goes for me. I was latching onto false hope I created myself and ended up disappointing both of us.

They texted me the other day and it made me think back on everything, as well as what I want for the future. They're a nice person, I wouldn't mind being their friend, but that cannot happen if we don't talk the things that were left unclear through. Which they don't seem willing to do. It took them too long to talk about the existing issues in the first place, I doubt they want to revist that. I just wish I could have questioned them more and explained myself better.

I'm grateful though. Now I'm able to look back on the relationship and realize what I did wrong, and what I want in the future. I'm learning to not settle and to speak up when things bother me.

[solaemin]

choi minho would treat me right i just know it

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Does anyone have tips on tinder ect. hook ups for wlws??? I've never hooked up with anyone and wanna give exploring my sexuality a try but I'm so socially awkward and unaware at times idk

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Big day for lesbian once (me)

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Writing an essay for school but all I can think about is him

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Boycott SM

I hope this reaches the right audience, and that bigger creators write something about this to spread and help, even if you're not a Riize fan, please help us.

I want to say something about all this Seunghan's situation. To all the people who say "If you boycott the other 6 members you're not a true briize"

We're not fighting only for seunghan.

We're fighting for ourselves,  because KPOP companys want so badly to have an impact outside of Asia but don't do anything when the international fans ask for something. It took us 10 months to get seunghan back but 2 days for Asian fans to kick him out.

We're fighting for the other 6 members who were so happy to have their friend back in the group and their happiness has been taken away from them.

We're fighting for the other idols as well, Seunghan was wrongly bullied for having a girlfriend and smoking, basically for being human, and SM did nothing to protect him. And now that he left I can't help but wonder, how are other idols feeling now? Are they scared that they might be the next ones this happens to? Knowing that if they get caught even hanging out with someone of the opposite sex might end the career they've been working on for YEARS.

And we're doing this for all the people who suffer from bullying. SM left those funeral wreaths outside their building for idols to see, isn't that wrong? They should have done something. This situation is critical, SM basically proved that by bullying those people can obtain whatever they want, they're giving an example that encourages bullying, which is clearly wrong.

It's time for international fans to raise their voice. SM has been called out for this behaviour for YEARS and yet they've done nothing. I am tired of this agency, I'm not supporting any of its groups till they start protecting their artists.

PLS repost or make your own post, I don't care if you're a small or big creator, your help is needed, even if you're not a fan, please understand our situation and help us. We're trying to make a difference in that industry.

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hiii

i just joined idk how this website works but pls enjoy this soul i drew !!