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I just want to let all of you know that I am still alive, I did however move my presence to @h0neymall0w

If any of you would like to know what had happened, All i can say is that I've been hospitalized for some time and forgot the details of this account until I logged in on my chromebook. So I've been out the hospital for a while, but I wasn't able to get into this account for QUITE some time, and I douly would like to apologize on my end for that.

(I was hospitalized for some personal domestic and mental health reasons)

Regardless, I wanna thank everyone. I appreciate all of you, and hope to see some of you over on my newish blog!

Thank you all, again.

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Hey remember that episode of Spongebob where Sandy sings about being homesick for Texas and Spongebob and Patrick overhear it and are worried that she’s going to leave Bikini Bottom so they have a Texas party at the Krusty Krab with all their friends, recreating things in Sandy’s song but they fuck it up like, pecan pie is just a can of peas shoved in a pie, barbeque is barbed wire in the shape of a Q, and the ten gallon hats are just plastic water jugs on their heads, and like…. Sandy just laughs so hard she breaks into tears, cause she sees what they’re trying to do for her to make her feel at home because they love her and don’t want her to leave…………… yo do you ever think about that goddamn episode

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I'm sorry, who in the fuck is eating Copper Pipes???? Irl???

This is from the fallout wiki blog btw I didn't realize my screen shot cut off the user

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I wrote this at 2am pls stop 😭

Me: *seizing as I touch the space artifact*

My Fan: OH MY MA'AM, NOBODY HAS A TRANSCENDENTAL EXPERIENCE QUITE LIKE YOU, YOU BEAUTIFUL BEAST, EXPERIENCE IT, YOU ARE THE TRUE MAIN CHARACTER!!!

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Me: *seizing as I touch the space artifact*

My Fan: OH MY MA'AM, NOBODY HAS A TRANSCENDENTAL EXPERIENCE QUITE LIKE YOU, YOU BEAUTIFUL BEAST, EXPERIENCE IT, YOU ARE THE TRUE MAIN CHARACTER!!!

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this is your thanksgiving reminder that the chinook tribe is still fighting for federal recognition, which means they are unable to access programs and resources. please take some time today to sign their petition and donate if you’re able to. and if you live in washington or oregon please write to your elected officials.

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BEIT HANUN, GAZA, PALESTINE - 2015/02/27

Photo by Ahmed Hjazy/Pacific Press/LightRocket via Getty Images

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reblog if your name isn't Ashley.

2,121,566 people are not Ashley and counting!

We’ll find you Ashley.

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Kamen : Please. I can't take the pain. It's too much. Help me.

Hollow :

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I'm really fucking tired of my name being used on shit like this. It's starting to actually piss me off and I wanna change my entire name omfg

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It's funny how people will post about the boycott, and then immediately go and buy the same products from the same people who they just posted about boycotting.

Like I guess as long as someone else protests it really doesn't matter to yall, huh?

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who plays games intentionally on HARD MODE omg let alone the mode that has perma death the first playthrough OF ANY GAME

AHHHHHHH

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i crave a cyberpunk life sim game. pls.

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I hate how fandom has become "if you haven't created anything in this very specific time frame after the release of the show/movie, everyone will have moved on"

And call me old fashioned, but that's just not me. I sometimes take ages to create and publish. And I will love a show or movie for such a long time (years, babes, years) that I just can't relate to the fast consumerism that's going on.

Because, let's be real, it can get really lonely in a fandom if most have simply moved on to the next shiny thing. Is what's created less worth, just because it was created outside the hype? Why is it such a taboo for this new fandom generation to love an old or "late" fic or art?

It's so tiring and I'm too old for the 30-seconds-hype-tiktok-shit. Just tired. So, so tired.

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I'm so embarrassing honestly

I hate myself more than any fucking thing.