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these are great angst prompts omg

20 Lies Your Character Believes

(These can shape their behavior, choices, and arcs... until they’re forced to confront them.)

✧ I’m hard to love.

✧ If I don’t succeed, I’m worthless.

✧ People only stick around if I earn them.

✧ If I show weakness, I’ll be left behind.

✧ Everyone eventually leaves.

✧ I’m just like my father/mother—and that’s a bad thing.

✧ I’m too broken to fix.

✧ Happiness isn’t meant for people like me.

✧ The worst thing I ever did defines me forever.

✧ If I’m not useful, I’m disposable.

✧ My anger is dangerous. I have to bury it.

✧ If people really knew me, they’d leave.

✧ I don’t deserve forgiveness.

✧ Love is weakness.

✧ Control is safety.

✧ I can fix everyone else but not myself.

✧ I owe it to them to suffer.

✧ If I rest, I’ll fall apart.

✧ Hope is a trap.

✧ This is the best version of me they’ll ever get.

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EX!

pairing: bakugo x f!reader

scenario: bakugo as your toxic ex boyfriend

Your first ever boyfriend turned out to be some punk who couldn't even bother to walk you home, you don't even know why he went out with you. That was in middle school, you worked up all of your courage to confess to him on the eyes of the setting sun and the breath of the cold wind.

“I like you!” Hands trembling, sweating and cold reach out to him with a love letter, your head looked down straight to your squirming and shaking legs.

 “Katsuki Bakugo... I've liked you for a long time! Will you please go out with me?!” 

“Sure, whatever.” 

You naive little idiot. You were so happy and ecstatic from his response that you didn't even gauge his expression, how he felt, or what he seemed to think of you.

Your relationship lasted for a whole two years. TWO YEARS. And in those two years the most romantic thing he's ever done for you was hold your hand in public. Valentine's? Yuck, everything is so lovey-dovey it's disgusting. Christmas? He's spending it with family who do you think you are? Your BIRTHDAY? You only received a greeting when it was already 11 PM.  Even on your anniversaries, the most you would do is go out and eat or something. 

How in the world did you ever stay with him for two whole years? Well, the answer was easy. Katsuki never, ever abandoned you. 

You could excuse his being unromantic, his bluntness, his awkwardness when he was with you. Your relationship never felt like a relationship, but it was something. Cry infront of him, he'll stop to comfort you without words. Get mad because of something he did, he'll listen and stop it. He doesn't do anything romantic, but he does things for you. He makes you feel like you're someone but can make you feel like no one.

You were the one who broke it off. Your patience didn't exist anymore, you lost all hope of having a boyfriend. You yearned to love, and to be loved. You wanted someone to do the same things you do for them. And Katsuki just wasn't that person. Besides, you were just in middle school. This relationship wasn't anything real anyways. 

 Years pass, you get into the neighboring school of UA. Although UA was originally your first pick, you didn't get in on the entrance exam. The relationship you had as a naive kid had long been hidden away at the back of your mind, and then you see him at the hero license exam

Why? Why are you always haunting me? 

He was with new people now, how funny. He never showed his smile like that when he was with you, he was always frowning. Mad, angry, always heated. It just so ended up that your team was against his, he probably doesnt remember you. He never called you by name the whole time, it's possible he never knew. 

“L/N?” His friends walk over, “You two know each other?” Bakugo doesn't say anything, he's quiet. He hesitated looking your way, he looked… sad?

To him, your relationship was something he failed. Bakugo halfheartedly accepted your feelings and led you on for two years knowing he didn't know how to act, how to love, how to give. It haunts him.

Bakugo never forgot your birthday, he has it on his calendar every year. But he hesitated, always, to say something. He knows you wanted a relationship, but he can't give you what you wanted or needed. He felt guilty, afraid, uncomfortable. Maybe that's why he couldn't abandon you, because he didn't have the strength to. 

Once again, just like before. Bakugo is turning his back on you, failing to meet your gaze. Failing to give you what you've been hoping for. An apology. A chance to talk. An explanation. 

So that the pain you've been carrying those years could be lifted, and so you'd be able to love freely again. Re-do it one more time, not like the beginners you were. Not the idiots you both were. If you knew it would've ended up like that you would've just waited. 

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You tease him: “How would you even flirt?” Ushijima (deadpan): “I’d ask you to marry me. I don’t date for fun.” You: “…Excuse me?” Him: “You asked.” And then he looks at you like he means it. Now you’re the one flustered.

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MC'S BIRTHDAY

How would MC spend their birthday with the dateables? +non-dateables

PART II (Asmodeus, Beelzebub, Belphegor)

Asmodeus

As the most experienced brother, Asmo knows how to make a someone happy. He'd take you to all these high-end and fancy restaurants as an excuse to dress himself up to look good for you.

Instead of getting ready separately, he'll make an exception for you as his one and only human and make you just as beautiful as he is.

"You're all done now, my love!" Asmo spins around the chair you are sat on and you face your reflection on the mirror. "Wow, Asmo... you did great!" His job was well done, you thought he earned a kiss on the cheek.

The kiss was just the beginning though. Asmo was so set on making today feel like the best day you've ever hard, he wanted you to praise him and adore him. He wanted to look better, devilishly more handsome than he already is just for your special day.

All his efforts were seen, every time he'd do something to make your heart flutter he'd earn a praise or a kiss. Asmo pampered you all day, making sure you shone just as bright as he did.

At the last hour of your birthday, he took you to a special place he would go to when he had problems. A beautiful scenery, the full moon high up in the sky.

He asks you to close your eyes, you hear a faint rustling before he said you could open them again.

Infront of you was a gift he prepared all by himself. Asmodeus is known not to do anything that would make him sweat, or make him look bad. And he would absolutely hate to get his precious hands dirty to do something!

But, that same demon had band-aids on his fingers and chipped nails to make you this handmade magazine of him and you. Most of the pictures are of him, but there were a lot of your moments together. He carefully chose the ones he knows are your favorite pictures of him, and wrote messages for you in between the spreads.

"What better present could you possibly get , aside from moi?"

You take his hands and kiss them gently, acknowledging all his efforts and thanking him one last time before the day ended. "You're the best boyfriend, ever."

Beelzebub

Ever since you made a pact with him, Beelzebub's starving hunger has lessened. He loves to cook for you, he can hold himself back from eating everything if it's to watch you eat. happily.

He would prepare this picnic for you and him, some of the food made from him and some from the brothers. He specifically chose your favorite park, at your favorite place, and at the perfect time of the day.

There was this big old tree, you loved to sleep under the shade with Belphie and Beel. Beel remembered, and so he prepared pillows as well. You reminded him of Belphie who would fall asleep anywhere, so he'd bring two pillows with him whenever you'd go somewhere.

He wouldn't mind if you guys didn't do much on your birthday, he knows you're happy. He knows how to make you happy. Today was special, more so than the rest because you spent it with him and only him—not busy dealing with his brothers.

He'd notice if you fell asleep because you'll have gone quiet after listening to him talk about something. Your defenseless human self, lying next to him—a demon—got him feeling a sense of pride. You trusted him enough to be alone with him despite how hungry he could get, enough to eat you. 'Beel isn't like that' you would tell the other brothers when they tell you to watch out

Of course he's not like that, he has a big heart. And you won that.

Instead of letting you fall asleep on his side, he gently carried you like your weight was nothing. Setting you on his lap, he'd watch you as you slept. Your gentle snoring, how your eyelashes were pretty long, your lips. He'd scan you because he found you beautiful. Gently caressing his hand on your cheeks, removing some sauce or frosting on the corners of your lips. He'd wait there until you woke up. He's flexible and strong enough to hold you while he ate the rest of the food you weren't able to finish.

"Oh, MC you're awake." He moves you away gently, "I have something for you." You're surprised, you thought the picnic was his gift but it wasn't? What else did this big dummy get for you.

He moves over to the huge picnic basket that was prepared. He took out some blankets and pillows that covered up your gift and finally,

"MC, close your eyes." He smiles, excited to show you what he got. You hear him move closer to you, judging from how careful he was with his movements it seems like it was something he needed to be gentle with.

He placed a small box on the palms of your hand, "You can look now." He says with a soft smile on his face. The light hits him perfectly, you could see how excited he was from the way he looked at you.

Inside the box was a charm bracelet, the charms? Little desserts and food. "I asked Barbatos for some help.. I hope you like it."

"Happy Birthday MC, thankyou for being born."

Belphegor

Spending your birthday with Belphie seemed like it was impossible. He hasn't even woken up and it's already long past afternoon! Although he was the very first one to greet you happy birthday when the clock struck midnight.

But don't be fooled, this guy may be lazy but he wouldn't miss out on your birthday. The reason why he hasn't shown his face the whole day? He was outside.

Belphie who loves the stars, laying down and looking at the sky sparkling with tiny pieces of light. He knows you loved it just as much as him, so what better gift could he give to you than buy a star and name it after you?

Of course, you only get this news when the RAD Newspaper Club had mass messaged the entire school. Your chats would be filled by questions from the brothers and your classmates.

Your once quiet birthday turned into something that you would remember for the rest of your life. Belphie comes home, looking all smug and proud of what he did.

The idiot got dragged by the ear by Lucifer and got a scolding before he could come to you. By the time his lecture ended, it was already dinner time. Belphie came to the observatory and saw you there, a table for two all set up with his twin as the waiter.

A dinner under the stars.

You pat his head, thanking him for his present. He loved it, he felt proud of himself. "I never thought I'd be doing something like that for a human like you."

"But I guess you're different after all, MC. Happy Birthday."

A/N : Sorry it took so long guys, I just finished exams and the school year is finally coming to an end my pain is almost over ༼⁠;⁠´⁠༎ຶ⁠ ⁠۝ ⁠༎ຶ⁠༽ It'll probably take me a while to do the non-dateables but look forward to it!!

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"In a world of boys, he's a gentleman." Ushijima Wakatoshi as your volleyball player highschool boyfriend. ₊˚.🏐 ✩

When Ushijima realized that he had feelings for you, he assumed he didn't need to do anything about it. It was a happy crush perse, a feeling he could just acknowledge that was there but not take action on it.

Well, that's until you started showing up on his big games—the ones with student cheer squads on the benches. Whenever he'd score, the crowd goes wild. Chanting his name. It felt good for people to acknowledge their team's power, but it felt even better when he met your excited eyes.

He'll find it oddly energizing when he'd see you on the benches.

From the moment his team would enter the gym, his eyes would wander to Shiratorizawa's side of the benches. Looking for you. If you weren't there, he'd ask your friends where you were.

He wouldn't do anything about his feelings. Well that's until someone else took your attention. Ushijima is silently a possessive person, he has confidence in himself that he can make you fall for him. And his confidence would shoot higher than the skies if his competition was someone who played volleyball too.

He'd find you cheering for another team, or getting too supportive of another school. You come from Shiratorizawa, why would you support another school?

He'd look for you after the game, amongst the crowds of people looking to go home. And when he'd finally see you alone, you're with one of the players he had just fought.

He'll stop himself from doing anything, but he'd clench his fist. Going up to you, he'd ask if you could talk alone. If you said no, he'd say it right there.

"Y/N L/N." His tall stature looking over you and the poor guy would make it seem like he's picking a fight in other people's eyes. "It seems that I have feelings for you." He'd shoot the guy from the other team a glance, then proceed to head back to the gym. "I will talk to you at another time, however I hope you take my words seriously."

And that's basically how your relationship started with him, his straightforwardness is one of the many reasons you love him. The next morning, he'd be outside your classroom with a bouquet of your favorite flowers with a gift that he researched from your friends. Making sure to ask your family for permission to court you if you hadn't liked him yet, but to his surprise you agreed to date him.

No matter how long his practice hours go until late evening, he'd never let you walk home alone. He'd personally tell the coach to let him take you home before resuming practice. And if he couldn't come, he'd make sure to tell your parents you'll come home late and suggest you watch him play. He would even suggest for you to become a manager of the volleyball team. Of course, his idea was rejected.

On your first date, he'd ask his teammates for advice on what to wear. Wearing special perfume he'd save only for special occasions, checking how he looks from time to time on the way to your house. He'd make sure to always bring a gift for your parents as well, practical ones like fruits or vegetables.

He doesn't like PDA, but he'd never refuse to hold your hand. He'll let you bring him lunch from time to time, but he'd tell you not to especially when he knows you're busy that night or morning. He'd tell you to eat healthier when he notices you've been eating too much junk food, and bring you on his runs sometimes too.

On valentine's day, there'd be a school event in Shiratorizawa. But instead of partaking in that, he'd much rather spend it in private with you. He wants to share special and intimate moments with you and only you, giving gifts, holding hands tighter than usual, seeing you smile.

Your arguments would be calm, there'll be no screaming or blaming. But fighting his pride would prove to be hard, he knows he's only thinking of what's good for you and him. But sometimes he forgets to notice your feelings. You have to be clear with him and be straightforward with how you feel, no matter how ridiculous you think it sounds. He'd reassure and explain everything to you.

When you start to cry, his heart drops like a ball in front of his eyes at the most crucial time of a game. But unlike how he'd act when he's in a game, his will would be shaken. He'd question what he said or did, he'll try to comfort you with words but he'd think twice. What if he'll say something that'll hurt you again? So he'd hug you, he'd hug you tight.

"I apologize. I didn't mean to make you cry. You can hit me if you're mad. Just please.. stop crying." You'll never see a more pained expression than when you're crying in his arms, and even more so when he's the reason behind those tears.

He's the type of boyfriend that decided he will marry you the day you became his girlfriend.

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I miss Ushijima Wakatoshi

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May Prompts 🌺

Word prompts to use for doodling or writing

strawberries

adventure

golden hour

lake house

picnic

mayflower

nostalgia

homecoming

juice box

farmer’s market

morning light

birdsong

drive-in theater

island

photographs

riptide

coffee-to-go

tree house

instrument

cerulean

porch

animal shelter

lemonade

potted plant

spirit

milkshake

orchids

field

petrichor

sketching

memory lane

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Happy Easter~

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MC: oh someone at RAD today said you sound like an owl

Lucifer: who?

MC:

Lucifer:

MC: *smiles*

Lucifer: get out.

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You keep snacks in your pocket for Beelzebub and spare chapstick in case Asmodeus loses his. You send buddy bonuses to Leviathan every day and stay on top of the chore rotation chart.

You know 7 of the most powerful demons in hell so intimately. Unfortunately, the opposite is also true. They know all of your little habits better than you do.

Lucifer tells you, and specifically you, "go to the bathroom now. I know you don't have to, but we're going to be travelling nonstop for 3 hours and you'll need to go sooner or later." His brothers nod in agreement.

A text message pops up at the top of your phone screen. It's from Belphegor. "I bet you're scrolling on your phone right now." He's right. You've been scrolling the demon equivalent of Tumblr for the last half hour.

You have a habit of forgetting where you put things down and Satan is able to find them immediately. Even if you searched a place three times, Satan will be able to find it in seconds.

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MC's Birthday

How would MC spend their birthday with the dateables? +non dateables

PART I (Lucifer, Mammon, Leviathan, Satan)

Lucifer

Breakfast in bed, personally prepared by the man himself. He wakes you up gently, putting the tray of your favorite breakfast on the bedside table. KIssing your forehead and waking you up with a soft voice, if you didn't wake up he'd just play with your hair softly kissing it.

You wake up, the sight of Lucifer sitting next to you and gently touching you put a smile on your face. "Good Morning, Luci." You sit up to face him properly.

"Happy Birthday, my love." He kisses your hand, handing you the tray of breakfast that he prepared especially for you. "What's this?" you chuckle, "did you prepare it for me?" He nodded, "Of course, it's your birthday MC. This is my way of saying thank you for being born."

You take a bite of the food he prepared, it was delicious. It tasted oddly like home. Nothing like the food in devildom, but it tasted human. "Did you ask Barbatos for help?"

Avoiding your question, he cleared his throat. He didn't want to admit taking up lessons for a week to get a satisfying reaction from you. "Anyways, I have some plans for us today. I reassigned your chores to the others, they agreed it would be their way of thanking you and letting you enjoy your day."

"You will have my full attention, you won't need to worry about me going off somewhere to work. And you won't have to worry about my brothers either."

Lucifer looked a little too invested in explaining his efforts for you, you appreciate it all. Every second of it. But you wanted him to pay attention to you, so you took a piece of your breakfast and held up the spoon in front of him.

"Eat." Lucifer was taken aback, but he ate it anyway since it came from you.

But before he could say anything to you, you kiss him.

"Thank you, I appreciate it."

"Mc, you are being adorable." He holds your wrist and pulls you close to him, you try to move away but he kisses the corner of your lips.

"Patience, my love, you'll get your present later tonight."

Mammon

Prepare to be spoiled. Mammon loves his money, his riches, his valuables. But there's nothing more valuable to him than you are.

Your day starts off normally, the brothers made you breakfast and they planned a small dinner at the House of Lamentation. You were just hanging out in your room when all of a sudden it burst open. Mammon stood behind the door, looking rather embarrassed.

"Yo! C'mere." He signals for you to come to him. You get up, and as you walk closer you see that he's holding something behind him. His face was flushed, trying to avoid your eyes.

"Be grateful, MC! The Great Mammon prepared something for you." He brings out what he was hiding, it was a present. Badly wrapped, but it was a present.

You burst in laughter, "Did you wrap this? Hehe.." You chuckle to yourself a little more. "I can almost see what's inside, dummy!"

"Urgh... He, hey! Don't make fun of it and just open it." You open the present without hesitation. It's that stuffed toy you've been wanting. When did he get this?

"This demon right here will treat you to anything today. So don't hold back and tell me what you want. I'll get it for ya." He smirks, his thumb pointing to himself.

You were waiting for a voice down the hall to call Mammon's name furiously for not paying him. but surprisingly it was quiet. "Did you rob a bank?" You look at him seriously.

"Wha? NO?? Why would I?? I scam people, not rob them!"

"This stuff toy costs thrice my allowance. So how did you buy it?"

"I may or may not have taken a part time job.." His voice grows quieter as he mentions part-time job. "What?" You smile, holding the plush in your arms tighter.

"Hehe the avatar of greed himself saved up just for me." You tease, Mammon was embarrassed. He didn't even bother to hide it anymore, he was looking at you straight in the eyes while blushing.

"Yeah that's right... I saved up money because I wanted to treat you today.. Happy Birthday. You're my favorite human y'know that?" You were stunned, okay maybe it's time to stop teasing him. He looked so honest. You pat his head and ruffle his hair, "Thankyou, dummy. I love you!"

Leviathan

Your birthday just HAD to fall on the same day as one of his oshi's. But well, you knew that he would never miss it. This was your first year of dating, so you had hoped a little that it might be different.

Well to no surprise, although to some disappointment. It was already lunch time and you haven't seen him yet. In the dining area, it was only you, Asmo, Beel, and Mammon eating lunch together. The others were busy.

"Have any one of you guys seen Levi today?" You ask, they all shake their head. "Maybe he just stayed up late last night making some weird merchandise for that one character's birthday." Mammon replied.

Asmodeus teased, "I'm surprised you know him so well Mammon ♡" his hand over his mouth as he ate. "That's just how Levi is." Beel agreed, munching down on his mountain of a breakfast.

"Oh.. well I hope i see him later for the dinner party."

A few hours pass by, still no sign of Levi. Is he really going to miss out on your birthday? Ugh you knew he'd choose his oshi over you. Getting a little frustrated, you walk pass his door and stop infront of it.

Without a second thought, "LEVIATHAN!!" you kicked open the door.

"G, Gahh! MC???" He was hunched over on the floor, trying to hide something, Pieces of fabric were lying there, as well as some glue and buttons,

"I knew it! You were making merchandise for your oshi's birthday.." You confront him, walking towards what he was hiding.

"NO, wait! You're not allowed to see this!" His face grew pale, you shove him aside revealing what he was hiding.

It was a mini nuigurumi (doll) of you and him. His plush was holding a cake, and his hand was halfway stitched to yours.

"AHAASDJSAKDSJAKDSAJD NO NO NO NO!!!" He tried to steal the dolls before you could take it but nope you were just faster.

You take out your phone, "MC What are you doing haha...?" You open your camera app and take a picture of it. WIth Levi in the background looking pitiful.

"Hey!!" He snatches the dolls out of your hand and hides it in his jacket. "Now that you've seen it you probably don't want it anymore right? Ugh, what was I thinking i never should've made this. I even stayed up for it, ugh why am I such a loser?"

You notice his hands full of bandaids, looking at the picture again you could tell it was made with time and patience. Effort most of all. YOu sit next to him, forcing him to face you.

"I love it, thanks." You smile and kiss him on the forehead. His face warms up, blushing all over from his head to his hands. "Uwaaah i just experienced a once in a lifetime chance forehead kiss from MC, MC THEMSELVES?? OH MY GOD AM I DREAMING. This feels just like that one scene from last night's anime title--"

"Mwah ♡"

He falls over, that sudden kiss to his cheek dangerously close to his lips made his system crash. "L, Levi? Sorry was that too much?" You poke his cheek, no response.

"Uwaaaahh... you're ttoo mucshh emshee" there was steam coming out of his head, his eyes literally became spirals.

Satan

Satan isn't a showy romantic, he likes spending time with you alone and keeping it low-key. He takes you to your favorite places around devildom, ate together at a cat-cafe and went to his room and read.

"MC, are you sure this isn't boring you? Maybe you'd like to do some..thing..?" He notices you weren't replying, and your book hasn't turned a page in a while.

"Oh..." He looks over and realizes you've fallen asleep on him as you laid on the couch reading together. To be fair, it was raining outside and the music Satan put on could put out anyone to sleep.

He smiles softly and puts his book down, holding you close and falling to sleep.

You wake up, it was already 5 PM. Your comfy pillow wasn't under you anymore and you found yourself resting on a normal pillow with a comfy blanket over you. You look around the room, Satan wasn't anywhere to be found.

Stretching your arms, you decided to get up and walking around Satan's room. Being careful as to not touch any cursed books that might kill you.

A particular book catches your eye. It was hidden well amongst the other books, but this one looked different. It was wrapped in newspaper and tied together, a letter was slipped in as well.

"To MC, Happy Birthday." The letter wrote. You open the present, rationalizing that it's yours. Excitement took you over as it revealed to be a thick book with the edges of the paper in your favorite color.

You flip to a random page.

"To the human I adore,

I don't always have the words- despite how much I read. I get mad often, I say stupid things, and sometimes I've pushed you away when I feel bad. But today, on your birthday. I want to slow down, breathe, and say what's real.

I love you

Stupidly, fiercely, madly, and completely.

You've seen the worst parts of me, endured my worst traits, embraced my flaws. You stayed when nobody else would, you stayed when the others would tell you to run, you calmed my storm.

Your voice calms my heart. I've never believed in peace until you gave it to me without asking for anything in return. I can't always read you like a book, but you're the kind of story that never gets old. You hold a special place in my heart.

Today's your day, but compared to this the gift you give me everyday can't compare.

i don't say it enough, but i am so lucky to be chosen by you. I am so lucky to be loved by you.

So here's to your warm smile, your loving heart, you.

Forever yours (even when I become a pain in the ass),

- Satan."

The door unlocks, you almost drop the book but you managed to save it.

"MC?" He looks at what's in your arms, "looks like you found my gift." He sighs with a smile, walking over to you. "I wanted to save it until your dinner party, you shouldn't have opened it."

"I love it, Satan. I love it so much!"

"Happy Birthday."

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(Part II coming soon...)

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THEY'RE BOTH SO CUTEEE

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Busy Times (Obey Me! Shall We Date?)

A Busy Diavolo x F!MC angst fic

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It's been a whole three days since Diavolo last replied to you

Being the prince of the Devlidom, he's always busy. Attending meetings, mountains of paperwork.. and when he finally has time to rest or get a break he doesn't have the energy. Diavolo always tries to make it up to you with dates at the palace, and he enjoys resting with you.

But lately.. he just hasn't been there, he hasn't been present in your relationship. This busy schedule had just been going on and on for weeks, almost two months. Of course you understand, you always see how tired and exhausted Lucifer looks. I mean he's not even the prince but he looks so miserable in the piled up documents in his office. You thought, 'Gosh, if this is how bad it is for Lucifer how bad is it for Diavolo...?'

Your last conversation was you updating him,

"Mammon needs to keep his hands off of my things!! Ugh"

"I cooked dinner today! Look!"

"I miss you.."

"Is there anything I can do for you? Maybe I can come by and help you with some paperwork... though I am a human..."

"Am I being clingy?"

"Look at this cute cat I saw today, I fed it and I felt chosen when it sat on my lap."

"Hehe I'm sorry for blowing up your messages again.."

Diavolo would try his best to reply, but he prioritizes updating you. Where he's been, what's he been doing, who he was with.

You love him, but you hate not spending time with him.

Sitting on the couch, just watching TV on the Devil's Network with some of the brothers with you. Your phone vibrates, it's from Diavolo.

"I apologize for not being around lately, Princess. I don't mean to ignore your messages, I just... have been so busy."

Your heart feels like it's sinking, it's aching, it's feeling like it wants to hear your prince apologize more.

'Yeah that's right, you should apologize.. I've been here missing you like crazy and...'

"I sincerely apologize. I won't be able to message you for a few days. My father sent someone to check up on me, and he's keeping me under surveillance. I really won't be able to message you, but don't forget that I love you. Alright?"

Oh...

"Barbatos has taken control over my phone lately because of work calls, and he didn't want to pry into our private messages."

It's already been so long since you last saw each other. The last call you two had was 3 months ago, and your conversations barely scratch the surface of BEING a conversation. And worse, you always miss the timing to talk to each other when the other person is available.

"Yeah.. I understand." You type out, hesitating to send it. Is this the right thing to say? What if he thinks you're being too needy? What if this makes Diavolo rethink of being in a relationship with you?

"Dia, you know I..." you erase the message,

"No its okay, I understand. It's just that I..." you erase it again,

"It's okay. I love you too."

Was this really what you wanted to say?

You press send, it took around 10 minutes for him to read your message. And another 40 minutes for him to reply.

"Sorry princess.. I'll make it up to you soon I promise. I'm just.. really really busy right now."

"I know, I just miss you. I miss spending time with you."

"Being alone and being without you has made me feel like you don't want to spend time with me..." your messages stack on each other. Waiting for that 'delivered' to change to 'read'.

What are you saying? You know he's busy, you know he'd never lie to you. Why does it feel like Diavolo is just ignoring you? Why does it feel like he doesn't want to see you? Why does it feel Ike his excuses are lies?

Where are these thoughts coming from?

You hear a loud laugh, coming from Asmodeus on the sofa on your left. Ah right, you were watching a show on TV.. Your heart feels like it's stuck in your throat, unconsciously your brows are furrowed and your eyes feel watery. Where are these feelings coming from?

Where are these negative, and lonely thoughts coming from?

"But don't get me wrong okay? I know you're doing your best, and I'm here cheering you on everyday ;))"

You sent these three messages in the span of a full five minutes while he took 40 minutes to reply to you.

Goddamn it hurt. You understand, but it hurts.

"When can we see each other again?" You ask, anxious for his reply. He hadn't read your messages yet. But what if he's seen your notification?

"I'm sorry, I got a little emotional.."

"Shush, it's alright Princess. I just haven't been being a good boyfriend to you. I'm sorry." Why is he like this..?

Why is Diavolo, the Prince of the Devildom, being so gentle and sweet to you. A mere human. Why is he so gentle? Why is he being so reassuring.. why does he make you feel lonely yet so loved at the same time?

Your eyes well up, excusing yourself from the livingroom to go to your bedroom. You didn't care if the brothers thought something was up, you didn't care if they saw how awful your expression was. You just needed to be alone.

Your phone vibrates, it's him.

"I'll make it up to you.. I promise." A notification of his message appears on the top of your screen. The picture of you two, you sitting on his throne while he sits behind you as his profile picture.

You hesitantly pick up.

"Princess? Sorry I called, I snuck out on some work. Don't tell Lucifer okay?" He chuckles, you can't help but feel lighter hearing his voice. It seemed like he was hiding somewhere because you could hear voices calling for him and trying to find him.

"I couldn't help but sense that you were feeling down. Is there something wrong? Did I say anything bad? I love you, please don't cry.."

He's such a stupid.. caring.. prince, I can't blame him or hate him at all..

[soliloqst]

OBEY ME! Dates with the brothers♡

Lucifer

Theatre Dates — He'd invite you to join him watch plays and musicals

Museum Dates — He looks at you more than the displayed pieces

Balls and Galas — You're his designated partner each time

Mammon

Everywhere you go it turns into a date — He just somehow turns it into a date

Exploring abandoned places — You force his scared ass but he gets excited when you mention theres treasure

Late Night Drives — He loves flexing his car collection and taking you out on night drives around Devildom

Playground Dates — He just likes being carefree

Leviathan

Aquarium Dates — He loves seeing all the fish and aquatic creatures

Building lego sets together — He'd make you and him into lego people

Arcade Dates — He'd let you win sometimes to make you happy

Going to CosCons together — He'd be the cosplayer, you're his photographer

Laser Tag — He loves always being able to find you anywhere and everywhere and shooting you

Satan

Cat Cafe Dates — He loves taking pics of you and the cats

Library Dates — What more could he ask for? Books and you over anything else

Escape Rooms — He likes solving puzzles with you

Rage Rooms — He just needs to let things out sometimes

Asmodeus

Spa Dates!! — He'll take you to the best spas and salons

Shopping Sprees — He wants to buy you clothes, or vice versa because it feels special

Self-care days together — He'll gladly match facial masks with you

Flower picking dates — He likes making you flower crowns and adorning your hair with flowers

Beelzebub

Cooking together at home — You act like his sous chef

Picnic Dates — He'd bring Belphie along to enjoy the peaceful scenery

Gym Dates — He'd let you sit on him as he does push-ups

Belphegor

Napping together — He loves sleeping on you

Stargazing — Counting stars and learning astronomy together

Travel Dates — He'd bring Beel so you enjoy food and attractions around Hell together

Garden Dates — He likes walking together in your own pace

[soliloqst]

LEVIATHAN X MC (FORCED PROXIMITY)

"We- we never speak of this again!! Okay!?" Leviathan whispers a yell as his knees touch yours. He draged you with him when he was running away from Lucifer and somehow you two ended up in a locker. He was shaking, his heart was racing. Each move felt illegal to do, each breath he took, your scent would fill his mind.

"Sorry Levi.. hang in there okay? There's still some people outside.." You whisper back, maybe you shouldn't have because he looked like he was about to die at any moment from the close proximity you two were in. His arms stood straight on his side while yours were the only thing separating his chest from your own, he avoided your face but secretly took glances of you when you looked away from him.

You could practically hear his thoughts from the way his heart was thumping so loudly.

'ARKWAJEAWKEJ THEY SMELL SO GOOD'

'CHAT IS THIS REAL??'

'THEY'RE SO SOFT WHY WHY WHY WHY HOW DID THIS HAPPEN'

'THIS FEELS JUST LIKE THAT ONE SCENE FROM *insert ridiculously long anime title here* AKA *insert shorter title here*'

Finally, the bell rung. As students ran pass your locker, you two stayed as silent as possible hoping nobody would open it. Footsteps strayed further from you two and finally there was silence in the halls. You try open the door until..

"Wait- uh um.. I uh, maybe you don't want to but like uh." You look up at him, his eyes meeting yours.

"Nevermind! Hurry up and leave already, jeez!" He pushes you out of the locker and locks himself back in. You want to stay but see a hall monitor walk your way.

"I'll see you later, Levi. I promise i won't tell anyone about this." You whisper from the other side of the locker door, and hurry on to the classroom.

'kajdkjsadd' Levi was hunched over and melting. That was way too much skinship for him. too close for him.. he needs a moment- no maybe a whole day off to recover from this.

Leviathan holed himself up in his room and refused to let you in after that. Though whenever you'd see each other, he'd avoid your gaze and run away all red.