somekindofcreecher

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As a water loving creecher I regret my decision to go get a new piercing today because now I cannot go swimming

but it looks nice ig

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me staring at my phone at 3am: huh, wonder why I can’t sleep

This fucking post:

*blowing out my little bedside tealight, putting away my phone, and drifting off to sleep with one last dozzy thought of gratitude to blue light screen filters, only to jolt awake because wait shit did humans evolve that way because of candles???

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I better start seeing this reblogged >:( or else

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Thanks fish <3 we love you

have you drank water today?? either way you're still really cute. you're so pretty

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So real!!! I love Cane Toads so much, I’m not exactly sure what kind of toad I am just because there’s so many that are really similar but common American toads just are..me, as well as African rain frogs :D

weird alterhuman culture is fictionkinning something that nobody knows about (im an abyss dweller mermonkey from bloons td6) and having literally nobody else with a similar kin

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Guys my mom just called me her son for the first time like- an hour ago-

I literally completely shattered into tears and then she started crying too and just….

I keep happily sobbing tears of the truest trans joy I’ve ever had whenever I think about it

TW: discussion of childhood trauma, smoking weed, parental issues, neurodivergence-related trauma

Vent (but very sweet happy ending)

She’s gotten used to calling me her kid and using they/them because for a long time that’s what I preferred and it took her a long time to adjust to, but then I smoked a bowl with her tonight and it was like truth serum. I just spilled my guts about everything for like 3 hours off and on, smoke some, talk for a while, smoke some more get more emotional etc etc, until I finally let it all out about wanting desperately to hear her call me he/him and her son and feeling like she would never accept me because of something I went through nearly a decade ago when I first came out.

My mom was quietly supportive of me when I first came out, but worried. I was an emotional roller coaster of ADHD, PTSD, and recently awakened bipolar disorder at the time, as well as very recently discovered that I really wasn’t specifically religious anymore after spending most of my life preceding that in a small town Lutheran cult, so it makes sense. I was a lot to handle for her, and she has her own way issues going on. But she wanted to learn and she wanted to protect me and my gender identity wasn’t a big deal because she didn’t even know if I was going to live through the night at any given time.

But my stepfather told me he wasn’t going to change anything until I was sure, and that maybe when I was 18 he would really believe me. And my mom didn’t argue or stand up for me so I assumed she agreed, when the reality was that we were both quietly being abused by him in very different ways that neither of us knew the other was going through.

It made me think, “well, but when I’m 18 it’ll be 25, and then 30, and it’ll never end. They’ll never believe me.”

But I didn’t get the whole picture because I was like, 10. So she’s actually wanted to be supportive of me being happy and alive regardless of gender the entire time and my gender identity wasn’t- well not that it didn’t matter but it was never her priority (which again, fair.)

Recently she said she thinks I should wait for HRT until my brain was done developing and I just…snapped, during this conversation and I wasn’t prepared to tell her any of it, but I did.

They/them, and being her child, were and are infinitely better than she/her and such female-related things (although daughter as a concept is cool it’s just not accurate.)

But recently I’ve gotten used to hearing my partners call me her son, and it started making me realize that it was hurting me to just settle but I didn’t want to make my moms life any harder or more complicated. So I didn’t tell her until tonight

After a long emotional talk, I said

“I’m happy you’re my Mom.”

Andq she said

“I’m happy you’re my son.”

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Personally I call my feline (adult) shifts cat space or cat mode and then kitten space for little

I think I need a name for my new shift since it’s my regressed state

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Always reblog rats (and honestly I’m too broke to take my chances)

oh my godsssss I need all of your stuff so bad but I’m so broke 😔😭

As always in the case of messages like this, random money spell post be upon ye

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:O the OG spiders georg post spotted in the wild!!

“average person eats 3 spiders a year” factoid actualy just statistical error. average person eats 0 spiders per year. Spiders Georg, who lives in cave & eats over 10,000 each day, is an outlier adn should not have been counted

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This is by far not my normal kind of post, but I just want to boost this beautiful video

I haven’t been interacting much with Palaye Royale since Fever Dream, but I go back to this video every once in a while because Emerson is just…incredible. I really think he should be renowned and celebrated as a philosopher as well as being an incredible artist. If you see this and you’re interested in art and philosophy, just trust me and watch this video.

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Not fictionkin but I’ve literally never seen or met another toad therian so yeah me

weird alterhuman culture is fictionkinning something that nobody knows about (im an abyss dweller mermonkey from bloons td6) and having literally nobody else with a similar kin

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Happy birthday raccoon!!!

FUCK. honestly just FUCK. We missed a very important day yesterday.

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Yea being a toad is cool most of the time, gets a little lonely but I like being unique. At least toads aren’t pack animals, so it’s pretty bearable since I don’t feel like other toads are a needed part of my existence

trying to round up some peeps with less common theriotypes !

While I love and adore wolf/canine and feline therians and otherkin, I’ve never seen or met anyone else with my theriotype(s)

Rounding up others with that issue

For reference, I also heavily identify with canines and felines, and I am a specifically Turkish Van Cat therian, but I am also opposum, raven, and specifically American toad therian as well as angelkin and cryptidkin (I’m not 100% on if I’m using these terms right but in my soul I know I have been these animals and I miss it, I know I have times that I shift into these headspaces and I struggle with species dysphoria a lot, and I find myself frequently feeling wings/extra eyes, feeling like I’m glowing, etc and when I see myself in my headspace I see myself as an angel a lot)

Please I need to find friends :(

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Based on personal experience something I think you’d enjoy is learning how to hand crochet or use loop yarn! I use loop yarn as a fidget if I want to feel productive, it might make you feel like you’re spinning a web that you made yourself if you do it with your hands rather than needles!

I use this kind of yarn personally :3 you can get it at most craft stores that sell yarn in my experience although it is significantly smaller selection, it’s super duper easy to learn

But learning how to crochet and knit by hand isn’t that hard either, particularly with big chunky yarn for crochet

If these videos don’t make sense I’d even be happy to show you myself!!

trying to round up some peeps with less common theriotypes !

While I love and adore wolf/canine and feline therians and otherkin, I’ve never seen or met anyone else with my theriotype(s)

Rounding up others with that issue

For reference, I also heavily identify with canines and felines, and I am a specifically Turkish Van Cat therian, but I am also opposum, raven, and specifically American toad therian as well as angelkin and cryptidkin (I’m not 100% on if I’m using these terms right but in my soul I know I have been these animals and I miss it, I know I have times that I shift into these headspaces and I struggle with species dysphoria a lot, and I find myself frequently feeling wings/extra eyes, feeling like I’m glowing, etc and when I see myself in my headspace I see myself as an angel a lot)

Please I need to find friends :(

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Mainly my questions are a) do you have species dysphoria and what do you do to remedy that and b) do you do anything specific to relate to your kintypes? Like I know that for example I collect little trinkets and shiny things to give to people as a show of gratitude and I think of that as related to my corvid side, and stuff like that. I’m just really curious about how bugkin’s…bugkin, yk?

trying to round up some peeps with less common theriotypes !

While I love and adore wolf/canine and feline therians and otherkin, I’ve never seen or met anyone else with my theriotype(s)

Rounding up others with that issue

For reference, I also heavily identify with canines and felines, and I am a specifically Turkish Van Cat therian, but I am also opposum, raven, and specifically American toad therian as well as angelkin and cryptidkin (I’m not 100% on if I’m using these terms right but in my soul I know I have been these animals and I miss it, I know I have times that I shift into these headspaces and I struggle with species dysphoria a lot, and I find myself frequently feeling wings/extra eyes, feeling like I’m glowing, etc and when I see myself in my headspace I see myself as an angel a lot)

Please I need to find friends :(

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MOTHMANKIN IS SO REAL AND COOL IM CRYPTIDKIN AND RAVEN/CROWKIN LETS BE FRENS

hey there fellow little creatures :) i’m looking to make some internet friends! i don’t have any therian/otherkin friends, and i really want to connect with some, especially fellow mothkin, crowkin, magpiekin, and mothmankin. i promise, i do bite, but only when i must. or when i just want to. but im still very nice :))

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Insect therians are so cool !! Do you mind if I ask a couple questions?

trying to round up some peeps with less common theriotypes !

While I love and adore wolf/canine and feline therians and otherkin, I’ve never seen or met anyone else with my theriotype(s)

Rounding up others with that issue

For reference, I also heavily identify with canines and felines, and I am a specifically Turkish Van Cat therian, but I am also opposum, raven, and specifically American toad therian as well as angelkin and cryptidkin (I’m not 100% on if I’m using these terms right but in my soul I know I have been these animals and I miss it, I know I have times that I shift into these headspaces and I struggle with species dysphoria a lot, and I find myself frequently feeling wings/extra eyes, feeling like I’m glowing, etc and when I see myself in my headspace I see myself as an angel a lot)

Please I need to find friends :(