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now i got a sweet tooth

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SONY: PlayStation Portable in an array of transparent colors (2005)

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Sony WM-3500SP Whoopee Series transparent (1994)

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So I’m back w/ my ex (the older one :p) things been alright accept I knew he’d move on so fast this bitch has a gf 5 hours away already and has seen her 3 times since Easter weekend and they fucked lol now I’m fighting the urge to cut myself while he’s in college and I’m cleaning his room knowing the whore used to be in it I actually feel like crying like I’m so easily replaceable it’s crazy and this Nigga was texting me once per month at least paragraphs and he couldn’t even break up with the bitch before seeing me lmao I answered her call while we were fucking LMAO I hate myself and her and him for not telling me they’re broken up now and I got him to block her but honestly I’m alone and really going through it right now guys help

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I was high af in this picture

Lmao I’ve been MIA my bad

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I got the clonazepam woo!!

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Update half my name is carved into his arm

My ex sent me sh pictures at like 4:30 this morning he called me twice and texted I only turned on my data at like 4pm so that’s when I got it but idk how to feel I know this is manipulation at it’s finest but at the same time I rly want to be like “pls no”

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it hurts when i think about how much i miss someone but they don’t even remember i exist

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Real ass shit

“It’s about who you miss at 2 in the afternoon when you’re busy, not 2 in the morning when you’re lonely.”

— Unknown

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july 21st - Huron Street

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wake up, rot in bed all day, fall asleep, repeat. such a miserable way to live, but i can’t do much else. i’m entirely useless.

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I am sick of feeling things

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When he comes down to visit twice, fucks you, then dips :(

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Loml’s and I also caved but self harm is something I find very hard to ignore and I know that he’s probably doing it to get my attention for sure but nobody else cares enough to go out their way while I’m ignoring them lmao I’ve been ignored now for 2 week’s completely ghosted and idk what to do rn I feel like I’m choosing violence