sozila
sozila
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sozila · 5 months ago
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… hi guys 😛 so ik i haven’t been very active in a hot minute..
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BUT!!!! WAIT!!!!
i am resuming writing on convalescence 😋 i’m here i swear…….
also: i have drafts of the asks i got a very long time ago, so please hold tight a little longer for some cute little stories too! 🩷
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sozila · 6 months ago
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yeah 💖
''what if my writing isn't good eno--'' what if it's a reflection of your soul. what if it has a place in this world. what if you write it anyway
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sozila · 7 months ago
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i’m so sorry guys 🥹 classes caught up on me and on top of that, i’m finally on thanksgiving vacation 🙆‍♀️ currently at a ski resort! hope i survive 😛 anyways, i hate to say i don’t know when the next update of things will be definitively! however, i hope to push out convalescence first since you guys voted that :) hope you all are getting the rest you need and deserve! 🩷 much love always
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sozila · 7 months ago
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for transparency, i took down the AO3 TOS update video because after learning more, i no longer aligned with what the OG poster said! i think it’s okay to amend your stance on things as new information gets presented to you and i did just that :) thank you for anyone that commented in clarification! much love 🩷
also to be clear: AO3 is just fine :) the og post was in fact doomposting.
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sozila · 7 months ago
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oh my god sukuna is winning by DECIMAL POINTS 😭
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sigh better start writing LMFAOOOOO y’all REALLY love my vers of frat boy sukuna
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sozila · 7 months ago
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yeah.. yeah
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Hand practice (procrastinating..)
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sozila · 7 months ago
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also i apologize if my posts seem scattered 😅 i do in fact have adhd, i try my best :)
i really cannot stick to upload schedules for the life of me 😭 i have 60% of the last chapter of chiaroscuro, two (secret!) requests, and around 20% of convalescence chapter five done 😣
actually ykw let me ask you guys 🙆‍♀️
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will casually wait for your answers 😛
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sozila · 7 months ago
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for anyone wondering how i feel after the release of jjk 29’s cover:
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yeah that’s all. goodnight 🩷😮‍💨
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sozila · 7 months ago
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you're studying medicine??? that's soo cool
hi anonnie 😊
yes! i’m still in my undergrad, but my goal is med school :P definitely dying rn!!!!!1!!1!! jk but no i love this, i wouldn’t choose it if it wasn’t something i can see myself doing ten years from now :) 💕
also big psa: please stay in school! no matter what you do, i promise it will be fulfilling in some way! winter depression hits hard but remember to take care of yourself and not lose sight of your goals! 🩷🙆‍♀️
you can do it 💪🤍
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sozila · 7 months ago
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Would you ever write a SatoSugu x reader fic 👀? Asking for myself 🩷
hi anonnie 🎀
short answer; yes! but i think maybe not in the way you’re thinking hehe 🤭
i feel like most of my stories are pretty monogamous, i mean up until now both my fics are just singular x reader pairings. i think what you’re asking for is like polygamy or a threesome (lol eiffel tower 😜) which i think isn’t my personal cup of tea just yet! i’m not writing off smut entirely, i just don’t think i could accurately represent one given i haven’t written intensive smut. but i’m not totally closed off on the idea 🤗
my alternative for now that i could definitely write for you would be like a love triangle situation that’s messy haha, if that’s up your alley :P i loooove writing complicated relationships. like ooh, your boyfriend is satoru, but every time he has a fight with you, his sweet best friend suguru comforts you, toooootally no ulterior motives. lolzies 🫣😮‍💨
however i was thinking about writing an old western au with cowboys satosugu fighting for your love…... if that’s also something you’d like, tell me 😋💕
thank you for asking anonnie!
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sozila · 7 months ago
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Who's your favorite jjk character?
hi anonnie 😊!! what a cute q 💕
i’ve liked nanami’s character from the beginning of me reading jjk, but i think sometime this summer i started reading sukuna fics and now i like him fanonically HAHA. also do love me some satosugu angst dynamics 🙂‍↕️🙏
on a completely different side note i really love gojo arranged marriage au 😲😲 but i usually see heavy angst or heavy smut for that trope 😣
anyways yeah 😋 what are you guys’ favorites? ik gojo seems to be a huge fan favorite hehe
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sozila · 7 months ago
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omg i love you guys 🫣 immediately got 3 very slay asks and i’m already scheming them out 🫡 please keep requests coming! 💕 or if u just wanna send a lil message hehe 🤗
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sozila · 7 months ago
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hi!!! when is convalescence chapter 5 coming out?? no rush!! i love it sm i cant wait for the next update
hii my love! don’t ever feel bad about asking for progress updates on fics! 💕 i don’t mind 😊
i have the outline ready for chapter 5 but i’ll be finishing my nanami girl dad drabble tomorrow, and then start writing chapter 5 😋 i want to target monday or tuesday, but i’ll try to speed it up cuz ik you guys are waiting hehe!!
thank you for your ask anonnie 🤗🤗
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sozila · 7 months ago
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waiting for requests and asks posted up in my bed like 🙆‍♀️
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ugh i swear i don’t bite 😣 please don’t feel shy about talking to meeeee
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sozila · 7 months ago
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on the mission to revive good slowburn 🫡
i totally feel the person that said it’s hard to find good stories without excessive smut. i crave slowburn stories!!
slowburn has become extinct 😔
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sozila · 7 months ago
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nanami as a girl dad (happy 100 followers!)
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synopsis: just a very long drabble about kento as a father to a girl.
pairing: husband!kento nanami x wife!reader, first time girl parents
warnings: descriptions of sexual activities, mdni.
masterlist | part two
a/n:
this was originally just a little blurb i thought of bc of a post i reblogged, but i decided to keep it as a treat until now! thank you for 100 followers (now 110, i can't keep up with you guys☠️), i truly appreciate it! 💕 i hope you enjoy 🤭 so sorry i split this, but it's probs too long together 😣 the next part will be up tomorrow or the day after tho 😜 much luv 🤍!!
p.s. subtle reminder all requests and asks are open… 🩷
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nanami as a girl dad!
you were caught by surprise when you found out you were pregnant. you and your husband weren’t exactly trying for a kid, but you weren’t taking steps to prevent it either. you stopped birth control when you got married to kento, which was coming up on two years ago. 
you weren’t one to track your cycle, but even then you knew it had been a good while since you had one. three pregnancy tests later, you were sure this wasn’t a false positive. you slumped on the bathroom floor in shock and joy. all you could think about was kento’s reaction.
you and kento wanted a family. you established this very early on. he wanted marriage, kids, the whole nine yards. he was so collected in his life he had sorted all serious life decisions as soon as you started dating to avoid any and all conflicts of interest. that was your beloved, alright. the calm and collected one. he held down the world so you could live freely and happily. 
but one thing that took you by surprise was something he didn’t have to outwardly tell you, but you deduced over time. 
kento nanami was obsessed with the thought of having a daughter.
anytime you’d be out shopping, you’d see him linger at the baby section going through tutus and little pink onesies.
he’d send you videos of babies during work, which you scolded him for. (they were very adorable, however.) they always seemed to be daddy and daughter ones.
when you were putting away laundry, you noticed in his tie drawer a tiny pink bow tucked away. you giggled to yourself. maybe he’d bring it up with you when he was ready.
and when your friends had their daughter early last year, you saw the way kento’s eyes twinkled with hope when you both visited the newborn. he asked so many questions to the new parents, what books they read and where they bought their stroller from. he was so engrossed in jotting notes down you practically had to tear him away to go home that night. 
so it was safe to say your husband was very much excited in the idea of having a baby, especially a little girl.
you knew the chance of not having a girl was there, but something told you it was fate your first would be one.
you couldn’t keep the secret for very long because just as how you found that sweet little bow so easily, your husband was quite the detective himself as well. 
you were reading on the couch when kento bursts in the living room with a very familiar stick in his hand, face incredulous.
“darling, please tell me this isn’t one of your friend’s.” his voice was filled with raw emotion; you hadn’t seen him tear up this badly since your wedding day.
you throw your book to the side and give him a betraying laugh. “did you dig through our bathroom’s trash?! you didn’t even let me surprise you properly!” you protest, your eyes welling up as well.
he ignores the accusation and instead falls to his knees in front of you and cups your stomach, fully sobbing now. “we’re pregnant,” he says. “you’re carrying our baby.” he’s buried his face in your thighs, trying to hide the ugly sobs leaving him. you pull his face up to yours and have him to look at you. “yes, ken. we’re pregnant.”
if kento wasn’t already very protective of you, he definitely was now. holding doors, lifting things, hell- even making breakfast was all getting done by him. your hormones made it very hard to deal with his overbearing behavior and you ended up getting angry every time you were barred from doing something.
“ken, let me make my own goddamn coffee or i’m picking up this knife.” you grit out, shuffling groggily to the counter in disheveled clothing, your tiny baby bump peeking from under your tank top. the man silently backs away with his hands up. he knew what battles he lost with you.
(he still turned the pot on every morning. just to keep the water hot, of course.)
he also was big on making sure you got all the nutrition you needed; his cooking focused on your health while also incorporating your favorites. it definitely helped that he was a phenomenal cook.
your morning sicknesses were brutal. you ended up an entire two weeks of being woken up at 3am running to the bathroom to puke your guts out. kento took note of all the foods that made you nauseous and remembered not to buy them.
however, kento was buying a ton of baby gear. bottles, pump machine, diapers, bibs, everything. soon your bonus room (soon baby’s room!) was filled with miscellaneous items that kento kept bringing, which again: you scolded him for.
(he never listened. that man is stubborn too.)
the weeks fly by and soon it’s time to see the sex of your baby. kento’s the one who’s been micromanaging all your checkups and helped pick out an OB-GYN that you both loved. he’s been calling off work every appointment, and you once cried in the car because you felt so overwhelmed with happiness that your husband was so supportive and attentive. he had to rock you for a good five minutes before you went in. 
“uncross those little legs, baby..” your doctor cooed as she moved the cold device over your belly. you’re gripping kento’s hand with a vice-like hold. you knew you wanted a girl so badly, and you’d love the boy equally— you just knew how much it meant to kento. his eyes were also trained on the sonogram, nervous. his foot was tapping intensely and it only stopped when you touched his knee. you both share a loving nonverbal glance before turning your attention back to the screen.
“congratulations mommy and daddy, it’s a little girl!” your doctor exclaims with a whisper. 
kento gives a shudder and smiles at you, overjoyed. you look at your little girl on the screen again and immediately burst into tears, throwing yourself on kento’s chest.
your doctor slips out for a moment to let you both recollect yourselves.
he’s been repeating to you in soft whispers, “i’m going to be a girl dad, i’m going to have a little girl!” 
your belly started showing a lot earlier than you thought, but genuinely you didn’t mind. your over-prepared husband already bought comfort clothing that were loose but cute, and even maternity jeans?? you burst out laughing when he showed you them, and he was confused by your response. they’re extremely efficient..” he defensively said, a pout on his lips.
another weird upside of your pregnancy was that kento was never working overtime at his corporate job. he practically races out of the office to come home to you and the little biscuit, something you started calling the baby.
and of course, he loved seeing you pregnant the most. sometimes he would come home and immediately go in for kisses, which led to you laying on kitchen counter spread open for him as he eats you out eagerly.
“god, you look so sexy like this,” kento murmured between you. he has his arms hooked around your thighs, but his hands were firmly on your round tummy. you could see his wedding band glint as he stretched his hand over the top; that definitely turned you on.
you’re not even there mentally from all the white stars you were seeing (your husband had that effect on you). “mm.. yeah?” you reply weakly, trailing off into soft moans. you were blissed out and so happy you were having this sexy man’s child.
safe to say when the summer heat really kicked in and you were in crop tops and summer dresses, he couldn’t keep his hands off of you. or his dick out of you. you were worried the baby would be uncomfortable, but kento reassured you he took the utmost care in keeping you and the baby first.
given your hormones, it became free-range pounding all around the house after that talk.
you both knew you didn’t want a huge baby shower or any parties, but a small gathering of your friends and family at your house was held by the request of your mother. you had told both your and kento’s parents ahead of time you were pregnant, and the gender. they were both equally excited for the new addition.
you had some of your college friends attend, and similarly, kento’s came too. you had known satoru gojo and suguru geto since you first started dating kento, and they’d become your friends as well. when you saw them, satoru was instantly raving over you and your “pregnancy glow” and how he and suguru would be the rich gay uncles that would spoil their new niece or nephew. (it was no doubt their present was the largest on the table.)
kento was mildly irritated with satoru hovering you so much, but you swatted your husband and told him to let it be. 
some of kento’s students also came because you knew they were very dear to kento. a pink haired yuuji and his two friends greeted you with small gifts they scrounged up with their allowances. you thanked them warmly and chatted a while before the anticipated event of your gender reveal.
given your family was non-sorcerers, the reveal was not themed like you originally wanted to— where kento would pull a cursed tool from a box, and it would be either pink or blue. kento had to break it to you that he’s never actually seen a pink cursed tool, nor did he own one. it sounded way cooler in your head, but kento was against having any sort of weapons at your party anyways. 
so, the classic cake cutting was what you chose. a simple white cake with “girl or boy?” in fancy lettering, and the hidden center was filled with pink frosting.
everyone gathers around you and kento as you cut the cake, and once you both hold it up, they all erupt in cheers. 
you kiss kento sweetly on the lips and smile up at him. "thank you, my love," you whispered to him before your family came to bear hug you both.
you could’ve sworn you hear satoru sobbing in the background while egregiously taking candid pictures of the moment, but you were too wrapped up in the hugs from your husband and immediate family to really hear. 
you started to really collect the pink items after that. your favorite was a pair of dolly shoes with a matching mommy set nobara dropped by with one day, saying she just had to buy them when she was out at the mall. you were so touched she even thought of you and your baby on her personal time. she waved your thanks with a smile, and only requested that she gets babysitting duty over the boys if need be. she said quote, “they are never trusted to be alone with a child”. you laugh and accept the deal.
you receive your due date at the next appointment, which is around january. your OB-GYN tells you your baby girl is growing accordingly and everything is going in good time!
your husband develops a habit of resting his hand on your belly all the time. sleeping, he’s the big spoon with a hand under your baby girl. reading on the couch with a hand on you. he gives your belly a kiss every time he leaves for work in the morning. (you too, of course. his lovely, beautiful wife.)
he comes into the bathroom one day while you’re at your vanity braiding your hair for the night, a pensive look on his face. 
“what is it, love?” you say, looking at him from the reflection in the mirror. he hums, twirling his wedding band.
“have you been thinking of names? it’s no rush really, i just wanted to know if the letters would fit in an engraving on my ring.” your hearts swells and you can’t help but let out a small adoring sigh. before you know it big fat tears are rolling down your face and the hormones once again got the best of you. you’re going to give your partner a heart attack with all the big emotions you’ve been feeling!
he’s already dropping to his knees to embrace you and reassure you. “darling, please don’t cry.. you’re making me sad,” “b…” hiccup! “…but you’re so-!” hiccup! “sweet..!” 
you eventually settle for a name related to new beginnings, considering your baby girl was set to be born in the first month of the new year. aurora.
you yourself also got into your nesting instincts, finding cute bookshelves and other items to be built in your online shopping cart. little did you know kento had already ordered them and was on a mission to build them before the baby girl was here.
one night, you found your precious husband asleep with a book in his hand and a notebook by his side. it was a parenting book.. your heart squeezed. you move to pick the book from his grip when you notice what he wrote in the notebook. “always remember daddy loves you my dear.” he was writing letters to your little biscuit. you had to leave your bedroom so kento wouldn’t hear your happy sobs.
after a good grueling nine months, your due date was quickly approaching. kento had requested time off, which his boss begrudgingly allowed. the man knew that it wasn’t worth it fighting with his hardest worker. you were waddling everywhere; kento thought you were positively adorable for a pregnant lady. “you’re not just my beautiful wife right now, you’re my beautiful wife carrying my daughter,” he would tell you. 
it would be one in the morning, three days before your expected due date when you would feel a large cramp in your belly. you knew your little girl had a knack for kicking and dancing, but this definitely felt different from before. you were in bed with kento, his body engulfed around yours. you flip with a wince to face him, tapping his face gently. “ken.. ken, the baby’s coming,” you manage with a small groan. your husband practically leaps out of bed when he hears the words come out of your mouth. before you could blink, he was already putting on a shirt and his glasses, rushing to get your hospital bag. “don’t worry, my love!” you know he was uber prepared for this moment. you push off the bed with much might when you feel your husband’s arms around you, holding you up right. he looked beyond worried, but his words were nothing but soothing. “iv’e got you, honey. we just need to get to the car, okay?” 
the delivery itself was also rather gruelling, you ended up in labor for the whole night. aurora nanami was born at 11:42 AM, five pounds even. 
when you heard your daughter cry for the first time, you couldn’t help but cry yourself. kento was right beside you, holding your hand as you had given birth to your child.
during skin to skin, he was looking at you and aurora in absolute awe. you gave him a small smile. “you’re so strong and amazing, do you know that?” he tells you. 
when he held aurora for the first time, you knew he was enchanted. your girl was immediately his entire world.
after staying at the hospital for the required amount of time your OB-GYN suggested, you tell kento you want to rest at home. he’s already packing the bags as those words leave your mouth.
the drive home was extremely slow because he wouldn’t drive over 15 mph, earning tons of honks and angry drivers. he couldn’t care less, he had his tired wife and newborn in tow!
several months later..
something you and kento learned very quickly was that your girl was extremely, extremely smart.
she was walking well before her age range, saying “mama” and “papa”, and even learning her numbers.
kento told you it was all your genetics, which you proudly accepted. 
also, aurora was born with a surprising amount of hair on her head! she had the same golden blonde hair as your husband, which he proudly accepted. 
“my little flower, would you like pigtails or a ponytail?” the chubby face staring back at him was in contemplation. she holds up a “two” with her fingers. kento nearly cries on the spot— she knew that pigtails meant two! “alright my love! two it is.”
you also found out your husband was learning new hairstyles in his free time, and used you as his model. “darling, aurora still has her baby hairs.. we can barely tie it as it is,” you tell him over your shoulder with a giggle. he wasn’t listening, he was too engrossed in the youtube video of fishtail braiding— the next step after he had mastered regular braids on your hair. “hush, my dear. natalie was just about to tell me where the left strand goes!” 
when her first birthday came, it was a huge celebration. kento spared no expense to make the party memorable. 
you had baked her smash cake and ordered a separate more elegant cake for guests— kento would not stop bothering you in the kitchen that morning, his hands all over you from the back while you tried to finish your work in a timely manner. your swatting did nothing to fend him off.
“ken, if you keep rubbing me like that, you’re getting a second kid.” “who said that wasn’t my goal, dear?”
the party had pretty much the same people from your baby shower, this time including some families you met at your mommy and me class at the gym. 
your baby girl was sporting a hair bow you had definitely recognized— then remember it’s the same one you saw in kento’s drawer a year ago. how cute you finally get to see it on her.
aurora was all smiles, thank god. she wasn’t a fussy baby at all in her first months, but you knew she was still a kid that could get cranky randomly. you were glad it was such a seamless and perfect day.
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once again, so grateful for you guys! <3 happy 100 rahhhh 😈
peace luv bathtub!!!
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sozila · 7 months ago
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also to note! 🩷
in convalescence, sukuna is 6’6, and geto and gojo are 6’3 (manga accurate height.) also i’ve used my own height as reference for reader up to now, so she’s 5’5. hooray, you get to be one whole foot shorter than sukuna!! 😮‍💨 while i’m aware sukuna’s manga accurate height is 7 feet, i wanted some semblance of realism as this is a modern university AU. i’m sure most readers will miss this update so i’ll also include it in the next chapter on here and on ao3 🙂‍↕️💕
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