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Reblog the 500,000 dollar written check from Seto Kaiba and money will come your way.

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Am I the only one who sees ads here for like tooth problems or heart problems and freaks out a lil?

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This is the Lucky Ace. Reblog to recieve a wad of cash that is oddly specific to your current needs.

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good things will happen 🧿

things that are meant to be will fall into place 🧿

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I know... i know i cant force people to listen to me. I know i cant always help. But i just... i wish sometimes that them would. That theyd take my words to heart. That theyd listen. That ill have an impact and help. Im not their abuser. Im not a horrible person. And it makes me feel like shit that some people truly believe i think them a burden and that im annoyed or pissed off despite how much i try to prove im not... all i want to do is help. I feel utterly useless otherwise. If i wasn't put on this earth to help, what fucking good am i? I know i dont have to be useful to be allowed to exist but... i *need* a purpose. And the only purpose i feel works for me is helping. But i cant help anymore... it feels pointless. But if i say this out loud, i know theyll feel like its their fault and just get worse. I dont know what to do. I just want them to believe me

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does anyone else feel extremely mediocre and talentless it’s like you’re okay at some stuff but not good enough to ever truly succeed or make it into a career, not naturally gifted at anything nor motivated enough, and will never be recognised or special or exceptional in any way to anyone

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everyone who reads this post will get some big spicy joy within 24 large minutes (hours)

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rb and put in the tags what the first three anime you watched were! i’m curious

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The closer it gets to november the worse my nightmares get

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I wish more people understood that anxious does not mean nonconfrontational like. it's flight or fight

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i feel like i died a very long time ago and now nothing thats happening is real

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meirl

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Because

Because I smile Because I’m always positive

Because I like to make people smile Because I’m certain I was put on this earth to help people

Because I’ve saved multiple friends from suicide Because I’m always a person you can look to for support

Because I give so many chances Because I forgive so easily

Because I can’t stand to see someone upset Because I don’t want it to be my fault they can’t smile

Because negativity eats me from the inside out Because I have to hide how I really feel

Because It’s not a real illness Because I’m faking it

Because it’s immature Because I act like a child

Because I don’t feel older than sixteen Because my childhood was stolen from me

Because I still haven’t been a child Because it still hasn’t stopped happening

Because I’m too pretty Because I’m a “woman”

Because my mother will never believe me Because I wear skirts and show skin

Because I’m here Because I exist

Because I smile

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For the first time ever i was late to work. I dont know if itll get me a write up but if it does, itll be the second in a week. I dont wanna lose this job. It took me a year and a half to find this one and i dont think i can handle it again

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I have never experienced peace