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I wanna write more bc this snippet specifically is stuck in my head,,,

I have forgotten how to put together a coherent story though

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I had other plans for their race results, but the McLaren teammate crash is too funny, so I gotta project that onto my favorite tangerine

Lydon had a relatively bad qualifying. He started P8. The whole weekend he was fighting with the car. The balance didn't feel right. The tires degraded too fast. The car felt wrong the whole race. A slow boil of frustration the whole weekend.

Till he passed his limit. He made a shit pass on his teammate. It clipped his wing, sent him into the wall. And it blew the tire of the other McLaren. They were both skittering to a stop.

Double DNF for the team.

Judas was still showing pace for his qualifying! That Aston Martin finally came together for him. He started P6, and had a rather quiet race to finish at P8.

Judas does give his PR team a heart attack this weekend, though. During post-race interviews, Judas did catch a glance of the crash replay. "What an imbecile." The insult did pick up on his microphone !

And ofc, post race snippets 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️ ↓

(a bit of a longer one this time 🎉)

Lydon was silent it when the car stopped. A high pitch rang in his ears and he could only focus on what was in front of him. He pressed his belts undone and stared at the wheel.

He lost it.

There was more papaya up the road.

He lost it for both of them.

"-ydon? Mate, you have to answer."

Micha.

"Are you okay?" His engineer spoke again, an increasing concern in his tone.

"Fuck." He groaned into the radio, his hand hit the wheel. "Sorry. I'm fine, I just- Sorry."

-

Each step away from the car only made his stomach sink lower. How could he have done that? The car was bad this weekend, but that?

He couldn't redeem that.

He wasn't a rookie, he should've known better than to pull a move. Always leave a space. There wasn't any space for him to go.

His footsteps were all he could think about as he wove through the paddock buildings. He must've been late to interviews at this point.

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"Lamb,"

The voice was sharp enough to cut through the haze he was in. Their hand jerked him to a stop, fingers wrapped around his HANS device.

Lydon instinctively turned around and yanked at their wrist.

Judas.

Judas with his eyes narrowed. Judas with his eyebrows knitting together. Judas with his lips pressed together into a firm line.

Judas who... Who didn't pull away from the crushing grip on his wrist.

"The fuck do you want?" Lydon snapped. His gloved fingers only pressed harder. He almost wished he could sink his nails down instead.

He'd rather see marks on his arm than his fingers trembling with the effort.

"Where's that fucking journal, huh?" He finally met the other man's eyes. Golden brown that flashed in the light and disappeared into a glare. "You gonna write about it? 'cause it has to be all about Lyd's fucking mistakes! That's all you care about, right!"

He chest puffed and fell. "Give me the damn paper already. Let me read all about how I fucked up, how I'm useless and stupid." His cheeks were getting blotchy with red and pink hues.

"You do not believe that." Judas spoke slowly. His eyes were focused on the hand that held him. Maybe a bruise would blossom there.

Lydon shifted. His fingers loosened. His eyes dropped away.

"You may have changed, but there are things you cannot escape, Lamb. You suffered because you are in your head. Get out of it." Judas pulled his wrist away, pulled his body away. He left the words to hang around Lydon like a fog.

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Lmfao Lydon is having a bad time this weekend for sure

I'm gonna milk that McLaren disaster that just happened 🥰

Thinking about Lydon losing his shit at judas

Judas throws a petty insult at the exact wrong time and Lydon is cussing him out in the middle of the paddock.

Remember how I said Lydon doesn't hold back when he is emotional? Oh yeah. He's tearing Judas down for all he's worth.

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OH MY GOD

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Thinking about Lydon losing his shit at judas

Judas throws a petty insult at the exact wrong time and Lydon is cussing him out in the middle of the paddock.

Remember how I said Lydon doesn't hold back when he is emotional? Oh yeah. He's tearing Judas down for all he's worth.

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Shout out to characters who want to be used. Shout out to characters who are so desperate to be worth something that they'll endure anything. Shout out to characters who build their entire self worth around being useful, being a tool. Shout out to characters who don't care how they are treated, as long as someone pays them any attention at all

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i ❤️ my 3 mutuals that like my posts no matter what it is you guys are going on my will

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i like tumblr bc you don’t make friends by being cool you make friends by going RRRARRHGGHGHFHGEFGFHHGGHH (positive) in the tags

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stop asking “is this good?” and start asking “did it cause emotional damage?” that’s how you know.

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fool me once kill yourself fool me twice kill yourself

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A friendly post-quali visit 😇

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the big 3

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I had a vision…

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How does one improve in anatomy?

draw porn of ur oc

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mutuals to make ocs fight to the death with. mutuals to make ocs beat each each other to a pulp with. my ocs could beat up your ocs.

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