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Chungking Express, dir. Wong Kar Wai (1994)
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Heyyy, how is it going? I keep telling myself to send in an ask but I keep pushing it back and it never happens. If you want to get back into writing, I can send in some ideas (in a separate ask). I want to share that I saw wallows live recently. It was pretty fun, I was happy that some of my favorite songs made it to the setlist (sun tan, ok, quarterback, uncomfortable, going under, and remember when).- 💿
omg why did I neverrrrrrr get this notification!!! i haven't written in a while for this blog omg but I did write for another fandom recently..it was for a kdrama wlw. I'm so glad you got to go and see them live that's cool!!!
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new rule you have to live to be 34. you cant kill yourself until you turn 34. jesus died at 33 you can do better
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sunrise on the reaping raises an incredibly important ethical question: how many generations does it take to erase history, to the point of blind, unquestioning acceptance?
i fear the answer is far fewer than any of us are comfortable with.
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She was pretty much the reason I began to have a thing for mean blonde girl characters

EXTRA!!

I was obsessed with them back in the day



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day 24: plagued by the horrors ♡
(femslashfeb prompt list)
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yuri month day 11: I want you to be like me ♡
(femslashfeb prompt list)
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Heyy, how have you been doing? Sorry for not sending anything in since the beginning of the month. I’ve been busy lately. - 💿
omg been so busy 😫 as well no worries!!! kinda haven't been writing tbh
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Happy new year. I’m sorry for being two days late and not sending anything in. I hope you’ve been enjoying yourself!- 💿
ive been ok! kinda blah but we move. happy new year to you too ☺️
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soft kill
synopsis: blair is a very jealous alpha and wants everyone to know that you are hers
tags/warnings: omegaverse, g!n reader, nsfw slightly at end, afab blair, possessiveness, jealousy, hurt/comfort
blair grabs your wrist and tightens her grip on it. you glare at her and she glares back.
"would you let go of my wrist?"
she shakes her head and looks at you disapprovingly. you scowl at her and try to walk forward. it doesn't work though because she's much stronger than you.
"oh come on, it's not like anything is gonna happen."
blair lets out a loud scoff as you finish your sentence which only agitates you even more.
"as my omega, i have every right to protect you. just because you think something won't happen, doesn't rule out the possibility."
you scowl at her and try to twist away from her. blair is being so frustrating, it isn't like you are walking into a room on fire directly.
"you can't stop me, i'm going to that party. i understand i'm your omega but please trust me."
she lets out a loud sigh and drops your wrist. it seems like she is giving in for once, but probably has some stipulations.
"fine, just be back by 1 am."
you narrow your eyes at her. blair normally has a few rules for you and will emphasize to watch out for alphas.
"is that all?"
"yeah that's all. let me dress you up for the party now."
it seems way too easy with how she was talking. maybe for once, blair was going to let you be and relax. her scheming and plotting did take a few steps back once she marked you a few weeks ago. this is the first major outing you want to do alone.
she steers you into the direction of the closet you both shared and pulls out a nice top. you decide to pick out the corresponding bottoms for that as well. she makes a face but you insist on wearing it, even if she thinks she knows better.
"turn around for me."
you listen to her obediently since she is letting you go to the party after all. she lightly brushes your neck with her fingers and you resist the urge to moan. your glands are so sensitive there so even the slightest touch sets you off. she places a necklace on you carefully. you grin at her and press a kiss to her cheek. she rolls her eyes but places a soft kiss on your nose in return.
* * *
blair waldorf was many things, but one thing she was not, was a sane alpha. would she ever admit that she was a tad bit too possessive? absolutely not. in her defense though, the non-judgemental breakfast club are all extremely territorial.
blair sighs as she rummages through the closet. why doesn't her omega understand her thought process? obviously, a newly marked omega is going to be fresh meat. blair she lets out an internal groan.
i should have marked them properly last night.
her thoughts are spinning in her mind, but this one sticks out the most. worst of all, her precious beloved doesn't want her to come. that is like a death wish in her eyes. blair takes her phone out and presses number 2. her omega was obviously number 1 but serena was gifted with the second option.
"i need your help serena. my omega refuses to listen to me."
"i am not overreacting! i'm sure you remember how it was when dan had entered society."
"as a matter of fact i am going to show up, i just need it to be at an opportunate time. so they can see that i am right."
"well, i know i am right, but they don't know that."
"ugh, just come over and help me would you."
blair hangs up quickly and tosses her phone to the side. she finally has decided what she will wear to the party. it might be slightly out of spite, but she wears a red dress that shows her shoulders. she knows that her sweetest darling was weak to that so she might as well make them suffer. they were going to regret not letting her come. it stings a little bit, especially knowing other alphas could be at the party. blair wrinkles her nose at the thought of betas being at the party as well. yes she supported all genders, but betas were still pathetic to her, because they couldn't be an omega (worthy of protecting) or an alpha (a protector). the only beta she could stand was dorota, and that's because she is convinced dorota is just taking omega suppressants. there is no way she is a true beta.
serena waltzes into her room and tosses a bottle of pills at her. thankfully, she has enough hand eye coordination to be able to catch it.
"what are these? don't tell me you snuck these from carter or something?"
"okay first of all carter isn't even in town, B."
she tosses her hair back and looks at blair.
"secondly, these are from eric's boyfriend. he works at a clinic and i explained the situation to him. they are alpha suppressants, so you can pose as a beta."
"if you think i'm walking into that room and pretending i'm a beta, you have officially lost your mind."
"oh come on blair, you would be easily noticeable if you didn't. the entirety of manhattan knows the scent of blood orange belongs to you."
blair takes a moment to let serena's thoughts sink into her mind. she did have a fair point, especially because gossip girl did sometimes post lists of what most alphas smelled like. plus hers was a very distinctive scent, so everybody would be talking about her the moment she walked in. she just wanted to be discreet and observe her omega. once she saw them in trouble then blair could save them. that is what her primal alpha instincts were telling her anyways.
"by the way, chuck has his limo waiting for you. he said you can use it tonight both ways."
blair looked at her and smirked.
"well isn't that nice of him. might as well give it some use."
she downs the supplements while crinkling her nose. it tastes like herbal tea and lemon at the same time. she walks closer to serena and puts her neck right below her nose.
"sniff me."
serena takes a big whiff and blinks in surprise.
"wow i really can't smell you at all."
blair giggles and spins around. she starts walking out but serena calls out her name.
"are you sure, you don't want them to just figure it out on their own blair?"
"absolutely not. i know what is going to happen, it is my duty to take care of my omega. you may not understand considering you and dan shackled up together years ago."
blair sulks and storms out of the room, feeling heated. she knows that she is in the right, one hundred percent. i mean it was so obvious that there couldn't be a wrong answer. plus chuck had given her his limo which meant he approved of what she was doing. serena may be more lax and enjoy that, but she couldn't just sit there and be idle.
* * *
you get out of the taxi you waved over after leaving the apartment. blair didn't know the main reason you didn't want her to come is because vanessa has invited you. vanessa and blair already have a very tense relationship from the stories you've heard. you know her because you were sort of affiliated with dan and her's circle of friends at nyu during your freshmen year. although you are in your last year and everyone has separated into their own circles - it didn't stop her from extending an invitation. sure it is a little bit odd considering it's been a year or two. however, dan is somewhat still friends with her, so you feel like it isn't a bad idea.
the party is supposed to be a very low stakes kind of party where columbia students and nyu students are mingling around. you take a moment to take a deep breath and then walk around looking for a familiar face. for some reason you feel a little bit uneasy already. it feels like a lot of eyes are on you and the scents of different alphas are overwhelming. you are marked but you must not be very recognizable here.
you knew the sweet scent of jasmine flowers would turn most heads but you didn't expect to hear soft snarls. you try to look for vanessa but it is terribly crowded. you are starting to think maybe blair was right. your palms are sweaty and the air is getting noticeably thick. you realize suddenly, that the party is predominantly alphas and betas. you haven't been able to sniff much omega scents and that means yours must be the strongest. no wonder the alphas here are on edge. you try to not panic and fumble around for your phone in your pocket.
a tall woman and muscular man walk up to you. juniper berries and moss assault your nostrils. the combination of the smells reminds you of winter time. even so, you are wary at what they want.
"hello im georgina sparks and well this is my friend."
you scrunch your eyebrows together, the name georgina sounded awfully familiar to you. you couldn't just place a finger on why you knew it.
she puts her hand out and raises an eyebrow. if an alpha did that, they were most certainly expecting a handshake in return. you obliged politely and gave your name as well.
"oh aren't you blair's little pet project? well i'm sure i could give you a better time."
you frowned at and shook your head. that was not the case at all, and you needed to make it clear. especially, before other alphas got the wrong idea.
"no i am her mate. what gives you that idea?"
she giggles loudly and full of malice. you are getting the sense that she might be just a tad bit unhinged.
"oh i don't know maybe the fact that she isn't here. cut the crap and come with me."
georgina and her friend loom menacingly over you. you grind your teeth and feel yourself backing up. blair was certainly right, even if you were a capable omega, that didn't mean you knew how predatory alphas could be. you shrink away at her reaching her hand in your direction.
* * *
blair grins at herself looking pretty and reminds the driver to not go anywhere. she figures that she will grab her precious omega and head back quickly. she didn't need to ask anyone for the address since she never turned off her omega's location. most alphas anyways stalked their partner so it wasn't a big deal in her eyes. plus nate taught her how to do it, which meant he definitely was doing it to his as well. the ends justified the means after all. she steps out and wrinkles her nose. the stench of alphas is so prominent nearby. it is a bit odd and then the realization hits her. it most certainly meant that the party is alpha dominant. she dashes into the building trying to sniff out the jasmine scent she adores so much.
she tries to hold back an angry howl because the amount of smells is irritating her so much right now. why on earth did they show up to a nyc/columbia rager anyways - they are notorious for being alpha heavy. she lets out a soft sigh and tries to be patient with her thoughts. it isn''t their fault that they are a homebody. they would have no idea that the parties like these have this kind of vibe. she pushes down the irritation of her omega not taking her help in favor of being more understanding.
she pinches one nostril tightly and uses the other to sniff out the scent of jasmine. it leads her to the staircase which she takes. the music only gets louder and she notices a few alphas standing off to the side. that is not a good sign in her eyes. when they did thay usually it meant something nefarious was going down, she knew after all since she did the same thing once upon a time.
* * *
the godawful scent of juniper berries hits her nose harshly. what a terrible surprise that is for her considering how much she loathes georgina sparks. a messy beta who always hurts alphas and omegas equally. georgina found an enjoyable depravity in such things like that. blair may be hurtful, but she has the decency to go after the right targets. while she is a fucked up tornado that doesn't care where it lands.
a loud yelp that is none other than her omega has blair shoving georgina down hard. the muscular man on her side is about to grab blair but she's too fast for him. she slaps his cheek hard and for good measure stomps on his toes as well. blair bends down and with a fist, grabs georgina's hair. she yanks her up slowly from the floor which has her crying from how tight blair's grip is.
"do you want me to smash your forehead down onto the counter for everyone to see georgina?"
georgina makes a soft pleading sound but that isn't enough for blair. she's fuming and when she's mad nobody wants to be in her warpath.
"i-i'm sorry. i won't touch them, i just didn't see anyone with them."
blair raises her eyebrow and slams georgina down on the counter. the alphas who have been gathering around at the sound of commotion gasp.
"that's bullshit and you know it. gossip girl literally congratulated me for having my mate. i know all the losers in here have no sense of decency to keep up with things like that. out of all people you know who they are."
blair lets go of georgina's hair and watches her slide down to the floor. she dusts her hands slightly and looks at her omega sternly.
* * *
you let out an audible gulp. blair is in a ravishing dress which means she is definitely pissed at you. she wears the most provocative outfits when you do something wrong because she delights in tormenting you. even though you can feel the rage emitting from her in waves, she still grabs your chin gently.
"mon amor, what did i tell you?"
you look into her honey eyes and feel yourself tearing up. it is too overstimulating right now and you felt exhausted. you feel the worries of her being hurt deeply guilty.
she softens her gaze and pulls you in close for a hug. blair presses a kiss on the top of your head and rubs your back slowly.
she barks out a command as she does that.
"would all of you diseased peasants move it? as you can see my omega is being taken care by me."
you hiccup and sniffle a little bit. it is was for a moment with how georgina didn't seem to want to let go of you. the way her hand was going to touch you makes you shudder. thankfully she is crumpled on the floor and bleeding so you felt safer.
blair hums into your ear while stroking your hair gently. her warm scent of blood orange soothes you as well. you lean into her neck and take deep breaths. she wraps her arms around you tightly which makes you feel even better. she peppers kisses all over your neck as well and her arm snakes around your waist.
she murmers into your ear.
"so want to do this the hard way or easy way? tell me who invited you to this party."
you frown and scrunch your eyebrows together. if you tell her it was vanessa, blair would make what happened to georgina seems like child's play. if you don't tell her or even worse lie, she will beat your ass for sure.
"can you promise me you won't go after them?"
"that is a big fat no."
you groan and whine a little bit but she is still scowling at you. you try to kiss her and she instead pinches your ear.
"darling as much as i love you, i need to know who it is."
"ugh fine. it was vanessa but listen she reached out after a few years and I thought to give her a chance. maybe she's just in here and i missed her."
blair hisses and you can feel her trembling. you try to wriggle out of her tight embrace but she holds you tight. she plasters on a smile and locks her arm with yours.
in a singsong voice she goes, "it's time for some vanessa hunting~"
* * *
you know there is no point in trying to change her mind so you just accept it at this point. vanessa is an alpha but she's not a very powerful one. you knew because blair always complained how artifical she smelled. it was pretty common that an alpha would be considered weaker the less pure the scent was. in her case blair was sniffing out for the scent of buttery movie popcorn. it smelled awful to you so sometimes you'd take scent de-enhancers when you had classes with her back then.
blair lets out a delighted grin on her face and that's how you knew she found her target. her nose is quite good, and anytime you try to play hide and seek with her, you lose.
vanessa is in the corner looking shifty while drinking a glass of champagne. there are a few of your old mutual friends you notice chatting with her as well. it's been a while and you are about to wave when blair shoots you a look.
she stomps over and vanessa looks startled. she is about to speak when blair grabs the champagne glass in her hand and spills the drink all over her.
"oops i'm sorry. it seems like i made a mess, just like you did with my omega."
she looks at blair with frustration and waves her hand. the other alphas scatter away from your sight.
"what on earth did i do to cause blair waldorf to throw a tantrum?"
blair looks at her in disgust.
"a tantrum? are you really going to sit there acting like you didn't purposefully reach out to my omega after years? never mind the fact that you know that these parties always have a high alpha ratio count."
you look at vanessa in surprise and hurt floods your chest.
"vanessa you know i don't go out much, why wouldn't you tell me this."
blair crosses her arms and snarkily interjects, "yeah why don't you let us know vanessa."
her face flushes and she looks to the side. you frown at her and she grumbles a little bit.
"i may have not had the best intentions in inviting you, but i did want to see you after so long. i mean it's been like two years and i see that you are blair waldorf's mate? that's kinda crazy when you think about it."
blair shoots daggers at vanessa and speaks before you can, "please do tell why you think that is crazy."
vanessa lets out a chuckle and scans you up and down. you feel your stomach twist at the scornful gaze she has directed at you.
"oh i don't know, maybe the fact that you are from the upper east side and they aren't? they'll never fit in and we both know that."
blair leans in close to her and drags her nail across vanessa's cheek. she winces in pain and tries to step on her but misses. a few drops of blood falls from her face.
"oh just like how you never were able to make it in our circle. that makes total sense except vanessa, they are my mate and you aren't."
she leans into you and sinks her teeth onto your neck. it feels very good and it takes everything in you to not audibly moan in front of so many people. she kisses the spot she bit softly as well to ease the pain.
"i want you to grovel to me and my omega. on your knees like the pathetic vermin you are and apologize."
"what are you going to do if i don't apologize? can't banish everyone off manhatten."
blair smiles sweetly at her and whips out her phone.
"i can simply make a phone call to Alpha Services. let them know that another alpha touched my property-"
she leans into your ear and reminds you that you are more than property to her. blair feels it's imperative that you know that every time she uses that word because she hates it. she supports omega rights and feels very vocal about having an equal partner.
"or you can just apologize to me. it's really quite simple, the choice is yours vanessa."
you look at her in disappointment. you don't have to even express how you feel because every alpha in the room can smell it. jasmine that is tinged with a rainy scent. it happened when you were deeply upset sometimes. blair often says when you are happy, your scent gets mixed in with honeysuckle.
vanessa shifts her feet around and drops to the floor. it's odd seeing an alpha on their knees and was something you rarely saw. it was reserved for serious transgressions. you can recall only one other time you ever saw an alpha on their knees. it was when serena lied to dan about something multiple times and she felt so bad she knelt down in front of everyone.
she takes a deep breath and looks into your eyes.
"i'm really sorry, i just felt jealous. i purposefully mislead you into thinking this was a normal party. i didn't realize other alphas could hurt you i swear."
you look into her eyes and squat down.
"that jealousy and lack of critical thinking is why we drifted apart. i always defended you against blair but i see now why she gets frustrated. just stick to dan and leave us alone."
"apology not accepted!"
blair drags her nail across vanessa's other cheek and it cuts a little bit deeper. she presses her thumb into it and smiles vindictively as vanessa sniffles. she smears the blood on her neck and whispers something into her ear. after that she licks her thumb clean, and you can see the edges of her lips curl up. she grabs your arm and spins around. she grabs a pastry for you on the way out since she knew you'd be tired from all the drama.
* * *
blair slides into the limo and pats her lap. you slide in and sit on her lap as well. she wraps her arms around you and presses soft kisses to your neck.
her clit is already beginning to swell a little bit at you and you resist the urge to rut against it. she nips at your ears and neck which causes you to moan. she turns you face forward and holds your jaw tightly. she kisses you hard and forces you to open your mouth. her tongue slides in and licks your teeth so much it leaves you tingling. you can't help yourself at this point and start rutting against her thighs. she rips apart your shirt so hard that the pieces flutter into the front seat. her nails are dragging against your back sharply and you don't even care at how much it hurts. she presses open mouthed kisses against your neck and they turn into bites. she nibbles on your collarbones and nipples and even your ribcage.
"you are mine and only mine. my precious sweet omega who belongs to me."
you nod shakily at her and she licks your skin slowly. you moan at her and grind against her thighs even harder. she traces her initials all over your back and you can feel the welts forming. she bites particularly hard and that sends a sharp jolt to your crotch. you can feel her bulge and shift so your weight is directly on it. you move your hips and she holds your waist carefully. she continues to bite you everywhere as you dry hump her. her tight hold on you with the added pain of biting has you hitting your climax earlier than expected. it feels wonderful, the dizzy high of being desired. she grabs the towel she knew chuck kept for moments like this, and cleans you up. you let out a pathetic whine of wanting to take care of her but she presses a finger to your lips. you feel so sleepy and drowsy, especially with the quiet humming of the car. her fingers are rubbing your shoulder gently and you can feel yourself slowly drifting away. the last thing you remember is her smiling at you fondly.
a/n: i love a possessive blair 🤭
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Special Day (Blair Waldorf x gn reader)
Summary: Blair plans out the perfect birthday for you, from start to finish
Warnings: they/them pronouns used to refer to the reader in a gender neutral manner, mentions of drinking
A/N: this is dedicated to the wonderful @sparklingbutterflies for their birthday. I hope it's as amazing as you are 🥰
Blair's birthdays were always meticulously planned right down to the very last detail, everything needing to be perfect. It only made sense that her partner got the very same treatment when it was their turn to celebrate their special day.
She stood with her clipboard amidst the caterers and people who had been hired to set everything up, verifying each and every little thing on her list to make sure it was done properly. Refreshments, entertainment, decorations, and of course the guest list were double and even triple checked. Nothing was too grand for her beloved.
You had somewhat of an idea about the things she had planned for you as the two of you had gone over it together previously, but you weren't allowed to peek at the list or even be at the area where the party was being held until everything was done getting set up. Blair knew she needed a good distraction to keep you occupied, and Serena was the perfect contender for the job.
"Come on, it's your birthday! Let's go do some shots," she suggested while excitedly hopping around you on the sidewalk, acting as if she'd already had a few shots herself.
"We can't, we have to be back in time for the party." You reached out and grabbed her by the arm before she could wander off onto the street and the oncoming traffic. Babysitting your girlfriend's bestie wasn't an ideal way to spend your birthday, but you had to admit it was a good way of keeping you busy so you couldn't snoop at what she had planned for you.
Before you could scold Serena on not watching where she was going, her phone chimed, indicating that a text message had come in. Taking it out, she read the message and let out an excited squeal. "Blair said that everything's finally ready, so we can go see what she's got set up for you now."
"Thank God," you muttered under your breath while letting her take you by the arm and drag you down the street, hailing a cab so you could make it there on time.
Once you stepped foot inside the place where your party was being held, you could truly see just how much effort had been put into it. Blair was naturally the first to greet you once you walked in, giving you a kiss before wrapping an arm around your waist in a casually possessive manner.
"I'm guessing Serena did her job at keeping you well distracted," she commented while watching the blonde in question try to flirt with one of the servers carrying a tray that had glasses of champagne on it.
"You guess correctly." Your eyes flickered across the room as you spoke, unable to fully comprehend what you were seeing. Part of you couldn't believe that she'd really gone to all this trouble just for you and your special day.
"God, you're so tense," she stated while giving your waist a gentle squeeze. "Try to loosen up a little. This is your birthday party, not a public execution."
Her words made you let out a snort of laughter before you replied. "Some could argue they're close to being the same thing."
At that, she scoffed and rolled her eyes, still leading you around as she spoke. "Just try to enjoy yourself. I went to a lot of trouble to get all of this set up for you."
"I know you did, and I'm very grateful," you said in an earnest manner before leaning over and giving her an appreciative kiss on the cheek. "When's the cake getting served?"
"Not until a little later, but I made sure to get it in your favorite flavor, so don't worry because you're going to love it." She sounded a bit smug, leading you to assume she was probably able to get a gourmet pastry chef to cater it just for you.
The corners of your lips tugged upwards into a soft smile. It was cute seeing just how proud she was for being able to make everything special for you. "I don't doubt that in the slightest. Now come on, I need a drink."
You stuck by your girlfriend's side the entire night as you enjoyed your party. Maybe you were being a tad bit clingy, but she'd left early in the morning to make sure everything was set up in time, which meant you hadn't been able to see her for most of the day. Plus it didn't help that the alcohol in your system made you a bit more sappier than usual.
Even while being a little tipsy, you were still able to enjoy yourself, marveling at the wide variety of gifts you'd received (most of which were from Blair herself) and happily digging in to the massive slice of cake you'd gotten (it was every bit as good as Blair said it would be). The night was definitely memorable, to say the least.
After what seemed like ages of celebrating nonstop, the party ended and you were finally taken back home. Boxes and bags that were full of your gifts littered the floor of your room, but you were much too tired to care, flopping down onto your bed and letting out a sigh of content.
You heard footsteps approach the bed and felt as Blair leaned over you, placing an affectionate kiss to your cheek. "Happy birthday, mon amour. I hope you enjoyed it."
Despite your exhaustion from everything that happened earlier, you still had just enough strength to reach out and take her by the wrist, gently tugging her forward onto the bed with you. "Of course I did, because you were there with me."
She let you pull her in without protest, cuddling up close to your chest as she got comfortable. One of your hands moved to stroke her hair as you laid there together, a calm silence falling over the room.
The two of you drifted off to sleep shortly after that, spending the last bit of your birthday curled up in one another's arms. Your very last thought before letting the tiredness you felt overtake you was just how special the day had indeed been, owing it all to the beautiful brunette who was sleeping next to you.
End notes: I hope you enjoyed this sparkle 🥺 I even added a little french endearment from blair just for you 💞
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