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Wasn’t able to write something for my best boy’s birthday but I drew him instead 🥺

Happiest Birthday Baji Keisuke! You deserve the world 😭🖤

give my ig art account a follow!

http://instagram.com/skadoodelle

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thank you for tagging me wayn 🤍 ilysm

My type is either “please take care of me” or “I will take care of you” or a softie or a baddie 🤷🏻‍♀️

Characters: Baji Keisuke (Tokyo Revengers), Kozume Kenma (Haikyuu!), Hiragi Shinya (Owari no Seraph), Sohma Hatori (Fruits Basket), Akashi Seijuro (KnB), Kanbara Akihito (Kyoukai no Kanata), Inumaki Toge (JJK), Akasaka Ryuunosuke (Sakurasou no Pet na Kanojo), Marius von Hagen (Tears of Themis) dhjsjs i just can’t think of anyone else :’))

tagging @taeyamayang @hanabihwa @clec10 💗

L to R, top to bottom:

Rohan Kishibe (JJBA), Joe (Sk8 the Infinity), Galo Thymos (Promare), Loid Forger (Spy x Family), Kento Nanami (JJK), Daisuke Kambe (Fugo Keiji: Balance Unlimited), Tsuchigomori (TBHK), Aki Hayakawa (CSM), Hatori Sohma (Fruits Basket)

Tagging: @lostinthe-jojos @giogio-gucci-gangstar @pensivespecter @angry-geese

(if anyone else wants to do this feel free)

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title: stubborn (drabble)

pairing: baji x reader

genre: fluff, comfort

warnings: i only read this once so some errors might still be in here dhsbbd

a/n: hello everyone! I’m kinda resurrected for a while but i’ll probably be gone again for a while after this :((( uni life is so so hard and tiring rn hshdhdhs. I have tons of drafts that i want to finish but sadly i can’t :’) I hope I can write some more for you guys 😭 I hope you guys find comfort in this short drabble as much as i did. Ily all sparkles! ✨

read more here: masterlist ✨

“H-hey!!”

You yelped as you were caught by surprise when your swiveling chair was suddenly pulled back from your desk.

Frustrated that you’re interrupted from finishing a paper, you turned around — arms crossed, eyes widened, and your brows colliding.

“What the fuck Kei?!” you complained, raising both hands in frustration as you confront your boyfriend.

Your eyes are filled with annoyance and rage because this week could not have gone any worse.

You’ve been rescheduling most of your days because of an unexpected meeting or a prior commitment that you can’t say no to. You’ve also been pulling more all-nighters just to get by every week and the cherry on top is that you feel like you yield nothing out of these hardwork but frustration.

Fucking heck.

Without another word, Baji picks you up from your chair, putting both of his hands on either side of your torso and dropping you on your bed.

“Kei, seriously?!” You look at him confused and mad, but this is just a mask you put to hide the defeat you’re feeling.

“You look cute, y’know? You plopped down like a little child,” he said with a grin.

“Huh? What are yo—,”

Before you could even protest some more, he laid down beside you on the bed and pulled you closer to him.

“Hey! Enough with this,” you said as you wriggled around his arms.

“You have to stop, Kei. There’s a lot I need to finish,” you said as you struggle to break free from his arms around your body.

When he didn’t budge a bit, you forced your way out of him and you managed to sit up on your bed.

“Y/n why are you being so stubborn?!” He asked grasping onto one of your wrists as you try to get back to your table.

“Stubborn? You’re the one who’s stubborn. Why are you messing with me when I’m working?”you coldly reply to him as you search for your slippers beneath the bed.

“What?! Me?” he said confused, gesturing to himself.

“Yeah you. And if you have that much time to fool around then count me out because I don’t. Not now, please,” you said seriously, but your voice is shaking.

“Y/n,” Baji calls on you.

“Hey, y/n,”

“Wha—“

And in one swift motion he pulled you back again into his arms, and this time your body is laying on to his, and he’s staring at you with a worried look.

You can’t stand the look in his eyes because you know you can’t lie to him, and that you can feel that your tears are threatening to stream down anytime so you look away.

He didn’t force you to look at him because he knows this all too well.

“Hey y/n, you gotta listen to me,” he says still attempting to look at you in the eye while he cups your cheeks.

“You’ve been working too hard. Don’t pretend you aren’t,” he said in a low voice as if careful not to shatter you at how fragile you are at the moment.

“And I can see that…” he paused for a brief moment before he continues.

“And you’re frustrated too..”

It was followed by silence, and none of you spoke for a moment until your soft sobs filled the room.

“Come lay with me, yeah?” He said assuringly as he pats on the space beside him.

You did just as told and now your back is facing him as he continues to hold you in his arms.

“Kei, i-i’m sorry,” you said in between sobs, you’re choking on your own voice from crying.

“Hey, you don’t have to apologize,” he says as he press soft kisses on the top of your head.

“Life’s just too fucking unfair, and I’m so so so so tired,” you said as you suddenly turn to him and burst into tears once more.

“I’ve been trying my best and my hardest, but what the fuck am I doing all of these for?”

“I know, I know, you are. That’s why we’re gonna stay like this for a while, yeah?” He said rubbing your back.

“Cry for now, love. You’ll get back on your feet once you’re all better,” he said placing fingers on your chin, tilting your head to look up at him.

“Thank you, Kei,” you said with teary eyes.

He kissed you on the forehead and held you tighter.

“I love you so much,” he says, not breaking eye contact with you.

“And you are the love of my life, Keisuke,”

taglist: @daweebya @hanabihwa @yeehawnana @mnjro

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I just have to rb this, this is too cute 😭💗

toman boys playing volleyball (haikyuu crossover?)

mikey is definitely the ace. “let’s go crush them!” everyone relies on him, especially when it's their match point. just think about it, mikey putting all his fighting strength into hitting the ball. let's hope the ball is fine until the end of the match. tried to save the ball with his leg, but always ended up sending it to the other side of the net and scored a point. maybe he should've just joined the soccer club. (he shares the same va as tanaka btw 😀)

draken plays the middle blocker. duh, that's what all his height is for. shit-eating smirk when he blocked his opponents' spike. he could easily hit the ball from the top too and be like “drink some milk, shorty.” 😏 but after that, he makes friends with those he thinks are strong and dedicated to the sport. will occasionally toss the ball to mikey and make it a surprise attack. say “you sucksssss, mickey” if he messed up. 

takemichi is the pinch server. (he just resembles yamaguchi a lot i guess. 🤔) lack of confidence, always on edge, afraid to mess up but able to hold his ground when the time calls for it. hold back his tears every time he scores a service ace lol. screams the loudest when he is cheering at the sideline. cried the loudest when they won, ran into his teammates for a group hug and ended up staining their uniform with tears and snorts lol.

mitsuya plays the setter. canonically, he's the mediator so it's the perfect position for him. communicates with his teammates well, adjusts to everyone's play and is able to make quick judgement. he will watch from afar if his teammates are fighting among each other, but will step in and stop them if it gets physical. i'd like to think he would splash water on them like how fukunaga did. custom made t-shirt for his teammates with weird quotes embroidered on it.

pah-chin is probably the opposite hitter (right wing spiker). he seems like someone who is good in both offense and defense. probably gets yelled at a lot because he often just receives the ball and makes it fly up high in the air, instead of passing to his teammates like how he was told. “i'm dumb so i don't understand a single thing!” yeah, and peh-yan will elaborate the rest for him as a form of encouragement.

baji and mucho are the outside hitters (left wing spiker). these two are the main canon of the team. mucho always starts as the first server of each set, his spike serve always catches his opponent off guard. baji loves to challenge himself by hitting the ball with a super sharp angle from the side. and he is definitely calmer than he looks, okay. he is good at reading the ball movement so he can perform a rebound like a pro. 

chifuyu is the libero. reflex and ball control at its finest. teamed up with baji and draken for total defense, the golden trio. “i have your back, partner!” is what he always says when he enters the court. screams the loudest “NICE SERVE 📢” to baji and takemichi. he just acts like a total fanboy outside the court lol. 

smiley will switch in with pah-chin sometimes. he is grinning all the time 😁 so his opponent is hard to read him. always unexpectedly pull off a feint out of nowhere. even his own teammates hate him for that sometimes. if he did a feint during practice, mikey and draken will chase him down around the gym to beat him up. 

angry is their second setter, (please just lemme recreate the miya twins here 🙃) but he is only here because of his twin brother. i believe angry is the type who will step in to receive the ball for his teammate when he senses their frustration. despite his angered demeanor, he is the type who would silently support his friends. 

shinichiro is their coach. and he can’t control them. end of story. 

you are their manager. but you really thought surrounded by them all day would be a good experience? they're hot but you think that compensate for everything? no, they’re literally 5-years-old brat in middle schooler bodies. expect them to bring the entire gym upside down too. but they love you, so they never let you do any work. pass them towel? nah, they wipe their sweat with the collar of their uniform (damn that's hot 😳) fill up the bottle for them? no, it's too heavy for you angel. they'll probably threaten some kohai and make them do all the work for you. i guess your main job is to apologize to the vice-principal because they just caused too much trouble in the club. 

a/n : this thing has been in my draft for ages so let's get it out 😀

© 2021 darveyn. all rights reserved. reblogs are very much appreciated <3

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Thanks for tagging me pea @taeyamayang 💙💙

My result: Sunshine ☀️

You are the person I wish I could be all the time. You walk into a room and fill it with this positive, vibrant energy. You probably have really nice eyes and I know for a fact I'd fall in love with your smile. You're openminded and generous. You don't hesitate to include people in your life, regardless of what others may think of them. Your fun loving attitude attracts introverts and extroverts alike and people miss you when you're not around. Be careful you don't strain yourself trying to maintain your sunny disposition. It's okay to be lonely or sad sometimes. You don't owe anyone anything. Make sure you put yourself first sometimes.

This actually made me feel soo much better 😭

Tagging: @hanabihwa @keisucake @tomanjxro

Vibe check but oddly specific by oink

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[ TR BOYS WITH YOU AT PROM! ] part 2

HCs + drabbles ft. Mikey, Draken, & Nahoya

Click here for part 1 (ft. Baji, Chifuyu, & Mitsuya )

a/n: is this a drabble? is this a headcanon? idk? i am also confused :'))) apologies to everyone. I hope you have fun my little sparkles ✨✨

p.s: i've been dying to publish this since i went a bit of inactive but yeah uni's really getting tougher so here! have some of my drafts while i am gone for a while :')) i will answer all asks once time is much more available to me :))

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sano manjiro "mikey"

Nope. He definitely doesn’t want to go to the prom.

He’ll be like "Why? Can’t we dance and eat anywhere, y/n?"

Please? You’ll ask him with puppy dog eyes

But he will show up anyway. Why? Because you told him to. Because Draken told him that you’ll appreciate it if he comes. because he can’t resist you

He will show up like a god. That Volume 24 cover? YEAH.

“Mikey..” you will say, jaw dropped and eyes wide as you see him enter the venue (Ken and Emma prob with him 🥰 waving at the back, smiles wide)

“Just shut up,” he will say not in a mean way but rather bashful at how you awed at him in the way he looks

He definitely, definitely, DEFINITELY tried his best to look this good (as if he isn’t already) because he wants to put as much effort into this

People will be gawking at him THE WHOLE TIME. It doesn’t bother you though, but it bothers him.

We all know Mikey’s a show-off. (Even as a kid :P) Yeah, yeah. But that’s when he’s not serious about things.

And he is seriously in love with you. So when people look at him a lot, he feels uncomfortable *cue his little eye rolls, shifting his feet on the table, busying himself with random stuff like the table napkin, the cutleries, even the hem of your clothes etc.

HE WILL BE THE PROM KING. Period.

Yeah and like Baji he doesn’t care about the award.

So when he was announced prom king he didn’t actually go to the stage.

Instead, he held you on the wrist and walked outside the venue

“Hey!!” You said dragging on your feet

“Mikey?!” You asked him in confusion as to why he wants to leave the place.

“Hm?” He will only respond in a light hum

“Where are we going? You’ve got to get your award!” You tell him, gripping on the cuffs of his suit.

“Y/n,” he looks at you softly, loosening his grip from your wrist and sliding it to take your hand into his.

“Just come with me, okay?” He says with a soft smile.

You felt your heart skip a beat.

“O-okay,” you just replied back at him, staring at his back.

When you got out of the venue, you ride his CB250T.

Yeah, it might not have been the best thing to ride on with formal wear but just being in his bike, hair dancing to the gust of the wind under the moonlight it all made sense to you.

With you on his back, arms around his waist as you ride your way to wherever Mikey told you, you could have not wished for a better place to be.

When you’re already feeling comfortable, face and chest pressed on his back, he calls your name.

“Y/n,” he calls you softly.

“Hm?” You snapped out from being dazed at his back.

“We’re here,” he declared, looking over the place.

You suddenly pulled your head up and scanned your surroundings.

“Mi..key..,” you said slow and low as the riverbank where he asked you to go out with him flashes before your eyes,

He takes your hand as he helps you alight from his bike.

“I just thought this place is better than a crowded dance floor,”

He says, hand on your waist and on your shoulder, as you lean over his chest while you step in sync.

“Yeah, this is way better,” you mumbled.

ryuguji ken "draken"

“Ha? Prom? What’s that about?” He will say, smugly and pretending not to know it’s a formal gathering.

You will go on and on and on about it explaining everything to him and he will just simply say “okay,” as nonchalantly and plainly as possible (yeah, yeah Ken pretend you’re not excited about this >:((( )

Ken will just show up in a conventional suit (the usual y'know) but the way his hair and his tattoo complements the whole fit? YEAH. He is stunning. Not to mention he stands 6-foot-tall looking all glorious in that suit.

As opposed to the other boys, Draken will be the only one to keep his cool (but internally he’s combusting with how good you look)

You sure did a job well done huh? He says, grinning wide, hand in his pockets and leaning on the car you’ve got to ride to the venue.

And now you’re a blushing mess with his words. He might have said it in a cocky way but you know how much he means everything.

Let’s just go, you said head looking down to hide your cheeks, redder than the blush you’ve dashed on.

When you got to the venue, you’ve spent the night dragging Draken’s ass to do everything you like

"Ken! Let’s dance"

"No, I don’t wanna"

"But you agreed to be here!"

"And I didn’t say I’d dance,"

"But Ken!"

"No."

You pout at him in an attempt to make him change his mind

"No," and you fail miserably.

"Hey, Ken let’s go to the photo booth!" grabbing him by the wrist dragging him to the photo booth.

"Why?"

"What do you mean why?! Come on! Let’s go!"

"Yeah, yeah I’ll go,"

"Stop dragging on your feet!" you say at him as you look at his face, unamused.

You loved that Draken was with you. You really appreciate that he’s there but you can’t help but feel glum inside that he doesn’t seem to enjoy the night as much as you want to.

So you decided you just wanted to go home.

Before the dance floor opens for the dance you’ve stood up, straightened your clothes, and picked up your purse.

"Ken let’s go," you said as monotonous as you can.

"Hey, y/n, where are we going?" he suddenly asks, surprise plastered on his face.

"Home," you replied dryly.

"What?" He asks now following you towards the exit.

"Didn’t you want to be here? Why not finish the whole thing?" he said, increasing his steps to match your pace.

"I wanted. Now I don’t. Let’s go home,"

As much you try to mask your frustration with an apathetic one, Draken knows exactly what’s driving you like this.

"Y/n," he stops walking and called you.

But you didn’t turn to a halt.

"Y/n," he called again a bit louder this time.

When you didn’t even flinch from his call,

You heard marching behind you and footsteps become louder

You didn’t even manage to look back and you’ve felt that your feet have left the floor.

"W-what the?!" you say, moving your head left and right to see what’s happening.

"You’re always so stubborn aren’t you?" Draken asks, supporting your back and your knees. He’s carrying you bridal style.

"Where are we going?! Hey!!" you protested again and again and struggled in his arms.

He didn’t talk back at you and instead, you can only take a peek at this blank face walking in another direction.

"Hey, put me down! Put me— "and then he suddenly puts you back down. As gentle as possible as he can.

"Ken what are we—" he’s interrupted you before you can even speak.

"Look pretty good right?" He asked you, holding your hand and leading you to a small gazebo adorned with flowers and vines and in white cloth and laces.

"It’s a—"

"A wedding reception," you continued for him.

Yeah, saw it while I escaped that hell hole full of rowdy teens.

He sighed, and there was a silence between you two.

"I think you’d like it," He finally said breaking the silence.

And as if on cue, the function hall that’s being used as your prom night had played slow songs that can be clearly heard from the garden that’s beautifully lit and beautifully decorated for the bride and groom to be who’s going to stand on the very gazebo you’ve been on.

You still can’t fathom what’s going on, you’re just looking back straight at him.

He gave you a warm smile, pulling you close and wrapped one arm around your waist, and intertwining finger with you as you both swayed to the sound of music.

"I hope just the two of us is enough for you," he whispered shyly and he gave you a chaste kiss on the forehead.

kawata nahoya "smiley"

When you asked him he wouldn’t think twice about going.

"Smileyyyyy, would you go to the prom with me?" you say sweetly, clinging onto one of his arms.

"Prom? Sure. Sounds fun 😄" with that big ass grin he always wears.

He agreed, alright. But something just had to go wrong on the day itself.

“Hey, y/n!” He says over the phone, voice muffled from the wind blowing against his face.

“Hey Smiley, are you on your wa—“ and he suddenly cuts you off.

“Actually I’m on my way to Angry, he’s been attacked while he’s outside,” he says. You can practically see him smiling but you know it’s out of rage.

“O-oh,, then you won’t be..” you said, sadness in your tone.

“No, no. I’ll be there. Just wait for me y/n!!” he says enthusiastically.

“Okay I—“

Beep. Beep. Beep and he drop the call.

You let out a big sigh, but you understand that Smiley can never leave his twin especially when the latter's in danger, so you just bit your lip and go as planned.

It has been hours already since Smiley has called you.

He missed a lot of things already, and the night is near to a close.

You’re feeling a bit sad because it seems like he’s stood you up as his date, and all you wanted was to spend this night with him.

The slow dance is already starting, and instead of being on the dance floor you’re here —sitting on your chair, legs crossed, lip pouted, and palms to your chin.

After a while someone has asked you to dance, you wanted to refuse but what else should you be doing right? The night’s already ending and your date’s nowhere to be found.

When you stood up and let the person lead you to the dance floor you suddenly felt a tap on your shoulder.

“Did I miss anything?”

You turned your head back and saw him.

Wearing a white suit, lined with black details which perfectly complemented his tangerine hair. (Just imagine that season 1 ending time skip. Yup. Pretty as hell.)

He will definitely straighten his hair. No doubt. He thinks he looks prettier with them straightened (Yup, he does. But he’s already gorgeous 😩🧡)

“Smiley..” you said mouth agape. Surprised that he’s there and amazed by how he looks.

“Seems like I’ll be taking here from here on,” he says to the one who asked you to dance first.

Without any word, he’s held you by the waist and put reached out for one of your hands and linked it with him.

"How's my lovely date doing?" he says smiling widely at you as he takes the initiative to dance.

"Fine," you said bashfully as you feel your face heat up when he called you lovely.

"Hm?" he asks you cockily, knowing that you're close to throwing a fit because you think he'd stood you up.

"Yeah, you got me," you finally look at him with your melancholic eyes.

"Hey, I'm sorry. I didn't mean for that to happen," he says and there was obviously no trace of a smile on his lips.

"Yeah, I know.." you trailed off while the two of you dances.

So he pulled you closer to his chest, on hand making your head lean on him and he said softly, "Let me make it up to you, 'kay?"

So when the event just ended, he immediately asked you to ride his bike with him.

"Smiley? Where are we going?" you ask while you adjust his spare helmet onto your head.

"It's a surprise!" he says, again with that signature smile.

Without much words, you wrapped your hands around his waist while you watch all kinds of cars and people pass by you as you drive away.

Slowly, people fade and cars become less frequent as your journey prolongs.

"We're here!" he says, helping you alight.

You hear the sound of waves crashing against each other.

"We're at the beach?" you said with awe and wonder, unexpecting this to be the place where you'll go.

"Yeah," he says eyes stretching to the horizon.

"Didn't you say the ocean calms you when you're sad, y/n?" he asked you as he grabbed onto your hand walking towards the sand.

"Y-yeah, but I--" you looked at him as he started to remove his shoes and folded his trousers.

"I'm sorry, I hope this could make you happy," he says kneeling down as he removes your shoes.

You then walked to the sand.

You sit side by side and you lean your head onto his shoulder, hands intertwined together, while your feet kiss the waves approaching the bay.

"Being with you absolutely makes me happy,"

And you caught his lips curl into a smile

taglist: @daweebya @hanabihwa @yeehawnana @keisucake

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[ TR BOYS WITH YOU AT PROM! ] part 1

HCs + drabble ft. Baji, Chifuyu, & Mitsuya

Click here for part 2 (ft. Mikey, Draken, & Nahoya)

a/n: is this a drabble? is this a headcanon? idk? i am also confused :'))) apologies to everyone. I hope you have fun my little sparkles ✨✨

p.s: i've been dying to publish this since i went a bit of inactive but yeah uni's really getting tougher so here! have some of my drafts while i am gone for a while :')) i will answer all asks once time is much more available to me :))

taglist: OPEN CLICK HERE TO BE PART OF MY TAGLIST <3

p.s: feel free to drop by my ask box and request if you have any ideas!

baji keisuke

He definitely does not like the idea of prom. Wearing suits, being all formal, dancing on the center floor -- nope, nope, nope.

But he'll go anyway. Probably because it's either you begged them to, OR his mom asked him to go (he cannot make his mom sad you guys know that >:(( )

He said he doesn't like to attend but the guy will probably show up more fancy and dazzling than you >:(( (come on, imagine him in that Osaka valentine's promo poster)

"What are you looking at," he will snarkily ask you.

"You trying to steal the spotlight or something?" you raise your eyebrows at him (though you're also so surprised he would look this amazing <3 you love it ofc)

"Nope, you asked me to. Now I'm here, why are you mad?!" he will say, annoyed. But his face is blushing because he's too shy to show up like that.

People will be SO BAMBOOZLED AT THIS PRETTY MAN

Everyone will think that they have never seen a man this pretty at school how come someone like him is at prom night?

CAN BE THE PROM KING, ikyk guys

When he wins and is called to the stage he is a blushing mess.

He is too shy to ask you to dance but will ask you anyway.

It is actually near the night’s end and he hasn’t asked you to dance yet. You’re not mad. No. Just a bit frustrated.

You're waiting all night for the part where you got to dance on the dance floor. You know Baji's a bit shy and all, but you still wanted to have a slow dance with him.

But when it's nearly at that portion, he received a call.

"Hey y/n, it's Mikey," he said slowly and carefully.

"Yeah?" you replied, asking him innocently.

"He--" he's struggling with his words.

"He--"

"Well.. Do you mind if I go out for a while he really needs my help and I--" Baji started rambling about how he needs to help Mikey and then you stop him.

"Kei," you called his name, firm and you took a deep breath.

"It's alright," you said with a small smile, although you can feel your heart break a little that he's suddenly leaving, you know how important Mikey is to him and you know Mikey will do the same.

You started yourself again "Kei, it's alright," you said more assuringly this time.

"But y/n--" he said squeezing your hands into his.

You looked at him in the eye and said "Just don't forget about me, 'kay?"

"Yeah, yeah, I won't, I won't. I promise," he said before trapping you into a tight hug.

"I'll be right back before the whole thing ends!," he said looking back at you as he jogs towards the exit.

Or so you thought

It's already 11:20 pm and he's not yet back at the venue. The event officially ends at 11:30 pm and there are just a few people left including you -- sitting on your seat, scrolling through your phone, waiting for Baji to finally tell you he's on his way back.

Shit.

It's already 11:35 pm, when Baji's started rushing back to the venue hoping you're still there.

When he's alighted from his Goki, he ran and hurriedly went inside just to see you in the lobby, palm to your chin and eyes lost looking through the glass wall.

"Y/n," he said, panting and hands to his knees.

"Oh Kei you're--" without any word he grabs you by the hand and leads you outside, handing you his spare helmet.

"What? Where? Huh?" you continue to rain your questions to him but you follow what he asks you to do anyway.

"Let's go," he said and proceeded to start his bike.

While on his ride, you can feel the wind gust through your face and it's a bit chilly, but keeping your arms around his waist is enough to keep you warm.

Although you have no idea where this could lead, you just enjoyed his company and the moment where you can be so close to him.

"Hey, Kei," you said, your words a bit muffled with the wind running against you.

"Yeah?" he said eyes fixated on the road, and his hair dancing with the wind.

"Where are we going?" you finally ask him, lifting your head up and gazing at the side of his face.

"You'll see," he said with a smile on his face.

After a few more minutes, you've finally stopped at your destination.

"Musashi Shrine?" you asked when you've finally take a look at your surroundings.

"You have a meeting this late?" You try to clarify but he's just reached his hands to you as he started to go up the stairs.

"Nah. Just come with me," he said, flashing you his brightest smile.

When you have arrived in from of the shrine, you can see a few lanterns and candles lit illuminating the area.

"Kei? What's going on?" you asked him, scanning your eyes around.

"You like it?" he asked as he stood behind you, chin on top of your head, his arms wrapped around your waist.

You were speechless and all you could do was to turn your head around and look at him.

He looks into your eyes with a soft gaze and gave a small sigh.

"Yeah, I'm sorry. I shouldn't have ditched my date like that and ask Chifuyu to prepare something stupid like this,"

"Y-you ask 'Fuyu?" you said, finding his words unbelievable.

"Yeah. I kinda figured out I couldn't make it back in time to you so.." you can feel his grip tightening, feeling his guilt from what he did.

"I-it's alright, I understand," you responded.

"Y/n," he called you.

You felt him loosen his touch, and turned you around to him, placing a soft kiss on the corner of your lips and pulled away.

"I love you," he said, eyes sparkling under the moonlight.

chifuyu matsuno

He would love to go to the prom! He thinks it's some way to bond and whatnot so he would love to attend with you!

Though he wouldn't do much to change his appearance, his hair will still be on an undercut and a piercing on his left ear, he looks all cute and handsome in that suit and tie! (Remember that one future Takemichi hopped into and timeskip, chifuyu was there? yeah that but make him younger)

TAKES A LOOOT OF PHOTOS. As in A LOT. When he gets to your house to pick you up? Photos. When you guys got to the venue? Photos. You guys sitting together at the table while the program goes on? Photos. You eating beside him at the dinner table? Photos. You came across some friends? Photos. (He can practically make a photo album after the event)

He will be the one to initiate to dance! He'd love to vibe at those not-so-slow dance songs! He'd be all goofy and dancey and just gave fun with you on the dance floor! He wouldn't mind the others, he just wants to feel all giddy with you!

"Come on! Move it y/n!" he will call you, all smiles, pulling you to the dance floor.

"B-but," you say hesitantly as he leads you there.

"Don't worry about them, I got you," he says, squeezing your hand a bit before giving you a reassuring smile.

Although you enjoyed dancing with him, you kinda felt disappointed when he led you back at the table when the slow songs were playing. Even if you enjoyed earlier, you still wanted to slow dance with him.

So when you saw him waiting for you outside the powder room, you were surprised.

"Oh, 'Fuyu.." you said with a melancholic voice, straightening your gown as you move towards him.

"What are you doing here?" you continue to ask.

"I've been waiting for you. Come with me!" and without any word, he held you by the wrist and started walking,

"H-hey!", you said a bit struggling to follow him in your heels, "Wait a minute! Where are we--" you suddenly stopped when you saw where he led you.

"Tada!" he said, full of enthusiasm.

"I found this balcony while I was looking for the restroom, and I saw how pretty the moon looks like tonight, so I wanted to dance with you here," he says eyes sparkling under the moonlight.

You just look at him, surprised at his words.

"What? You thought I'd let down the brightest star tonight?" one hand on your waist, one hand on your shoulder.

You both know you'd dance the night away.

mitsuya takashi

He will definitely go! He thinks that prom is a vital part of high school soo he would definitely want to go for the experience!

Also, he wants to see people dressed in nice suits and dresses and all that pretty prom aesthetic.

When he picks you up at home, he will definitely look for a car to use as not to ruin your look. When he sees you he will definitely complement how you look like and your chosen dress perfectly frames your body.

He would definitely craft his own suit and tie and anyone who sees him will have their jaw dropped. You included.

What he wears will include intricate embroidery, which he worked on for weeks. He emanates this designer vibe when he enters the venue looking so sleek and classy. Everyone just swooned for him in that instant. He's like a god gracing everyone's presence.

He will be very gentlemanly when he’s interacting with you the whole night.

He will open the doors for you, assist you when sitting down, holds your hand when walking, make sure your clothes don’t get stepped, etc., etc.

It has been a good night and everything has been going well, but when it was reaching the peak of the night Mitsuya suddenly got a call from his mom.

It was Luna. She was sent to the hospital because she caught a high fever she needed to be hospitalized for the night and no one will look after Mana so he had to go home.

“Y/n,” he says softly, caressing the back of your hand with his thumb.

“I’m sorry but I have to—,” you cut him off before he can even conclude his sentence.

“It’s all good!” You said, waving two hands in front of him “don’t worry. Just take me with you, will you?” You said, flashing him a warm smile.

“B-but, y/n…” he says, a worried look on his fave appeared due to your sudden offer.

“What? Let’s go home now ‘Tsuya, I’m pretty sure Mana’s gonna get lonely alone,” you pout.

You gripped on his wrist and proactively leas him outside as you both proceed to a car to go straight to his home.

When you got home, Mitsuya immediately checked on his little sister and went to her room.

“She’s sound asleep,” he said as he walks out of his sister’s room.

“Yeah? That’s good. I’m sure she’ll worry about Luna if she knew she’s gone,” you trail off as you scroll through your phone in the living room.

“Hey, y/n,” Mitsuya suddenly called you.

“Hm?” You hum in response.

“Can you look after Mana inside the room for a while I’ll just get something,” he said.

“Oh, yeah sure,” you say, straightening your dress as you walk inside the girl’s room.

“Be right back in a while,”

You didn’t mind that Mitsuya asked you to look after his sister because you’ve always helped him out at home whenever you can. So you did, just like you always do.

After about half an hour you suddenly heard the door open.

“Y/n, can you come here for a second?” Mitsuya asks.

“Yeah sure. Hold on,”

And just as when he leads you to the living room, he has set up several candles, he’s adjusted the lights and slow soft music was playing in the background.

“‘Tsuya..” you said, surprised by his gesture.

He didn’t say anything back, but he gently grabbed you by the waist and put another hand over your shoulder, and started swaying with you.

You didn’t say anything to him, but you leaned your head to his chest.

"Sorry you have to put up with this," he said as you dance together

You only hum in response to assure him that it didn't bother you.

"I don't mind being anywhere as long as I'm with you," you said, smiling against his chest,

"I thought so," he chuckles.

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Thanks for the pea ☺️💙 im so sad I haven’t listen to any music for a week now because I can’t make my mind focus at two things at a time now that uni is starting 🙃 I hope you guys love this!

1. Parachute - Matthew Koma

2. Bright - Echosmith

3. Enchanted - Taylor Swift

4. Wham Bam Shang-A-Lang - Silver

5. Rare - Waterparks

6. Doron - King Gnu

7. Staring at the Sun - Post Malone

8. Daisy - Stereo Dive Foundation

9. Under Pressure - Queen

10. Pure Gold - half.alive

The vibe of this playlist is so crazy (weird?) 😝

I hope you don’t mind the tag! (I’m sorry 🥺)💗

@hanabihwa @tomanjxro @rantess

🎶Music Shuffle Tag🎶

You can usually tell a lot about a person by the type of music they listen to. Put your favorite playlist on shuffle and list the first ten songs and tag ten people whoever you want! No skipping!

Ooh, seems fun nonnie!thanks!

1. Archilles Come Down - Gang Of Youths

2. Be Nice To Me - The Front Bottoms

3. Bad Idea! - GIR

4. Watamote Ending

5. ゆめみてたのあたし- Daoko

6. Jealous - Eyedress

7. This Too Shall Pass - Danny Schmidt

8. Take Me To Church - Hozier

9. Hold On - Chord Street

10. Baby Don’t Cut

Tagging: @legendarytreasurerhighway @mourningmad @pekowithabat @paigeyintheclouds @shsl-shuichi-simp @takas-house-of-ivy @twisted-lies @the-local-manga-library @ultimatemoralcompasss @zhuology

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[TOKYO REVENGERS BLURAY & DVD VOLUME 1 SPECIAL BOOKLET ENGLISH TRANSLATION ]

Here’s the Kazutora and Baji backstory that’s only featured on the 1st Bluray DVD of Tokyo Revengers! The title of this chapter is The Wounded Tiger . Please check out @KINGMANJIRO on twitter to view all the scanlated pages! 🖤

Link below will direct you to the tweet!

https://twitter.com/kingmanjiro/status/1439307887252148224?s=21

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any chifuyu boyfie headcannons mwahhaah

[ CHIFUYU MATSUNO BOYFRIEND HCs! ] HCs ft. Chifuyu Matsuno a/n: I hope this is cute enough :'))i'm sorry of my hcs are way too long? idk how to do this kjsasjkdj but yeah I hope we enjoy some chifuyu fluff today <33 ilysm my sparkles ✨✨ this one's for you nat!@hanabihwa taglist: OPEN CLICK HERE TO BE PART OF MY TAGLIST <3 p.s: feel free to drop by my ask box and request if you have any ideas!

Will pick you up home! If you guys have classes, he will religiously be there at your doorstep (or your parents will let him in <3) waiting for you to get ready, every single day.

Expect him to always patiently wait for you no matter how long it takes for you to prepare yourself for school. He'll be just there sitting quietly, fiddling at his phone (or reading something), waiting for you to finally show up!

When you finally finish, he will greet you with a soft kiss on the temple mumbling "good morning".

Will watch over you on public transpo! He will be the type to be very wary of public transportations.

He makes sure you go first into the train (or bus) before he does, so you don't get caught up if the door closes. He will make sure to give a seat to you first, then stand somewhere close to you to make sure you're okay! He will keep an eye on people getting too close to you, if he sees one eliciting malicious intents he won't think twice to slug them :P

He's the type to keep an arm on your back or on your waist to guard you against others. He feels like you, being close to him, is a way to make you feel safe and assured that he's got you no matter what.

He'll spend time with you at school! He will make sure that he gets as much time with you even at school!

You'll probably sit together if it's allowed! If not, he'll check up on you from time to time and flash you wide smiles whenever you meet his gaze.

Will share his music with you! During break times or lunchtime, you guys just casually sit anywhere comfortable and plug those earphones in to play some music. If you like his playlist, you'll vibe so hard with all that silly gestures matching the song. If you like something different from what he listens to, you guys always compromise and make a playlist of what you both like exchanging "wow this is good," and "oh my god im falling in love with this".

He will be your main support! He'll be there for you all time.

If you get something good at school, whether academics or extra-curricular, he'll be your number 1 fan and be all out in being on being proud of you.

If you're nervous and overwhelmed, he'll help you relax, take a break, and tell you that "you've got this" while planting a kiss on your forehead.

If it's any problem, he'll be all ears to you. He'll be a healthy listener, letting you vent out your frustrations. He won't say much but he'll remind you to take things one at a time, and then he ruffles your hair you help you loosen up a bit.

He will share things with you!

One thing that he loves the most to share with you is his jackets and sweaters! It's just a piece of clothing but he likes seeing you in it as if it's another way to declare your love for each other <3 (he may be a bit bashful when you borrow it explicitly in front of others but he takes pride in it :)) ) he will also sling it over your shoulder when he notices you're cold and the warmth that will suddenly envelop you is a pleasant surprise <3

Peyoung of course!! He'll share with you his peyoung because it has become a love language to him to share it with people who are important to him. He wouldn't mind if you'll take more than half :P If you're busy while you're eating the noodles, he won't let you skip your turn and will probably feed you while you're studying or reading or whatever.

He will take care of you when you're sick! If you call him up and say that you're missing school today, right after the dismissal he'll be at your house with a bag of medicines and goodies to help you feel alright!

He'll even bring a freshly washed hoodie or sweater and offer it to you <3

He'll be attentive to check your temperature from time to time, make sure you're taking your medicine on schedule so you heal faster :))

He'll take the initiative to change the ice bag that you're using so cool down your temperature.

He'll also take charge of using a damp cloth and softly press in onto your face and arms to help ease your body temperature.

He'll also feed you if you're too weak to do it (he is a blushing mess, yes i know) and help you drink from the water glass.

If your parents are already home, he will bid goodbye and kiss the top of your forehead telling you to rest well and he'll be back tomorrow :)))

Fun dates and lazy dates! You'll have a fair share of dates going outside, and dates where you just lounge around.

He'll take you to a theme park where you'll try all different kinds of rides --LIKE EVERYTHING. You want to be in the fancy spinning teacup? You want to be in anchor's away? . You want to try that extreme rollercoaster? You just want to be at peace in the Ferris wheel? He'll get on at whatever you want because he's an adventurous little baby :< and he wants to have so much fun with you!

You'll also try all of those theme park snacks and get a little messy with it! Poking his nose with ice cream on your finger or smudging his face with that whipped cream on your dessert. Yeah, and you'll run around the place like two little children playing tag. He'll be merciless when he catches you and make sure to put the same amount of whatever in your face. But he will pepper you with kisses after <33 (it's worth it :P)

Lazy dates will be at home! Him just reading his comics while he lays on your lap while you're just scrolling with your phone, or you're just playing with his hair. Sometimes Peke J is also there with you, and you leave enough space for him so he can cuddle with either of you.

It can also be a movie date at home with you just cuddling or cooped up on a couch with a bowl of popcorn in front of you. You guys are always close to each other just in case some jump scares comes up!

Study date at home can also be your thing <3 Just the two of you slumped on his bedroom floor, eyes fixated on math and physics problems. He'll get snacks from time to time and share them with you. If you guys get tired of studying you just lie beside each other on his bed for a quick break. Or he will take his phone out and watch silly videos with you!

He'd love it if you get acquainted with the people who matter to him!

Expect that he'll make you meet Baji and Takemicchi!! Of course, since those boys love Chifuyu, they'd definitely be excited to meet you!

You would definitely go to a cat cafe or a dog cafe with Chifuyu and Baji! You guys will spend your day there petting the little critters are you guys share a lot of stories with one another!

Baji will definitely say some embarrassing things about Chifuyu and you just both laugh at the blushing Chifuyu with a pet on his lap.

You and Baji could tag-team to annoy this baby :(( he will be all pouty and tell you to go have fun with Baji instead :< of course, you would hug him from behind and whisper sweet nothings to make him feel alright (works all the time though :>)

You think of Baji as an older brother to rely on, and Chifuyu's heart just bursts from that thought (two people he loves the most are getting along so well)

You guys will definitely go on a double date with Takemicchi and Hina!

It could be a theme park too! On a mall! Shopping somewhere! Staying in a fun cafe or in an arcade!

Hina and Takemicchi are nice people so you guys will get along so well! You'll lose track of time talking about all kinds of stuff over a lunch date or a dinner date.

You'll love the couple so you'd ask Chifuyu to hang out with them more often <3

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title: puddle of giggles (one shot)

pairing: baji x gn!reader

genre: fluff!

request: baji with a gn s/o who finds out he’s super ticklish. He acts all tough and mighty but he's a laughing mess when he gets tickled.

a/n: thank you @daweebya for this first ask I have ever received <33 I hope you like it

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"Get out of here Kei!" you say with two hands struggling to push the door of your bathroom, keeping out the eager Baji off of your face.

"What? Didn't you say you wanted me to come over? Now you want me gone?" he says trying to stifle his laughs as he tries to get to you.

"This is no fair you dummy!!" you shouted back at him grabbing anything that can make you lock the bathroom door.

"I wanted you here to have fun with me! Not to tickle the hell out of me!!" you protest to your boyfriend who is trying to grab your arms from the other side.

And just like that, he was able to open the door wide and enclosed you in an embrace, your back flat on his chest, and your arms intertwined together.

"Aren't we having fun though?" he says as he pecks on your cheeks and kisses the top of your head.

You turned around and wrapped your arms around his waist as you look up at him.

"No fair Kei," you said with a pout. "You've been chasing me around this house for the past 30 minutes and all you do is tickle me to death!"

"Woah, not my fault that you look all cute looking like a giggling mess when I touch your waist" he said nonchalantly.

"I hate you," you slapped his chest.

"Nah. You love me," he said as he bopped the tip of your nose.

"Oho, I love you a'right, but you better prepare yourself Mr. Baji when we reach the day that I can get back at you," you teased.

"Try your best then," he smirks.

For the following days, all you've tried to do is to find his ticklish spot.

You tried catching him off guard and surprising him by poking a finger on either side of his waists to see if it would work -- nope it did not. He only got back at you and you ended up being the one who can't stop cry-laughing.

You even tried to sneak tickles into his armpits when he was cuddling you the other day while you're watching a movie and he did not even flinch a bit. He even called you out and he thought you were distracting him from watching.

You even offered to massage him to see if he's ticklish on the palms, the feet, and even the back of his knees! But to no avail you only tired yourself while he relaxes his stiff body to your touch.

What the fuck. This is impossible.

After a week of trying all kinds of techniques you've tried you are giving up. Honestly, you think that you could not put more effort that this and started to think of ways to just dodge him when he tries to tickle you.

Just like some of your afternoons, Baji was laying on your lap as plays some new game Mikey's told him to. He seems to enjoy it and he was so engrossed by how cool the characters are, while you just mindlessly play with his hair.

Your fingers combing through his hair, locks of luscious black hair engulfing your slender fingers within --and then you had an idea.

Slowly, you tried to part his hair into two and started to make several locks to braid his long hair. You haven't tried this before as you've loved to see his hair down and flowing. But as you start to move from the top of his head, then closing in to the nape your fingers start to graze over his neck and then he flinched.

"What are you doing?!" he immediately pulled his head and asks defensively.

"H-huh?" you ask, fingers still entwined at the loosened bunch of braids.

"Uh, no. Nevermind," he said under his breath, looking back to his phone again.

"O-oh," and that's when it clicks to you, you've hit the jackpot.

As soon as you've learned this, you have wasted no time and immediately moved closer to him

"Kei," you called him softly.

"Hm?" he only hummed in response, completely focused in his game.

And that's when you moved right beside him, sitting on the floor, one hand snaking up his chest, then into his jaw and then --

crash!

"What the fuck babe?!" he was mortified, and scared at the same time and you can see the panic in his eyes forgetting that he had thrown his phone from his surprise.

"looks like it's my time to shine now," you snicker at him and gave him a mischievous look.

As if on cue, he immediately stood up and started to back away from you not tearing his gaze from your evilish smile.

"Time to run Kei!" you teased him and you chase after him in his own home, going in room after room.

As lady luck smiles upon you, Baji trips on the wire of the fan that's been set up on the living room. The thud that signaled his demise, meant fortune for you.

Now that he's lying on the living room, you straddled on his back and started to move your fingers slowly grazing the back of his neck.

At first you thought you've been mistaken that this was his ticklish spot, but after a few more strokes you've heard stifled laughs that turned into a harsh cry-laughing when Baji finally, finally gave in to your tickling.

"Babe please!" he said in between laughs "My stomach hurts so much from this,"

"But I said the same the other day too didn't I?" you started to tickle him more than before.

"Yeah yeah I know!" he said now with tears forming in his eyes and laughs still uncontrollable and catching his breath.

"But that didn't stop you didn't it? Now perish!" you teased him and declared that this war is not going to stop anytime soon.

This went on and went for a good ten minutes with you tickling him, and him laughing himself to death, mind confused on whether to cry or to laugh from the tickles that's making his nerves crazy.

Even if he protest under your tickles, you can see his face --blush dusting his cheeks with red, his eyes forming thin arcs, and you can see his fangs peeking from the side of his mouth.

He looked blissful looking being engulfed in a puddle of giggles.

When he got the chance, he flipped over that caused you to tumble beside him.

"Gotcha!" he says and he pinched your cheeks a bit too hard.

"Hey! That hurts" you slap his hand away and rubbed your cheeks.

"That's what you get for messing with me," he ruffled your hair.

"Well, not my fault you looked better when you're a laughing mess like that," you told him knowingly he said something similar to you too.

"Yeah, yeah. Whatever," he rolled his eyes, but he pulled you head closer to plant a chaste kiss on your forehead.

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THIS IS FINALLY OUT!

Tokyo Revengers EP02 is out and we can finally hear the full version of the character songs of Baji, Chifuyu, Mitsuya and Kazutora! 🖤

Click on this link below to be redirected to their spotify playlist! 🖤 have fun my sparkles ✨

TOKYO REVENGERS EP02

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[ BEING CLASSMATES / SCHOOLMATES WITH THE TR BOYS! ]

HCs ft. Baji, Chifuyu, Mitsuya

a/n: I just imagined being classmates with the boys because I miss going to an actual school :(( anyway relationship here is just platonic or whatever you think it may be ksajdhaks. My type of writing in headcanons will be more lax and just chill compared to full-blown fics :)) have fun my little sparkles ✨✨

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[ How they greet you in the morning: ]

baji keisuke

Pats your head. This guy will def show his affection to you through the small stuff like like head pats, little back rubs, and a squeeze on a shoulder when he sees you! You guys will definitely see each other at school because he’s late and you’re early OR you will wait for him at the apartment complex and drag his ass out of bed OR the both of you will meet on the way to school running before the bell rings with your to-go breakfast.

chifuyu matsuno

Hugs. I believe that Chifuyu is a softie who will give you side hugs when he sees you! He loves making small intimate contact like that, prob given with how long you have known each other. If you’re an early riser then both of you will def go to school together (you guys can drag Baji too), if you’re a late riser he’ll def drop by your house to wait for you to get ready (he wouldn't mind if you're gonna be late as long as you go at the same time!).

mitsuya takashi

I believe Mitsuya can be a mix of how Chifuyu or Baji will greet you. He can either give you a side hug OR can give you head pats or ruffle your hair. This man is definitely ALWAYS ON TIME for school so he will definitely drop by your house early so you can go together and not be late OR you will get accustomed to his schedule that you get used to waking up early like a routine.

[ How they spend class time with you: ]

baji keisuke

He wants to sit somewhere near the back. He doesn’t like attracting too much attention to him so he wants to be in a lowkey place in the class (that is if you guys aren’t arranged alphabetically).

If you are seated near him, he will definitely fiddle with whatever stuff is on your desk — your pencil case, the keychains on your bag — he will even open random things in your bag ( like your hygiene kit!) he will shove it back if feels like he should not have picked it up and you can see his flustered face :)

If you are seated away from him, he will definitely find a way to get your attention (cue flying small paper that he flicks to target your head or the back of your arm) you will definitely give him death glares but he just grins at you playfully.

He will ask you from time to time what time is it or ask stuff about the class when there’s an upcoming test. He can be annoying at times because he doesn’t listen in class and will ask you truck load of inquiries later on — but what can you do. You love the man 😩

chifuyu matsuno

He likes to sit somewhere at the back like Baji or somewhere near the window, but if you’re all free to choose your seats, he will def sit near you!

If he sits near you, he will constantly chat you about anything! The new comic he’s reading, something stupid he did with baji or takemichi, a new stray cat on the apartment complex —ANYTHING. The teachers will definitely give you a threatening look by the 3rd time they’d caught Chifuyu talking to you. You will nudge him and give him a mad look for looping you into the teacher’s attention.

If he sits far from you he will pass you some jokes or some notes he has written in a small piece of paper! If phones are allowed he will spam you with memes. FOR SURE. Some of them are really funny ngl, so there are times where you unexpectedly chuckle in the room and a classmates will turn their heads to you (lucky if the teacher did not notice!)

mitsuya takashi

Mitsuya is fine seating anywhere! Even if it’s alphabetically arranged he’ll definitely sticky by that.

If he sits near you expect him to pay attention to the class the whole time. I cannot stress enough how responsible this man is 😩 so unlike fuyu and baji there won’t be a lot of interruptions and interactions with him.

Unless he feels like you’re having a hard time or he feels like you’re distressed and not feeling better, that’s the only time he will talk as much to you. He will check up on you from time to time to make sure you’re alright, and if you’re not, he will definitely be the one to call the teachers attention and volunteer to bring you to the infirmary.

His bag is like doraemon's or dora's bag because they have almost everything you need. Hungry? he has a small snack you can eat without getting into trouble. Thirsty? he'll prob have a tumbler in his bag filled with cold water. Feeling sick? he's got some meds in his bag. Paper cut? He's got bandaids and he'll make you choose over a plain one or a cutesy one (usually he keeps it for luna and mana <3) Got your uniform stained? he's got a small bottle of hydrogen peroxide :D

[ Spending lunch time with them: ]

baji keisuke

to the rooftop! I believe that he's the type to drag you to the rooftop. Not that he doesn't like people, he just wants the cool air up there! plus there are high chances that stray cats stay there so he can pet them while eating lunch.

You guys will probably talk about random things as you eat your lunch. If you're a talkative one he will probably love exchanging stories with you! If you're not the type to talk too much he will gladly share his stories with you AND if you do share he will listen to them intently!

He will share his food with you! No doubt about that. His mother probably prepares a lot for him so he can share some with you. Or his mom deliberately asked him to give it to you.

chifuyu matsuno

to the school grounds! I can picture fuyu loving the breeze under the big trees at school! He loves a peaceful surrounding while eating his lunch. Also like baji, there is a high chance that he can interact with cats or even dogs on the grounds if there are some!

do something leisurely with you! while eating you guys will watch some videos on his device like random stuff on youtube like cooking, anime, movie, etc. You guys can also share music on his phone! Either he'll put up a portable speaker or just use the earphones and you just listen to music peacefully!

will steal your food! he will probably sneak and grab some food off your lunchbox!! you wouldn't mind though because you'd do the same sjdhaskj you're just close like that and if you have a food that the other probably likes, you'd share it with them willingly.

mitsuya takashi

in the classroom! you guys will stay in the classroom and adjust the tables to craft something long enough that can cater to your lunchboxes (and so you can eat lunch facing each other!) the classroom is not that full during breaks so it's just the right type of chill for him!

do handicrafts! if there's something he would do during lunch it could be one of his handicraft projects -- the small stuff he's sewing that can be done by hand a purse, a scarf, mittens! he can teach you if you like! but if not you can just watch him and have a conversation! He would also love to listen to music while he eats lunch with you!

will give you food! Slight difference from baji is that it is him who made the food and he will probably share it with you especially if you like it OR he thinks that you're not eating enough or your food is not healthy enough. Expect him to cook a variety of food you can enjoy -- even small treats like cookies and cupcakes <3

[ Going home with them: ]

baji keisuke

will wait for you! If you guys are classmates he will wait for you to finish fixing your bag and leave together, if not he will definitely go to your classroom and make some not so subtle peeks in the classroom door if you're taking too long to get out. -- you will get annoyed with how impatient he is being (scaring some classmates that you're still talking with)

will send you home! if you guys live near the same area he will send you home before he go to his and will probably bid goodbye the same way he's greeted you in the morning. If you guys live far apart he will make sure to walk with you until the station you need to be in and wait for you to safely ride in before -- but not without giving a death glare to the others so they don't mess with you.

chifuyu matsuno

will wait for you! If you guys are classmates he will wait for you to finish fixing your bag and leave together, if not he will barge into your classroom and chat you while you fix your own things or just sit near your desk while you finish your business with other classmates. But will send subtle looks that he is definitely waiting for you (like a soft baby he is :< )

will send you home! if you guys live near the same area he will send you home before he go to his and will probably bid goodbye the same way he's greeted you in the morning. If you guys live far apart he will send you to the station where you'll take a ride and he will tell you to take care and watch the bus or train or whatever to be out of sight before he continues on his own way home.

mitsuya takashi

will wait for you! If you guys are classmates he will wait for you to finish fixing your bag and leave together, if not he patiently wait outside with his headphones on and will ask you how your class was after he sees you coming out of the front door!

will send you home! if you guys live near the same area he will send you home before he go to his and will probably bid goodbye the same way he's greeted you in the morning. If you guys live far apart he will send you to the station where you will catch your ride home and he will remind you to update him from time to time so he knows you're home safe :))

a/n: hmu for a part 2!!

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title: out of my mind (part 9 / final chapter)

characters: baji x reader, toman peeps 🤍

prompt: you don’t know if you should tell baji you like him because is he even interested in other people?

summary: here's what baji did after what happened between the two of you on the rooftop!

a/n: hello everyone! before uni officially tie me to its depths I give you the last part of this series! this is a bit longer than the rest! I kinda want to split it into two parts but I guess this is better :) AGAIN AGAIN AGAIN THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR SUPPORTING ME ALL THE WAY <33 I would not be able to write this much without your support! I appreciate all your kind words, your likes, and reblogs! It makes me very very happy that I can give out some content that you guys enjoy! I hope that you would love this one! I really really poured out my heart into this and I've thought and mapped this out again and again before I publish this final version. have fun reading lovelies! ily all <3

Series list: Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5, Part 6, Part 7, Part 8

You wiped your hands off your handkerchief and folded the damp side in, before having a last look on your reddened-face in the mirror. Slowly, you search for your phone that's kept inside the right pocket of your cardigan.

Pres: Hey y/n! Think you can pick up the pamphlets and flyers we’ve pre-ordered for the festival? They’re ready for pick up, the store manager just messaged me.

Y/n: Oh yeah sure! Just message me the location. I’ll be there!

And just like that, you had the excuse to have a time alone. You can finally put down the facade of being okay on the outside. Hopefully you can recuperate this time.

Lucky. You thought.

“Baji-san! Where are you going?” Chifuyu shouts as he asks the captain who instinctively stood up and came marching towards the door.

“Ya said it didn’t you? Ya asked me if I knew what went wrong, and I know exactly what did went wrong,” Baji said, not stopping on his tracks as he fishes out for his phone in his pocket.

“Yeah and?” the exhausted blonde asks between breaths, continuing to follow Baji’s brisk walking.

“And I’m going to fix it,” Baji says with eyes full of intent, only taking a halt to look at his vice-captain one last time before running towards the stairs to the 4th floor.

He couldn’t miss this chance again.

Just as when you were about to leave the front building of your school, you saw that the sky is getting dimmer. Good thing you’ve always kept an umbrella inside your locker.

Y/n: Kennyyyy, please tell Mikey I’m going out right now to pickup the pamphlets and flyers for the festival. I also texted him but you know he doesn’t check his phone so often. Please wait for me at school before going home!! <33

🐉 Ken: Wait for us. We’ll go with u.

Y/n: Don’t bother! Am already out! And I think it will be just a few piles of paper!

🐉 Ken: Take my bike. Or Mikey’s.

Y/n: It’s alright! I’ll just take the bus to and fro!! It’s not that far :))

🐉 Ken: Okay if you say so. Update us ‘kay?

Y/n: Will do! I’ll be just around the 3rd district! See ya later! 💛

You took the bus going to the 3rd district to pick up some of the promo materials for the festival just as instructed. It shouldn’t have been a difficult task —no. You’re just supposed to ride a bus, get the goods, hop back on the bus and finish your duties for that day.

But the afternoon sky says different.

“What'dya mean she’s not here?!” A frustrated Baji slams the council table upon learning that you are in fact not in there.

Fuck. Did I lose her again?

“Um, well,” one of the trembling council members try to reply to an obviously infuriated student.

“Well, she’s on duty right now for festival prep an—,” Baji cuts off the officer.

“Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, I know,” he rakes his fingers through his hair.

“Then where the fuck is she?!” He says, desperate and frustrated at himself.

“She went out to fetch the promo materials by the third district for—,” Baji didn’t even let the officer finish, he just immediately thanked her and left the room without another word.

Once again, he took out his phone and dialed a number.

Hello Mikey?

Yeah. It’s Baji.

Oh what’s up Baji?

"Baji huh? What’s he up to?" Draken says from the other line.

Oh good Draken’s there.

Yeah, Ken-chin’s with me. You need anything?

Yeah. I need help.

Ya know where y/n is? Council said she went to the 3rd district for some festival duty shit.

Oh I don’t know she did. Hold on.

"Ken-chiinnnn, you know where y/n is? Baji’s looking for her," Mikey shouts over at Draken

"Yeah, yeah, hand me the phone"

Hey Baji, y/n went to the 3rd district for some council duties.

Yeah, yeah but do you know where?

She didn’t tell me. She said it’ll be just some quick work and she’ll be back right after. Call her if you want. Or wait here, she said she’ll join us after her duties.

Ah fuck. A’right, a’right. Thanks Draken.

But deep inside he knows full well that this can’t wait.

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The bus ride to the 3rd district only takes up about 20 minutes. You’ve been there waaaay too many times to know just how long it should take for you to get there. However when light rain started to pour, the road got wet and slippery and so all vehicles must reduce their speed.

3:14 pm — classes will end in a while, but a lot will probably stay for festival preparation.

You checked your phone to see if any new messages came in, and you saw the president’s instructions about the location of the shop.

“Huh, this shouldn’t be too hard to find,” you said to yourself and proceeded to plug in tour earphones and played some music.

The rain might take a while, and your ride must be longer this time. You didn’t mind though, you needed to take off some time anyway.

As far away from him as possible.

3:27 pm — just a few minutes and the bell will ring any time soon to signal dismissal.

Baji keeps on shifting on his feet, and tapping them on the floor as he sits in front of his locker, back against the cold metal, ready to storm off the place and chase after you.

As soon as the bell rings, he immediately walked through the building exit and didn’t mind the drizzle on his head.

With with hands combing his hair, and teeth clenching on his hair tie, he wasted no time running to the bus stop.

He knows that the bus station is just 2 blocks away from the school, he can make it dry enough to catch the earliest bus possible, right?

Wrong.

Water droplets start to stream in the ponytail he’s tied before. The rain is going on stronger and stronger as he walks. By the time he reached the bus stop, no bus was there but rather a clump of people trying to stay dry under the small shed.

With frustration all over his face, he bit his lip and searched his head for a way to get to you.

Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Looks like he’s running out of luck today.

Baji came back to a konbini he’s passed on his way there, and took out his phone that’s been luckily shielded under his pocket by his school blazer.

He punched your number in his keypad tapping on his shoes while he waits for you to answer, but his eyebrows just draw closer to each other every time he’s greeted back by failed phone call.

He called you thrice in a row now, and there is still no answer.

Onto his other pocket, he tried to reach out and fish whatever money he’s had with him just to get to you --a cab or a train or whatever that’s faster than his legs. But unfortunately lady luck has been in a deep slumber at that moment.

I have no other choice but to take the hard way don’t I?

And so, he wrings his soaked ponytail, grabbed the umbrella he borrowed from the store and started running to your direction.

3:32 pm — it took you more than 10 minutes later than expected, before you have arrived at the bus stop and the rain is relentlessly pouring.

You have prepared your umbrella before taking off the bus, but it can’t be helped that the gust of the wind through the droplets fall on your face and on your clothes.

By the time that you have arrived in the shop, blotches of water is already visible on your skirt and your blouse. Even a part of your socks are already a bit damp, and you eyeglasses has been foggy from how cold it has been outside.

Upon entering the shop, you closed your umbrella to leave it by one of the racks to prevent it from leaving droplets all over the floor. You wiped your face and your glasses, trying to look a bit more presentable before heading to the counter and collecting the pamphlets.

“Um excuse me?” You called to the man behind the register.

“I’m y/n-chan, and I’m looking for Yamada-san,” you spoke softly.

“Hm?” The man slowly turns to you and adjusts his glasses to see you better. “I’m Yamada, what can I do for you?”

“Oh, Yamada-san, my classmate by the name of Asano placed an order here about a few days ago, I came here to pick it up,” you said as you hand him the receipt as a proof of the ordered pamphlets and flyers the other day.

The man took a while reading all the contents of the receipt as he squint his eyes to see it better before heading back out to get the prints for you.

When he returned back, you immediately checked on the the pamphlets and flyers that are neatly stacked and covered in paper. It has always been your habit to double-check since it’s a waste of time to do things twice, especially in this kind of weather.

Unpacking the pile, you looked at the promos checking if the print quality is good and if the contents are correct. You’ve turned each print slowly, careful not to crumple nor fold them.

Upon the completion of checking the first batch, you’re almost halfway through, and all you have to ensure is that the flyers are of the same quality. However, upon opening the stack, you have found a completely different promo material endorsing a new okonomiyaki store that’s going to open a few blocks away.

Noticing the seemingly switch of prints, you start to approach Mr. Yamada and alerted him that he must have given you the wrong stack.

“Oh, is that so? But that’s the only pre-printed order that has been prepared for today,” he says with a worried look on his face.

“Can we just approach the store that must have gotten our orders instead?” You suggest to him with a soft smile, trying to hide the slight panic that’s creeping up on you for the possibility that you’d go back empty-handed.

“We can do that,” he said scratching his chin. “But you’d have to wait y/n-chan, I’ll still have to call all of the stores who have picked up their orders today, and with this rain, it’s impossible to safely transfer piles of paper,” he warns you.

“O-oh, is that so?” You said scratching the back of your neck. “That’s fine! I can just wait here,” you said back.

You need all the time away anyway, waiting here is not so bad.

4:11 pm — by the time Baji has arrived at the 3rd district he already looks like a mess.

His hair disheveled — black locks dangling in front of his forehead already soaked in water. His trousers and his blazer are mapped with water droplets everywhere, and his legs are about to give out --not that he minds though.

He tried to make another stop before locating you.

In a pet store he’s came across, he entered and started scanning the pets displayed from the glass wall and dialed your number on his phone.

Ring. Ring. Ring.

Ring. Ring. Ring.

Please pick up the phone. Please pick up the phone.

But there is no answer from the other line. All that’s Baji has heard so far was the operator telling him that the other line is busy or unattended for god knows how many times.

Goddammit.

4:13 pm — While you were waiting for the owner to contact the other customers, you tried your best to dry yourself inside the store. So you didn’t actually notice that you’ve been having tons and tons of missed calls.

You actually forgot to message your friends that you’re going back on a much later time, and that the rain today seems to be unforgiving. You’re so fixated in trying to get your mind off of what happened earlier that you convinced yourself that it is interesting enough to look throughout the store.

Magazines, newspapers, posters --you’re looking at all the samples and displays one by one. You started to get engulfed into inspecting them. Pictures after pictures, your favorite artist and idols are even featured in some one them. No wonder why you almost yelped when a special ringtone suddenly rang.

Just like you were pulled back into reality, you scurried to search for your phone that you’ve shoved in either of your pockets.

“Hello mom?” You asked nervously, she usually doesn’t call you all that much and you’re scared that she might be worried that you’re not home yet.

“Yeah I’m at the 3rd district. Why?”

“Draken told you?”

“Oh okay. I’m sorry mom. I’ll update them,”

“Yeah. I will.”

“You take care too,”

“Bye. Lov—,”

Your call was cut short when you noticed that your mom's line was suddenly cut off.

Your eyes wandered on the upper right corner on your phone only to see the signal fleeting. That must have been the cause why the call was suddenly dropped.

When you close your phone you were surprised by a ton of notifications reading almost over 30 missed calls from whoever.

Shit.

You know you have promised Draken and Mikey to be with them after class, they are now worried sick that the rain is this hard and you’re all alone.

You have to call them back.

But as just when you are about to dial their numbers, your phone rang and you mindlessly put the phone over your ear and hurried outside to catch some signal.

Despite the rain persisting, Baji is so desperate to see you right now. He didn’t come this far just to go back home and have another yet unresolved conflict with you.

Still damp from the rain and cold with the wind, Baji didn’t mind trudging the sidewalk to find that goddamned printshop.

Umbrella on one hand and phone in the other, he hadn’t stopped calling you the moment he’s left the pet shop.

Please pick up the phone.

Please pick up the phone.

Without minding his surroundings, he was just continuously walking reading all lit up signs, searching for the one that reads a printshop.

He doesn't care how hard the rain is pouring, he doesn't mind if he has to search for the entire district just to get to you.

He needs to see you.

Buried in his own thoughts of you, he suddenly ran into something.

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"Shit!" his phone flew a few steps away when something coming from his right suddenly hit him.

"Can you fucking look where you're going?!" he is mad, but he is also frustrated at the same time as he hurriedly chase after his phone.

"I swear, if I fucking lose her, then I don't know wh--" fear can be traced in his voice, and he suddenly turns his head to the roadblock he's hit earlier.

"B-baji.." you said, standing in front of the printshop, phone over one ear, and mouth agape.

You can hear your voices echo through the phone call.

Oh it's him.

Dropping his demeanor from the earlier interaction, you could swear that everything happened in the blink of an eye.

Your cold shoulders from the pouring rain is suddenly enveloped in a warm embrace, his arms wrapped around your torso as you rest your head on his chest.

His heart now beating like a drum, and you were suddenly pulled back into the night he sent you home. When your arms was around him, maybe this is the exact same thing he's felt when your chest was pressed against his back --holding on for your dear life.

Your eyes wide open, still processing everything that's happening. Just a few hours ago you left him alone in the rooftop because he doesn't feel the same way right? How did you end up like this?

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"I thought I'm gonna lose you," Baji says in a solemn voice, muffled as his lips press onto the top of your head.

"H-huh?" you spoke softly to him, but you cannot lie that you were caught off-guard by what he said.

You slowly backed a little to give some space between the two of you and you looked him in the eye, your face plastered with a confused look.

"What?" you asked again to make out something of the situation, and your voice is full of disbelief.

"I'm here to see you," Baji said without holding anything back.

"B-but.." you can feel your lips tremble unsure of what to feel.

"Y/n.." he stepped closer to you, and placed both hands in either one of your shoulders.

"Listen to me," Baji says looking directly at you, but you couldn't dare to meet his eyes. You let yours stick to the ground.

"But I said, you didn't have to say--"

And he cuts you off.

"No. Not this again. I came here to speak to ya. I'm not gonna go away with even a word left unsaid,"

You could feel that his grip is starting to put a pressure around your shoulders, but it wasn't meant to hurt you. It's as if he is trying desperately holding onto something that's slipping away.

You could feel that you're about to melt down any time soon, so you mustered up your courage to say the next few lines to him.

"No Baji. No. You do not have to look at me like a pity party. You do not owe me anything. Not even an explanation." you look at him with a sharp gaze to feign madness over frustration and confusion all at the same time.

"You don't--" you took a pause, and the words just came spilling out of your mouth

"What the fuck do you not get Baji Keisuke?!" you look at him as you grip your hair down.

"I loved you, okay?" your eyes now teary and your hand waving in a motion. "No, no, no, no, no, no. Scratch that. I still love you."

"But how many times do you want me to profess my goddamned love for you only for you to say nothing back!" you look intently at him as if begging for an answer.

There was a moment of silence between the two of you.

"I'm done, I'm through," you said at him, shaking your head and you turned your back on him.

"Not this again!" his whines as he stomped his feet on the puddle, was enough to make you look back at him.

"See? Y/n, I have been looking for ya the whole day. And why is it that every time I want to talk to ya it always ends up like this?! Ya say everything you want and I get to say nothin'!" he was looking at you with eyes wide, asking for you to listen to him .

"Oh?" you said sarcastically.

"Then what do you have to say for yourself then?" you provoked him but tears are already pricking your eyes.

He let out a sigh and started slowly.

"I'm sorry that I've always picked on ya, didn't know how to strike up a conversation,"

"I'm sorry I pretended not to hear what ya said when I gave you a ride home, I just can't think of words that could match yours,"

"I'm sorry if you think you've made a fool of yourself every time you've confessed to me,"

He took a moment to pause

"And I've heard each one of them, loud and clear"

You've felt your heart skip a beat.

"I--" Baji for nth time, searched and searched and searched for the right words to say.

In fact, he realized that he does not have to say a lot. He only needs a few words.

He gulped, took a deep breath, and made an unbreakable eye contact with you.

"I love you,"

And it was the moment you swear you're about to go out of your mind.

a/n: aaaand there you have it! that's the end of out of my mind! I'm sorry if you've felt that the end was just that. I felt that it's both a climax and a resolution kinda thing when i ended it like that soo sjdhasjkd. I'm thinking of making a bonus chapter after this if time permits <33 I HOPE YOU ENJOYED ALL OF THIS :) tysm for all the support and the love <33

taglist: @hanabihwa @q-the-rockaholic @prettysettersq @tsumusfattytuna @galaxyfruits

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Hiiiiii hru so I’m also a huge Baji simp & I was wondering if u could write a oneshot about Baji with a gn s/o who finds out he’s super duper ticklish?? Like he acts all tough but he he’s a puddle of helpless giggles when he tickled. Anywho have a great day I’d love to see it if it’s not a bother. Bye love!

Hellooo!! I AM ALSO ALL HEARTS FOR BAJI 😩 SO SAME 🥰 I will def add this to my list as the first ask I have received 🤍🤍 AA TYSM FOR READING THROUGH MY WORK! I have pending chapter for the series fic and another hc im currently drafting but i’ll write this soon! I’ll tag you when I do 🤍 tysm 🤍

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title: out of my mind (part 8)

characters: baji x reader, toman peeps 🤍

prompt: you don’t know if you should tell baji you like him because is he even interested in other people?

summary: here’s what baji decides to do after his talk with his friends!

a/n: hello everyone!! We’re getting near the end of this story. Whew! I’m super thankful that you guys continue to read my work 🥺 also i did have a lot of fun writing this part! It’s kinda long?? I felt that I was on a roll when I was doing this just a bunch of idea going here and there. Then voila! Here we have part 8! I hope I make you guys happy or make you day a little better with my updates 🥺 thanks for all the reblogs!! It makes my heart so so full when I think about that you guys think this is worth reblogging shhdjsbs ILY ALL SO SO MUCH. Even if we may be reaching the end of this series again TAGLIST IS OPEN FOR THIS FIC just dm me to be included

Series list: Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5, Part 6, Part 7, Part 9

Shit. Okay, I must do this.

These are the first words that popped into Baji’s mind the moment he opened his eyes and his vision hits the bulb above his bed. The sun’s not out yet, but he’s already wide awake.

Ever since he’s heard your confession from the other day, his thoughts are constantly in a mess, and to add to that, his friends are pushing him to an edge where he doesn’t know what will happen if he falls.

But he needs to talk to you.

So he starts his day in a routine that he’s never had before.

5:30 am flashes on the clock placed near his bed. He’d woken up even before his clock stars blaring again in a tone he hates that wakes him up every damn time it plays, he sleeps after he violently taps the alarm off though — but today was different.

He didn’t take too much time processing things after waking up and he immediately proceeded to fix his bed. Folding his blankets, fluffing the pillows, and neatly stacking them before the bed’s headboard.

He then walked towards the bathroom, brushed his teeth, went to shower, and wore his uniform. He set up the cat food by his window earlier, though there are no cats yet as the critters know their food comes after the sun had risen.

When he grabbed his bag and went out for breakfast, his mom was surprised that she did not need to shout thrice before Baji stands up and gets ready for school.

Today, he is out early, he said his greetings, ate quietly, thanked her for the meal, and left the apartment -- but not without giving his mom a kiss on the cheek and a wide grin before heading out.

He also didn’t stop by the second floor today, he thought he needed more time to prepare himself and talk to you this morning. You were never late, so he needs to be there first.

On the train station, he kept on fiddling with the wires of his earphones. He was listening to a playlist he’s made over a few years ago, but he couldn’t tell which song was playing because he got his mind running in laps thinking about what he should tell you.

Fuck.

Ironic how he wants to speak with you, but he doesn’t even know what he should say when he sees you — blood and flesh in front of him.

Before he reaches school, he passed by a small konbini and decided to drop by to get anything that he could give you that can help him get a head start for the conversation. Good thing he’s found strawberry milk near the counter and bought it before heading straight to school.

On the way there, he keeps on subtly looking left and right in the hopes of seeing you walking, and maybe he could start the conversation there too. But to no avail, no one in a champagne-tinted cardigan showed up that morning. That color always catches his eye because yours is just a bit more sparkly than the others.

When he's reached the floor of your classrooms, he made sure to walk a bit more slowly while passing by your classroom. Of course Draken and Mikey aren't in there yet, but it was also surprising that not a trace of you was there.

7: 08 am -- it is unusual that it's less than half an hour before classes start and you're still nowhere to be found.

Lost in his thoughts, Baji almost did not notice Chifuyu who has been sitting beside his desk for the past 5 minutes now just peacefully listening to music.

"Oh what the fuck. Ya scared me for a minute there!" Baji yelped as soon as he noticed Chifuyu who was drumming his desk, engulfed in whatever he's listening to.

"Huh?" Chifuyu asks as he removes one earphone to hear his friend better.

"Nothin. I just didn't notice you're here already," he said looking back at the window, overseeing the school's field.

"It's 'cause you're mind's elsewhere again Baji-san," he plainly states, scrolling back to his playlist.

"I really want to talk to her. I really do. But for some goddamn fucking reason I can't see her anywhere," Baji said glaring at the strawberry milk that has been sitting on his desk since the moment he entered the room.

"Maybe she's busy doing festival work again," Chifuyu said, finally taking off both earphones to help out a distressed Baji.

Baji did not say anything but just gave him a confused look, surprised at his best guess.

"What? Didn't they say yesterday in the assembly that today's gonna be dedicated to festival prep? Maybe she's in the council room finalizing things and shit," he said shrugging his shoulders.

"Oh fuck. Out of all the days that I actually want to talk to her," Baji slams a hand on his desk.

"But you've had that all year long Baji-san," Chifuyu playfully comments.

"Yeah, yeah, I know. Just shut the fuck up," Baji's face crumples in annoyance and his friend let out a small laugh.

It's almost half the day already, and Baji hasn't seen you yet. Not even a glimpse of you throughout the day and it's making his head spin.

"Baji, are you gonna eat this?" Mikey points at his friend's opened bento box that has gone cold.

"What?" he looked at his friend and followed his hand, "Ah yeah. Sure," he mumbles soft and low.

Mikey raises his eyebrow at his friend's unusual demeanor this whole day. Although for today they just helped their class rearrange and decorate the classroom for the upcoming festival, Chifuyu can obviously notice how much he's spaced out. It can be seen through the traces of glue and paint on his trousers. His fingers even soaked in tints of yellow and orange -- the one he's been asked to color the class' cafe signage. He wasn't that clumsy. No. He's just really not himself today.

"Baji," Draken calls out on his friend. "Is this about y/n again?" Draken nonchalantly pointed out the elephant in the room that no one has dared to speak of.

"Yeah," Baji said without second thoughts. At this point he knows he needs to talk about you, he needs to talk to you.

"I want to talk to her," he adds after finally looking at his friends who are looking at him intently as well.

"But I can't get a chance to," his voice laced with frustration.

"Well, y/n told us she'll be out of the class the whole day. Apparently, her role has something to do with the overall festival for our year so, yeah," Mikey said.

"Why not text her though? I'm pretty sure she'll respond," Kazutora suggests looking up from his phone.

"Yeah but she's might make up an excuse or whatever the fuck that can make this already harder than it already is," Baji said as he buries his face into his own palms.

"Oh, someone's persistent, huh?" Mitsuya said as he seats right next to Chifuyu.

"Shut up Mitsuya." Baji protests.

"Where have you been anyway Mitsuya-san?" Chifuyu asks.

"Well, Home Ec's pretty busy. We're asked to assist with the festival with the costume and all, it's a nice way to earn for the club," he lets out a mischievous smile.

"So, what're you gonna do now Baji?" Mitsuya continues as he breaks his chopsticks apart.

"I don't know. I'm probably done for,"

"Woah. Why say that? Did she say she hates you though?" Mitsuya stopped eating his lunch.

"Is there a reason not to? I've looked like a complete idiot in front of her and I made her feel the same way -- not that I mean it. but still--," he suddenly took a pause.

"Anyway, I gotta go. Just give back the bento, Mikey. Mom's gonna kill me if I lose that," he said as he walks away from their table.

"Got ya," Mikey says.

And just like that Baji found himself walking aimlessly as his friends stare at his back slowly moving away from them.

Upon walking and walking, Baji found himself taking the stairs to the rooftop.

This feels nice. No one should be here.

As soon as he opens the door, the wind gusts past his face, and his hair danced in the direction of the wind. For the first time today, he could feel that he could actually breathe.

Arms on top of the railing, the long-forgotten strawberry milk in one hand, he wonders why he is so desperate to talk to you. Not like you're mad at him the last time you talked. But you were definitely not the y/n that always greeted him -- all smiles and warm welcome even if you do not spend so much time together. The way you parted last time just felt so empty to him. No warm smiles, see you later, no nudges, and no gazes his way. None. He did not pay so much attention to it before, but now that it's not the case anymore, it feels wrong(?).

He took a deep sigh overlooking the fields and the busy people walking around like ants at work.

"Achoo!"

Baji heard a sneeze near the entrance of the rooftop, and as he turns his head, `the one thing he's been looking for had suddenly showed in front of him.

"Y/n?" he asked softly as he walks towards you.

"Huh?" you said blinking your eyes and fetching your handkerchief from your cardigan's pocket. "Oh, Baji!" you said surprised as your vision clears.

"What are you doing here?" you asked him as you continued to walk around the corner. "Where's everyone? You're not with them?"

"Oh well, I kinda walked around and just ended up here I guess," he shrugged his shoulder.

"Hmm, I see. Can you hold his for me?" you said as you handed him a clipboard full of papers and reports bunched up together.

"O-oh. Okay." he said and he just follow you around.

"So what're are ya doin' up here, y/n?" Baji asks in return.

"Well, I'm in charge of ensuring all classes in our level look decent for the festival so I'm up here checking the props each class has made," you said, inspecting each painted carton that's neatly organized on the floor.

"You've been a lot busier lately, ya know," Baji says as they continue to walk around.

"Hm? You think so? I think you're busy yourself too," you said spinning to face him pointing at his trousers.

"Oh! Uh, this! I- uh," he can feel his face flush when you suddenly looked at him, with a nice smile plastered on your face teasing him with his paint-stained pants.

"Not so good with the paint, huh?" you let out a chuckle that made his heart race even more.

He feels like his soul's going to leave his body.

He can't even hit you with his usual retorts, his mind can't fathom anything. Not like this. Not seeing you this blissful in front of him.

"Well, this festival's lotta work," he said with his hair down, hoping that those long locks of his could shade the blush on his cheeks.

"Mhm," you hum in response. "We have to enjoy it when it comes then," you said to him.

"Okay, that's all!" You said to conclude your visit to the rooftop.

When it's time for Baji to give back your clipboard he suddenly remembered that he's also holding the milk box that he's supposed to give you.

"A'right here ya go," he said extending his hand to give you your things, including the milk he's got.

"Oh you forgot this," you said as soon as you saw the milk that's been resting on top of your papers.

"Oh no, that.. that one's for ya," he said bashfully.

"Oh. Thank you then!" you then punched the straw into the milk and started drinking it.

"Um, I have to go now s--" Baji cuts you off before you even finish your goodbye.

"Say, y/n.." he said, now completely different from his bashful state.

"Are we..." he searched for the right words before completing his sentence and you only looked at him in confusion.

"Hm?"

"Are we..."

"..okay?" he finally said.

Goddamnit! Of all the words I chose the vaguest of the vague. What a fucking idiot, Baji thought.

"Huh?" for a second you got lost in his question but the moment you caught a glimpse of his eyes, you already knew what he was talking about.

"That.. um. Well, it has come to this huh?" you gave him a faint smile, and your eyes reflecting defeat.

"Well first of all I just wanted to say--" before Baji could explain himself, you raised your hand to stop him.

"Baji," you paused for a while, "Uh, Kei? Let me call you that, I've always wanted to" you chuckled a little.

"You don't have to say anything," you smiled at him, looking at his eyes directly this time.

"I mean it," you could feel that tears are threatening to fall down your cheeks but you tried to keep a straight face.

"I really do. So you don't have to feel any guilt," your grip tightens on the milk box you're holding.

"I'm not mad at you, you know? I don't blame you for anything,"

"These," you gesture to yourself

"All of these are my feelings, and I'm sorry if I let it all spilled without any warning," you said now not making any eye contact with him and you let your eyes wander on the concrete below you.

"I'm not spending as much time with you not because I hate you. It's because I feel like my feelings for you is everything that I have left in me, and I -- "

Shit. You can feel your own eyes are about to betray you.

"I don't want to feel empty if you do not feel the same," you struggled to get the words out and you're choking back on them.

"But y/n.." Baji is still processing everything you have said.

Ring. Ring. Ring.

"Oh! Um, look at that! It's time already. Got to go now, Baji!" you said as you hurried to turn your back on him.

When you got out of his sight, you immediately went to the bathroom. Tears are already on the rim of your eyes and your face is flushed -- trying too hard to hold back tears in front of Baji.

Breath in. Breath out.

You know this won't be as easy, but at least you got to voice out what you wanted to say. You hold no grudge against him, but you feel like you should hold yourself more up.

You went out of the bathroom stall and washed your face to keep a fresh look despite being on the brink of crying moments ago.

"Y/n, you're going to be alright," you whisper to yourself, and you've felt your phone vibrate inside your pocket.

Baji looked dumbfounded after you left him on the rooftop.

"Huh? W-what?" his mind can't comprehend everything that had transpired. One moment he's asking you a vague question and then the second he blinks you're already rushing to chase after the bell.

He came looking for you the whole day wanting to talk to you, but then the moment he's actually found you, you did all the talking and he was able to say nothing. Absolutely nothing at all.

"Just what in the goddamn fuck happened? I am the one who's supposed to talk to her and---" Baji's lost for words at his frustration. And what's worse is that the talking completely took a different turn than he wanted to.

This is supposed to make things okay again between you right? How did it end up like this?

The moment Baji shows up in the classroom, Chifuyu noticed the distressed look on his face. He's even tied his hair up --something he only does when he fights -- and he enters the room looking like he's ready to commit murder anytime.

"Baji-san," Chifuyu hesitantly approaches his captain.

But before Chifuyu can even meet him eye to eye, Baji slumps down on his seat then buried his face on his desk.

"Chifuyu, I might need a whole peyoung to myself later," Baji says dejectedly.

"Huh? Peyoung? Why so suddenly? Wa--" As Chifuyu floods in his questions he suddenly understood what was going on.

"You saw her didn't you?" Chifuyu asks

Baji only hums in response.

"And it didn't go well?" he continues.

"Damn right," Baji says with the desk muffling his voice.

"Do you know why it didn't go well?" Chifuyu asks again, folding paper origamis on his desk.

Of course, he knows full well why it didn't go right. He did not even get the chance to explain himself, let alone tell her the things he wanted to.

"Right. I shouldn't be fucking sitting here,"

A/n: lou @clec10 and nat @hanabihwa tysm for checking up on me while i work on this update ily both :’))

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