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Scale (Series) | KSJ

Scale (Series)

Pairing: KSJ x fem!reader; with appearances by OT7

Rating: M🔞

Genre: Rich boy!AU; strangers to lovers; fluff; angst; smut; crack

Total word count: 100,702 words

Status: Completed ✅

Warnings (more written in individual chapter updates): socioeconomic imbalance; character physical disability; cussing; office banter; arranged marriages; secret relationships; medical scare; smut; crack; criminal investigation; smut; protected sex; unprotected sex; oral (mutual)

Summary: Kim Seokjin lives in a world where money is no object as he is the heir to his family's lucrative company; OC is a scrappy go-getter who has to work hard at multiple jobs to meet her financial obligations. When their paths cross, they'll have to figure out whether they can find a balance point between themselves and their lives.

A/N: This KSJ character is based off my other series, Gradation. I've made a few tweaks to the character and updated a few other roles around him so that this can be a standalone story.

Comment, reblog, or send me an ask 📩. Would love to know what everyone thinks!

Parts: 1 | 2 | 3 | 3.5 | 4 | 5 | 5.5 | 6 | 7 | 8-prologue | 8 | 9 | 9.5 | 10-finale

➼Cross-posted on AO3

Taglist: @deepseavibez @shameless-army @nooneinvitedfascistbarbie @twogyuu @jakepralta @arisud @justmewondering-recs @taleasnewastime @se0kedinluv @bangtannoonalvg @joheunsaram

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Losing weight is so easy for me

How am I 100 pounds?

Im scared of how much weight I lost

Im so grateful for losing 20 pounds

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Affirmations

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· i am improving in every way

· i am grateful for every blessing i receive

· i am capable of anything i put my mind to

· i am being patient with my healing journey

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I wish someone could love me the way I love them.

#never been kissed

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Top canonical events in a girl's life:

1. Listening to Lana del Rey for the first time

2. Locking yourself in your room all the time

3. Trying at some point to fit in with a group but just can't

4. Feeling awkward around boys

5. Daydreaming

6. Not being talkative

7. Obsessing over some actor who could be your grandfather

8. Ruining your sleep schedule to get more alone time

9. Tumblr and girlblogging

10. Feeling like no one really knows you

11. Feeling lost in a group of friends

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honey's fashion commandments⋆.ೃ࿔*:･🪞🎀

welcome to honey's fashion commandments where i break down the basic principles of fabulosity! the rules that i SWEAR by when it comes to dressing up and feeling glamorous, think of this as my style bible, but with pink highlighter and lip gloss stains…💬🎀

COMMANDMENT ONE ; DRESS FOR SELF FIRST, TRENDS WILL FOLLOW

theres nothing wrong with keeping up with trends but when you're SO caught up in it, you lose your originality and sense of style and thats NOT hot. only follow trends that you feel connected to/that follow your style already. we don't wanna be someone we're not and feel disconnected to our true sense of style. fashion is self expression just like we talked about in a previous post so its highly important to dress for you!

especially because we're trend setters more than we are trend followers. if u feel like following a trend, put ur own twist on it and give it that flair that only you can give it. originality above all.

COMMANDMENT TWO ; MIX HIGH AND LOW FASHION

i never subscribed to the idea that if we wear luxury we can't wear thrifted pieces and i think thats just total bullshit. thrifted finds + luxe pieces = chef's KISS. because i love thrifted and DIY-ing my clothes so i can have pieces that no one else has, but in that same breath i love spoiling myself and buying myself expensive pieces for my closet. be your own stylist babe, dont let people make you feel bad if u thrift/buy things on the less expensive side.

COMMANDMENT THREE ; ALWAYS ACCESSORIZE

accessories literally make your outfit you don't understandddd. bracelet stacks, signature necklaces, earrings, all of the above. cute hats, statement purses, shoes. a good outfit is all in the details and this is something i understand really well. your signature touch is in the details so it's important to have a good accessory collection and learn how to accessorize accordingly to your outfits.

COMMANDMENT FOUR ; ALWAYS DRESS LIKE YOU'RE ABOUT TO RUN INTO AN OPP

look, i have no opps (and if i do, then its one-sided) but kimora lee simmons says this and i've always kept it close to my heart because i strive to look my best as much as possible/always. fashion communicates something always so i always wanna look like the glamorous divalicious barbie that i am, therefore i always put the effort into getting ready and wearing pretty clothes.

like it doesn't matter WHERE im going, if im going grocery shopping i’ll throw on a cute matching set, my juicy tubes gloss, and some gold hoops—because you never know who you’re gonna see.

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Expecting To Wake Up In Your CR

Okay, granted, not everyone has this problem - but a lot of people carry around this little assumption and expectation to wake up in their current reality again. No matter what they do. You've got your script ready. Your method is comfy and your chosen subliminal slaps. You feel ready and everything is in place. But deep down? Deep down you prepare yourself for your alarm in the morning. Prepare yourself for the same room, the same body, the same boring reality trot. It's like saying to the universe "Surprise me!", but also slipping in a quiet note saying "Please don't. Just copy yesterday". It's not new knowledge that your subconscious is running the show behind the scenes. But what we sometimes forget is that our subconscious picks its believes from us... from our habits, patterns, the things we repeat over and over again, even the ones we are not fully aware of. And since most of us are raised in a world that values logic, linear thinking, the "you only live once" mentality, it's no surprise some of us struggle with seeing any other reality as "just as real". Not your fault, it's just conditioning doing its work. Shifting goes basically against everything you have been taught to expect, so it can feel hard to rewire that believe on the go. You are a bit like a Roomba - just doing your little routines, bumping into some unexpected furniture on your usual way, programmed by years and years of subconscious patterns and habits. Cute, but kinda confused a lot. Doesn't mean you are broken, just shows you are human. What you can do is trying to catch that thought, the expectation of waking up here, before it starts to settle in again. Don't just say "I hope I shift". Hope is passive. Try something like: "I believe it's possible to shift" "I expect to shift" "My CR isn't the default. My DR can be the default too." You subconscious learns best from repetition, dominant believes and a sense of familiarity. So start feeding it those things, instead of doubt disguised as fickle believe. Once you start treating your DR as absolutely inevitable, it becomes harder for your brain to argue with that over time. You're not failing, just learning. And every single time you turn those pesky little thoughts in more productive ones, you are rewiring your believes. That's not small, that is huge! That is taking your power back from just letting things happen. You are basically standing in the doorway to your DR, you just need to find your way to step into it.

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SOME RECENT SUCCESSES OF MINE ᥫ᭡ᥫ᭡

for pure consciousness of course

1st LOG | USING THE DARKNESS TO MY ADVANTAGE

This was around last week, i felt super tired in the afternoon and i used that to advantage, i acted like i was taking a nap and focused on affirmations while distracting myself, i let thoughts pass me by and new ones come in and when i was super relaxed I affirmed “I AM”. I imagined my surroundings as black, just back I don’t know how to explain it, but i focused on the darkness behind my eyes and acted like my eyes were open and all i was seeing was black. I imagined that the darkness behind my eyelids was my surroundings, I would see myself in a pool of darkness give myself askfirmations

“why is everything so black”

“hold up am I in the void state?”

then i would breathe heavier than i was, with some more “I AM” and boom, i induced

manifested:

no back pain (maybe tmi but i’ve got large 🍒 with a smaller body frame so my back would KILL sometimes lmfao)

longer hair because why not?

and honestly just was there for a calming experience, and when you induce pure consciousness, you know that there’s this calming, surreal feeling you get, especially when you come back to your 3D.

2nd LOG | PURELY RELAXATION PURPOSES

saturday morning (so two days ago??)

i said this before and i just might make another post about this but going in with the “i’m just inducing to relax” is so beneficial because it really takes the void of that pedestal. And when it’s off that pedestal and all you’re doing is trying to relax it’s easier for you to induce.

I had the intention not to manifest anything but really just to sit and relax, and that weight lifted off my shoulders really helped. I did some normal “I AM” with heavy breathing with the intention that it was just a meditation i was trying to induce. And before I knew i induced the void.

manifested:

better understanding of things (i didn’t really elaborate but i feel a lot better and more articulated when it comes to explaining things for you guys and to myself)

and honestly i was there to just relax, a goal i have in 2025 is to make inducing pure consciousness more natural to me than it already is, I wanna be able to see this shit as a meditation i just do for fun when i want too, i really want to get into the god state this year, well more than i already am

i hope you guys can really understand how simple it is, this is first nature to us.

ᥫ᭡thanks for coming to my TED talk… again

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Why am I so lucky? I shift every night and get all my desires this is so annoying 🙄

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How I Met Carl in my Dr.

It was about to be 2 months since a stranger now my friend, and his mom found Hershel’s farm after uniting with a scared girl on the forest who lost her parents. (literally.)

I woke up with that gloomy and nostalgic feeling the farm has, said good morning to everyone I saw and headed to the barn. I took care of my horse and went outside the fences to kill some walkers nearby.

I returned to the farm no more than an hour later and had breakfast, I kept doing my duties when I saw my parents truck approaching me.

I had mixed feelings between happiness and relief but all of that disappeared when I saw a man with a uniform that looked like a police man holding a kid of my age with that red liquid all over him.

I didn’t had no time to ask anything as I hurried and prepared the bed for the boy and helped Hershel in all he needed. After a couple hours the boy was resting, not just resting but in a deep sleep, I placed some water by the table and took care of everything from tucking the boy in or changing his bandages.

After I was done with my job the sky already darkened, I let his parents be with him and watched how his group set some tents outside the farm house and getting ready to sleep.

Anti-shifters dni

This is a positive and safe place.

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Looking for moots who like and want to talk about the following!! 🤍

Lalaland

The walking dead

Shifting

The good place

Chilling Adventures of Sabrina

Bunnies and dogs

To all the boys I loved before

Shoujos

The Beatles

Death Note

Music in general

The smiths

Yandere Simulator

Subliminals

I speak both Spanish and English

If you like something and want to talk about it with me just tell me and I’ll try my best!!

Bad vibes and negative persons dni

Minor of 100 years so keep a positive and safe environment!!! 🪷

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Connecting with nature because obsessing with shifting doesn’t take you anywhere.

Me and shifters reading the Neville Goddard books

(Here is the link babes!)