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how I feel since ppl take advantage of me :< 💓

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Source

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Happy Labor Day

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dandelions deserve more respect than they get

you say “weeds” I say “widespread non-native edible plant and early-blooming pollinator resource that is not considered invasive because it behaves politely and does not cause deleterious ecological consequences”

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nap on a patch of dandelions sounds great

print! | kofi ♡

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i was made to read books, live by the ocean, walk beneath the trees, and be madly in love.

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They’re boyfriends 🥰

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Childhood can be scary.

A collection of some of my hand-drawn horror looping animations!

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Art by Leah Gardner

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things to say to bugs when science finally unlocks the secrets of human-bug communication:

im not hurting you i am taking you to a safe place

do you eat weird crumbs cause i found some im willing to share

you can bite me if you want but id rather be no-bite friends

i like your big colorful eyes, very stylish

please dont crawl into my sleeves

(sings a duet with a cricket)

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toast bread eraser

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"Delayed triggers" happen. Sometimes, you might not notice your trigger and get triggered later when you do. Brains work in mysterious ways. It's okay. You're not faking or being attention-seeking for it.

-emotion holder

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every time i start to feel cringe for being too deep in the hyperfixation i remember the intense depression i have waded through and have to remind myself that enjoyment is fleeting (so grab it with both hands), and life is for loving (so hold that love close), and if anyone thinks i’m cringe they must not be having a very good time (and i hope they can find a good time soon).

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Looking to try and make friends on here! I haven't been part of the system community on tumblr yet..

I don't know if this is the smartest way to make friends on here but I can try I guess!

(usually I'm on insta 😔🫰)

Me the host [Veda] -

• He/she. They/them is okay tho.

• Bodily 26.

• Ravenclaw. Intj. 5w4. Pisces.

• Diagnosed with: Did, T1d, hashimotos, Gad, major depressive disorder. Etc.

• Dealing with: severe agoraphobia.

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Things I really really like:

• Green, blue, mustard yellow and brown.

• Fallout game series.

• Fable game series.

• Phantasy star game series.

• Aurora rising book series.

• Collecting bits and bobs.

• Anime: HxH, Tokyo mew mew, Sailormoon.

• Align with Sailor Uranus, by like a lot.

• TV series: Antm, Avatar, Adventure time, Steven universe, Mandalorian, Moonknight.

• Diet soda and coffee.

• Magic the gathering and Dnd.

• Moonknight, nightcrawler, wolverine, Andrew Garfield Spiderman, Starfire.

• I literally love this man, Oscar isaac. 100% best actor and person on the planet.

• Learning about my system. (Have been since 2018.)

• Pokemon, sonic, Luigi.

[If I could pick any pokemon starter, I'd pick Azurill, Mareep or Venipede.]

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Sure. I'll hop on this trend.

DID isn't just friends in your head.

While yes, I love my system like family and we have good times together, that doesn't mean that these good times are the whole experience.

DID is having alters that don't know how to express that they care about you due to never being cared about themself.

DID is having some alters who hate themselves so deeply that its hidden from who they are on the surface.

DID was having to do horrible shit just to keep yourself alive and now living with severe survivor's guilt.

DID is being more prone to migraines.

DID is remembering a life no one else seems to remember.

DID is not remembering the current life you're living.

DID is having some alters who don't know how to cope with their trauma so they bury themselves in drugs.

DID is having some alters who don't know how to keep living. Genuinely thinking they'd be dead by now.

DID is being naturally selfish and mean because its what you had to be to survive.

DID is being a clueless child within your own mind, unsure why your friends break down and sob for no apparent reason.

DID is being excluded and punished for trying to simply exist with other people.

DID is not only not recognizing your own body, but not recognizing your own species.

DID is thinking you've got all the trauma figured out only for more to resurface.

No one should WANT DID. If you want DID... no you don't. You want a community. You don't want to live like this. I live like this because I have to. It was necessary for me to survive.